
Doesn't matter.
Nalisa said that to herself as strongly as she could. At least, she's out of a fucking marriage that will shackle her for life. It didn't matter if the plan he had already put together could end up like this. At least he lost nothing in his life.
Physically, it almost took his left leg intact. But Nalisa was grateful in the overwhelming relief that her leg had only suffered a temporary fracture. The doctor said that it would heal within 6 months or so and he had to go for walking therapy so that his legs could function normally again.
Good. It's worth what he did. So, according to him, the consequences that must now be handled are not so heavy. His feet can be repaired. This is what makes him relax is not a bitch. He did not die alone he was very grateful with a prayer of thanks that he rapal for a long time.
Now he was relaxing in his cold room. The soft, soft VIP hospital bed supported herself to sit leaning back so as not to hurt her casted legs. The big television screen displays funny variety shows as fun entertainment material.
He's all alone now. With a half-finished food tray lying on the left nightstand. While both of his hands were clutching the warm tea glass that he had asked the nurse on duty just a moment ago.
Nalisa actually knew that her family was behind the door. The woman heard her mother's painful cry, also some of his friends who seemed very worried about his condition that he knew from the doctor that he had just regained consciousness after a night lying in a hospital bed. The doctor said he had not been able to see her for a while.
It would be a lie if Nalisa said that she was not worried about how her parents were after seeing her tantrum like a child before. He even grimaced as he recalled that he had been rude to his father before he finally jumped down from that very high place.
But whatever the consequences and reactions produced by many people around, Nalisa felt herself successful to start rearranging her new future. Nalisa has no regrets. There was not the slightest bit of regret that gnawed at him despite the wounds to be paid for this freedom. Nalisa was already very excited for the day to come. He had even thought about going back to work again after Noren had willingly let go after what he had done.
Nalisa is convinced that Noren will give up on having her. He had made a huge fuss that would become headlines on various news portals. Maybe this will affect the condition of his family company also because of the work he did. But, after a long dive in television broadcasts, surprisingly Nalisa did not find anything to talk about her broken marriage.
Nalisa has not opened her phone to this day because she does not hold the electronic object. It may be in the hands of his friends or even his family. Lisa remembers she put the flat object in her hotel room before the wedding. Maybe on social media there will be a lot of hot news, but I don't know. It could be, Noren and his father with the image at stake here may soon handle the bad news out there.
Noren must have been embarrassed by the failure caused by him. Thus, he would not be able to return to lay his hands on the life of Nalisa that he had obtained desperately with his life. Also, the losses he had experienced were definitely his nominal big. To think of how many zeros were behind that number, Nalisa did not even dare.
It was a consequence that Noren could have for having been selfish and ruined his life. Everything is worth it and the woman is satisfied when she imagines how stressed Noren is to face the failure of deceit and the ego of the devil himself.
Now, Nalisa was confident that she could calm down. The storm that hit has passed. The burden was lifted overall about the situation lately which was driving him crazy. If Nalisa is not mentally exhausted, she is sure to cry and perform a massive celebration. But because he has a physical condition that he will remember as his mad courage to challenge death for the freedom of the devil, he will perform the celebration in a more peaceful manner.
He can work again. Can make new ideas more extraordinary so that he can boast of himself someday. Nalisa will become a successful woman without the intervention of her family and she is very impatient to realize her dream.
Uh. How beautiful this freedom is. His heart screamed with pleasure.
However, he himself is aware that there are still some things to be done and some things that of course he must handle with a stronger mentality.
If Nalisa was arrogant and attached to her ego, she would be very satisfied to see the sick face displayed by her parents. How happy he was to see the miserable face of his Mother's Father who had been tempted to persuade the devil named Noren.
But Nalisa is not the same as Noren. The woman actually just wanted Father and Mother to listen to her wishes and not force anything on her. Nalisa just wants her Mom and Dad to know that Nalisa can choose her own path. That Nalisa herself can make both her parents proud of her achievements. She is a girl who does not want to be restrained by anything. He is a free child!
Despite his freedom, Nalisa never did anything. He never disappointed his parents. Nalisa was not a brat, nor had she ever tainted the family name she held since she was born.
He really loves his family. Her father and mother had never forced anything on her before. He has his freedom in his own hands. So, this time Nalisa was curious about what made her parents insist on forcing her child to such an extent.
In fact, money itself is not a problem for them. Did something happen in the company of his parents? Will their company go bankrupt so her Father and Mother insist on forcing her to marry Noren? Given that the Giovano family's wealth is timeless and if it can be refracted, there will be no end.
Or.. is there something that Nalisa doesn't know and is going on in her own family?
However, his brother did not even look stressed other than because of the mistake that the man made on him. Although Sinar never even told her anything that happened at the company that was being managed by the man.
But no matter what happens, Nalisa will not waver with her feelings. He knows that his family started from zero to be on top of the peak of success. But with the power that his mother's father now holds, Nalisa's life is still his own. No one can interfere with the storyline and steps of his life.
His life is his right and no one can ruin his possession.
“Nalisa darling.”
He was not aware of how long it had been at war with his mind so surprised as his mother called out to him in a soft tone. When the woman turned her head, the Sister whom she had asked for warm tea water had previously entered with her mother and sister.
“Kak Nalisa, here I bring Mother with her Brother, yes, make it up Kakar” The voice of the sister is very soft when she offers. There was a maternal smile on her face while checking the infusion connected to the back of her hand.
Nalisa nodded to answer, her eyes turned to look at her mother with a red face that was exhausted and very unruly now sitting beside her and immediately grabbed her hand with a trembling that still felt rough. While Sinar was standing beside Sherely, his face also looked exhausted with a gray look.
While he was paying attention, behind the door was Fajri and Jihan who were curious with worried faces similar to each other. Seen from a small glass in the middle of an opaque door. He himself also saw the figure of Hala there, but he immediately threw away the face, not caring.
“Nah, Mother. Later his Realist Brother should not be invited to a heavy conversation first, yes. The patient needs to rest a lot. For personnel who look this time limited to two people, yes. You can alternate with other guests. For the drug this morning and before eating has entered through infusion and injection yes. For later tonight will be given around 8 hours after eating. If there is anything you can just press the service button, yes, ma'am, sister. I say goodbye, Thank you”
The nurse spoke very politely. The woman, who is seen entering her late twenties, cleaned up her food scraps before exiting the room and closing the door with a gentle click. Once abandoned, the aura of the room became somewhat stuffy. Nalisa seems not ready to get a visit at times like this. Especially dealing with his own Mother and Brother.
The room was quiet for a while. Nalisa was sure that her brother must be thinking about what sentence to scold her who had done a crazy thing without coordinating with the man first. But, if Sinar were to be dragged into his plan, the man would definitely not allow him to do anything. The plan has certainly failed. So, she felt guilty for leaving her brother behind. Not to mention about how his brother has been betrayed by the person he loves. Nalisa is not.
“Lisa sleepy. You guys come out aj”.
Actually, he doesn't want to sleep. But he could not stand the current situation. Her mother said nothing and just continued to hold her hand firmly and tremble. His brother also has not said a word and the whereabouts of his father alone he does not know where. Perhaps the old man chose a time where he could scold Nalisa all-out for being such a brash kid and humiliate her to the point of the final blood.
“Lo can not, anyway?” Sionar's voice came out weakly, but his tone deep was laden with warnings. “Lo can not really do the thing that makes us all afraid? You can not, anyway, do not make a scene that makes us all crazy? You can not, anyway, do not play your life like this? You know how unfortunately we are the same lo, Nalisa?”
This is also the fault of the light! Why should he who was already destroyed be scolded again?! Nalisa knows that she has only one life. He knew he was at risk from what he had done. But why is he not supported by the people closest to him? By the one who made his life ruined?
Nalisa wants to hate her brother too, but she can't. Can't when his emotions are muffled by the chasing cries voiced by his mother who is now sobbing. It could not be when Sinar himself shed tears and fell to his knees hitting the ceramics hard, echoing in a room filled only by the commotion of television commercials.
“Gue's afraid you're dead, Nalisa. I was afraid of losing my brother in front of my own eyes. I am so afraid of your shadow, which I have taken care of desperately. I was afraid that your shadow would leave. I'm afraid, I'm afraid of losing you. Don't die, deck. Don't stay with me.” Sniffle ray. His voice shakes in every breath.
Nalisa's heart was pinched. She knew that she had hurt her brother with whatever he had done. But, he's safe. He's not dead. Well, even though he had resigned before if he had suffered severe injuries from impact or even lost his life even at the last point, but here he was. Still given life, still breathing well and normally.
“Kak, don't cry. I'm healthy, really, I'm still alive” Nalisa grimaces. It should not be what he said to calm his Brother and also his mother, but for now it was all he could say. He will not withdraw or express regret for his actions. Being honest, Nalisa was proud of her own courage.
“Dek.. sorryin I. sorryin brother lo who can not this anything. I'm sorry I don't deserve to be your sister but I still want that chance. I'll keep you on deck. Don't gini anymore. I'm sick look at you like this, deck. If you really die at that time, I will jump with lo”
“Kak, do not joke while crying that way, deh. Not funny” Nalisa laughs. Although he was aware that he should not and felt strange, but he did not want this scene to continue to drag on.
“Dek-,”
“If you talk again, apologize again, Nalisa does not want to be horrified. Mending diem and out there” He said that in a silly tone. Nalisa could no longer bear it if she had to hear the grief from her brother. He was not sad, he was proud of what he had done. So, such a ray also could not change anything.
Now, the silent ray. Other than her sobbing that the man tried to calm down, Sherely's crying voice had not stopped at all. Nalisa sighed, her mother was one that was hard to beat when crying. Nalisa had seen the woman cry on several occasions, but never again since she was an adult.
This time, unlike Sinar who did not want to show his face and kept his head down, Sherely stared at him blatantly. Her mother's face was so disorganized as not sleeping at all and crying last night. His eyes were swollen and bulging with almost comical. Her nose was red and blooming, while her face was moist due to the tears that kept coming down.
“Ma, already. Don't cry anymore. Nalisa-why, kok” She whispered, trying to calm down.
“Nalisa.” Her mother sobbed, sobbing as her hands moved to wipe the side of her only daughter's face. “Sorry Mama darling.. Mama won't ask and tell Lisa again like this. Mama's scared, son. Mama is afraid of losing you.” Again, his mother's cries grew louder along with her grip on Nalisa's hand.
At least, Nalisa felt sad to see Sherely's state was very devastated. This time, for the first time after the past few months, she felt her mother's immense affection for her. Her kind mother had resurfaced. It felt, he missed seeing his mother who was full of affection like this.
“Mama is wrong, son. Mama has wronged you. Sorry dear Mama. No more Mama doing anything you don't like. Son, Mama's scared. Mama is scared that Nalisa is leaving Mama. You're Mama's only daughter that Mama was born with all her might. Don't stay with Mama that way, yeah, son. Please, Mama doesn't want your son to leave before mama” Her crying is getting crushed. Nalisa sighed deeply, unable to hear how much her mother was suffering right now.
At least, his mother has come to her senses, right? However, did he have to come this way in order for Sherely to be aware of his mistake? How yesterday? What's wrong? He did not want to forgive his mother because the old woman had also pushed him to this extent. Yesterday, when he begged and asked the woman, why not go to the press?
“Mama is wrong, baby. Mama was wrong because Lisa was wrong. Mama was wrong because Mama knew nothing about Lisa's happiness. Mama was wrong because she did not think about the feelings of her son. Mama is sorry. I love you so much, son. Please..don't you ever scare me like that again, son? Mama will correct this wrong nature.. Nalisa, would you like to apologize mama?”
His mother continued to lament apologizing from him. Her crying became so intense that her puffy eyes now looked more red and swollen than before. Nalisa could not see her mother until she asked for forgiveness like that.
His heart was too clean to continue to hate his mother. At least, the shadow of how difficult it was for the mother to give birth to raise her until this moment flashed across her head. He still has feelings as a child. His mission had also been completed and succeeded despite leaving a mark, but he was still breathing well and did not lack a single one. He has also made his family and the man a deterrent. He did not want to prolong the matter anymore.
“Mama” Nalisa getting started. This time, his other hand gently stroked the grip of his mother. Sherely was still staring at him with a glare. Nalisa poked her lips as her heart felt slightly shaken.
“Iya darling? Nalisa wants to apologize, mama, huh? Mama's gonna change, baby. Mama will always be on your side.please.”
“Mama don't beg you so keep the same Lisa. Yes, yes, Ma. Nalisa I'm sorry Mama now. But sorry, yes, Ma.. Mama already understands, why is Nalisa so desperate? Ma's.. Nalisa knows what is good and right for Nalisa. Nalisa's running Nalisa's life. If Nalisa says she doesn't want to, then something's wrong, Ma. Mama should have sided with me from the beginning.. Nalisa sad Mama even nyudutin Nalisa and maksa Natisa to do things I don't want”
“Ma, Nalisa is not married yet. Nalisa is 23 years old. There are still many people who want to live in Nalisa's life. Later if it is time and Nalisa has found the right person, will definitely marry too, kok, Ma. Now, Nalisa wants to play games first, Ma. Enjoy life. After all, Nalisa doesn't love Noren. Nalisa does not have the slightest feeling with him. Even to be friends, Nalisa can not, Ma.”.
Already, he had already said everything in his head. Actually there were still many, but enough for this time, this was all he told his mother. Hoping that Sherely was aware and absorbed his speech. And it worked. Sherely nodded in understanding what he was saying. His mother immediately hugged him and kissed him on the face with trembling and wet lips, wailing even more apologies and love raining down on his feelings.
Natisa. This time it was more relieved than the previous one. At least something else has been well resolved.
“Iya darling, yes. Sorry, my mom, baby. Mama dear very same pretty boy mama..luck dear.”
There was a giggle that Nalisa let out in shock from being amused when her brother hugged her from the other side. It feels so great and wonderful to be loved by his family again and again. This time with a greater sense and full of understanding. Nalisa just wanted this, the family by her side, to believe and support her as a whole.
But he knew that there was less.
“Papa.. where?”
He knew this was not a good time to kill the excitement. But he could not stop being curious.
There was a cautious gentle smile in the expression of Sinar before the man replied;
“Papa again take care of the media.. Same fine from the hotel management because of the commotion that .. uh, you make? Yes, that kind”
Ah. He should have known that there were special things that should have been cleaned up. And this is also the definitive answer to his question of how there is no scattered and horrendous news about his ruined wedding.
Amidst the dear elusan of his mother in his head, the woman spoke in a gentle breath.
“Papa worries about you, baby. You have to see how pale Papa takes care of everything for you. Including all the treatments for you. Your legs can still be saved because of Papa who is noisier at IGD asking for medical help as soon as”