The End of Hope
51 Eps. Hopeful

Ares is still in his car, he is silent while looking at Naya's house. From the window he saw the woman slowly entering the motorbike and was greeted by a man who snapped at her.

Although Ares did not hear what they were talking about, but he saw clearly Naya's indifferent attitude.

He left after the door was tightly closed, running his car slowly even though he seemed reluctant to move away from there, wanting to ask what was the real problem between them.

The curiosity that is in Ares is caused because he has twice found Naya in a sad state, crying in public places, and crying in public, she seemed to have run out of places to shed her tears.

Ares does not have the ability to solve the problems of the two husbands and wives, but what he saw in Naya made the man's heart curious.

Since the death of his wife five years ago, also Yoni's phobia is disturbing, making him never think of having a wife again. She became a singke pharent to raise her children. Not that he never liked women, he was also a normal man. It's just that he tried to keep his distance and keep his heart agaf is not easy to fall in love with the opposite sex. Because if he falls in love with a woman then he will be more troublesome to condition the condition of children and also his work that must be moved frequently.

But Naya's presence and her tenderness to Yoni stirred something in her. Naya like damaging the defense of her heart wave her feelings like being in a boat in the middle of the sea in a storm and almost drowned. But still he looks calm.

'Can I hope? Anyone can hope, right? But the expectations are too great that would usually be disappointed. Or is this just a temptation of the devil?'

The two of them, Ares and Naya, are both tested for patience after their first meeting. An impossibility to be able to have each other because of Naya's status. Of course, in addition to the kindness of Ares who will not act selfishly, to deliberately aggravate the atmosphere of Naya's household, also because of her pride.

'But it is not common in the household to have quarrels. This is normal, Ares. It's mundane. Control yourself. Moreover, this job will not be long here, just a few months before next year must move'

After being able to control himself, Ares rushed to accelerate the speed of the car to the house. He often comes home late every day. Although he already believes in his grandmother the children who take care of them, but Rasti is too old to be bothered with the affairs of children.

Since the death of his wife, only Rasti's mother has been able to care for and nurture Yoni. That he was willing to follow Ares moved for a year or two because of his work, while Ares was reluctant to separate away from his children.

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"How long have you been Nay?" rudian said as soon as Naya entered by leading the motor into the house.

Naya was acting indifferent. He passed into the kitchen leisurely, took some dishes and arranged the food he bought at the table. All food as much as three servings have been neatly arranged.

"Where did you stop by? Meet the ex? talk first, or where did you stop by?" rudian said again while sitting down and taking his share.

"The husband is silent, has no mouth what?"

"Bismillahirrahmaan nirroohiim" said Naya and then bribed the rice kemulutnya.

"Hmm.enak yes, have not eaten fried catfish for a long time. Why do many like leke fish, even though the face is ugly" said Naya staring at Rudian while chewing.

Rudian was silent he did not answer his wife who asked Rudian to reply to Naya by ignoring her. When Naya asked, she was busy chanting, glanced at Naya lazily, then shouted to Yola.

"Yola...! Come eat, he said hungry?!"

"The food's coming, bang!" yola said from inside her room.

"Yes. Already!" answer Rudian.

Yola approached them, she saw Naya who was already sitting beside Rudian, making the pregnant woman frown. Then sit down in front of Rudian and take his share slowly and enjoy his meal without speaking. The atmosphere was silent, as if the sound of their mouths chewing food could be heard.

"Enak, no. Haven't eaten pecel catfish in a long time, have you?" rudian said after such a long time just eat without talking.

He repeated Naya's sentence, as if insinuating her. The rice on his side is almost gone. His face seemed to be covered in sweat from being spicy. Seeing that, Naya immediately took a tissue and wiped the sweat that soaked her husband's forehead.

'Men carry the feeling on. He does not like others to be unkind, but he himself likes to be unkind to others. He said that ten years, the days of married couples understand each other's character. Turns out this might be the time where I have to dive into his newly emerging character now. It's not ten years, is it?'

Hearing Rudian's words, Yola chimed in,

"Yes. We buy it again sometime, bang. Make lunch" he said, taking water.

He sees Naya being nice to Rudian making him jealous and makes a remark that will repay Naya by making him jealous as well. Because when they have lunch, Naya will not be able to eat with them.

After she finished eating, Naya sat down on the back of the sofa and said to Yola who was also sitting in front of her.

"Beresin. I already bought, I already have food, so you just eat. Now that you're done, take it to the kitchen. Don't get used to being lazy. Not okay. Malasb has no cure but yourself" Naya said. Shut up for a moment and say again.

"You're older than me, you should be a good example to me. Especially if we live in a house. I didn't do anything bad to you. So we should both take care of the house. So don't use others because they're lazy" Naya said. While Rudian only glanced at his two wives.

"You should also be more understanding, because I'm older than you let alone pregnant.' replied Yola.

"I've known you all along, haven't I? Do not use that excuse, stale." said Naya firmly.

"I'm not angry you often eat well at restaurants if lunch is the same kanda. I know, that's your right. I have the same rights, but I don't demand kanda" Naya said. His dinner energy was again sucked in to talk.

"You should be more grateful, Yola. Don't even be lazy to use people."

Soon there was the sound of azdan isya reverberating.

"Kanda, it's all right. Let's pray to the mosque" said Naya while moving to kamat bath for ablution.

"Sholat at home, we worship" replied Rudian lazily, he was busy with his cell phone as well as Yola.

Finally they prayed together. After finishing praying Isya and performing sunnah prayers, Naya immediately cleared her place of completeness because she wanted to go to the room to rest. Tired of body and soul, he intended to worship night prayer because he could not honor God. There was no one else beside him, he just prayed normally.

"Kanda, it's my turn tonight, right? Here I go." said Naya suddenly took the initiative. He also wanted Rudian to massage himself.

"Hmm" Rudian said as he glanced at Yola who was still folding her face. He looks sullen.

"Well, that. I'm glad you guys got along. Let's just say you're brothers and sisters" Rudian said as he stepped into his room.

Every night, Rudian divided his nights fairly, but sometimes Yola made a tantrum when it was Naya's turn, such as nausea and vomiting. If so, Rudian will accompany and take care of Yola first until some time, then sleep in his room with Naya. Naya often slept when Rudian approached her.

"Kanda, you should have made love to me a lot" Naya said as Rudian sat by the bed. While Naya was still changing into her nightgown, she was wearing the short batik negligee Rudian had bought for her.

"So I got pregnant fast" Naya continued.

"You sleep a lot, I don't want to disturb you." replied Rudian as he laid down, Naya paused beside him.

"When you get up, or hold on, kiss later also wake up."sahut Naya. He wants to. Because his feelings are still mixed since meeting with Ares when buying food earlier.

Rudian was silent for a moment and tilted his body to his wife who was also tilted, facing him. Then he said,

" Say he wants to mijitin, come on, incandescent now." take a prone position ready to be kneaded.

"Later, change?" naya said, as she began to massage her husband's back.

"Eh, that mode is his name." replied Rudian lazily.

"Well, if you don't want to, I don't want to go mijitin either. Making love between husband and wife only, must be both******* although serving is a duty of the wife, it is a sign that justice is highly respected in Islam" said Naya.

"Udah, if you don't want the pijitin just say it. Don't talk about justice." said Rudian turned his back to Naya.

"Eh, angry. Don't get mad dong." said Naya as she hugged Rudian from behind tightly, then Naya rubbed her husband's back with a slight squeeze to feel like she was being massaged.

"Kanda.. come on dong, don't get mad. I don't want to be cursed by an angel all night because her husband is angry" Naya quoted a hadith as saying that if a husband is angry at night at his wife then the wife will be cursed by an angel that night.

Rudian turned around and now they were facing each other, staring at each other. Rudian's eyes were already glared from desire. Both are drowning in their feelings. Rudian as a man who is able to love also have sex with more than one woman, became tasteful after being seduced in such a way. He realized that there was another woman sleeping next to his room. But haven't they been living together all this time? maybe they will get used to it.

While Naya, her feelings are still gamang, between hurt and love. He felt that Rudian's attitude and tenderness were different from when Rudian had not married again and when they were still living alone. But in any case, her husband still had to be served as her duty. Moreover, he also wanted to.

Their breath was getting faster with desire, and their hands were touching each other and their lips had begun to meet each other, blending the soft and chewy flesh into one for a start. Their eyes were closed from enjoying this mutual sense of belonging.

'He's my husband, he's mine to death, or there's another fate approaching'

As experienced men and women, they are used to performing from their body-unifying sequences after being both no longer dressed to satisfy each other.

"Kanda, already?" naya said as her husband had already pressed hers deeper and a low moan sounded from her gritted mouth. Her husband has reached the top.

After finishing, Rudian threw himself beside Naya and Naya covered him. It did not take long and Rudian was asleep with regular breathing.

Naya cleansed herself, put her clothes back on and followed her husband to bed and rested herself towards the dream world.

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Naya wakes up at night, she goes to the bathroom to take a junub bath. He will perform the evening prayer. Complain and ask God for all tastes and all that is experienced throughout the day.

"Ahk, what is this? Now's not my period date, is it?" Naya muttered to herself in the bathroom. He was crying, seeing a brownish mark on his underwear. Does this mean he is menstruating, but according to Naya's calculations, now is not the date of his month.

'It's faster, the guy's been progressing for more than a week. Why?' And this is the last month of my promise to stay by kanda's side. But I still love him. May I break my own promise. Is this the best according to destiny?'

Naya stopped her crying and continued to clean herself with warm water. Then get dressed and go back to the room, sit on the side of the bed and think about what he will do. She looked at her husband who was still sleeping.

'I want to be defended, if kanda keeps me, then kanda still loves me'

"Kanda, I'm menstruating. Are you going to let me go because another woman is already your wife?" naya said as she gently rubbed her husband's hair.