The Obsession Of Jerk
Chapter fifteen: Love ?

Sean waited for Zee to come to his senses patiently. He did not move or take off his hand hold the slightest item on Zee's hand. He remains in his position. It's been an hour but Zee hasn't regained consciousness.

His eyes focused on a single point. Just looking at the face of Zee who was sleeping peacefully. She looks so beautiful even though her eyes are closed. For the first time he expected to see those beautiful eyes open and look at her once again. This was his first wait just to apologize to a girl. That girl is Linzy Alanza. The girl who had aroused an obsession in him. Is it true that what is in his heart is just an obsession for this girl?

Zee's moving fingers jolted at Sean who was daydreaming. He looked at Zee's eyes slowly but surely opened revealing a beautiful brownish-black color. One hand of Zee held his head that felt throbbing pain, while the other hand felt so numb. He released his hand with Sean's hand and moved to change his sleeping position to sideways back to Sean. Zee couldn't afford to look back at the man who had destroyed her. What he's thinking about right now is not seeing Sean. If he can't get out of this mansion to keep from seeing Sean, then he'll die so that things are easier.

Sean could only sigh when he saw Zee unwilling to look at him. Of course, what does he expect from your own rape victim? But after seeing Zee wake up, it was enough for him now. He came down from the bed and left the room. Sean orders his bodyguard to go inside Zee's room and look after him while he gets Zee's food.

Soon he returned with a tray of food and drinks for Zee because from morning Zee's stomach had not filled anything. He placed the tray on the nightstand and squatted down to see Zee who pretended to close his eyes.

Both of his bodyguards came out once their bosses had reentered. Sean's hand was raised to gently stroke Zee's hair. Zee's face was so scared when Sean's hand touched her hair. Sean pulled his hand back from Zee's hair and stood up and told his bodyguard to call Marlyn. Shortly after, Marlyn entered the room.

"Please tell him to eat, Marlyn," said Sean, who was taken by Marlyn. Sean walked gontai out of Zee's room and stood leaning in front of the door.

However, he is the perpetrator of the rape as well as the trigger for Zee's trauma. It would be hard for him to get into her heart and coax her back. But whatever happens, she will make Zee trust her and even love her. Sean begins to feel unwilling if he is seen as the same bastard who hurt Zee the first time. He wants Zee to see him as his protector. No matter what, Sean will try to make it happen!

"Zee, Honey. It's Auntie.." call Marlyn softly. He took a chair and sat down in front of Zee. Zee's eyes are not open.

"Sean is gone, dear," continued Marlyn who slowly opened Zee's eyes and looked at Marlyn who was smiling at her.

Zee's tears slowly began to pour down her cheeks, she then got up and hugged Marlyn tightly. His cry broke out accompanied by a sobbing cry that was so heartbreakingly loud. Sean who heard from the outside clasped tightly on the door handle until his knuckle turned white. The cry he did not want to hear when he did something depraved that day to Zee. Now even Zee is reluctant to cry in front of him. Let alone crying in front of him, looking at himself Zee might seem disgusted.

This is the first time Zee has spilled out everything she feels for someone. Even his two best friends, never saw himself at this point. Zee seemed to spill the entire burden he had been carrying all this time. Either the burden of a year ago, or now.

One year ago nothing could make him spill it all, Zee vented on him by injuring himself. But this time a new Aunt he knew, cheerfully received all the tears of Zee that came out of the concrete dam that he had been holding.

"He hurt me. He. he.. he touched me and wouldn't listen to me." said Zee amid his hiccups. Marlyn reciprocated Zee's embrace no less tightly while stroking her back gently.

Marlyn rubbed her tears that came dripping just like that hearing Zee's heartbreaking cry. The cheerful, humble, and beautiful girl he met a few days ago, now turned into a girl who was crying fragile in her arms. Her heart felt her pain even though Zee was not her biological daughter.

"Yes, honey... Tell me everything, spill it all on Auntie" Marlyn said as she rubbed Zee's still shaking back.

Zee cried loudly as if endless. The sound of his cries rang out until Sean's ears were sitting quietly in front of Zee's room door, still hearing the roaring cry. Somehow made his heart seem slashed by an invisible knife. Her heart just melted, like falling when she heard the sound of Zee's cry.

Gradually, Zee's cries began to be inaudible. Marlyn still rubbed Zee's back patiently to calm Zee who was still shaking with a hiccup. After a satisfied cry Zee took off her embrace and wiped the rest of her tears from her face.

"Eat first so you can take your medicine" Marlyn said as she picked up a tray filled with a bowl of vegetable porridge, water, and medicine.

Marlyn is feeding Zee. After five spoons of porridge went into his stomach, Zee shook his head as the sixth mouthful in front of his mouth. Marly lowered the spoon full of the porridge back into her bowl, then gave her water and medicine for Zee to drink. After finishing taking the medicine, Zee again laid his body.

"Rest me, if you need me, I'm in the kitchen. Call me whenever you need to," Marlyn said before she left. Marlyn exits Zee's room, which blocks Sean's body in front of the bedroom door.

"How's Zee, Marlyn?" sean asked as he stood up.

"She had just gone to sleep after eating a little and taking her medicine," Marlyn replied making Sean's breath relieved. At least the food went into his stomach rather than nothing.

"Sean, do you really love her?" marlyn asked Sean to be quiet.

Loved her? no way! But his memory turned the flashback of how the girl smiled and laughed when she was with her friend as if she had no burden. But now, the girl became an undead girl who had lost her body. Crying, roaring, screaming for mercy at her dark eyes rape her.

"It's best to leave her if you don't really love her, I think she'll suffer more because of you." The next words from Marlyn, really make Sean slapped. He believes that his feelings are just guilt.

Sean went into the room with a heart. Trying not to make a sound that could make Zee wake up. He sat in the front seat of Zee staring at Zee's eyes that were closed peacefully. So beautiful in any condition, anytime, anywhere. Zee is like a princess sleeping in Sean's eyes.

Love, that word kept spinning in his head as he looked at Zee. Sean chuckled softly by himself while closing his eyes with his hands. A few seconds later he looked back at Zee who was still closing his eyes.

"We see if I can feel it?"

*

*

*

tbc

Follow ig Riby_Nabe