Falling Into Your Trap
Sinar Decision; Urge Step Back

“Lo where, asshole?! Want to run away after making the same problem me?”

“Don't scream in my ear, Nar. Lo voice already wanted to kill aja, native”

“Gue wants to kill you if you do not tell you where you are now, bang.sat!”

“Gue again want to play hide and seek, nih. Find me see you, dong, let's exciting”

“Dog lo, yes, I swear! Look at you, once I meet you, you run out with me, asshole!”

“Okay if you insist. See you when I see you, bro?”

“Articles!”

The buagh!!

One fist he managed to lay on the only person who deserved it. His emotions that he had been suppressing far below his consciousness were unable to recede just like that. He had already tried to calm himself down, already telling himself that he should talk to Noren using a cold head. No problems arise if they speak well with a coherent mind. He believes with many positive thoughts they use, Sinar will be able to provide better options in seeing the problems that are happening.

But unfortunately, since Sinar tried to contact Noren from the morning, his best friend finally chose another way to lure his crazy emotions out. Starting from the phone call that was lifted on the count call to seven until Noren finally played hard to find. All the desire of Sinar to chat well extinct already.

Sinar was already nauseated by the behavior of his best friend who tried to try how he could endure positive emotions before he turned around completely with red eyes and a head billowing in the smoke of aggravation, eventually provoking as well. Letting go of his job with Wildan, he drives looking for Noren alone like a madman.

Of course Noren was not in the apartment when his best friend was carrying out a game Hide And Seek. Not at his company because Sinar has ruffled the place to find Noren. Clamming during the journey, he twisted the brain where Noren was actually at this moment. He had already tried to hack into Noren's position using the location of Noren's mobile phone that was active when they were chatting on the phone a moment ago.

Of course, his crazy best friend who had planned this game, complicate whatever Sinar was doing. The head of the beam pulsed, he kept trying to think about where his best friend was really. Noren couldn't have gone too far from the city. He also may not still be in another country because their call is not an overseas connection. Also, Noren is not the type to run away, he must have picked up Sinar somewhere while having fun with the current madness of Sinar. Waiting at last for when he was found.

It took Sinar two hours and dozens of red lights around the city to find where his best friend was. As he filled up his dying car at one of Pertamina, he saw a resort banner on a suburban beach at one of the shops across the street. Hitting his head at the wheel, he instantly knew where his best friend was.

Of course, one of the places that Noren would go to was a resort that he had told of when they were two continents apart. It was the sister ownership resort of the Giovano family so Noren had a share of ownership in it from how big the man was as a private stock supplier in it. Without a second thought, Sinar immediately drove towards that place. He did not know very well poisi must be his best friend because the resort is not a small place to find one person. But with her emotions stirring, Sinar is sure she can find Noren no matter how small the presentation.

When he finds Noren, he promises to beat the guy up as a release of his emotions. And sure enough, that Noren who would never run away was already waiting for him with open arms and a defiant big smile as if he was tired of waiting in the game. The flurry of light immediately struck Noren that very second. No matter the staff who drove him screamed at the action because he had not managed to get away from the scene of the crime.

Noren laughed out loud like a madman when Sinar struck him again for the second time.

“Fuck lo, damn it! What do you mean to make this problem? Fill your head what am I trying to ask, asshole? Why didn't you tell me before you stupidly and heroically discovered my family?!” Emotions of Rays smouldered even as he had already vented an unstoppable blow at Noren.

“Jeez, mending lo calm down first, deh. Anjir's pain, Noren's lo” punch held his cheek slowly. Trying to make an injured expression, he grimaced as the sting still voiced out the pain.

“Stop messing with me, motherfucker!”

Noren screeches. Spit on one side as he felt the rust from the blood pouring from the scraping wound of the gums and teeth as well as the impact caused by the Rays.

“Nar, mending lo diem first before I join the emotions and even make all this ridiculous problem getting bigger? From the beginning also this is not a problem at all because you know it will eventually be like this, right?”

As relaxed and as cold as Noren, he was also an easy figure to be provoked in urgent matters. He already knew the end would be like this and the man tried his best to stay calm because he started it all. But he could not bear to get any more violence from the stupidity that the Light lay upon him. Her best friend needed to get used to the situation she should have known in the end. Why are all things in question that big? Such a ray had lost his mind from the start, Noren thought easily.

“Emosi you said? You should be self-conscious, Noren. Which makes things even more complicated, anyway, lo from the start. And what do you say about the ending I already know? Shouldn't I be like this? If there will be another discussion, why am I not invited? The effect is even the meaning of the situation. Lo that makes everything smooth with this ending. Goddamnit!”

“Sinar, you know not, actually from the beginning, you have no influence at all about this? It's not very important in this discussion. And actually, permission from you is not at all arguably useful because all things are not your business. It's my business, my parents, your parents and Nalisa. Lo only as a complement to doang. The presence of lo, tuh, just limited to the formality of doang, Nar”

The Jaw of Sinar clearly fell with a sudden speech from his best friend. He did not think about what Noren said. There was one full blow that struck his heart and his feelings. Noren's speech was like a bullet fired straight towards the target's key point. His mouth was open and closed as if many words could not be conveyed directly so he could not choose to bring out which was more darhulu. Noren gave a small smile, rubbing his lips that were still bleeding.

“Gue married Nalisa just need the blessing of Mama and Papa lo. Business you want to agree anything, yes, it will not be a scourge barrier for everything to happen. You're just Nalisa's brother. As long as your parents are alive, all decisions are still on them. Lisa's their son, not your son, Nar. Again, I don't need the blessing of Lo”

“Job!”

A ray was just about to lift his fist back from his trembling clenched hand as Noren clutched it tightly. The gaze of Noren's stone-hard eyes fell on both eyes of Rays like a sharp-tipped blade.

“Udah enough to mukulin me. I thought about which hand first hit my face. But I think this is enough. After all, you've got your emotional DP before I go. Inglet?”

Rays follow Noren's movements, which remind him of his best friend's strange words three days ago. On the night when his instinct told him to go to Noren and he even did a chat session with his best friend. The light gurgled, he even felt bitter when referring to Noren as his best friend again. The man was much like a monster that filled the body of his best friend than he should have been.

Depressing his hand from Noren's grip, the Rays retreated. He tried his best to hold himself back again. Sighing deeply and heavily, he unsheathed the gaze on Noren who was smiling happily as if they had not done any bickering. The man was very relaxed even after throwing a painful word at Sinar.

“Now, rather than acting like a possessed person, we run the wind to the beach. You can also remember yourself while I tell you about the results of my discussion with your parents how. My marriage is just as adek lo will be in the title soon, you know. You are not curious?”

“Crazy lo, Ren. I swear, your sanity is no more”

“Since when do I have sanity if it's been about adek lo?”

The light could feel itself goosebumps. Noren's grin isn't messing around right now. Indeed, he did not grow close to Noren in a few years and was only reunited after making phone calls and messages that did not happen very often until they worked in the same country and cooperated with one another same other. He already knew Noren's falling position and he had already memorized how the man's behavior changed according to his mood in one day. He had also seen how the workaholic Noren had gone mad with love at the same time.

But, seeing her passionate friend like this, cunning in her own way and a different thought than what she actually showed on the outside, Sinar felt face to face with others. That was what he thought when he saw Noren first. But he felt more doubt than anything he believed, about how the figure in front of him was Noren Agustion Giovano actually. Noren is sneaky, but the person in front of him is completely different. Far from anything he could think of and he exaggerated.

“Lo is aware, Ren? More than you reveal love with me, you even fall obsession with Nalisa. You can be different in love with obsession, no?”

In a quieter voice without anger, Sinar asked a question in a tone of disappointment that he swallowed far away. His feelings were mixed up so he couldn't put where he was now. Far from it, he felt very guilty with his sister. She felt like she failed to protect her sister from someone like Noren. At first he thought, everything would be fine and he could trust his best friend like he trusted family. But what exactly did he do? He only opened the door to a monster that would become a mess in his sister's life. He feels like a bad guy and is very wrong.

“Gue isn't obsessed with Nalisa, Nar. I love him. It's called struggle. I fought for my love and my life. Create the light in my life that I have to pursue”

Noren gave a gesture to follow him. The man walked with a light step towards the beach where there was no one at all because he had booked the beach for himself and Sinar in this one chat problem. He just wanted the scenery for himself and was satisfied in the many different aspects he could get. Moreover, he knew that he would win the debate with Sinar however his best friend tried to confront him.

“This is definitely not a struggle, Noren” Sinar said, trying to stay aware of the feelings that drown him.

“Tau what lo about struggle” Noren retaliates with slapping intonation.

His gaze was loud as he turned to the light. Hard slaps from the beach breeze and the scorching sun near noon sting on dry skin without any protection. The swirling beach fitting that collides directly with the waves adds to the storm in the ears - damaging a bit of the jammed brain's performance.

The light raised its gaze on one straight line at Noren. His staring eyes tried to hide the glint of pain and further shock as Noren raised his voice again to attack him from various sides.

“People who can not move forward to fight for love and feelings do not need to teach me about the struggle, Nar. You always come to me to talk about your feelings with that Hala without ever changing. That again and that's again your whining to me. Lo call you struggling and know about the meaning of fighting if you yourself never do confess the actual definition of the word”

Noren rolled his eyes in a flash of rage that was beginning to overwhelm him. Turning around, he tried to remain calm. His feet that were not covered in any footwear collided directly with the soft but stinging sand of the beach in the heat of the sun that roasted them continuously.

“Which is struggling here, well, I if you want to know. Seriously, it was always me. I try everything to make you squirm me. On the sidelines of my busy life, I take the time I make adek lo. Think about what would please her heart. Do you think it's easy to get a continuous rejection? The discontent of your adek continuously about how much effort I make him? You think it's easy to twist the brain what else should I do to attract the attention of adek lo? Nothing is easy even though I have made plans years before”

“Almost three months I've struggled to prove how much love I have for him. I know how much I deserve him from my treatment. In fact, I always learn to try new things that might make Nalisa know and realize that I am into her is serious. But what do I get?” Noren laughed out loud in a completely non-existent humor as he began to spit out his next word.

“Temen” again, there was a bland laugh that Noren put forward. The light trailing, feeling his heart hit something in consciousness. “From that much effort I made adek lo, what do I get? Just a relationship from him. So all this time, the struggle that I have been doing is only fruitful in a relationship limited to friendship? What am I doing the same what is the same thing? It's so easy to lower my feelings like that?”

“But feelings can't be forced, Ren. How do you know your position is only as a temen for him? That's progress too. Could it be if you fight a little longer, he melted the same lo. Not by gini coercion, Ren”

“Diem lo, jerk” Noren gnashed his teeth so strongly that Sinar could faintly hear “Gue fighting not to get cement status. But I struggled to get a decent place in his heart”

“Indeed if with this coercion, you can get his heart?”

“I don't get raganya”

The light shakes in disbelief. Noren really is stressful. His head was back in a severe throbbing pain.

“Sinting”

“Gue is as loving as it is lo adek, Nar” Smile width he showed, give it to his friend with a light pat on the shoulder which quickly Light beam throw. “If I've got his body, I can also slowly get his heart. As if, he was completely mine”

“Obsession crazy you will not make you go anywhere and will not make adek I love lo”

The light reminds me back. Noren, with his light steps round the Rays in a full circle movement before pushing the man to feel the waves of the beach at his feet, chuckled. Circling his arms in the gentle embrace of friendship. He cradled the Light in his silly light speech.

“I don't think I'm a pecudang kayak lo, bestfriend”

Of course it was one sarcastic sentence with a joking mockery emphasis on the end. But hearing it that close, Sinar felt his body heavy as petrified while on the other hand, he could no longer think rationally. He was almost mad with the mannerism and ridicule of Noren who ate him alive from foot to head.

“I don't think I'm a crazy person full of obsession like lo, Noren”

Self-conscious and determined, Sinar immediately pushed Noren away. He needed fresh air to breathe and recover his strained state. Unfinished by her mother's insistence on how to protect her sister and Lisa's happy smile, she is faced with coming to terms with a situation where her best friend forces her to think that this is the right path to take. That whatever Sinar did was not so important and he was right a loser. He is not growing and he is always far behind. He is faced with a reality where he grows up in demands that keep his head from working properly and always chooses the straight path in the life decisions of his parents. He was already educated to step back when others threatened him in a fact slap even though it was mere manipulation.

A ray of hate when he feels like he is failing and can't do anything and is lulled by the words that are conveyed by others. About how he was right can not do unnecessary excess resistance. Her heart said she had to fight for her sister's freedom because she would always feel guilty if she did nothing for her sister, but her head was already filled with the fact that she was pathetic, that he is a loser and that he does not make any specific self-development at all. He hated it when he couldn't control himself as well as Sinar tried.

A ray of hate knows he is weak in the life decisions he makes. He hated when he could only close his eyes and nod at Noren's next utterance and he could only charge for the trust in the promise his best friend firmly believed in before laughter was present and everything that was broken doesn't look so broken anymore in his view.

“Don't hurt my bitch, Ren. You have promised me” he gulped his saliva hard, “Lo already promise me not nyaitin Nalisa. I keep your promise until the end, Ren”

“Do not worry. I promised you I wouldn't hurt him. The man I love, Nar. I will not be able to hurt him. I promise”

“Gue hold promise lo”

“Gue can bet on that, bro. Now, enjoy your stolen holiday and enjoy the beach, friends!”

Rays hated that he had lost and was required to retreat in a single blow. He just wants to escape.

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The ringing of the connection made Sinar palpitate, he pleaded in a soft sigh of hope. Three continuous rings that felt like forever, he immediately spurted out a word.

“Hala, I need lo. Please, I need you. Give me time. I beguile”

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...TITLE: LOVE IN REVENGE...

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