The End of Hope
56 Eps. Let Me Go

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"Lord!" rudian said as he walked towards the closed door of the room.

"What do you mean divorced? You gotta keep your talk. I will not divorce you," Rudyan said as he knocked on the door repeatedly.

Rudian seemed to regret what he had done because he was influenced by Yola's words.

Don't disappoint the man who gives up his whole heart for you because if he has gone as hard as you ask he will never come back.

Naya didn't answer she was crying in the room. While crying he thought, whether the decision he took was the right path or not. Actually she was still hesitant but because seeing and feeling for herself the treatment of her husband which she thought was unfair made her want to leave tomorrow.

Until time passed, there was no sound of another knock or the voice of Rudian calling his name or saying something so Naya thought that her husband was sleeping with his new wife.

Naya rushed over to her closet and put some of her clothes and equipment into a suitcase.

Although her determination is now unanimous to divorce from her husband but she still does not know where she should go. He had no place to live other than the house he and Rudian lived in.

Naya was crying again, crying over her situation, crying over her, crying over her decision, crying over everything she felt and experienced all along.

As soon as Isya's voice was heard, Naya came out of her room. She did not expect that it turned out that her husband Rudian was still sitting on the sofa as if contemplating what they had just experienced.

"You want to pray Isha? Let's congregate," said Rudian invited Naya to pray together, as if nothing had happened before.

"No need to pray alone" he said, while going to the bathroom to pray.

"Yola come here you, fast congregational prayer, get out!" rudian said with annoyance.

" Yes yes.this I also want to pray do not need to scream Why the hell, Noisy," said Yola annoyed. He immediately put on his prayer equipment because he felt he had not been canceled.

" Let's pray" said Yola when she was done using her prayer tool, but Rudian did not immediately start the prayer because he was waiting for Naya.

" Why shut up, who's waiting?" Yola asked in wonder.

" Naya.." replied Rudian calmly.

" Why wait for the woman****** that? Just leave him alone," Yola said grumbling.

"You don't deserve to accuse others of such filthy names, you know it's not the power that words can turn to yourself, so watch what you say" Rudian said, It is a little upset because Naya did not also come out of her ablution place.

"I didn't accuse him haphazardly, did we see the evidence, did he ever walk with another man?" yola ketus.

"Sometimes what we see, is not what really happened" Rudian said.

"Why is he still defending her? Though she was clearly a woman who did not obey her husband," Yola said again.

"You were also always prejudiced against Naya. You think that's good?" rudian said again that made Yola even hotter because she felt no longer defended.

" So come quickly pray no more waiting for a woman***** that!" Yola looked impatient, until then,

Plakk! There was a slap in the cheek.

Naya slaps Yola's cheek hard, not knowing when she was there and hearing everything Yola said about her.

" Who do you call a woman ******? It's not that you're yourself, obviously you're flirting with people's husbands!" naya said, she looked at Yola with annoyance.

"You can slap me? Am I pregnant?" yola said while holding her cheek.

But before long, the woman pulled Naya and ahk's hair...Naya fell.

Bukk! he slipped on the slippery floor, panicking, his hand accidentally reaching for Yola's shirt and,

Bukk!! Yola also fell on Naya's body.

"Yola!" jerit Rudian.

"Abang...! Be ill. Ouch!" yola squealed while holding her stomach. Rudian quickly helped Yola up.

'What, what happened I didn't touch her on purpose. Why did he fall so hard?'

"Lord! You intentionally, right? Are you jealous because I'm pregnant let me miscarry?!" yola said while crying, enduring the pain in her stomach.

" A, I didn't touch you I didn't do anything to you, you just fell on top of me. It doesn't hurt, why am I the one you're blaming?"

"obviously it was you who was wrong to pull my shirt, you slapped me first too." Yola returned to the early spot.

"I won't slap you if your mouth doesn't talk carelessly" Naya said, rising up on her own.

" I'm not careless, you're indeed a woman****," Yola said.

Until then,

Plakk!

There was another sound of a slap being done by Naya on Yola's cheek.

"Naya what are you doing?!" Rudian became emotional and pulled Naya's arm with all his might, until Naya approached.

"I? I already slapped him. What will Kanda do. Do you want to slap me back? Just do it" said Naya

"You? you've been fighting me?" rudian said irritatedly, he spoke in a low tone full of emphasis.

"What if anything happens to Yola and her fetus, can you bear the risk?!"

"I'm not against you, Nda. I'm only resigned if you want to repay me. And Yola's okay, right?" naya defended herself.

"Nay..I don't think you can be with Yola, then, I fulfill your wish, we're divorced now." Rudian said, releasing his hand to Naya.

They went to their own rooms. Rudian pulled Yola's hand into their room and Naya stepped gontai into her own room.

Naya came in and closed the door crying, she realized that she had lost her husband from that very second.

Naya was really injured, a non-bloody wound. There are some wounds in this world that one of them will not be felt except by the person who experienced it himself.

When Naya had finished performing the prayer of Isha, she wept again, shedding all her grievances and heart before God. He cried until he finally fell asleep, and woke up in the morning, when the dawn was almost gone.

-

Naya decides to leave, she takes care of all the contents of her closet, puts all her clothes in her suitcase and also all her personal tools into her bag. Although he did not know where he should stay but he still cleaned up all his things.

In the morning, Naya did her usual activities. He cleaned the dishes and made breakfast for everyone.

When Rudian and Yola came out of the room, there was a great awkwardness between them, they were silent, they did not greet each other, it was as if they were strangers who did not know each other.

After all of Naya's work was done, she cleaned herself up. After some time, he came out of the room with all his suitcases and bags. While Rudian and Yola were having breakfast together, they were enjoying Naya's saraoan at the dinner table.

Before leaving, Naya sat down on one of the couches between the two of them and said,

" Kanda I'm sorry, if all this time I couldn't be a good wife to you," she shut up, sighed for a while and said again.

"I'm sorry I was too emotional yesterday to demand a divorce from you, actually I just feel that I should know myself, to be a wife who can not please you and and not satisfy in front of you. Sorry once again I let you down" said Naya with a heavy sigh, not feeling any tears dripping down her cheeks.

"Where are you going. Do you have any other place to live besides this house, is it in that man's place?" asked Rudian while leaning his body against the sofa. He took a deep breath while looking at Naya.

Hearing Rudian's words, Naya chuckled as if mocking herself. I did not expect that her husband had judged her so low and prejudiced.

" Kanda, we're divorced so wherever I am and whatever I do is no longer your business" Naya said with a wry smile.

" Who said it's none of my business? Now your iddah time is coming into effect. So you are still my responsibility then, take good care of yourself if you do not want to add sin to me," Rudian said, straightforwardly the one he said.

The iddah period is the grace period between times, for a woman to be able to remarry another man after he was divorced by her previous husband. Usually the iddah period usually lasts for three times the period of a woman. The period of iddah is intended for divorced women with medically realistic reasons is to remove fingerprints of a man on the body of a woman or wife who has been touched. And after the three-month period passed, the male fingerprints on the female body were gone. In addition, the period of iddah is useful to find out whether the divorced woman is pregnant or not. When the woman is pregnant, she may remarry after she has given birth.

"I don't have a place to live, so do you think I should stay here until my iddah ends?" naya said to be curious.

"Of course, why not?" said Rudian lightly.

"So I mean, I should stay here tidying up the house, cooking for you and seeing you guys make out every day while I can't touch you, can I?" naya said as she chuckled, she felt amused at the thought of her own fate.

'Ah right'

" Why... do you still want me, still want to touch me? we can refer to it now if you want," Rudian said with the same expression, as if without burden to hurt his wife's heart.

'I still love you. I still love you but I don't seem to want you anymore'

"No, it's not like that. Sorry disappointed you. So let me go," Naya said as she stood up.

It is not an easy matter to remove everything that has been embedded into crystals and has become accustomed to it. It may take some time to separate and forget something that someone who feels dependent on.

But sooner or later all he has to do, separation is one of the tests. Is not an effort to be made not only for effort and the future, but also for something left behind? that parting is a parting.

" Do you want nothing from me, this part of the house for example?" said Rudian following Naya standing by the door.

"Mut'ah you mean? if the matter in the Quran is also explained that one of the parties can give but it is better to say if he gets nothing. That's just within your ability. It's about Izzah, or self-esteem, so I'm not asking for anything from you, everything I've given me is more than enough,"

"I will sell this house and I will split the two with you" Rudian said solemnly.

" Sister, how about you sell this house? later if to buy a house again will not be enough, will we not have children?" yola said, it suddenly lit up and she stood between Naya and Rudian.

"No need to sell it... You want to have a child, so I give my share to the child you really want. Let's just say it was a gift from me," Naya said as she pulled her suitcase out.

Seeing that, Yola smiled with satisfaction, then she said,

"Be careful, take care of yourself!"

"Don't worry about me greeting mom." said Naya without looking.

"I will tell you, don't worry" said Yola again, hiding a laugh.

While Rudian looked at Naya's back which was drifting away with a shrinking feeling he felt a sense of loss.

'Is this how fast love is going? Go if you want to go. But if one day you come back don't look for me, because the answer is still am I in your heart? if there is still your love for me, then staying by my side is a choice and not leaving'

-

Naya arrived at the musholla where she used to rest and perform the prayers of the nobility in the restaurant bu Nha. He sank his body on the floor of the musala and left his suitcase and bag lying down.

'Where should I go? Oh Allah. help me. Your fate has really sucked all my energy so I can't scold whatever my circumstances. I am indeed a weak servant and may have already lost your test, but I will face your other test after this.Your test will probably end here, perhaps, or is there something else I have to go through?'

Naya was still daydreaming when she was startled by the voice of someone calling her name,

"So you're here, this is your bag, are you running away or do you want to move? aah...I know, you must have been kicked out of your contract, right?" his co-workers said when they met at the musala.

" Yes I ran away. I was evicted from my contract" replied Naya.

"Ah. I can't believe you have a husband and where is your husband?" ask the co-worker, curious.

" My husband, there is. We're both looking for a contract, you want to help me find a cheap boarding place close to this restaurant?" Katana Ya smiled.

"There is.it just so happens that the boarding place was only left two days ago, but the name is cheap so the place is like.yes, that is, you can see it hopefully you feel at home,"

"No matter the place, make it a habit that the money always knows the good stuff. Can we see it now?"

"Now?" naya's co-worker seemed hesitant. He thought a little, for a moment looked at the clock on his wrist then he said, saying,

" all right. Come,"

Arrive at the destination.

Indeed, the boarding place was very close to the restaurant, Naya seemed interested because she thought the place was not so bad and the price was in accordance with her current financial condition.

" Naya..? Why are you here?" said a voice startling Naya. He looked up and was surprised by what he saw.