NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
Is this the End?

After completing his work Raka immediately went home because there was something he wanted to convey to his wife and this is very important regarding the continuity of their marriage relationship.

Raka drives his car at medium speed especially the road conditions are slightly jammed because it's hours home from work.

Arriving at Raka's apartment immediately cleaned up and after that she stepped into the kitchen to make a dinner menu.

Raka began to process the food and she intended to make Farah's favorite food.

Until the meal was over all the apartment doors opened and a beautiful girl with a lethargic face may be exhausted after working all day.

"Far later we have dinner together yes," although often get rejected but Raka will never give up to melt his wife's heart.

"I've eaten outside," although Raka could have guessed that Farah again and again refused his invitation and rejected his good intentions but Raka would not be daunted because he was sure that one day his wife's heart would be broken as well.

"This once, please," Raka looked at Farah with a pleading gaze and very much hoped that the girl accepted her offer once This is all.

Farah only answered with a head transport and entered her room to immediately clean up because soon it was willing to enter Maghrib time.

Geck...

Geck...

"Far we pray together yes," Raka knocked on Farah's room door to invite the girl to pray for the magrib congregation because during the marriage age they had never performed congregational prayers.

Chequelek,,,

"Why in the heart do we ask for the heart?" Farah opened the door of her room and spoke to Raka because she was a little annoyed by the man's invitation today which she thought was excessive.

Though according to Farah when she agreed to dinner with the man there was no other desire just guess wrong now Raka invites him to pray congregation.

"Can't a husband take his wife to pray together?" Raka smiled bitterly looking at that pretty face that looked at her with a cynical look.

"Wait a minute," Farah still spoke to Raka but did not stop her from entering the room again and took her face.

Today for the first time they perform congregational prayers and do not know when they will do it again.

Raka is very happy because Farah still wants to obey his wishes even though the girl said ketus to him.

After the prayer Raka ngajak Farah read the Koran even though only Raka himself and Farah only became a listener.

After they finished their dinner together in a state of silence without anyone initiating the conversation.

"Far, can our marriage not be like a marriage in general?" Raka must gain clarity about the continuation of their marriage in order for her to know what actions she should take.

Because as a man who loves him Raka only wants to get married once in a lifetime and of course the person who wants to be committed is Farah.

But he had little doubt about the girl because after almost a year of marriage their relationship had not progressed at all.

"What to expect from this loveless marriage is that I'll never even like you," raka's heart thumped at Farah's saying that she would never like it which signified that the girl's feelings would never be the same as they used to be.

"Can't we accept each other and live this marriage in order to survive only death will separate?" I really hope that this marriage will never end.

"Never expect anything impossible to happen" Farah continued to answer Raka's words with the sentence as if their marriage could never be resumed again.

"Do you hate my brother?" Raka wants this day to be clear so that her heart can calm down and she can rearrange her heart because of the love that claps one hand.

Although he is not sure if one day parted with Farah he will get a girl who can erase Farah's name in his heart.

Forgetting a loved one is not easy even until it takes years it will not forget completely just getting used to it without him.

"Even I don't want to see you again and for that one day's request I can't," after saying that phrase Farah got up from her seat while enduring the sudden agony.

The girl entered her room because she did not want to linger facing Raka because she felt very lazy.

"Do you hate your brother that much?" Farah stopped her steps upon hearing the question from Raka and without returning her body she replied.

Degs....

Raka's face without pias answers from Farah who makes her heart hurt and she did not expect that Farah considers this marriage a source of suffering for her even though for Raka the man considers a happiness can be together with the people he loves.

Raka got up from her seat and entered Farah's room and passed by the girl without speaking.

Farah was pecking at the door of her room when she saw what Raka was doing.

"What did you do why put my clothes in a suitcase?" Farah was glued to her place when she saw all the clothes she had put in a large suitcase by Raka who was still her husband.

Raka ignored the words of his wife and she focused on what she was doing and ignored all the words thrown at him.

Raka turned to him and closed the suitcase and dragged him to the door.

" You can go wherever you want and you no longer need to feel constrained by all this," gently pulled the hand of the woman who was silent when she saw her suitcase was in front of her.

"What does brother mean? What do you mean say all that and put all my clothes in a suitcase? Should we divorce and end this? Brother does not think about how disappointed our parents when they see the destruction of their child's household," said she still did not expect what was asked by her husband.

This is not a small thing even this is very big and concerns about the future of their new marriage for the past year.

Raka replied with her sweet smile and there was no other face treatment there.

Even this is the first time since marrying Farah called Raka with the call of brother.

"It is not you who say that this marriage is the beginning of your suffering so from today my brother will relieve you of that suffering," Raka spoke firmly without looking towards Farah as she did not want the girl to see eyes that had already been blushing with tears because from the bottom of her heart she did not want to do this but when Farah says if this marriage is the beginning of her suffering then all Raka can do now is release Farah.

"But this is not the way to end this marriage," Farah could not take it for granted and where she would go except to her parents' house.

Surely his parents will be very surprised about his return let alone carrying a suitcase that big then it can be ascertained if the marriage of his son is not okay.

"As you wish? Is like this the attitude of a wife who never appreciates her husband and gives other men the opportunity to approach her at a time when her status is still the wife of people. Does that have to be your attitude to hurt your brother? If past events make you so hurt and you reply like this Brother accepted it with a chest of air. Brother will let you go and look for happiness out there and brother will always pray for your happiness," maybe only up to here the limit of Raka's patience and the limit of her ability to maintain her marriage.

Although he felt confident that he could melt Farah's heart but it turned out that patience had its limits and maybe up to here the limits he had because he could not continue to be unappreciated.

"Let's take you to your parents' house" Raka pulls Farah's hand out of the apartment unit they've been in for almost a year.

But Farah held back even she jerked to have Raka's hand grip come off.

"Why? Is this not what you wanted all this time? When we just moved here you asked me how long this marriage and today it's been answered, right," Raka pulls Farah again and Farah continues to rebel because her brain is now digesting about what just happened.

In the car.

Farah spins the events she's been through and Raka's actions to draw sympathy from her.

But don't let him appreciate Farah just like the one who meets the old enemy again.

"You take it easy so that the brother who spoke to your parents and you will never be blamed," Raka concluded that Farah's inability to find a reason why she returned with her large suitcase.

Raka also will not be off the responsibility and will explain.

Let him who will be stamped as a husband who can not be happy wife from Farah remain good in front of his parents.

Until the car Raka drove into the area of Farah's parents' house and heart pounding but no longer in love.

"Let's go down" Raka stopped her car at the door and she got off first while taking out Farah's suitcase.

Farah was still sitting in the car because she did not expect that she would be in this position right now and she would face a sudden problem like this.

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