The Obsession Of Jerk
Chapter sixteen: Explanation
Zee closed his eyes tightly, acting as if he was fast asleep as natural as possible when the door to his room was open and closed again. Footsteps are heard approaching the bed. From the distinctive aroma of his body, he already knew if Sean was the one who entered his room. Zee felt the shadow of someone in front of his face, which he guessed if Sean was sitting in front of him. This time on the part of her hair that she felt a gentle kiss, which Sean confirmed. His ears heard a soft whisper coming from Sean's lips.
"Sorry, Baby Girl."
Zee's heart was pounding even more hearing Sean's voice right in front of his ears. He felt Sean move away from his body and then move from his seat. But there was no sound of the door opening, only followed by the mattress that began to move. Sean got into bed. Before long, Zee sensed Sean who had gotten into the same blanket as her and slowly hugged her waist tightly. His body was perfectly attached to Sean's body. Her hair even touched on Sean's lips. He can feel it. Zee is terrified right now of being so close to Sean.
"I don't know where to start." said Sean slowly. Pause for a few seconds Sean did not let out his voice.
"That day I went to college to fill the event there with a speech, as the owner of the campus. That's when I saw you who looked indifferent and fell asleep when I made a speech." Sean continued. Zee's heart was racing faster because he was more afraid when he heard Sean's voice. He still does not know, where this conversation is headed and what Sean's intentions are.
"Maybe that's the first time I'm interested in you..." Sean remained silent for a while, before continuing.
"You're so different from them. When the other woman looked at me with admiration and adored me, she threw her body easily at me for money. There is no glare in your eyes and you look scared. That makes me a little angry." So he could end up here just because of all that?!
"Over the last six months you've filled my mind, I don't know why either. I went to Manhattan for a month to get you out of my mind. But you still followed me there. My mind is getting unsettled and wanting to see you in London with my own eyes, proving that you're okay here. The longer this feeling wants to want more of you, not just looking at you filled with expressions from afar. I want all your expressions to show only me, I want you to be by my side at all times."
"I went crazy and got out of control when I heard that you were trying to get away from my side, I got crazier when you were wearing that material-less outfit! Just so you know, I don't like sharing with anyone. Sorry I lost control, sorry I didn't listen to you, sorry I hurt you, sorry I was selfish. I just want you to always be by my side, am I being too greedy?" ask Sean at the end of the sentence.
"I don't expect much from getting your forgiveness, I just want you to stay with me, Zee." Sean ended his speech by pinning a soft kiss on Zee's hair that was on his back.
Zee had already shed her tears in silence when she heard what Sean said. Anger, despair, and distrust were felt by Zee. He couldn't believe that he ended up here because of this man's crazy obsession. He was so angry that Sean treated him so badly for such an absurdly trivial reason. On top of all that, he was so desperate to find out, he could not do anything. Will he end up being the object of this man's lust? He would rather die than be like that.
After a few minutes, Zee's tears finally stopped. There was no sound from Sean anymore, other than the smooth snoring and regular breathing he felt in his head. Zee slowly turned her body carefully unwilling to wake the man behind her. After successfully reversing his body without waking Sean, Zee stared at Sean's face in silence with his twisted eyes. His eyes looked at Sean who looked so innocent while asleep. So innocent after what he did that Zee clenched his hands together. Again, there was nothing he could do but hold back his burning emotions.
Zee looked at Sean's face up close so he could see clearly how perfectly he sculpted Sean's face. Thick eyebrows, with eyelashes that are not too thick or pliable, blue net when open always looks at himself flat and cold. His sharp nose combined with lips that are not too thick pink reddish made Sean's face more charming. Don't forget his firm jaw and perfect chin shape. Plus the delicate sideburns that grew around his jaw made a hot and mature impression of Sean.
For the first time Zee acknowledged the good looks on Sean's face after staring and watching him up close. No wonder so many women approached Sean because of his good looks. Coupled with his athletic body shape, supported by Sean's unquestionable wealth. Everything was perfect as if there were no gaps in Zee's eyes. Perfect if what he has done is not done.
Although Sean is the perfect man on earth, Zee has seen how Sean treats women because he already feels it. As handsome as Sean is and as rich as his wealth, will not be able to change Zee's perspective on Sean. This man had already destroyed himself inside and out.
'You are the same as ***-*** out there!' Suddenly Sean's voice rang out before his face in Zee's daydream, jolting his consciousness. He looked once more at Sean's face that was still closing his eyes.
'Die! you deserve to die!' Sean's voice was heard again.
Zee immediately woke up from his sleep and stood up from the bed suddenly made Sean disturbed in his sleep. Zee looked at Sean who seemed to be gathering his consciousness, with fear.
'*Why are you alive?'
'How much longer?'
The voices continued to be heard even though Zee covered her ears. Zee shuffled backwards into the corner of the room. Cowering in fear while covering his ears.
"No! No!" yelled Zee hysterically. Sean looked at the frightened Zee trying to get to him.
"Go! Don't come near me!" zee shouted louder. His tears flowed back with no command.
"Zee calm down" said Sean gently still trying to get close to him.
"You're gonna hurt me again! You're gonna kill me, right?!" zee shouted as he looked at Sean's face, he threw every item he saw towards Sean. The bodyguards outside had already gone inside when they heard Zee's scream.
"No! Go ye! You're gonna kill me!" zee yelled again throwing things at Sean and his two bodyguards. Zee is getting freaked out seeing the two big man bodyguards Sean.
Sean gave the code to both of his bodyguards to get out. "Call Marlyn" said Sean quietly. Both bodyguards followed Sean's orders.
Zee sat curled up and bent his knees while covering his ears. His eyes looked at the shard of the shard from the vase he threw. Quickly his hand took out the shards of the shard. Sean saw him approaching Zee who was about to slice his wrist with the shard, but it was too late. Blood had already flowed from Zee's wrist making his consciousness while it was also gone. Sean immediately stopped the bleeding coming out by tearing his clothes off. Marlyn went into a room that was already very messy like a broken ship.
"Hurry and get Trisha here!" sean shouted frantically while tying his torn clothes to Zee's wrist. Sean lifts Zee's body back onto the bed. The two bodyguards called Dr Trisha to arrive before her panicked boss fired them.
A few minutes passed, Dr. Trisha had arrived and immediately entered the shapeless room. He immediately did his job without talking anything when he saw Zee's condition.
30 Minutes passed, Doctor Trisha finished doing his job. Sean and Marlyn approach Zee's bed after Doctor Trisha moves away from Zee's bed. Zee's wrists were neatly covered in bandages.
"Have you called a psychiatrist?" trisha looked at Sean. Sean nodded once.
"Things like this will probably happen often, take care of him," Trisha said as she patted Sean on the shoulder. Marlyn escorted the Doctor out of Zee's room.
Sean stood up like an undead just staring at Zee lying on the bed. Slowly move his body to sit on the side of the bed. He took Zee's hand and held it. He pointed it at his lips. Smacked in Zee's hand while lowering his face. Is the guilt feeling like this?
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