
I just shut up. There's no point in talking, because I have to hold back for this disguise. When I can work behind a desk, when I don't have to hide who I am, I'm tired. Yesterday he seduced me into saying everything about lovers but he set up a trap for me later. It was like walking in a minefield.
"You okay?"
"good. Don't worry, it's just a tuck, bandages and anti-infection are enough." I refused to look at her because I couldn't control my emotions. It was my fault that I messed up the operation. I need time to think calmly, after all he must have felt guilty towards me for a while.
"They'll pay in jail." I didn't respond to his words. Still quiet during that trip. But it seems he left me alone this time. He drove quickly to a nearby hospital. Have I resolved my suspicions. I don't think it's that easy. But while he won't bother me ...
We got to the ER, the clean napkin I used to squeeze the wound wet with blood, my blouse was half discolored.
"He was wounded by a shot on his shoulder." Nathan quickly opened the ER door and shouted at the paramedics.
The paramedics approached me immediately, I was guided to one of the ER cubicles and they began to examine my wounds.
It wasn't until an hour that they handled me, sewed my wounds, made a waterproof bandage on my wounds. I changed into a hospital shirt, because they were editing my blouse.
I saw Nathan waiting for me. Maybe he feels guilty. I don't think so, he just wants me not to run, manipulate me so he knows who my boss is.
"Sir, this is the medicine that you need to redeem in the farmacy, bring this Miss back in two days for us to be able to re-examine her wound, it's okay that the wound has been sewn..." The doctor handed her a copy of the prescription.
"Ohh well. Nathalie, wait here, the police will come asking for information."
"OK."
I let him take care of my medicine while the police then came and asked for information about Oguri for the next hour. All was done, the next day I was asked to come to the police station to give an official statement.
I went home, got into the car in silence. Ignoring Nathan who was beside me.
"Still sick..." What he expected, I will ask him to calm me down. He knew it wouldn't happen.
"No thanks for helping me. Thank you for taking me to the hospital, too." I said short words to her to avoid further talking. "Sorry to accuse you..."
"I did it." Now I see it in wonder. Why did he confess. "Josh saw you running in the mall and disappearing after them. I'm worried about you but you're acting like nothing happened. So I'm banging you on your problems."
"Why did you confess."
"But you also fished it. It's not that I didn't know you were doing it on purpose to keep me busy fighting with them, so assume you got your own karma, too. Does it still hurt? We didn't have time to eat... I'm going to buy you something?" Now he's being sweet. What is it working on. I look at it with annoyance, can't get angry because I have to get stuck with it.
"We bought food okay, but it's 10 o'clock. The one still open may be Little Bad Wolf, ... You can wear my shirt, or just take away." He mentioned the name of the restaurant 24 hours around us.
"Take away..." I answered it briefly. Still feeling angry was framed by him and ended up in the hospital. The enemy but friend relationship is very complicated.
"Good."
What's the point of him bothering this way. If he thinks I'm looking why not kick me out of his circle he puts me by his side. What good is my superior's name? Why does he insist we can be friends ..and can be lovers. What game he played.
"You're not afraid I'm betraying you like I betrayed Oguri?"
"It's not treason, it's looking for a way out, anyone doesn't want to go to jail for being involved in a crime."
Doesn't he feel involved in crime.
"I saw you eliminate five people. You don't feel it's a crime, do you have some kind of 'license to ki*ll' ?" I asked curiously.
license to kill \= permission to kill*uh.
"Tell me that." Now I look at him in disbelief. License to ki*ll, he joked it can only be obtained by high-level government agents in certain operational tasks and usually related to national security.
"You're kidding." I laughed in disbelief, how a Latin American gangster who might be involved in money laundering had 'license to ki*ll'. Who gave him a license to kil*l for money laundering cases.
"Do I look like Nathalie's joking. If I'm trying to make you a friend, I'm serious. Including all my words... Just think about the people next to me and all the things you've been through. You have to be careful who you trust. If I say I can protect you then I'm serious about what I say, you just have to say what your problem is...."
I am now silent with his words. Actually who is Nathan, if he has the right authority and 'license to ki*ll' who is behind him. What interest? What operation? License to kil*l from whom?
Actually I was put in what case?! Who's against who? My boss just said he had an interstate money laundering business. And put me like a surveillance camera here. But the guy next to me takes out a KGB agent like cleaning up dust in the house.
"I'll buy some food first." He doesn't talk anymore leaving me to think about all his words.
Now his attitude makes me doubt, who should I trust.