The End of Hope
35 Eps. Love is Not Wrong

"You...!" naya shouted in front of the door of the room now occupied by Yola.

Long time no word from that room. Naya's a little upset. She suspected that her husband and Yola were making out in the room. But, wasn't Yola limp and nauseous. It seems impossible to do that relationship when the condition of the body is chaotic.

'That's right.'

After all, her husband and his new wife have the right to do it whenever they want. She as a Muslim woman who knows adab and politeness, certainly will not bother them both. Moreover, they are religiously legitimate.

Despite the pain and tightness of jealousy that was like pounding his chest, shadowing if not only himself who was peppered Rudian. Naya let what they did, if it's true they made love in the morning in that room. They really don't know the situation.

Appreciating others is like respecting yourself, right?

Naya returns to the kitchen, separating Yola's clothes into different containers. Then she started washing her clothes and her husband. While washing, he lit a murottal recitation of the Qur'an that he used to do every day when doing activities at home.

The murottal sound that came out of his phone was entertainment as well as a friend who seemed to help do work. Not only that, the recitation of the holy verses was a source of tranquility for him.

Naya finished washing and cooking, after all the cooking she put on the table, she dried the clothes. While humming softly somehow the hum of what was done by Naya was completely irregular. The song looks more like just carelessly, because it is accompanied by several tear grains that come dripping. He seems to occasionally remove it rough.

"Come, eat" Rudian said as Naya walked from the front yard towards the dapaur. He finished drying his clothes and was about to clean himself up.

"Kanda, I made the fried rice only two dishes" Naya said as she stopped her steps, then said again, "That's just enough for Kanda with me. As always..." Naya stood beside the sofa while glancing at Yola who was now neat with her work clothes.

"Why only make two plates. You know, Yola's here now...?" rudian said guiltlessly and sat on one of the couches. His eyes looked at Naya as if looking for an explanation. Perhaps Rudian was the type of man who was insensitive to the feelings of others. Are there many people like this in the world?

'Oh, so this is the plan?'

Naya shook her head and smiled, then said.

"He can cook himself, right? I don't have to be his chef either. It's enough he's staying in this house for free!" sahut Naya while sitting next to Rudian.

"Wild, bang. I'm having breakfast at the office, usually, right?" yola said as she glanced at Naya, then picked up a glass of drinking water.

"Good, if you're conscious" Naya said as she scooped up her breakfast.

"Naya, you should pity dong with Yola. She's pregnant again. Especially now that he lives with us. You'll get your reward too, right?"

'It's not like this either. Look at her, so big head because defended her husband.'

"Not necessary, bang. I can buy it outside. Later I can cook for brother, for Naya too" said Yola a little unpleasant made-up.

Yola was still sitting on the sofa waiting for Rudian to finish breakfast. But Rudian approached her and halved the food on his plate. Seeing that, Naya said,

"Well, I can now cook because of the afternoon ship. But next time I can't. And don't forget, the extra money to buy rice, and other kitchen needs." while holding back the growl, seeing the jealousy was real in front of him Rudian ate alone with other women besides himself.

Come on, you are already religiously legitimate, but there are other hearts here that would want to be treated the same.

"Then your name is not sincere, Nay. There will be no reward" said Rudian still while eating.

'Didn't get a reward, why so wrong gini huh? It is the same to be given more money or not, sincere mah must.'

"What's wrong, it can't be more rewarding than cape ngurusin people who should have the same obligation" said Naya. He served Rudian as usual.

'The ends can not be rewarded also if not sincere'

Yola looked at all the activities in front of her, she let out a heavy sigh. He was actually also lazy to face all this. He wanted Rudian to be able to make Naya obey him, so he did not have to bother taking care of the house and such.

'But I think I will take care of him more. It won't. Then is it because one of your wives is pregnant that you can do anything unfair?'

"You, we better take care of each other's needs. Because if we work together will be a lot to incompatibility in our. Okay?" naya ended her breakfast and stood up to go to the bathroom.

"Lord!" rudian said half-screaming.

Naya turned around, looking at Yola and her husband in turn. He did not care about Rudian calling him.

"You can use all the facilities here. Just be careful not to get damaged. I've bought all the furniture here even though it used to buy nyicil. But tolerable. If it's about washing, you can use a washing machine. So I don't have to wash your clothes, do I?" said Naya explained her position in this house as who.

He could only hope that her husband would understand her and be wise in caring for his wife. They live together inexorably. She chose to stay, because she still had love for her husband.

Of love? Maybe that was a pretty naive excuse for some but, that's what happened to Naya. Especially about the promise he made himself, about the time to wait for pregnancy for two months, yes now only two months away.

If there is still love in one's heart, then staying together is a choice and not leaving.

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Naya sat in front of Nha, they were on the sofa that used to rest that afternoon. Naya talks about something, she asks Ms. Nha not to schedule an afternoon ship for her. He wants to go to work in the morning and will go home late at night even though there is no afternoon schedule.

"Mom, how?"

"But, Naya. I'm just worried that you'll get sick from being too tired."

"Mom, starting today. Let me work until the restaurant closes" said Naya firmly, she wanted to fill her time with work and work.

"Naya, have you given your husband permission?"

'No need for permission, right?'

"No, ma. But I'm sure he'll allow it. You see, I don't want to get dizzy if I have more free time at home."

Naya thinks it's better to just work, spend time and make money. If she had the business as she had hoped with capital money from her mother-in-law, of course she would often quarrel with her husband or Yola. Naya thinks this is the best, she doesn't need much at home.

''Lazy it feels that many at home like there is a reason to take care of the woman.'

"How, mom? I promise I won't make trouble."

"But, Nay. What if there's a problem with the other waiter?"

"Mom, I'm paid as usual. Can you, ma'am?" naya said again begging.

Bu Nha looked at Naya reluctantly, she was really worried. This woman in front of him looks desperate because of life problems with her husband and becomes a job as his escape. Many humans take this road as a good bridge to escape from problems.

Because of Naya's persistence, Nha finally relented. He just said to Naya at the end of their deal,

"If something happens to you because this job is outside my rules, I won't be held accountable."

Naya continued her work and habits at the restaurant as usual. Suddenly from the direction of the kitchen there was a sound that was loud enough to make everyone as well as the customers who were eating surprised.

"aaa... The fire..! Fire...."