
Zivanna let Lily spill all the turmoil that filled her heart. There was nothing he could say to comfort the girl. Only her hand rubbed Lily's back, trying to calm down as much as possible.
Long enough Lily cried in Zivanna's arms, until finally the girl calmed down and unraveled her embrace.
Darrel thrust the bottle of mineral water he got out of nowhere, making Lily somewhat stunned towards the bottle.
"Drink first, to be calmer," said Darrel.
Lily finally received the bottle of mineral water and opened the lid, then downed the contents a few gulps.
"Have you felt better?" ask Zivanna later.
Lily nodded slowly. Actually he felt a bit embarrassed when he realized he was crying in front of Zivanna and Darrel, there were even some other students who were watching from a distance. Never before has Lily cried in front of others like this. But what to say, this time of day and his feelings are really being messed up.
"If you're feeling better, now you listen to me, Lily. This time do not just use your feelings, but also use your thoughts," said Zivanna again.
Lily fell silent and sighed. He knew that Zivanna would definitely persuade him to go abroad as his parents wanted.
"Do you want your relationship with Brother Al to get the blessing of both your parents?" ask Zivanna later.
Lily did not answer.
"Of course," the girl muttered after being silent for a while.
"If that's the case, you'll have to obey your parents' wishes, Lily. It seems that only that can make my sister accepted by your Mama and Papa," Zivanna said again.
Lily raised her face quickly and looked at Zivanna somewhat disapprovingly.
"I know it's hard for you and Al, but do you have any other way for your parents to agree to your relationship with Al? Nothing, right?"
Lily's mouth was about to open to throw a sentence of rebuttal, but she did not, it was because what Zivanna said was true. There was no way to get his parents to approve of his relationship with Albern, unless he agreed to continue studying abroad. But the thing is, Lily wasn't sure if she could do that? Can he live up to the expectations of his parents?
Lily used to have big dreams. Being a great woman who shines and inspires many people. But all those dreams suddenly disappeared when he was already in a relationship with Albern, as if it did not matter he was nothing as long as he could stay by the man's side. Is it true that her over-emotional feelings for Albern weakened her and slowly made her lose her identity?
"Lily, you heard me, right?" zivanna asked, nudging the girl's arm.
Lily was a little surprised. Zivanna's voice instantly broke her daydream.
"Heh, spoken to instead of daydreaming," grumbled Zivanna.
"Darrel." This time Lily called Darrel.
Darrel who had just been quiet listening seemed to look towards Lily.
"What?" tanyanya.
"If you were in my position right now, your parents would ask you to continue your education abroad, would you obey?" ask Lily then with a serious look.
Zivanna is also waiting for Darrel's answer. Although the young man's answer was guessed, Zivanna still wanted to hear the answer from her boyfriend once again.
"Of course I followed the wishes of my parents" Darrel finally replied.
Simultaneously Lily and Zivanna looked towards Darrel with gazes that .. I don't know, it's hard to describe with words. Yes, even though Zivanna had expected that answer that Darrel would say, like the previous time she asked, she said, but still he felt a bit upset because Darrel was not sad at all even though they were separated.
"So you agree?" ask Lily not to believe it.
"Why indeed? Just going to college, right? Not to spend a lifetime," answered Darrel with no feeling at all, although in fact if you think about what he said it was true. How much time is spent in college?
Zivanna turned her face away. Darrel did not consider at all if the answer would have irritated or offended the girl, perhaps even angry. He always said what was in his mind honestly without any burden. Yes, like that Darrel, a flat young man who is very insensitive and never thinks about the feelings of Zivanna, which is strangely able to make Zivanna unable to turn. If anyone is to blame, blame himself for falling in love with such a young man.
"Darrel, do you really not feel the slightest weight of parting from Kak Zi? Or maybe you don't have any feelings at all so don't understand what it's like to be separated from the person you love, even if it's only temporary." Lily was a little upset because Darrel was impressed to underestimate what she felt at this time.
Zivanna herself seemed frozen. I don't know why Lily's words were so raining right in her heart. It was as if Darrel had no feelings for him. Ah, if this is the case, Zivana's chest becomes tight. A sweet moment with the young man when they were in a quiet corner of the campus, somehow everything just evaporated.
"It's not a matter of having feelings or not, but about finding solutions to existing problems. If my parents asked me to study abroad not to separate me from Zi, but to make me worthy of her, why should I oppose. They don't want to trouble me, but they're helping me find a solution." Darrel answered steadily.
Lily was silent, trying to digest Darrel's words just now, and so was Zivanna.
"Yes even so, it's still hard to do it, Darrel. It can't be that simple, unless we don't have any feelings for the abandoned person" Lily said.
"Of course it's heavy, but heavy doesn't mean it can't, right? It is better to struggle and suffer in the beginning but end sweetly, than sweet in the beginning but ultimately tragic" Darrel replied again.
Lily was silent again. To be honest he knew that what Darrel said was very true, but he still couldn't accept it. He doesn't want to go far from Albern for whatever reason.
"I can't, Darrel ... I didn't feel like I could do that ...," Lily murmured then in a desperate tone.
"I'll definitely be really tormented if I have to leave Kak Al" Lily added.
Zivanna let out a sigh, while Darrel looked clucked.
"Hish, she said love, but why don't you have this kind of power?" gerutu Darrell. Lily and Zivanna looked at the young man with astonished looks.
"You've heard people say, haven't you? Love requires sacrifice. I don't really understand love like you, but I'm sure it means what you're dealing with right now" Darrel said.
Once again Lily and Zivanna could only look towards Darrel with expressions that were hard to explain. The young man was indeed very insensitive, but what he said was always true.
Connect ...
Who wants to be angry with your mother, please.
Who wants to go too please. Mom's busy taking part in the daily at the next pf this month, so there's no time for Albern & Lily. Hopefully tomorrow2 will be up again.
I want you all, seriously.