The End of Hope
31 Eps. What Can't Be?

Naya still silently listened to the voice from behind her phone. That pretty face looked turned sour, her forehead was also wrinkled.

"Oh, like that. Well, I hope you don't hear me wrong." said Naya after a while later she was silent, she said again,

"Are you sure? thank you then." said Naya, finally put her phone back in her little bag.

Naya walked a few steps from where she stood and entered a coffee shop that was quite crowded. He met someone who seemed to be waiting.

"It's been a while?" naya asked, she greeted a young woman who had once been her friend as well.

The woman claimed to be neighbors with Yola and she told how the husband of Naya and Yola were related. The woman asks Naya to meet her at the coffee shop, saying all the information Naya wants to know is unsolicited.

Of the two people who said the same thing, about Rudian's rise in the company, it was enough for Naya to decide how she should behave to her husband.

She didn't mean to spy on her husband, she just wanted reassurance. Because her husband won't tell the truth. Does she include ghibah about her husband. Can't I find information?

"All right, I'm grateful to you. But I actually already know. I'm now mixed."

"What, so you know and let everything go, Nay?" the woman said astonished.

Naya can't fool anyone right now, so she says it all, until she can figure it out.

"Ck! I'm surprised by you, Nay. You don't get angry or hate him? I wouldn't be strong if I were you" the woman said at the end of their conversation. Naya just smiled wryly.

'Should I hate my husband...? If I could, I would still love Rudian even if I tried to hate him... I can't.'

Is not Allah not wrong in keeping the test on their shoulders as He wills, and the one who has received the test is the one who is certainly strong to bear it?

There was a sense of dissatisfaction, feeling wronged and lied to by her own husband. Now Naya knows that Rudian has become a leader in the same section as Yola. Of course, the income is different. And that was three months ago.

Naya exhaled softly, she was aware of her position. His heart was tight, chest felt squeezed by heavy objects. Should he regret his fate? No. gabe.

He knows that when fate has embraced someone's life, he will suck his energy until it is gone. And that man will not have the slightest strength to resist him.

Naya was just prejudiced.

Sometimes, when someone feels that someone else has done wrong, or someone else is negligent of his rights, or he has done unfair, in fact, in fact, he has done wrong, it could be that they forget or are not aware of what they have done, or it could be that we have been the same.

So when there are some of us feel there are others who have made us upset because what he does is not in accordance with what we want, just think well.

After passing some time, maybe the pain will disappear, maybe the pain will turn into happiness. Naya just tried to be patient, wait and see if Rudian would keep the salary from her. Want to get to when?

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Naya returned home when it was almost magrib. She saw her husband's motorbike was on the floor, indicating Rudian had arrived. Naya stepped inside after greeting, she found her husband nowhere.

"Kanda! Kanda is inside?' naya asked as she heard the sound of water gurgling from inside the bathroom.

"Hmm." answered Rudian.

Naya sat on the sofa waiting for her husband while opening the food that she accidentally bought from the Padang rice stall. He refused to cook this time.

"Aren't you cooking?" asked Rudian when he saw some kind of food on the table.

'Nothing is ever cooked. Cape.'

"Hmm.." answered Naya.

"Why are you, toothache? her husband was not answered"

Naya shook her head and just took a plate as well as a glass of drinking water for Rudian.

"You eat alone. I'm still full." said Rudian.

'Why. New to eating restaurant because there is more money while happy dear wife, yes?!" said Naya.

"What do you mean, Nay? I'm just full. Been eating, before it got cold. It will not feel good." said Rudian trying to divert the conversation.

But without doubt, Naya even cried. The sadness that existed and harbored a long time ago, he spilled right then and there. Rudian was confused and also panicked to see Naya like this.

During their marriage, Rudian only saw Naya crying during the marriage contract and when her mother died. And at this moment he saw Naya crying because of him.

"Naya, why si, you cry. I didn't lie. I'm just full."

'You're lying, Nda.'

"Naya. Okay I'll accompany you to eat now. No more crying...!" rudian said again still panicking as well annoyed. He thinks Naya is spoiled now.

Not because of the food, but because Naya didn't know how to calm herself down. After a while, Rudian quietly let his wife cry, he approached Naya and rubbed her head which was still wrapped in a hijab.

"Naya, you don't have to cry. You are the future of heaven. Let's eat."

Rudian's words managed to make Naya quiet. He picked up a little rice and tried to please himself, enjoying his meal.

Seeing Naya a little calm down, Rudian smiled, he ate a little rice. There is plenty to warm up for breakfast tomorrow morning. They used to eat yesterday's warmed food.

"Naya.." said Rudian calmly, there was caution in his tone.

"Hemm" Naya replied as she chewed.

"From next week, Yola will be staying here" Rudian said as he looked at Naya's face.

Duarr! The sound of lightning struck Naya's ear.

"Uhuk! Uhuk!' Naya coughed repeatedly. She choked on her own food hearing the words that came out of her husband's mouth.

Their eyes were sharp. Naya continued to stare at Rudian as she finished the white water.

" Be careful when eating" Rudian said as he patted Naya's back softly.

"What right does he have to stay home with us? Is she a woman who doesn't have a home and I have to feel sorry for her?" naya said as she brushed Rudian's hand off his back

"It's not. I just feel sorry for him, now I like to puke every night. If you have to live alone at home. What if there's nothing with my son?"

"So I have to accuse him again. I gotta

receiving Yola here. My home. Then where am I going?"

"Yes you don't have to go anywhere, we live here three. So better later. Especially if the child is born, the child becomes your child also is Nay...?"

Naya kept quiet she did not make any coercive notices from her husband. Then go to her room remove the veil and go to the bathroom to cool her head which feels very hot.

He was still hoping that he just misheard and Rudian just mispronounced. When he was in the bathroom, he found out that he had a monthly guest today.

The sound of crying again sounded slashing from the bathroom which was acted out by the sound of water coming out of the faucet. Sunghuh he hopes this monthly guest does not appear until the next three months.

"Naya, why are you so long. Naya, it's done yet?!' said Rudian shouting from outside the bathroom, he knocked on his door several times.