
"Eat this instead of what you like." He brought our full Japanese breakfast to the room. I've been served a full breakfast like this on my previous visit to Tokyo, but this time I didn't like it very much.
"Ehmm.I still want to sleep. It feels so lazy to get up so fast."
"Sweet, usually you're always eager to get up early... You said morning was the best time. Go to sleep, I'll take her forward." I don't know why I'm so lazy today. "Sleep again.I have breakfast in front."
I continued to laze and sleep later. He pushed the sliding door of the tatami room and left it closed.
Within an hour I woke up. Move to the front room, although I am still ready to sleep but well this is enough noon. I saw him watching television and doing something with his cell phone.
"How come, it's hungry..." I drink water. No. I'm not hungry at all. Sitting with him for a moment, I saw my food...
Usually I like a full breakfast like this but now why am I distracted. I pulled the beautifully decorated breakfast tray, the smell of this fish was supposed to be good, but now it makes me feel nauseous.
"Darling why are you? You sick?"
"Hmm. I don't know." Maybe after eating it I'll get better. But as soon as the first mouthful went into my mouth it felt more unpleasant, why is this, I was fine. I forced to eat again, my nausea all the while unprovoked.
I ran to the bathroom. And the food that I ate I left again with the water I just drank.
"How?! Why you?!" Guilio was immediately surprised to see me vomit as much.
"I don't know..." My body is weak I want to lie down again. I sat on the sofa of the room after a little drink.
"Aren't you okay last night?"
"Hm... Get rid of that fish smells it makes me nauseous again." He put the breakfast tray out.
"How can we go to the doctor."
"Maybe I just need a stomach tablet, I'm never late for a meal. Why did my stomach recur?"
"How,.... have you ... have you got your monthly period?" Guilio's question made me stare. I forgot, the date...
"Yet, you didn't tell me... " God, did he really make it at the first opportunity?
"Yet?... Meanin? You missed? What date?" My brain grew I can't remember the date at all.
"The date..." I didn't find any trace of the date I should remember.
"How? Is it possible that you are now... "
"How is it possible, it was your first time, I took the pills ..." He started smiling at me while I didn't know what to do.
"You pee already?" I'm shaking.
"Why?"
"I have to go to pharmacies for the pregnancy test. You wait here."
"What's..."
"Don't pee hold I'll be back quickly." He moved faster than I could hold back, quickly changed his clothes and left the room.
Am I really pregnant. How could that have happened the first time he did it. How could he possibly...
What should I do now if this is true. How's this. He returned quickly, carrying a pregnancy test box.
"How, you have to do the test."
"Guilio, what if this is true...Is this good news for you." I don't know how he'll react, I'm afraid I won't get support.
"God Cara, I did it to you, you don't remember, I did it to you on purpose. How can you ask me if I wasn't expecting it..." He said impatiently. "I really hope it works."
"really... You'd be happy if you did." I'm still scared.
"How exactly do you think, for God's sake. I'm his father how could I not want him, I'm the one who inspired you, I did it on purpose, you don't remember your first time in Milan." He can't wait to talk to me. "Now you have to do the test... Please do it now." He took me to the bathroom. He wants it, I'm afraid like any other woman he doesn't want it.
"Go out first,..." I didn't let him come.
"May I see it..."
"I was alone."
"How to let me come."
"Guilio, can't you be patient!" I snapped at him because he was too enthusiastic.
How will my work be hindered, construction will be fine. What if too much happens in front of you. It's positive, can I manage all this...
"How?Cara?" Guilio knocked on my door. I had to open it. "What's the result..." He's looking for that device in my hand. I'm staring.
"Positive..." He stared at the device and I took turns not believing what he was hearing.
"You're positive, you're pregnant. Mamma my wife is pregnant..." He hugged me so tightly, and called his mother and just cried. I chuckled because she was so emotional, was she really expecting this.
"How we're gonna have a baby,... It's not like we're gonna have a baby."
"We're gonna have a baby..." I saw him wipe his tears and hug me again. He seemed so happy, that he laughed and cried all at once.
"Thank you Cara, Thank God. Sit down... You have to sit." He pulled me into his lap.
"You're so happy..." He saw me trying so hard to control himself. I'm happy to see him happy but I still tangent to this sudden grace, can I live it well.
"Very Cara, I'm so happy..." She hugged me tightly, I was flattered.
"Baby, our son. I'm afraid Guilio, I'm afraid I'm too busy. Everything is newly built..."
"Sweetie I'll help you. I'll find a new general manager from my brother for wineries and wineries. You can focus on your new restaurant. You won't be too busy controlling everything. The manager of the restaurant has been very good all this time, you just keep an eye on the construction consultation, I'll help keep an eye on everything, don't worry. I'll stay at your house anyway."
"You're gonna help,..."
"Of course, you can be more relaxed doing everything. You can't be too tired. Enjoy these times. Let me help you take care of a lot of things. Tell me what you want will be settled..."
"I'll talk to you later..." She laughs.
"I've been used to being angry a long time. Have I ever been bothered by that. Everything's gonna be fine. I knew a pregnant woman would be chatty..." I smiled at him as he stroked my stomach. "I didn't expect him to make it, imagine he was trying to get there. It's not a miracle."
"Hmm.. Everything will be fine." I tried to convince myself.
"All will be well? You and I are gonna make everything okay for us."
"All will be well, I promise, you don't have to worry. We'll go to the doctor after we get back, ask our parents, remember you got two Mammas looking after you. Two Mammas who are waiting for the first grandchild."
"Yes, two mammas waiting for the first grandchild."
"How about we call them both now." Guilio called them right away.
"Why are you calling us both like this?" Me and Guilio smiled. Especially Guilio who was very happy.
"We want to tell you.... You'll have grandchildren soon." Everyone froze for a moment before they were too excited then.
"You mean Monica's pregnant...Really true?" And it turns out everyone is happy.
"When you go home, we'll have to see the doctor right away." My mother is now planning what to do. They'll help us, and I'll have a lot of help.
Everyone is too excited. Pregnant women will receive full attention.
"You want to eat something, we get the breakfast you want, or you just tell me what you want."
"Sweet bread and fruit only, and milk maybe."
"I'll get it soon... You just wait here."
He went to buy everything, take care of everything, even buy too much, making me smile happy to feel noticed. Pregnant women are queen...
This marriage made us imagine our marriage. Although we do not want to ruin the happiness of Hisao and Setsuko with our own announcement. When he came back he was right to stay a few days to get me an experienced assistant in the garden, because I didn't want my managers to be intimidated by the new manager. I actually believe in them, well everything will be fine as Guilio said.
Guilio it's okay that we stay with Mom, that makes me happy and feel like everything will be smooth going forward. Since Mother is also someone I take great care of, she can't wait for her granddaughter. And there was a mother-in-law who also often saw me if Guilio was not around. I feel cared for by everyone.
Our little wedding was happy then. The bond has been established, the two families that had previously been close are brought closer together more closely in the family marriage.
"Balena, I'm glad everything's normal again..." After our little wedding ceremony that felt so familiar, I sat down with her to rest myself. After a bit of nausea in the first few weeks, now my body starts to adjust and my appetite returns.
"Fortunately we chose a simple little ceremony, it feels like all our families can feel our happiness."
"You're right... I'm so happy today." He looked me in the eye, kissed me on the forehead.
"I love you and will remain so. Voglio inventchiare con te (I want to age with you) .Ti voglio sempre al mio fianco (Always by your side)." All these sweet words are actually, I believe.
"Ti amo (I♡y) balena mio..."
Spring is coming to an end, the vines are beginning to fall and the bulbs are going to fill up, the olives are flowering. The seasons change but we will continue together until the end of our season.
Non posso vivere senza di te balena mio