The End of Hope
43 Eps. My Wrong?

"Nadiah. It's already! Don't look for it, fight this early. Aren't you ashamed?" rudian held Naya's hand so that she would sit back and finish her breakfast.

'Who's looking for 'cause, si?'

Nayapun sat with restraining the turmoil in his heart. He spent the food with a force. She glanced at her husband, looking in the eyes as if saying, 'Why always defend him? Am I gone from your heart, Kanda?'

Suddenly a lonely feeling that Naya had never felt overtaking in the heart then inhabited one of its corners with a gurgle.

"What did you mean, Nay? You want that, yeah. If I can't stay with Rudi forever?" yola asked while holding back her annoyance, but her tears seemed to well up there.

'Udah, don't pretend to be sad.'

"Look, yeah. Man's life is full of change, sometimes he gets good sometimes get the test of distress. So I mean that, we're not going to be able to treat everyone else as we please, because we don't know what we're going to meet someday. What if you were in my position now? Just imagine it." said Naya slowly.

"So you know how I'm going to be polygamous as well as you, so?" yola Sahut.

"It's not so either. You can't, you have empathy for others."

"Do you think I don't have that feeling?"

"Think about it yourself. Ka.." Naya's words were interrupted because Rudian interrupted her.

"Never fight!"

"You know, I don't want to fight. Did I mispronounce my rights and obligations? Kanda should have split the task. Don't forget him." replied Naya back to the initial question.

"I don't defend any of you, I said that you don't want to. You yourself are a loser, do not get a reward. So don't bring empathy. Precisely if you have empathy, you should want to do homework with pleasure." replied Rudian.

Duarr! Rudian's words were like lightning striking Naya's ear.

'Why the reverse of gini, si?'

"You, I mean it..." Naya's words were again interrupted by Rudian.

"Naya. You get ready for work. Let me anther if you want to be together. If you don't want me first."

"Yes, go there first!" naya was upset. He left the place to his room.

While Rudian went out and turned on his motorbike without saying goodbye to his wives, to go to work. He was also upset apparently.

He thought about what he should do to his two wives, which might happen as this morning as he would continue to face as long as they were together. But to separate the house also he could not because there would be a lot of costs for expenses that he had to meet later.

Yola's temptation to her had already made her heart blind, so she had to go through all this now. While his mother who he had hoped could help actually never appeared after the ceremony was held first.

He really relies on Naya, but he also does not know why it is always an emotion every time Naya tries to reject his will. He is confused to face his wife when Naya begins to say something that will hurt Yola. It was as if he was afraid that Naya would completely refuse her husband's orders, until she showed her superiority over her first wife.

'Mis it me?' batin Rudian while riding his motorcycle.

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Naya has cleaned the table and piled dirty dishes in the sink, she intends to wash it later after returning from the restaurant. Then clean yourself up.

'Thank you if Yola was going to wash it.'

He was done wearing his shoes and bag, ready to go to the restaurant, when he heard Yola's voice talking to someone on the phone. The pregnant woman looked very happy, she spoke with a small laugh and said nice things that were encouraging to someone across the street.

"Don't worry, even if you're there yourself. But isn't anyone here to bother you?" yola said with a sweet tone.

"Haha. Ja. That's you know. How much money do you need now? Later, I love that my money is home" Yola said in a low and soft voice.

"Eh, you are this. I have to be good with him, have to serve him well, let my money continue." Those words slid from Yola's mouth making Naya prejudiced.

'Did he talk to the guy at the department store?'

"Yes, he is not a very rich man, si. But he can do us enough, that's enough. Than we're the same victims my old husband. If the husband is now good and dear, that is enough" Yola said again with a laugh. Then shut up, hear the interlocutor.

"Well, that's the problem. But I'm sure, really. She will not be pregnant in two months. He will definitely leave the house. Then you can move here. We don't have to pay any more, do we?" said Yola.

"Yola!" pekik Naya felt not strong with Yola's words that had been heard just now.

"May? You haven't gone to work?" yola asked while turning off her phone.

"Oh, so you think I don't exist, so you can just talk to people over the phone? You're not a God who can decide someone's fate, so what does it mean that you can't get pregnant?"

"Oh, so you heard everything and you realized I was talking to you? Thank goodness then." said Yola showing her sarcasm.

"Yola, are you using Rudian for someone out there? You know, our lives are ordinary, we're not rich people with a lot of money!"

"Naya, you don't know? Every time I ask for money bang Rudi, would love, really. Don'tdon't worry. I'm talking to my sister" Yola said as she sat on the side of the bed.

'Really? But why do you never give me love?'

"So not another dream man let alone an affair. Haha. Don't you think I have another man, huh?" Yola stared at Naya. Then say again.

"Don't consider only you holy. I can take care of myself too. You are the pompous. But I also just found out that you like to argue with your husband" Yola said with a faint smile.

"I am also because of you. If there were no you I wouldn't" Naya said as she turned to step away from the room, as Yola said again.

"Get ready next month if you don't want to be kicked out of here with mom, then you have to get pregnant!" yola said with a loud laugh.

Naya turned back towards Yola and was about to say something but Yola interrupted her and said.

"What. Whahuh? Wanna mad? I'm right, aren't I? Instead of being angry, you better use the opportunity to worship your husband before you are divorced and become a woman who does not sell because of barrenness!"

"Astagfirulullah.'

Naya undoes her intention to yell at Yola. He is no longer able to speak. The words that came out of Yola's mouth really hurt her.

Rudian's angry face seemed to block Naya's view. A facial expression he had never seen before, a face that separated the distance between reality and fantasy. It was like being unsteady. The lady came back to say hello.

Sepi is not about someone who is left alone, lonely which is really about people who love but he can not fully have. It was not he who had gone, but his heart that ran.

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Naya left home in a state of sadness. He did not expect to get a blow as sick as this right in his heart. He kept thinking whether he had ever done anything wrong with someone in the past who made him have to accept his reply now?

Was his sin so great that he had to atone for it with this pain to make it up for him again. As a servant who will be worthy to enter the gates of heaven?

"Astagfirullah. Astagfirullah." said Naya repeatedly, while on the way to the restaurant by ride ojek.

Remember, karma exists. Karma, he witnessed the deeds of every child of man and he will repay all that they have done in the world with the appropriate recompense.

"Why, mbak?" said the taxi driver because he heard Naya clearly.

"It's okay, sir. Many sins. So istigfar alone." replied Naya origin.

"Yes, who has no sin, yes. Moreover I am old, his sins are more."

Naya re-thought, until she arrived in front of the restaurant that turned out to be very crowded, even the various decorations that had made Naya and her friends, increased, more, and more, there is a congratulatory bouquet.

"What is this, ma'am?" the taxi driver said, when Naya came down and paid the fare.

"This is a restaurant, sir. Lots of free food. Come sir. Just eat. But just for today" said Naya enthusiastically.

He took part in making a cake last night. It is intended as a gift for Ms. Nha as well as alms.

"Oh, Thank God. I haven't had breakfast. Then thank you, ma'am, I'm talking to you." the old man looks very grateful.

Naya is also grateful that there are people who are happy, even though they are only told about free meals. The motorcycle taxi driver, for example, was very happy to tell him. But it was not he who organized.

It turns out that pleasing people also makes the heart happy. Simple and small things that people usually ignore to be grateful for.

"Aunty...!" said a voice as soon as Naya entered the restaurant.

"Lord! Why are you so late?!" said another voice.