The Obsession Of Jerk
Chapter 38: the talk

Zee came out of the toilet after finishing his business which took 30 minutes more. More is spent busy calming himself. He hoped that lingering on the toilet would put Sean to sleep. But hope is hope. Because Sean's not asleep. He was sitting on a bed with a laptop on his lap. Sean was still unaware of his existence. Hurriedly and carefully Zee stepped her feet towards the exit of the room.

"Where are you going, honey..." Just as his hand touched the door knob, Sean's voice made his body stop moving.

"I.. I'll watch!" zee exclaimed after the contrived excuse came out in his head.

"Come here." Sean kept his laptop on the nightstand and patted the empty spot beside him. Finally inevitably Zee walked to the bed. However, it kept its distance slightly from Sean. Both are now at the end of the bed.

"Zee..." Sean's heavy voice pitched flat again rang out which made Zee inevitably enter into Sean's arms that stretched his hands.

Sean turns off the nightstand and guides Zee to sleep with his hands. Zee was silent in the silence of the night no longer refuting Sean's words. How could he sleep if Sean hugged him like this. Who is there will be awake all night.

"Sleep, Honey." Sean's other hand, which was hugging his body, moved stroking Zee's back regularly and gently.

"South..." Sean just cleared his throat answering Zee's gentle call.

"Why did you make a decision like this?" ask Zee.

"Which decision?" Sean asked Zee a question.

"Make me... betrothed to you?" Zee looked up at Sean faintly in the darkness of the room.

A gentle swipe on Zee's back stopped. Sean opened his eyes slowly, returning Zee's gaze which was also staring at him. The two stared at each other in the room with the dim light of the lamp.

"So you won't run away from me again anytime." Sean's answer was a little unsatisfactory to Zee.

"I can."

"Not because I tied you up."

"I can do it."

"Can't."

Zee relented no longer refuting. "But why didn't you tell me?" tanya Zee switched the conversation.

"It's a surprise for you" replied Sean.

"What if I don't want to, just now?" ask Zee back.

"But the truth is you want to and now we're engaged." Zee paused the next sentence that would come out of his mouth. His brain still can't figure out what's reasonable enough behind Sean's decision.

"Seans... I still can't figure out what's the most plausible reason behind your decision." Finally honesty came out of Zee's mouth.

"We don't know each other, we just met a month ago. We didn't have anything to do with it before, you kidnapped me and didn't let me go, I still don't know why. You harassed me and then apologized to me, treated me well and now you're making me bond with you. What does all this mean?! I don't understand you at all... Why should I?" Finally all the questions that were rooted and raised on Zee's head and chest, just overflowed.

His cry had already broken, he could not bear to not ask. Doesn't he have a right to know because he is a victim? It's bodo time if Sean is going to harass him like that again. He just wanted to know what Sean meant to him. Is it possible that Sean will really keep himself forever locked up with her?

"Std... Babe, please don't cry." Sean took Zee into his arms and rubbed his back gently and kissed her hair. Zee's cry was muffled inside Sean's chest.

"I'm sorry to you, baby, stop crying" Sean said.

"You're stupid or you're pretending to be stupid! I don't need your forgiveness, I want an explanation from you Sean!" zee cried in the middle of his crying.

"OK I'll explain it to you, but please stop crying first. Your throat and eyes will hurt if you cry too much." Zee keeps his face away from Sean's chest. His cry was still there, but his crying had stopped. He shrinks his snot out to the shirt Sean used, not forgetting to wipe his face with Sean's shirt.

"Explain quickly! Why are you looking at me!" ketus Zee who was waiting for Sean never opened his mouth.

"Well, where do I explain it?" ask Sean.

"Everything from the beginning you kidnapped me!" Zee is getting furious.

"Sean!" exciting Zee.

"I like you!" Zee was silent to hear it.

"Huh? But since when? Why can?" zee asked in succession as he blinked his eyes in disbelief staring at Sean.

"Maybe when you fell asleep while I was giving a speech on campus? From there I'll find out about you through Axel." Sean was silent for a moment before saying his next sentence.

"I don't know how it could be, but when I look at you, you're so different. If the other woman looks at me with admiration and adoration, you are completely disinterested and so indifferent to me. Staring at you from afar made me crazy to think of you, so I decided to kidnap you and lock you in my mansion so I could monitor you in my reach." Sean ended his explanation.

"You're crazy! You're just obsessed with me Sean! Not liking me! Your feelings are nothing more than curiosity that's getting you obsessed with me." Zee wakes up from his sleep, which makes Sean wake up.

"Trust me. Your feelings won't last long." Sean was silent, not saying anything or refuting what Zee said.

"You can definitely find someone you really love and love and that's not me." Zee gulped his saliva after saying that sentence. A pretty heavy sentence he said.

"I can be friends with you, and we can still meet at any time, right?" ask Zee later.

"No, I don't want to be friends with you."

"But-"

Before Zee's words were finished, Sean first silenced Zee's open lips with his. The kiss deepened and hunting made Zee surprised and never refused. Zee tries to push Sean's chest over him, but Sean's energy is certainly bigger than him. He could only wait until Sean let go of his lips, without returning his kiss. After a while Sean just released the link of the lips of both because it requires oxygen. Her lips swelled, as did Zee's more swollen and flushed possession. The breaths of the two hunt each other, stealing each other's oxygen. Sean was still holding his body above Zee's body not budging at all. He looked into Zee's eyes and pressed his forehead against Zee's forehead.

"Zee. I don't know when this feeling will last, but right now I want you more than that. Please stay with me..." In this dimly lit room, Zee could see the silhouette of the face full of Sean's pleading on top.

"You're not gonna keep me locked up like this, are you? You're gonna get bored and find that woman, Sean, I can't be with someone who doesn't love me" Zee said.

"Then teach me to love you." Sean answered directly.

"I can't and won't" Zee replied as she turned her face away.

"Why?"

"What a cause"

"I've forgiven you for it. It's just that I don't want you to love me." Zee looked at him.

"Why?" the second time the question came out.

"There are so many amazing women around you but why did you choose me?" Zee asked him.

"Just because I'm not interested in you? There are probably more women out there like me who aren't interested in you, and maybe they're amazing women. Why don't you just pick them?"

Sean returned to Zee's side, he stared at Zee's face from the side. "Zee.. hey look at me, Bae."

"Why do you look down on yourself, hm? I chose you because it was you. I don't care about other women better than you, I just want you." Sean stroked Zee's delicate cheek. Zee never returned the gaze of his eyes, he silently looked the other way not answering Sean's words. He cannot or rather does not want to, because of something in him. Her past.

"Please make me love you Zee."

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