The Woman Of THREE CROWN PRINCES
NON POSSO VIVERE SENZA ON TE Part 22. The Enlightened 1
Guilio POV.
Monica always laughs at me when it comes to my girlfriends. Let him not be, I don't understand myself.
I can make girls stunned at me without doing anything, just smile at them. Maybe I was wrong to take advantage of that advantage too much. Unfortunately, I never felt emotionally attached to them.
If they've asked for commitment then I'll disappear without a trace. Because I don't know if I don't want it. Maybe I'm too cheap Monica said, here's my reply. I need to get away from girls for the first time in my life discovering what's wrong with me.
"Brother, where's your girlfriend this time. I'm surprised you didn't bring a companion this time. Haven't you found a new one yet?" This time I sat next to Hisao and Nathan, the reason I came to Hong Kong this time to meet them. And this time I didn't bring anyone to accompany me.
"Don't tell me there's no girl in Sicily who wants you anymore because everyone knows who you are." Nathan laughed and I grimaced at myself.
"I seem to be too much of a jerk. My mother said I was too much to break the hearts of good girls and now it's my time to accept my punishment. I don't know lately that girls have been teasing me, so I'm not interested in them. Nothing seems right and it caught my attention." I'm telling the truth, if I go to a psychologist because of this, maybe he'll say I'm making it up, I'm sitting limp.
"True, someone who makes you want to take care of her for the rest of your life." As he said that Hisao was holding his fiancee's hand. He makes me feel jealous, they're not all not playing with girls but they're not cursed like me.
"Hmm. might be right. But I don't know how to find her, it seems like all girls are the same and what if they're too demanding I always think of finding a way to avoid commitment, I'm never comfortable being forced by women with commitment, I'm never comfortable being forced by women with commitment, just imagining it feels stifling. But I also feel like my life has no direction right now... I might be able to get anyone but I'm lonely. I don't know what happened to me." That's what really happened.
"This is a problem of men who started being playboys since the age of 12. He had forgotten what it was like to fall in love. All he saw was who my bedmate was tonight." Hisao and Nathan laughed at him. Their words were the same as Monica had said. Too laugh at me as a playboy from the age of 12.
"Maybe you can start with a girl who doesn't make her presence feel unsettling to you, Mr. Guilio." I'm talking to Hisao's girlfriend now. This girl looks petite and beautiful, .. but beside Hisao she seems very happy.
"Someone whose presence doesn't bother me..." Is there anything like it, now I'm looking for it among my girlfriends whom I unfortunately didn't find. I didn't find a single person who didn't make me run away from them.