The End of Hope
Epsu 21. Feelings are Meaningless

Rudian lifted up Naya's body that was about to fall on the floor. Then take him to the room with a bridal style. Naya is laid down slowly and Sania catches up with her and gives eucalyptus oil around Naya's nose to wake her up.

Some people look at the incident with different judgments. Including Yola and Sarita who were looking at Naya with annoyed looks.

'Do it because of it, son. Just want to get attention, he's pretending to be a pinch. If you are angry, just say it. Troublesome'

'Poor Naya, she's polygamous. He deserves pinsan, definitely not strong. His feelings must have hurt. Where is there a woman who wants to be combined?'

'Yes, it hurt, his face was pale. Is it because of this news about her husband who does not know himself. Naya has been patient all this time to work but now her husband's love must be shared.'

'It shouldn't be necessary to make an event like this, use ngundang neighbors all, it's not offensive to Naya, it's natural she to go to Pinsan.'

Some people monologue with themselves. But in reality Naya is sick. And it does have something to do with Rudian and Yola.***** eating is down drastically.

While in his room Naya had regained her senses, he opened his eyes slowly while accumulating his life. Remembering what happened and observing the few people before him.

"Sister, Sani. Please bring Naya's bag of groceries near the sofa, yes. Is there any medicine there?" naya said as she tried to sit and lean on the head of the bed. Sania stepped in the guest room to pick up the item Naya requested.

"Why Naya, are you sick? Why be quiet from earlier" asked Rudian impressed to blame Naya.

'Where can I talk. Arriving home has been a surprise like this. You also do not ask anything through messages or wechat. You don't care about me anymore, Kanda. So say also free'

Shortly Sania enters and Naya takes the stomach pain medication she used to take. And he went back to bed after swallowing his medicine.

"Do you want to stay here, not leave the room?" ask Rudian again.

"What is it necessary. That's not a show for me, is it? Tell everyone I'm sick" said Naya Ketus.

"What's the pain you're in, Nay?" ask Rudian restlessly.

"Ordinary stomach pain. It will also heal. Come out. Someone will be jealous"

'I'm jealous too, Nda. I don't like you doing anything like this.'

"What do you mean?' said Rudian.

'I mean, it's obvious, right?'

"No meaning whatsoever. I'm doing fine. I just feel like I mean nothing to you anymore, Kanda."

"Ah, you are now not the right time for a fight" Rudian said as he passed away.

'I'm not asking you to fight. I just feel meaningless. That'sthat's all. Astagfirullah'

From inside her room Naya clearly hears Sarita introducing Yola as Rudian's second wife, she intends to hold the meeting to avoid slander should Rudian often bring Yola to the house. So that the neighbors will not be surprised, because Yola and Rudian are legally married religiously.

Sarita also said that Nayana as Rudian's first wife had allowed her husband to marry Yola, because Yola was pregnant with Rudian's child while Naya until now had not been able to get pregnant.

"So, I'm grateful to have a daughter-in-law of sholehah everyone. I also ask for the do'a and blessing of all parents, so that their marriage lasts, can be an example of kindness and can do justice." sarita said ending her speech that was greeted with the word aamiin by all present.

"Naya, I went home first yes, already magrib. You are patient, healthy and strong. I didn't know that you were Naya, I must have asked for a divorce" Sania said, sitting on the side of Naya's bed.

Hearing her sister-in-law's words, Naya smiled. Love, is that the reason, as silly as his love for Rudian all this time? Love is brainless, is that why? Divorced from Rudian, nothing at all crossed his tiny head.

'Are people stupid to judge me? What if I still had hope that would keep me alive.'

Is it wrong to decide to stay, even if you still have to work, not be blessed, and then polygamy?

"Yes, brother. Thank you." said Naya. Take Sania away.

"Naya, were you on purpose, huh? Just bother. Are you looking for attention?" said Sarita who entered so into Naya's room after everyone had already left. There were only four of them there.

It seemed Sarita was already unable to contain her anger from earlier. He looks emotional at Naya.

Naya, who saw the unpleasant gurgle of her meeting mother, tried to get up and sit on the side of the bed. His stomach still hurts.

"Mother, my stomach hurts. I'm not lying." said Naya lirih.

"Are you jealous, seeing Yola get pregnant. That's proof that Rudian is not barren. You really can't get pregnant. Admit it, no drama pinsan everything." said Sarita standing in front of Naya.

"I'm not barren, ma'am. I'm healthy, I've checked. That's because there's no God's destiny, ma'am. Dear God, because there are still many installments to be repaid, we"

'Shouldn't we be prejudiced?'

"Well, if you're confident that you're healthy, prove it for three months, you're pregnant"

"Well, I'll accept mother's request. I'll wait three months. If indeed I can not get pregnant, then I am willing to divorce from Kanda" said Naya spirit, great confidence just appeared in him. He had already consumed a lot of herbs late-this.

"What Naya? You said you wanted a divorce with me, if you weren't pregnant? What kind of promise is that?" said Rudian who suddenly appeared from behind the door of the room, followed by Yola behind him.

'Why did he come into my room? astagfirullah.Give me strength, O Allah'

"You're all out!" naya Bentak. She forgot to face her mother and husband. All because he saw Yola at the door of his room.

"Yola! Watch who you're talking to?" rudian said half-stomping.

Because she did not want the conversation to continue in her room, Naya chose to go out while enduring her stomach ache and anger. It was as if the fire country came attacking and it would dispel with the water element.

At the door, his body clashed with Yola. Naya glanced at him and spoke.

"You're satisfied now, managed to have my husband and now you see me being yelled at by my own husband?"

Yola didn't answer, she looked so wrong. Though he was eager to reply Naya, but the good image will be lost in the eyes of Sarita if he did. He chose silence.

"Is it true that you truly love my husband? What did you see from him? My husband is handsome, right? That's why you're crazy about her to be a second wife."