NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE

NOT A SUBSTITUTE LOVE
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Aunty obediently calls to Raka's room to ask Farah to come down to dinner.


After a few minutes aunt came with a face that can be confirmed that Khira refused to go down.


Today Farah really tested Raka's patience once.


What does Farah want now? Want to test the extent of Raka's patience or want to try an internship so sick people by not wanting to eat.


If the internship is graduated in hospital.


Though this afternoon was only a trivial problem but even had long tail.


"What does he say bi?" Listen before you conclude yourself.


Though from the beginning Raka had been able to guess that his wife would refuse to see from the incident earlier this afternoon.


It felt like there was an anxious sensation when Farah acted like that.


If they get married because it is not sudden maybe the moment like now will Raka use to pinch his wife's cheek with anxiety.


"Mistress said she was not hungry and just wanted to sleep," Raka sighed softly, right to see Raka was angry her nature was not the same as her age.


It's a mature thing about eating should be reminded.


Eating is not one form of attention but the need so without being told to eat.


Don't be like a child.


So anxious himself Raka same wife.


"Yes, he's ready for a full plate of food so that I can bring it up," Pinta Raka while eating alone, his wife is not angry as his behavior is closer to anxiety.


Raka quickly finished her meal and immediately climbed up to bring food to the room.


"Who's wife is that?" muttered Raka all the way to the room located on the two floors of the mansion.


Until the front door Raka sighed softly then opened slowly, entered and closed back not forgetting in the key.


"I know you haven't slept yet so get up and eat this," Raka saw Farah lying on the bed covered in half with a blanket and closing her eyes quietly like a real sleep person.


Put food on a table that is complete with drink and fruit.


"Don't talk twice" Raka said as she had not seen Farah's movements from the bed.


Farah's stubbornness this time deserves a thumbs up.


Farah slowly moved her body and sat down.


Afraid when he heard Raka's stern voice this time.


Farah could no longer pretend to sleep if she had heard a different tone of Raka's voice than before.


"By sorry," Sighed Farah with a tone of voice.


Sorry for the action this afternoon.


Regret being dishonest and consider this matter to be only minor and will not have an impact so far.


Farah only realized how their relationship would be well established in the future if it had started with a lie even though small but gradually will be accustomed and will have an impact if not changed.


"Eat there" Did not answer Farah's words and preferred to tell her to eat.


For Raka an apology does not mean anything if it is not accompanied by regret and intends to change yourself and promise yourself will not repeat without having to be said to others.


For a promise is meaningless if it is not accompanied by good and sincere intentions.


Don't just promise and then tomorrow or the next day will be repeated and promised again.


"Sorry first by, I know I'm wrong should not be dishonest but I guess it's not a problem if I just shut up" said Farah, looking down and talking.


He does not want the problems faced protracted and prolonged.


"Eat there," Not affected by the same words Farah who quite shook Raka's defense but can still be held.


"Sorry first so by the new I eat," Why even threatened back, thought Raka..


In addition to stubborn also stubborn for mercy, in order to eat even nego kayak shopping in the market.


Farah shifted to sit on the edge of the bed close to the sofa that Raka was sitting on.


"What do you want? In Baikin very difficult, told to eat even nego.


Eating it actually does not need to be asked like a child as well," Ketus Raka wants to see how much efforts Farah apologizes, this is him who began to struggle to get forgiveness from Raka.


"You're just one, I'm sorry, first" Farah got up from her seat and moved next to Raka.


Looked at her husband's handsome face carefully.


Farah deg-degan's feelings sit near Raka with this close range, but Farah holds it in order to get an apology from Raka and the matter is over.


The nervousness that Farah felt was not comparable to the curiosity to be sorry from Raka so let Farah endure this anxiety.


"What do I get in sorry?" Take advantage of opportunities to get closer.


Farah's efforts do not end easily and do not cause a deterrent effect on him.


Never apologize and be forgiven, then he will never be afraid to do or make mistakes.


Farah was also confused as well now Raka was asking for a reward.


If seen Raka already has it all and now asks for a reward so what should Farah give origin can be sorry.


"Give up what love is, what matters is memorable and not goods,"


The definition of what is it like in Raka's head?, he said it is up to but already has the choice of not wanting the goods so what do you say is up to.


Why Raka say like women who are invited to the street and then asked where or what to eat and answered up to women.


Farah considered what would be in love with Raka? Things do not want to be what else you want to love?.


Why so confusing?.


"Quick time thinking only thirty seconds," urged Raka who was impatient to know what he got from his wife.


Raka really took advantage of the situation this way, maybe he was looking for profit when his wife again thought hard.


"So, there was no requirement like that by,?" Farah protest why use the time now, cheating once.


Farah who has not thought anything has been urged so more dead end Farah's mind will be.


"Living fifteen seconds," Glanced at the clock and saw Farah who seemed to be thinking hard.


Raka's focus on Farah's adorable face was thinking.


Right, Raka really wants to pinch his wife's cheek and bring her into his arms but being detained is not the time.


Ah shit Raka had to wait how much longer until Farah could she touch at will.


A beautiful wife like this is a pity to be taken for granted.


"Five, four, three, du,"


Until the count of two lips Raka stopped talking because there is a chewy object attached there.


Raka did not believe in the love of kiss on lips.


"I'm sorry, right byy?" Lirih Farah with a reddened face in shame had kissed Raka right on the man's lips.


The shame is not to play and cannot be played.


Want to lock yourself up it feels.


"Badahat from earlier already in sorryin," Raka's answer successfully get an eye plot from Farah.


"So want to do that, evil, ih" Kesal Farah hit Raka's shoulder slowly, did not want to be afraid of pain, the pain he might if not Raka's shoulder ya Farah's hand.


"Not fussing but want to see how much effort ayang aja, have eaten there," told Farah to eat and Raka stood up to take a bath because not shower from earlier.


Raka smiled satisfied to have pranked his wife and got another bonus.


Luck today, trouble brings blessings.


There is no point in the woman making trouble but there is no need to blaspheme without proof.


"You're smart if you've eaten," Praise Raka when the bathroom food is up.


Raka came out of the bathroom already wearing full clothes.


He brought a change of clothes into a habit since long ago even though he was still alone.


"Hunger by" Farah leaned on the bed cot with her legs closed to her waist.


"Hungry or starving?" Ledek Raka knows that Farah hasn't eaten since lunch.


All Farah's activities in the house are monitored by Raka except in Raka's room do not want to see because there is a scene that Raka can not see one of them who knows Farah again change clothes.


"Both by," Happy Farah because it's better with Raka otherwise, do not know whether they can still sleep that night or not because of the mind of their problems that have not been run.


Raka approached sitting at a distance from Farah..


"Next time do not do it again, the relationship will last a long time if there is trust and openness.


That's two things, enough,"


Farah who likes to think short.


Those two things are simple but hard to do.


So I can't say simple anymore.


"Yes by sorry,"It turns out that her husband is very wise, not letting the problem dissolve.


When angry, you still have attention.


What else they are new together and Raka has slowly shown attention such as inviting prayers, closing the aurat and inviting her to meet her friends.


Raka has absolutely no intention of covering up their relationship just don't want others to know the origin of their relationship.


So sweet isn't it?.


If he is treated as sweet as this every day then it is certain that Farah who will fall in love with Raka early and will be confined in the sea of love that Raka gives every day.


Farah's mind has come this far.