NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
BCP.47

"Mom how mommy can marry daddy?" I don't know why Riska is curious about her parents' story and she wants to be a role model what else she married by loving each other.

"Well mommy will tell you,"

The flashback

This pair of lovers are so happy when after a long time of relationship as a couple now their relationship has begun to show a bright spot.

He is Khira and Roni who have been knitting love for the past two years.

Their relationship was fairly good no conflict was too much of a test they either responded to the problem with a cool head or their same adult nature.

Today Roni invites Khira to meet both her parents to introduce once gus talk about the continuation of their relationship in the future.

Roni invited dinner together at the main house of his family.

Their families are quite distinguished people but it is above the sky there is still sky.

Khira was invited to the salon first to be dressed to look beautiful tonight.

Khira just recited the same invitation of her lover.

Almost never denied what Roni said and always according to although sometimes there are conflicting hearts and minds of Khira but all that can be removed because of the love and affection of Khira on Roni.

The beginning of their relationship was established when starting work finished college and they were in meetings at office events to welcome new employees and it was always carried out once every year.

There the beginning of their introduction added Khira who is easy to get along with new people so it does not hamper their introduction until over time Roni can fill the niche of Khira's heart slowly.

Khira who just first felt what her name was in love welcomed in addition to the beginning of the meeting Roni was quite friendly and kind also added to the treatment of Roni as if Khira in her beloved.

A few months of their approach began to run the relationship as a pair of lovers like a couple in general even though only they both know.

Khira who does not want a hidden relationship invites Roni to his house to be known with both parents.

"Ma pa knows this Roni Khira's boyfriend,"

It was the afternoon when Roni drove Khira home from work and invited her to stop by to get acquainted with the family and Roni wanted to.

"Oh yes know Rio and this is Sila's wife.

Come on, sit down, don't hesitate,"

Take Papa Khira who happened to be home from work and relax with Khira in the family room.

Papa Khira welcomes the friendly arrival of Roni is only a little surprised when Khira introduces Roni as a lover where they know Khira is single from birth and suddenly there is a partner.

"You guys talk first let auntie make you drink the same snack first,"

"Yes thanks Auntie,"

Mama Sila went to the kitchen to make drinks and bring snacks.

Now that the three of them live in the room, Khira is still there accompanying the two of them so as not to be too awkward because this is their first meeting.

"How long have you been in a relationship with your child?"

Papa Rio must know how the man who became his child's partner.

Not to choose or make a game.

"It's only been five months now, um,"

Honestly Roni who is actually lazy to be asked like that, but how else this is one possibility that must be faced.

"You accept the child for what it is? Because the longer you are in a relationship, the more nature of each other will be seen slowly,"

Papa Rio know how the nature of Khira sometimes without knowing the time appears the original nature of Khira that sometimes makes a head shake.

Because only the closest people will know how our true nature does not have to be a partner as well, remember the closest.

"Yes om I will definitely accept what is Khira, I love and love Khira and I want to be serious with Khira.

And if om approves of our relationship soon I will propose to Khira to be my wife and I promise to make Khira happy om,"

Sounds sweet and Khira melts to hear it, who is not happy to hear the sweet words of the beloved idol like it was said.

Papa Rio also nodded in agreement and most importantly for him his son was happy as his own choice.

"Okay om believe and bless your relationship.

Keep mutual trust, be honest, be open to each other and never say rude or abusive things.

Om believe you can make this girl happy.

Happy for him yes,"

As parents just want their children to be happy and will not set who will be their partner later should not always be rich, handsome, established, from a distinguished family.

Only one they ask is happy enough for their child even in a simple way.

Their conversation continued and the Khira family took Roni to dinner together before leaving.

The atmosphere of dinner feels complete because there is a figure of a new member in the family if they mate later.

No one knows how eventually we half die defending but the creator does not approve it will be adjudged by separation.

Back to now, Khira was finished in the dress up and also Roni had prepared clothes for Khira to wear very good.

Khira just complies without objection using everything that Roni has provided.

After it was over, Roni took Khira to her house.

Not the first time this is just a different goal again.

Roni wants to be serious with Khira and has been feeling fit all this time.

"Let's get down,"

Arriving at the two-story house, Roni took Khira down and walked along to the main door.

Roni took Khira's soft hand and entered the house.

"Yes, yes,"

Welcome mama Roni kissed Khira's right and left cheeks and then invited to sit together.

"Thank you ma,"

Friendly Khira sat next to each other and Roni left the two women to go to the room to clean up first before joining again.

In the room Roni immediately took a shower because he was tired finished bathing Roni who was still using a towel wrapped around the waist took a cellphone that had been lit indicating there was an incoming call.

"Hello,"

Roni heard what the other person over there was talking about.

"Well right away,bye,"

Roni hung up the phone then took a casual dress and wore not forget to wear hair gel and arranged randomly to impress cool.

Roni came down after feeling neatly joined the others.

Papa Roni had also returned home and was already in the family room.

Not long after dinner they were together and finished.

"Ma pa I want to say that I want to get engaged soon with Khira,"

Roni opened her voice as they relaxed again.

The two of them turned towards Roni to be sure.

"meaning?"

Why are they suddenly impressed.

"He's engaged, not that our relationship has been arguably long enough and also our age is not the time to date again, it's time we have a more serious relationship again,"

Roni why she wanted to get engaged.

They are not young anymore, it is right to get married.

"Well mama will prepare everything for your engagement,"

Both Roni's parents understand the wishes of her son Khira as well.

They can't wait to have a daughter-in-law and a grandchild.

Roni's two brothers and sister Roni are still in college so hope they have a grandson yes from Roni and this is the time.

"Your job is to prepare the same ring with the rest of the clothes, let us parents,"

Added papa Roni.

The two couples to the lover smiled with relief to have received the blessing of the two families.

Previously Roni had also asked permission from Khira's parents and can also be permission to get engaged so just set a date again.

The next day Khira and Roni went to buy a ring to the largest mall in the city.

"What is this?"

Point Khira at a diamond ring in the middle of the ring and make sure that the price is not a tin can.

"That's all,"

Choose Roni on the diamond ring as well but the size of the diamond is slightly the same as Khira.

Khira's face turned sour but as much as possible he returned the look of the face as before and agreed with Roni's choice.

Finished paying for the ring Roni invites Khira to buy clothes that will be used for the event that has been talked about a week longer and only today Roni is not busy so today must be finished in the purchase and not to rush later.

"This is it,"

Roni's choice fell on a long dress covering the legs with short sleeves.

Khira agrees because she tells Roni to choose instead of choosing her own instead of disagreeing and wasting time.

The time passed by their gathering went smoothly and festively from beginning to end.

Khira diramas like a princess with a dress that also good looks Roni really complete happiness tonight.

After that day they are ready to prepare a wedding that will be in a luxury title at a five-star hotel in the city.

All preparations are carried out carefully ranging from room decor, wedding dresses, wedding rings, food to sovenir.

Time keeps rolling and arriving where the happy day is just counting the hours and their relationship will arrive at the stage as a married couple.

A beautiful woman is being made up by an expert in that field.

With painstaking lentic fingers it swept the brush onto the beautiful face that again closed the eyes.

Today is her happy day as she is getting married to a loved one for two years.

She is Eisha Fakhira, the beautiful twenty-six year old woman has been in makeup since morning and this is just the final step and all is done.

"Udah is done mbak Khira now change clothes yes,"

All activities around the head have finished just change clothes and sandals.

The marriage will be held in half an hour.

The event will be held in a luxury hotel considering the person who will marry him is a young thirty-year-old businessman.

If for the age of Khira now they fit only four years.

Not too old either, balanced with the two-six-year-old Khira.

"No nakkan mbak yes, my future husband does not like excessive grooming,"

Pay attention to the right makeup results according to Khira's demand that is not too menor.

Understand that rich people like to ask strange including and should not be excessive.

Khira has been very memorized by the nature of her future husband in a few hours even less than two hours.

"No Khira makeup is natural, just as requested,"

Before ordering the services of make up Khira already tell you how the request for wedding grooming later.

Helping Khira change clothes with kebaya for the event and immediately followed by the reception later until afternoon.

The show is not long just a few hours have been completed so as not to be too draining.

I wanted the first night.

Don't look at it.

After finishing changing clothes, Khira sat in the front seat of the mirror watching her face that was already beautiful in makeup by experts.

"Hopefully this will be my first and last marriage and our household trip will not be hit by the same storm,"

Look at that beautiful face that never stops smiling.

This is the day that awaited after the year yesterday looking forward to the wedding because the candidate is busy so it is difficult to take the time.

"Cie who wants to marry the same heart adoration seems very happy huh?"

Navya Khira's only friend since childhood also attended there at the request of Khira, Vya has been there since the night of staying at the wishes of Khira.

Usually called Vya by the closest people and Navy for friends of school or college.

Their friendship is closely intertwined already like a brother himself what else Khira is far from his sister so feel have a brother who is the same age.

"Deg degan tastes Vya,"

Khira holds her chest that feels great pounding, this will be Khira's first and last marriage and it's with loved ones.

The leaflet is very different, not a fear debate but rather leads to anxiety whether the event will run smoothly or not.

This is the day that Khira has been waiting for all this time while having a relationship with Roni finally reached this stage as well, what a very long journey.

"Ra recalls it more tonight the first night, trust me,"

Instead of calming it adds anxiety in Khira.

Why did he forget the same first night that just waited a matter of hours.

You know what Vya is like the first night I've been married and experienced it.

And also the couple does not have after breaking up a few months so if you discuss the first night it feels less srek Vya.

"Don't worry Vya, it's not funny.

Hope everything goes well,"

Clasping Vya's hand tightly as if seeking tranquility there.

Khira's hand feels cold as ice and fits Vya's warm hand.

Looking forward to a happy day everyone must feel the same as Khira felt.

Fear of the show there are obstacles or there are other obstacles.

"Well, the beautiful bride-to-be is not sane, yes,"

Enter one more person who is a cousin of Khira's age.

Sit down after taking a chair and pull right next to Khira.

They are though cousins there is no such thing as competition in every way.

"Thank you, but the groom's coming?"

Khira has not been allowed to contact her future husband since one week ago.

Even Khira didn't know how it was.

All communication tools were kept away from Khira fearing taking chances as they caught their guard and exchanged news.

"Again on the road like, the problem of no news may be busy times yes,"

Reply cousin Khira relaxed, there has been no news from the groom whether it has gone or has been willing to arrive.

Or indeed he who has not received news while others have.

"Still on the road maybe, will soon start the show,"

Khira tried to think positively even though there was a little anxiety, why her future husband had not come as well.

An agitated Khira tries to hide it from the two who are accompanying her now.

Not showing fear of them getting nervous.

Khira's feelings arrived not good or just because of the same anxiety until bad thoughts had crossed her mind.

Tok,,, tock,,, to,,,

Their chatter came to a halt when they heard a knock on the door from outside.

"Let me open, then,"

Vya walked to the door and opened and saw who was sleeping.

"Come Ra ijab qobul is done, meet your husband,"

Hearing the husband's words all the bad thoughts were lost somewhere.

With the spirit of Khira came out in the flats by her best friend and cousin.

Step slowly Khira accompanied by a heartbeat that is firmer than before.

There was a sense of tightness in Khira's heart but she didn't know what it was.

When it reached Khira immediately sat beside the man who was already husband status.

"Assynolt,"

Greet Khira's husband but Khira's response was beyond expectations.

His voice sounded different, even very different.

Even as long as they were with Roni never said a greeting like now.

With courage Khira raised her head to look at whoever she was.

"Ka_kidou who?"

Stuttering Khira on the man, Khira still remembers how her future husband sounds.

It is impossible that in just one week his voice has changed.

Something must be wrong, he thought.

"I'm your husband,"

Reply to the man and then show his face.

And Khira who saw sculpting, this is not the face of her future husband, this is someone else.

Where's candidate?.

"No, my future husband is not you.

Mama papa where is Khira's future husband,"

He looked at his parents who had grim faces.

Something must have happened or this man had gotten rid of his future husband.

But Khira did not know this person at all.

"Your husband-to-be ran away son and he's willing to change right,"

Lirih mama could not bear to see the disappointed face of her daughter.

The day that was waiting was a disaster for him.

Her husband-to-be ran away, this isn't funny at all.

"If you want to lie, ma,"

Khira still can not accept if the person she loves leaves on her happy day that has been in later so far.

Where maybe her future husband ran away, she knows how love Roni with Khira and has promised to be together knitting the fabric of the household.

It was their dream from the first day of the relationship

"That's the truth Ra,"

Which parent has the heart to see his child destroyed but more destroyed if not married and bear the shame.

It seems that it cannot be expressed in words.

The world of Khira is shattered, the dream of marrying the same loved ones run aground without rest.

Destroyed the same people.

Broken until broken, scraping a wide open wound.

This pain that Khira must feel now.

Go abandoned not know where? What their relationship has been all this time is just a toy and can go this easy.

It's destiny to play with Khira now.

It turns out that all this time they had a relationship of no meaning at all even he left on the day of their marriage.

Why all the days happened to Khira.

What other games did he play to this extent.

Not the time to joke but why should Khira naturally on a happy day at the same time heart hurt and toughest in Khira's life.

"But why ma? Why just now? Why not yesterday when everything has not gone far? Why why ma why?"

Lirih Khira was unable to endure the pain in her chest.

It felt like a huge rock was hitting right now.

It feels very painful and stifling and like the oxygen supply in the lungs is thinning.

"All the way is dear and maybe God shows who your future husband is now rather than your relationship is getting far away or already have children so here not only you are the victim but also the child,"

Obviously the same mama Khira who was claustrophobic held back the crying of seeing a girl who had been loved since childhood destroyed by others so easily.

If they wish to choose perhaps as parents they will bear all of the dear child wholeheartedly.

"But it hurts here a lot ma,"

Point Khira at her chest covered in white kebaya.

Their chatter continues and mama Khira tries to calm her once again devastated daughter.

Khira's husband doesn't know what to do.

He also did not know where the problem was now.

He who is used as a substitute is still not able to think normally.

"Mama know dear mama know and mama more sick to see the girl mama destroyed but believe the same mama if god again prepare all the beautiful things for Khira in the future and then accept and appreciate the husband Khira now yes, please, mama,"

Grasping tightly Khira's hand that seemed to tremble.

The beauty and luxury of pickle akad is no longer useful.

all like us stranded on an uninhabited island but the natural beauty of the surroundings is not ignored which is in the mind how to go from there.

"Khira is not strong, take Khira away from here ma.

Khira wants to be alone, I don't think she can,"

Mama Sila hugged Khira tightly with a slight sobbing softly so as not to be heard by everyone.

Mama Sila rubbed Khira's back gently with affection.

"Sorry papa who can't take good care of papa's daughter,"

Papa Rio joined in hugging his two beloved women with haru.

It should be a happy day today but replaced with the bride's deep sadness.

"Papa is not wrong, Khira who can not find a good companion.

I'm sorry it was Khira who put our family to shame, pa,"

Here not only her injured but both parents who share the shame because of the prospective daughter-in-law who ran away at the time of the ijab qobul event.

If they can choose maybe they hope that this day never happens and break their relationship before going far.

But the fate of no one knows.

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