The Obsession Of Jerk
Chapter fourteen: Regret 2
Sean looked at Zee's face that looked messy. Dry tears on her cheeks, hair tangled and blotchy from sweat mixed with tears, and around her swollen eyes. He remembers everything he does. The new fact he knows is that Zee is no longer virgin. Did she give her virginity to that man? Thinking about it made Sean's emotions rise again. Zee turns out to be just like any other girl who can give her virginity to anyone.
That's Sean's judgment when he finds out that Zee isn't virgin. But why is it that when Sean fucked her, Zee was so rebellious? Does this girl hate him so much? If it is, then Sean will make this girl fall in love with him, no matter the fact that he is not the first for Zee. Sean feels the challenge in Zee. If another woman would blatantly tease him, but not with Zee. This foreign woman has made the obsession in Sean rise. Let's see who wins this game.
After a long time Sean looked at Zee's face, he slowly got up from the bed and walked towards the walk in closet to put on his clothes and pick up clothes for Zee as well as the p3k box. He felt a little guilty for playing rough on Zee regardless of the wounds on his body.
His emotions rise when he hears Zee running away, but he finds Zee on the street. But the clothes that Zee was wearing made Sean go back on the black. His possessive soul came out as Zee put on clothes that showed his belly to his bodyguards in the mansion. He couldn't let anyone see or touch his! So that he ceded his ears to Zee's screams, cries, and screams of agony. He will show this girl, if what he already has will not be owned by anyone seinchi goods. Let's just say that everything he does is a punishment for him.
After putting on his clothes, Sean came out carrying Zee's clothes and a p3k box. Slowly she untied the tie on Zee's hand and put Zee's clothes back on with caution. He gently kissed both of Zee's eyes that looked swollen from crying. Sean peed at Zee's bruised forehead before giving him the ointment and covered it with hansaplas. He switched to treating red bruises in Zee's hands due to the tie ties are too tight. His own was wounded by him.
His eyes caught incision scars along Zee's numerous hands. Hansaplasnya has been lost somewhere. The new-looking wound looks reddened and has not dried completely. He treated the open wound and then covered it with hansaplas again. He stared at the wound and asked, Why did Zee hurt himself? Why is the other side in Sean as if angry and do not accept if this girl hurt herself?
He looked at Zee's hand for a long time, and then kissed Zee's hand that was covered with the hansaplas gently. He turned to Zee's bruised leg and swelled big because of a sprain. Sean gives the ointment to his leg and covers Zee's body with a blanket up to his neck. When he finished, Sean was finally able to breathe with relief. Before he left Zee, he gently dyed Zee's hair and picked up her clothes and Zee's clothes and put them in a basket of dirty clothes. He then went out and went back into the room opposite Zee's room.
Before long, Sean re-enters with a woman wearing a doctor's white coat into the room Zee is in, after calling him. Zee was seen lying on the bed, having woken up without doing anything, other than looking blankly at the sky of the room.
Sean pointed at Zee's large swollen ankle. The doctor examined Zee's leg and his entire body, which had multiple bruises and incisions on his hand. After examining her, the doctor covered Zee's body with a blanket.
"Hi Miss, what's your name?" the doctor asked gently to look at Zee who looked like an undead.
"Linzy Alanza" Sean replied because Zee didn't make her voice. The doctor looked at Sean annoyed, while Sean looked at the female doctor flat.
"Mr Sean, can you come out? we have a chat with women!" said the doctor with a tone of intimidation while pushing Sean's body out. Tam has a choice, Sean finally comes out.
"Miss Linzy, I'm Trisha's doctor. You can just call me Trisha," said Trisha, who still did not get any response.
"You can think of me as your brother. You can tell me anything," he continued, still in a soft tone.
"If you don't want to talk to me yet, it's okay, you can call me." Finally Trisha doctor chose to give up because he felt it was not his field.
"Then I say goodbye, don't forget to take your medicine and take care of your health." The doctor said goodbye to Zee who still did not respond to anything. He came out of the room Sean was waiting for him at the door.
"Something I'm trying to say, Sean." Doctor Trisha looked seriously at Sean, as soon as he closed the room door.
"Follow me." Sean breezes off to his study in front of Zee's room and is followed by Doctor Trisha.
Doctor Trisha sipped his tea which was still slowly puffing the steam, as soon as the drink was delivered. Sean looked at the Doctor in front of him flatly. After sipping his tea he put the glass back.
"What have you done to that girl?" ask Dr. Trisha to start the conversation.
"I just fucked her," Sean replied indifferently.
"Did he look so rebellious?" ask Dr. Trisha to come back. This time Sean scratched his forehead. "Why do you know?" asked Sean in wonder.
"That is one sign of patients with depression," continued Trisha's doctor calm.
"It's not my field, you should take her to a psychiatrist's doctor before it's too late." Sean looked at the Doctor in front of him as well as this cousin with a gaze that still did not understand.
"Depressed people are prone to suicide if their emotions are shaken. And usually, patients have extreme fickle emotions." Doctor Trisha's words made Sean's heart slip just like that.
"According to what you said, he may have been depressed because of the things you've done by other people that made him worse." Doctor Trisha sighed. Sean was still silently digesting what Dr. Trisha had said.
"For bruises on his body take his ointment at the pharmacy, wear it regularly. I'll check it out once every two weeks. I go home first, and remember what I said." Doctor Trisha gives Sean a paper. He stood up from his seat after finishing his tea.
"Doctor Johan my acquaintance is an experienced psychiatrist, do you want me to call him?" ask Trisha's doctor before she really gets out of Sean's room.
"No need," Sean replied coldly. Doctor Trisha shrugged his shoulders indifferently then passed away.
Sean sighed and leaned his head against the back of his chair. He closed his eyes. After what his cousin said, Sean suddenly felt regret start approaching him. He began to dream.
If he could control his emotions better, if he listened to Zee, if he hadn't raped Zee. Or maybe, he should stop obsessing over Zee. All idioms are useless for turning back time. Everything that happened to that girl happened because of her. In the end, he could only blame himself. Sean closed his eyes to control himself from all his guilt and regret. But anger is bigger than all that. Who's the jerk who made his own like this?
Sean stood up from his chair then walked out of the room. He walked to the door. Before he opened the door to Zee's room, he took a deep breath. This time he would lower his ego and apologize to the girl. In any case, this guilt bothered Sean. When he opened the door, Zee was not in his bed. Sean speeds up his steps to find Zee. The first door he opened was a walk in closet. Zee is not there, Sean goes inside the walk in closet to look for Zee in the toilet because he hears the sound of water gurgling. As soon as he opened the toilet door, Zee was already drowned in an unconscious bath.
"Dam!" sean yelled straight up Zee out of the bathup and carried her back to the bed.
Sean called the bodyguard standing guard outside to call out to Marlyn. Shortly Marlyn came and was no less surprised to see Zee unconscious with a drenched state.
"Please change Marlyn's clothes" Sean said in a panic. While he went out of the room and returned to his study to pick up his phone, calling Axel.
"Find the best female psychiatrist in the world, Axel and bring her here!" Sean gives the order after Axel answers the phone. Sean closed the phone again and put it in his pants pocket. He returned to Zee's room, which had been changed. Marlyn was drying Zee's hair. Sean climbed into the bed on the other side of Zee. He held Zee's cold hand and kissed her deep.
He didn't expect Zee to be this bad. Regrets were growing in his heart.
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Sean's bad!
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