
POV Bova's
Someone suddenly hugged me. I opened my eyes in shock this morning.
"Javier's..." Vanilla was muttering around my neck.
And imagine that pillow in our middle was shifted upwards. Because it is on the blanket not under it. Somehow Vanilla is now sleeping on my arm. And his feet went up to my thighs, treating me like his sleeping pedestal. This is the cuddling position of a couple.
****. He said I couldn't cross his line, now he's going through it himself.
"Javs.. " His hand clung to my chest, while she called out to her lover again. For the second time he made me his ex, this cannot be allowed.
He stuck himself to me while insinuating himself to seek warmth. What he dreamed. His ex again, while he was hugging me. Vanilla is so happy. Is she having a hot dream!? She dreamed about her ex-husband but used me! Her hug tightened, a movement on her hip, and her way of moving herself to me not to mention****** which made me think maybe she was dreaming hot right now.
This vanilla really doesn't know who he's holding.
"Emmm.." His voice made me face my body towards him. Just then she woke up from her beautiful dream in the dimness of that morning.
"Away awake?" He was shocked and moved away. But I held his position.
"Bovas."
"Are you dreaming? You hold me so tight, but the one you dreamt of is someone else."
"I'm not..."
"You're okay? Don't fib...Look at your position." His feet were still slipping on my thighs, while his body was clinging to my body with his hands coiled against mine. He can't answer me just looking at me
"Sorry.. I ..." He tried to stay away. I cut her words...
"Maybe we should just sign the contract. So you can forget your Javier is Vanilla. I can be better than him..." I will not forgive him for having dared to use me at will even in his dreams.
"Wans..."
"I told you one more time you hugged me you're not going to get away with it." Now I face towards him and lock his waist.
"I didn't mean it."
"That's the harassment of his name."
"I accidentally hugged you. Where there's harassment women hug men." He always had a way to argue with me. But this time he won't come off so easily.
"You're doing it now, using me for your own sake.. Not only is this the second time you've hugged me and seen me as your ex-husband." I put on a spooky face, I'm not letting go of him. He's stuttering now.
"I didn't accidentally, you're sleeping here anyway. You promised we'd split up the room. Let go of me, I accidentally hugged you. I was not intentionally...." He tried to push me back, but I didn't take my hand off his waist. "Bova, I was accidentally. All right, I'm sorry. I'll sleep on the couch." He didn't give me a chance to seduce her at all. He chose to sleep on the couch, rather than in my arms. I'm heartbroken.
"You sometimes miss looking for excuses...I don't mind if you actually hug, want to continue?" I held my embrace. It's fine I'll let him still put up his defensive shield. No need to rush. Javiernya it still affects him, besides the divorce papers have not come out.
"unleashed you? You have to pay..."
"What do you want?"
"Perakting more friendly in front of my mother later. So that he thought his efforts were successful."
"All right."
"Help me right, don't put your hand on me. You want to move something in there, besides, not only this time I'm hugging you..." Now that he looked at me fearfully, I grimaced victorious.
"You're playing me." He protested.
"I started Vanilla first." Now that he seemed to have no choice, his hand turned to my back and his face went into my shoulder. And I can hold her now, I just want to hug her.
Even now I can't be completely close to him because if I still have to consider the effect of the case. Over time he'll know I'm not as bad as he thinks I am.
"Why do you still remember your ex?" I then asked him which one I could embrace.
"I just dreamed unconsciously. Not my wish." Slowly he didn't seem too tense anymore.
"In fact, people often say that dreams are a desire..." He looked at me, while I was still hugging him. "You must forget it..."
Now the fight is slacking off. He fully let me embrace him.
"I'm trying to."
"I'm helping you through it."
"You don't have to do it, we're just friends."
"Because I'm your friend. True friends will always be there for each other." She's quiet. Maybe think what my words mean.
"Then you're a good friend. But I'm not making out with my friend." He kept his defenses high. Even until I talk so he doesn't lower his defenses on me. He apparently did not like the term friend at all.
I decided to take it off now. She's staring.
"Bova, sorry I really can't be your sugar baby."
"I knew. Don't think too much. You'll learn to trust me later." I get out of my bed.
"I'm going for a jog, I haven't been around Mama's garden for a long time."
And I'm gone, wearing my jacket now.
Leaving Vanilla with her own thoughts, one day she will learn that a good friend means more than just a ring.
Because once I commit, I don't need a ring or a letter to say that. You just have to trust me.