
While Emily was busy with her soaring store order, at the State Palace, a man smiled as he looked at a photo. He was very happy to find the person he had been looking for all this time.
*****Flashback On*****
Two weeks before the news of the President's arrival to Village W, Jeremy was at his residence looking at a spy with a gloomy face.
"There's still no news about him?" tanyanya.
"I'm sorry, President." replied the spy, bowing respectfully.
Jeremy squeezed the paper in front of him to formless at all. He was very angry and disappointed, but the person in front of him could not be blamed, because the country is very broad and has many small islands. And Jeremy doesn't have any leads. He still remembered what Pak Wawan said that day.
"Young Miss and Liana did not say where they were going. I already asked, and Young Miss just said, she will leave the capital and explore this country. But where she'll stay settle down, Young Miss didn't tell her."
Jeremy was really frustrated. Is Emily really exploring this country and living in a place where she can't be found? Or maybe Emily has surgery and changed the shape of her face so that it is not recognized by her man? ****In a fit of anger***, disappointed and full of emotion, Jeremy threw a glass of water in front of him against the wall until it broke into pieces.
Jeremy was not aware of his behavior seen by a woman who was in a big belly with a broken heart. Clarissa bit her lips firmly, She flickered as tears just fell down her cheeks. His heart ached when he saw the man he loved so much it was frustrating to think of another woman while he was here.
"Go away" Jeremy said to the man who was still in front of him.
The man saluted and rushed away, not wanting to disturb the President who was upset that again he failed to find the person the President was looking for. When he came out, he met the first lady who was at the door with tears. The spy was fixated for a moment and greeted him and left him.
Clarissa sees Jeremy's spy leaving, then she looks back into the room. Jeremy looks raging again. He destroys and throws whatever is around him. Perhaps that way, his sense of regret will disappear.
"Jeremy.." call Clarissa.
Jeremy stopped throwing and turned his head, looking at Clarissa who was standing in front of the door while holding her big, rounded belly.
"Do you not care at all about your image as a president in front of your subordinates? Just because you can't find it, how can you go on a rampage like this?" clarissa asked with a pushy face and turbulent emotions inside her chest.
Jeremy looked back at Clarissa with anger. In the past, he thought, this girl was a plain girl who was crazy in love and easily lulled with sweet words. That's why Jeremy wants to use it. However, who would have thought that this girl was more cunning than he thought.
By the time Emily's two-month departure was complete, Jeremy felt her strength was more than enough and without Clarissa beside him, she could still win. At that time, he decided to take Clarissa back to his home, and cut off contact with her. But Clarissa trapped him by giving him the drug and taking the opportunity when he was affected by it.
Three weeks later, Clarissa is rumored to be pregnant and Jeremy must marry her, as everyone already knows about her from Clarissa, including her uncle, Alexander Charlos. Alex was a strong supporter of her second marriage at the time. And because of that, Clarissa was legitimately the wife of Jeremy.
Not only that, after Jeremy was elected President, Clarissa again did the same trick in order to get in touch with him. When Jeremy finds out that Clarissa is pregnant for the second time, he is furious and nearly kills her. But the gaze of his two-year-old son, undoes his intentions.
"What if I don't care?" ask Jeremy.
Clarissa bit her lip before saying,
"You're a President, and...."
"And what?" jeremy's question cuts off Clarissa's words.
"I told you, I don't care! Now get the fuck out of here! I'm so sick of seeing your face!" jeremy then turns to turn his back on Clarissa.
Seeing her made Clarissa unable to hold back her emotions.
"Why did you become like this? Isn't this what you wanted? Become President and have a higher position than your father? Then why do you still care about that guy?" ask Clarissa. He was silent for a moment withstanding the pain in his chest, then asked again,
"Why do you look like a depressed person just because he's not here? Why do you want him so badly to be found when you have everything? Position, Status, Descendants and...."
"Because I want it!!" cut Jeremy out quickly. He turned to look at Clarissa with his angry face.
"Because I want it!! Day and night I think about it!" jeremy was half screaming.
Clarissa was glued for a moment.
"Then what about me? Don't you care about me?" ask her with tears.
"I never cared about you!! You know that well, Clarissa. Right from the start, I was just using you" Jeremy said, making Clarissa unknowingly take a step back from hearing that.
"You know, I always wondered, why didn't you just disappear? Why don't you just want to get out of my life? Why aren't you the one that's hard to find?" jeremy asked without caring about the change in Clarissa's face. He kept pulling out his uneg-uneg.
"You know very well that if I just use you, you also know that all the sweet words I say to you are fake. And you know I NEVER LOVED YOU!! So why are you forcing yourself to be with me? What did you expect when you set me up with your dirty trick? Do you think you'll get my heart and love for giving me offspring?" ask Jeremy sarcas.
Clarissa listened to all of Jeremy's words while closing her mouth, holding back her sobs from being heard. He did not argue because he knew everything Jeremy said was true. He loves Jeremy very much and wants to have him and does not want to part with him. So when Jeremy says he wants to drive her home to his empty parents, he sets up a plan to frame Jeremy. He thought with the child they had and the sincerity of his heart, Jeremy would melt his heart. But it turns out he was wrong, the man could not forget the woman who had left him.
"Why? Why can't you open your heart for me? Isn't it easy for a man to fall in love?" Clarissa finally let out her voice to ask.