The End of Hope
39 Eps. Doing Fair is Difficult

Naya walked towards the cashier, she had already finished her shopping. The position of the cashier facing the Masik door of the department store.Naya stood with his back to the entrance.

After finishing the payment, Naya saw the silhouette of a man she knew very well enter and head towards one of the corners. Naya walked following the figure of the man while carrying her groceries.

'Kanda, what to buy here. It's been home from work apparently.'

Naya intended to go shopping that afternoon and go straight home afterwards. Because he plans to make a cake. There's a little party tomorrow at the restaurant related to the anniversary of the establishment of the restaurant Bu Nha. This has been going on for a long time, only Naya took the initiative to make a cake that her mother used to make if there was a special pickle at home. She became his mother's miss.

To the point where her husband was, Naya saw her husband and Yola was there too. Naya decides to resist the urge to rebuke her husband and take him home together.

'Means that I heard the conversation, it was Yola? Who was that man with her? Can't it be that Yola betrayed Kanda? If so, then my husband is being cheated on? Maasayaallah's. Astagfirulullah.'

Naya just kept quiet and saw them greeting each other and hugging. Then there was another conversation between them.

"Have you finished shopping?" said Rudian. Naya's hiding, just wondering what's next.

"Here you go, let's pay it" Yola replied as she stepped up to the cashier and they both made the payment. It looks like Rudian is paying with money from his wallet.

Deg. Naya's heart is beating. There was envy in him. If he is currently asked, why do you have feelings of envy, is not jealousy and envy forbidden? So Naya will answer, because my husband caused it.

'That means you have money, but why am I never given it?'

The two of them had already walked back out of the convenience store, Naya again heard Yola say.

"Bang, I was giving Dero's money. He needs money. I understand he just got fired. So I don't have any money."

"How much did he ask?" rudian said while taking out his wallet back.

"Five hundred thousand."

"Now, I'm changing" Rudian replied as he put away a few pieces of money."

"That's good, huh. I didn't choose you wrong."

While talking they headed for Rudian's motorbike parked in the department store yard. But before they could get on, Naya approached them and reached out to her husband.

"Then for me, where?" said Naya.

"Lord!" the words Rudian and Yola are together.

Both men were surprised. Hugely. Didn't think there was Naya, did you! Even Naya asked for money, so clearly Naya knew what her husband was doing behind her.

"What do you mean?" they both came back together.

"Ck. You guys are so compact." said Naya while tidying up the red hijab she wore that day. It looks brighter and sweeter.

"You're asking for money, aren't you?" rudian said firmly. And Naya nodded.

"And I told you I'd give you a payday bonus next month."

"So you don't have any money now? What do you mean kanda?"

"Yes, yes." replied Rudian while riding his motorbike. Yola smiled at her husband's response.

'What. Did he lie again? Just be right. It's been discovered this is still a lie.'

"What did I see then? Kanda gave Yola money. Is that a leaf or money?"

'Ahk, Naya knows apparently, but there's no more money now than money for gasoline.'

"That's Yola's own money. Not my money." replied Rudian while turning on the motor.

"You're lying, I see it all!" naya began to shed tears.

"No. I didn't lie. That money has Yola now. Anyway, why are you here, instead of you still working?"

"Kanda! If you don't want to give me money now. Anterin I'm home!" naya said in a loud voice.

"Abang. If brother anterin he comes home, how am I?"

'Occasionally take an ojek!'

Suddenly it rained hard. Along with the fall of tears Naya who flowed her cheeks.

"Yes, let's go up. It's raining! You catch a cold, how?" rudian replied while wearing a raincoat, he only saw Naya at a glance.

While Naya was still standing in the open parking lot.

'Well that's it. Fair is hard. If one does not want to give up then there will be no peace, there is only anger.'

Naya sees the departure of her husband and Yola with invisible tears. The rain covered her tears. The young woman crouched down and slouched her face with both hands on her knees, leaving her body drenched in rain. The small shocks on his shoulders meant that he was crying very strongly.

Suddenly the rain was no longer constant, someone was standing by his side with an umbrella in his hand. Then one more hand picked up Naya's grocery bag lying on the ground just like that.

Naya stopped her crying, she turned her head to the side trying to see who was covering her.

"Come, go home" said the voice. A voice that has been familiar lately.

Naya looked up, then saw that face that was staring at her too with a gaze that I don't know. The gaze of the eyes that Naya desperately wanted to save became solace. He knows this is not good, nor does he mean anything. But this man's shady face could warm his heart a little.

"Are you happy to be a spectacle?" ask Ares firmly. Naya shakes.

"Sir Ares doesn't care about me. Let me want to be here. I don't want to go home."

"Wouldn't go home?" ask Ares.

Naya did not answer, she just stood up. Picking up his grocery bag from Ares's hand and stepping away from him.

"Where are you going?" tanya Ares was still standing on the spot. While the rain still has not subsided and Naya again let herself in the rain.

"It's not your business!"

"Lord!" Ares said. But Naya didn't budge.

Naya is actually very embarrassed, Ares has found himself in a bad mood like this.

'Did Mr Ares know about and the shock I had with Kanda? Ahq... Embarrassing. Why do I have to child like that. I should have just talked about it at home.'

"Aante!!" said a small voice, shouting loudly from a black car parked not far from Naya's place.

Naya immediately turned her head and saw a small face that she had rarely met, popping out from behind the window. He's just a kid who's gonna get sick easily if he gets rained like that.

"Yoni! don't comeout. The wind will come in!" naya said she ran to the car and told her to close the window again.

"Don't want to, Yoni wants to see auntie" said Yoni refused.

"Yoyo! it's raining, you idiot! Close window!" the word Raya who looks still wearing school uniform.

"Yoni, auntie's coming home. So close the window. Okay well? Yoni is a good boy" said Naya.

But the little boy was crying. He wants to see Naya or go with her.

"Lake in!" said that heavy voice again. It's a forced way that he used to do to Naya, and it works.

"But my clothes are wet, sir" Naya replied nervously.

"Who asked for rain. Quick in!" ares said again as calm as a coral.

"Eh. Yes." answered Naya. He got into the car after the car door was opened by Ares. Actually what forced her in were cute faces inside there.

"Tante, haven't had a shower yet?" tanya Raya while laughing. Yoni laughed at him too.

"Here you go, this morning" said Naya shyly. He sat in the front passenger seat next to Ares.

Naya was actually embarrassed to sit there. But he couldn't sit next to the kids in wet clothes. This is also what Ares thought.

"But the rain. Auntie's past has never been to play rain?" said Raya again while still playing her phone.

The teenage girl had actually seen Naya being quarrelled with a man she knew as Naya's husband. He told his papa to stop after the rain began to fall, then rewind his car when he knew Naya was left alone in the heavy rain. Raya also asks her papa to pick up Naya and take her home.

"You know, the. Smart kid. Uh, why do you call Yoni like that? That's the name of the toy." said Naya with a laugh.

So did Yoni, he also laughed cheerfully, the little boy did not know that what was being talked about was him.

"Let's be cool aunt." replied Raya.

"Yoni, Yoyo!" yoni said with his distinctive voice.

"Yoni likes to be called Yoyo?" asked Naya and the one asked nodded.

"Let's just say it's a favorite name, haha" said Raya.

Finally they talked and told a lot of things, so Naya looked around the road in her past. He feels foreign. The trip they passed also felt very long, even though the distance of his house and the convenience store was very close.

Raya also realized when he reached the middle of the journey, Raya looked around and realized that the road they passed was not the road to Naya's house. That's the way to their house.