
I turned my back when he was actually lying on my bed without asking any more, I was the one who had just finished wearing my shirt so wondered what was on his mind now.
I asked what would happen now. The target I slept with was quite dizzying, now that he sleeps next to me all night, how can I sleep.
"Nathan, you can't sleep here. I'm not used to sleeping with the other guy next to me. What if the others find out...." I protested, touched her and pulled her arm back up. But she pulled my hand, grabbed me and caused me to fall on her lying down. Now I'm in his arms again.
"Nathan..."
"I'm not used to leaving women alone. Makes me feel bad. Do you think I forced you earlier..." The question made me feel like I was appreciated. I looked into her eyes, she was right I would cry alone after she left.
"You just threatened me earlier, now suddenly you..."
"You're right. I just wish you'd told me who you were...."
"I've said it..."
"really." Now he smiles while holding my chin. While my heart was pounding between fear and not understanding what he wanted. "Then, well, I believe you're just heartbroken, I'm staying by your side the night of your broken heart, if I just leave you alone doesn't mean I'm just taking advantage of you..." I'm pounding looking into his eyes now. This hug feels so comfortable. But maybe behind that he just wants to get a confession from me.
"We're just friends, you don't have to behave like that..."
"My attitude to friends is like this, don't be surprised, I'm not your Tyson ...." I was silent looking at him as he carried the Tyson I mentioned, I bet he could somehow check the background of the person I mentioned. What he wanted. He suspected me and took advantage of it earlier but now treating me like this, what good is he doing this.
"Nathan, you're overreacting..." Now she plays my hair, while she keeps her arms around my waist, looking at me like she adores me.
"I'm overreacting?" He's laughing a little. "Then you'll get used to it later. Sleep now..." He took me off later. I foolishly felt lost.
"Nathan... You can't sleep here. I really can't sleep.. " I'm sorry now, I've learned twice he can't be fought with violence. Touching his arm, shaking it again. He turned around.embracing my waist again.
"Natalie baby, if you're any more chatty, I'll kiss you. So try to sleep, if that wasn't enough, can you tell me? once again you try to kick me out, I'll assume you need me to exhaust you ... Understood." I did not dare protest anymore.
I knew he fell asleep then. I'm the one who can't sleep because of it, thinking about what happened, why his attitude became so. Because she wanted to get me, half of which I felt she was replying to me, half of which I felt somehow she was sincere. How could I end up like this.
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I woke up later. He's not next to me anymore. I remember last night, I escaped but I paid the price...
I covered my face with a pillow. I'm fucked up right now. What I should do. How am I supposed to show up in front of her right now, the only way I'm supposed to act like a broken-up girl? But I wish he was gone by now.
It's 9 o'clock, two o'clock maybe I just fell asleep last night. The office just started in an hour in LA, we were in a different time zone, I checked my email for any reports I wanted. It turns out there is no ...
But there's a message from my boss' secret. An email asking me to call him. I don't dare call him here, what if this room is set up by a wiretapper.
I went downstairs, couldn't hide.
"For Miss. Mr. Nathan hasn't been gone for so long. He said he'd be back in the afternoon. Do you want coffee or tea, miss?"
"Ohh well, just coffee..." I guess I'll just go out calling outside all the streets. I bought a little clothes.
"Ohh well..."
A message came to me later on the phone.
'We'll have dinner tonight... Stroll around. You're here for the holidays."
Very kind. It's the way I treat friends, I remember his words now and get goosebumps because of it.
"Everyone is gone? Is it just me here?"
"Yes Miss." Ohh they're all gone? Did ya? Or someone is still watching me. I don't trust them completely. It doesn't really matter. I don't meet anyone here, it doesn't matter if they follow me.