The End of Hope
50 Eps. Patience Bound

Naya did not listen to her husband, she already knew the meaning of his words. She got on her motorcycle and left her husband who had not finished talking.

'Obviously I see your money is a lot, Nda'

He knew that Rudian was preparing the money for lunch with Yola while he was still working. Or for a meeeka dinner if Naya hasn't come home from work yet.

So there really was no ration for him. Because for Rudian, his wife already had her own money that he used to use to meet daily needs. While Yola, according to Rudian, the money still has to be used for his sister who he bears the cost of living and rent the place. This is where the beginning of the inequality occurs.

Naya carries a motorcycle at medium speed to a place where many lesehan traders or roadside stalls sell food such as pecel catfish or baso noodles.

In silence, Naya recalled the time when she was still often escorted to pick up her husband with his motorcycle. They both often change to drive a motorbike, sometimes Naya who hugged Rudian, sometimes Rudian who hugged Naya. A lot of sweet things happen.

Naya suddenly stopped and pulled over the vehicle then got down and sat alone on the sidewalk of the road. Ignoring the beautiful city lights. Ignoring the person who went back and forth, that he did not care about the surrounding and he began to cry.

He hugged his knees and began to bow his face there. Worry pampered in his mind. I want it to end all this right now. But the love for Rudian was still so great as to make Naya leave him.

'What's wrong with you, kanda. Why don't you care so much about me?'

He knows that patience is limitless, that is what is meant by increased patience. But he had his own air and he began to feel the opposite of the road, one goal but no longer in one footing when the steps were no longer in tandem.

'Should I endure while there is not a single reason that can make me defend it...? Is not the reason for the woman who tries to survive the lack of her husband because there are children who need the affection of her parents'

"But I...I have what?!" naya almost shouted. The crying sounded again. Some people have looked around and maybe even thought Naya was a crazy person crying on the side of the road.

Naya had heard of a woman whose husband was polygamous, that their reason was because of God. Religion allows from adultery. Polygamy is one solution to this problem.

But isn't keeping yourself from having ***** more important than bringing down the air ***** human self-control?

In addition to religion, also because of children, so that they can be restrained with all patience. This is the test for women, isn't it?

And the last reason is because they are still in love with each other, the husband is also good and there is no domestic violence and the wives also get the right or their living according to their needs.

Naya thought about this, she squeezed a piece of money given by Rudian into a small circle. He had just wiped his tears and was about to stand up when someone sat next to him while saying.

"Ahkp.. It's hard, huh?"

'Who the man' Naya turned her head and was astonished by the man's words. His eyes were round when he realized who was talking. In disbelief whack. The man approached Naya as she began to shout herself.

'Why is this guy always there when I look pathetic like this'

"You?" ares asked as he thrust out a cold soda drink in a can.

"Make it drink, not throw it away" said the man, shaking the can.

"Drink. Let it cool your head." He kept chattering because Naya looked at him like she saw a ghost. Fearful.

"Why? It's still new. Not my side." said Ares while putting the drink on Naya's side.

'Why is this person so familiar?'

"It's night. Go home" he said again. Naya opened the can and without being shy drank it quite a lot.

"Thank you, sir." Finally that's all that came out of Naya's mouth.

'There's nothing to talk to him about, right?'

"spent. Rubazir if thrown away" said Ares.

Naya nodded and finished her drink again. Strangely, his heart and head were cold. Whether because of drinks from Ares or because of the presence of the man who immediately made his mind that originally thought about his marriage now the mind was lost somewhere.

"Will it cry?" hearing Ares's question, Naya shook her head.

"Don't come here if you want to cry. Just like Yoni, cry at will. Shame" said Ares again and successfully made Naya smile.

'yes. I almost look like a kid. Crying in the street'

The influence of the mind is very strong, commonly called iatialh power skills mind that can affect human life, with humans can live happily or vice versa. That many trigger many humans into stress or depression because of a wrong mind set in him.

Therefore, it is not strange that Naya is currently acting like a child because the subconscious in her brain that triggers her to act out of habit. At times like this is actually a person's self control is very in the arms.

"Where are you? Tumben's got a motor?"

"You buy pecel lele, sir" replied Naya.

"Ha, I thought your voice was gone" Ares' words made Naya smile again.

"So you haven't eaten yet?" ask Ares lai. He seems to be a chatty man because of Naya.

"Where do you buy? Don't go far." he looked worried. Naya has started the motor.

"Nearby. It's there." said Naya.

" Yes, be careful" said Ares and Naya nodded as she said.

"Imagical, sir. Yazaburrah!" motor Nayapun sped away the place.

"Come, Naya. You are a married woman. Do you deserve to think of other men and feel that he cares because you are godly to him? No. not necessarily. Who I am is. Where there are men who want to be with a barren woman like me. Now that my own husband has almost ignored me, I may wish that someone would care'

The specter of being a widow still made Naya so afraid to make a decision. Because being a widow is not in the dictionary of her life, let alone get the title of barren woman. His pride was quite hurt. He dispels his bad thoughts by shaking his head while driving his bike. Until he reached the pecel lele shop and made an order.

Ares also rushed to his car.

Yes, it was passing by and he happened to have just returned home to visit a colleague around the place. Accidentally as he was about to turn his car around, he saw Naya who got off the bike, then sat down and started crying. I wonder if it was Naya or not.

Ares got out of the car to make sure, knowing that it was really Naya, he then bought a cold soda drink by the side of the road and waited, until Naya finished the struggle in her heart that she poured out in tears.

It was only after Naya finished crying that she was a little relieved, that Ares approached her. Now he follows Naya in his car, worried that she might crash her motorcycle in the street. Ahk, is that Naya? Ares, Naya isn't that ridiculous.

After Ares made sure that Naya had bought his needs and he drove the bike safely, Ares returned home.

'Why am I doing something like this just to make sure he's okay. Am I being less sane?' ares' heart.

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