The Woman Of THREE CROWN PRINCES
NON POSSO VIVERE SENZA ON TE Part 26. Engligtened 2
"Hmm.it's probably like you can sit next to him without making you feel distracted among the women you know. You're not bothered by his presence, even if he's sitting next to you all the time, you don't feel like the conversation is bothering you. There may be something like that, you've known her for a long time, but you don't realize it because you're busy with other pretty girls who are always on your lap." I'm now stunned.
I've known her for a long time, but I didn't realize it because I was too busy with other girls.
Only one person met that criteria. Really the only one in my life.
"But maybe such a girl is not interested in you either, you should see that the people around you are not beautiful girlfriends while you want something from you. If you find him, try not to touch him if you want to approach him, because if you're as much of a jerk as your friend said. Even the first step he's gonna kick you out of front of him."
What Setsuko said was right. He'll kick me if I dare to seduce him. He knows all my secrets, my girls I tell him a lot. I've been branded cheap by him! Too cheap! He'll be shouting Vanfanculo at me as soon as I talk to him.
For the first time I realized this. There's a guy I'm comfortable with, I don't have a problem sitting with him all night, talking nothing. I did that when I was with him breaking up because of Raoul. Strange because she's the only one without her even a mint anyhow I'd help her. I just realized there's a girl like that because of Setsuko's words.
After I couldn't find anyone. D*mn!
"Maybe I should say thank you to you Miss Setsuko, you were right all along maybe I was too busy with things." I have to thank him for awakening me.
"It seems that after this there will be someone who truly sets the heart after her odyssey as Casanova ends." Nathan is insinuating me now.
"I think of someone because Miss Setsuko said, there is someone like that but you're right I never thought of her as existing. But damn I don't think he ever thought of me as a good person either." Now I'm shuffling my own hair.
"So your journey is still long, after coming home maybe you need to be a hermit for a while. Don't keep looking for girls. Fix your reputation in front of him..." They're laughing at me now.
"Tell me about him..."
"Why are you thinking about him..."
"Hmm. She's normal, I mean she's not a very pretty face like you can instantly feel captivated. But I can tell you a lot when I meet him. And her life story is a bit complicated, but I always admire her hard work and she's a passionate woman. I just realized I have a friend like Miss Setsuko said... "
"Why do you feel like he's the right guy."
"Me and her are friends, I've never been attracted to her. But somehow if I'm not feeling well I can talk to her and feel better. And the cooking is as good as Mom's..."
"She finally mentioned her mother's cooking again." Nathan laughs.
"Good food, intoxicating wine and interlocutors. Isn't that perfect...." I clenched his hand to my lips and fantasized to myself.
"He seems enlightened now." Hisao's turn was nagging me. "Sake seems to make him think straight."They're laughing at me.
Monica. He's the one I've never avoided all this time. We're close friends, it turns out I've been looking too far.
What I'm looking for is right next to me... Someone who understands me more than anyone else.
The question is if he will accept me.