Falling Into Your Trap
Panic Rays
The ray did not realize that he had already spewed out many words that he could not even remember most of what. He just kept talking, laughing, saying this and that, telling stories here and there, laughing again, laughing, blushed until he did not realize that at some point he felt his lips and jaw sting calling for achy feeling. The man even had to rub his jaw for a moment and attempt to neutralize the sting before he came back to speak even more. Have fun in word games and laugh more jokes than he could have guessed.
To be honest, his feelings were now like he was being lifted up into the sky with a trasnparan light bubble. Slamming all the muddle and fret he knew was still mastering it a while ago. All the negative things he went through couldn't just disappear even though he tried. Even though he had someone beside him, he still had a bitter taste in the corner of his clumped heart. Although since then he will not deny that he is a little fun, but talking about something based on his favorite in new people who have one frequency with him is what makes him very excited.
In fact, Sinar knows that he is also not too expert about anime, he is also not too obsessed like other enthusiasts. He only collected a few that he liked and a few that he could watch in his spare time. It's just, it feels like he's leading someone who's just drawn into a field that half of which he can master in his feelings of liking. Of course, in this case it is Jelita. The woman looks very interested in the conversation about what anime adaptation manga is the best to the worst.
Sinar was going through a sermon about Jujutsu Kaisen when they walked to the booth that sold the anime merchandise. Jelita who listened enthusiastically, pointed at some of the characters and Sinar felt dizzy because he was interested and wanted to take home a lot of things.
“Mas Sinar will definitely want to buy that one, yes?” Jelita pointed, flirting with a conscious voice of obstinacy because her guess must have been correct. The ray that was caught off guard, grimaced in the strange laughter it let out. He scratched his head nervously. But then, he shook with confidence. Closing his heart to not be rash in buying such merch. Sinar was just not sure, whether it was indeed the latest one or he just forgot that he already had it at home.
“Aduh, caught” Sinar complains, tinkering in the intentions of the conversation entertainment between the man and Jelita. “But I think I already have, deh, that Gojo. I forgot a bit too. Dreadfully afraid to buy this one, uh, time check the collection already there” He reasoned in honesty that he did not make up.
“Defined, Mas? Later in the check there is no, nyesel, loh” Jelita trying to persuade in a silly tease that he threw. Feeling close and having many opportunities to get to know each other, Jelita is advancing in the sense of comfort that Sinar has recently offered in such a way. The light alone at this moment had even spoken casually to him.
“Ngak going to be lazy, anyway, like, Kan I can go directly to Japan to buy and add my collection if emang this one does not exist at all” SInar grinning silly. There was no meaningless arrogance, the man only gave the condiment of joking in their talk. Jelita laughed amusedly, hitting Ray's arm without any meaningful exertion, her head shaking in reaction to show that the large sedanmg Rays were heads at the moment.
“Excellent, Mas Sinar. Watch, Mas. If it is heard by others, later mas katain continue to go viral because of this. I'm not following along. Yes!”
“Eh, yes, yes. It is horrifying to man today. Amit-amit, yes. Mending now we take photos with cosplayers, yuk. I want a photo of Yuji and Gojo. If you meet Megumi, take three photos. Please Photograph me, yes, Jelita”
“Roger, Mom! Safe if I'm the same
Rays excitedly, waved to invite the woman to hurry. Let some visitors who want to see the merch being peddled from the space they occupied just a moment ago. Small and large steps accompany each pace of their destination. The cosplayers are scattered there and here with a wide variety of characters that they exhibit. The light seemed to sink too much when he found the cosplayer he was looking for, complete in the three he mentioned earlier.
“This, here, nih, Jelita” Sinar turned to find Jelita who walked still with grace and a smile that could not be separated from his face. “Come, do not go far, will be lost. This again rame because” was a little bit of a nagging by reflex, Sinar saw how Jelita was a little surprised. Aware of what he did, Sinar tried to make an apology. But Jelita laughed comically and slowly increased her movements to stand right next to her.
“Sorry, yes, Mas Sinar. Later I walk faster again, deh” Jelita looks blushed, more relaxed and satisfied when turning to look at the full face of Sinar.
Giving unnecessary ringing, Sinar waved clumsily.
“Aduh, do not apologize, it's my jobdesk because already ngomelin lo so aja” Sinar raised his hand to stick on each. Raised to the chest, the fist dropped along with his head bent as a dramatic gesture of apology. Her grin was wide when she heard Jelita's amused laughter and another pat on her arm.
“Mas is very exaggerated. Mas Sinar don't be funny, dong. I've been laughing until I got a stomachache, this”
“Wah, danger dong. Don't get a stomachache, it's hard to find the toilet here. Full sure. See aja building already rich place of preparation demo”
“Mas Sinar.. That's not what I mean!” Jelita was a bit hysterical as she made her amused surprised face. Curved light.
“Iya, yes, understand. Joking, yes, Jelita” Scrambled her hair, she threw a small smile ring as the bayolan cover she threw. Looking towards the few people who already had a photo session with the cosplayer he was aiming for, as soon as possible he pulled out the phone to hand it over to Jelita.
“Please photoin me, yes. That handsome! Can?” The light offers with a silly whimper. Jelita of course happily agreed.
“Quiet aja. Mas Sinar want to pose how I can definitely photograph as much as possible” The woman gave a raised thumb.
“Means it's because I'm handsome, dong?” confidence in himself increases. The light scrunched his nose, amused himself with what he was throwing.
“Not. But since I was the one who pinter the photo, anyway, Mas” Little tongue stuck out, Jelita mocked Sinar who immediately gasped before he laughed again. Sinar is sure, his jaw will be broken in a moment.
“Iya, deh, yes. Sorry if I'm not handsome” Sinar sighed full of drama.
“Ganteng, kok” Chirp Jelita fast. Kinda blushed. “Mas Really handsome rays, really! Now, so take a photo, right? That's what they've seen us, Mom. You see Mas drama continues from earlier”
Despite whatever strange shock his ears were hearing, the reflex beam turned to find the three cosplayers who were already looking at him meaningfully while waiting. A light felt somewhat embarrassed, he quickly approached the three and chatted excitedly. Ignoring a few words that teased his interaction with Jelita, Sinar managed to bring the three cosplayers to take pictures together.
A lot of shots that Jelita took. Among them are normal with the mainstay pose that he has and then some of them are scattered are photos with strange poses that make Jelita as a photographer laugh out loud.
“The brother wants me to take pictures with his girlfriend too, right? Later one-on-one let there be a photo together with cosplayer kece kayak us. Or later can ask please me to make a photoin we together”
That is what one calls Yuji's cosplay when Sinar has finished photographing Jelita with the woman's own cell phone. Somewhat surprised, her face reddened when Yuji said that he and his girlfriend. Heart's blossoming. Suddenly, Sinar felt a bit nauseous because of the burning pleasure in his chest.
“Ah.. Girlfriend.” He's kind of spelled out in that pronunciation. Scratching his ears, he was misbehaving.
Jelita who blushed with a lot of feeling in her chest, felt dizzy with the reaction given by the Light. Secretly, a bubble of hope appeared. Could it be that the path of her relationship would flower beautifully and colourfully? Brushing aside the pounding of her crazy heart, the woman quickly raised her voice.
“Sorry, Brother, we're not-”
“Just relax, Brother.because we also want to participate in the journey of funny moments lovers. Moreover, we saw his brother was very funny both” This time, the character of Megumi who chimed in. Makes Jelita more wrong again.
Jelita, turned to the Light that was still in her mind who knew nothing. The man's face looked so red. Funny and adorable how she looks. With a high sense of confidence, Jelita approached and was about to reprimand the Light for anything that made the man drown in his mind just from whatever words the cosplayers were saying.
“Mas-“
“Then, Hala, you want a photo with me?”
Jelita cringing. Somewhat jolted with the name that had just been thrown from the lips of Sinar. The man's call was not for Jelita, but for one person that even Jelita realized was no longer with them. She's speechless. His hand fell and the pain was also confused suddenly messing with it.
“La, how? How do you get it?”
The light that did not also hear the reply from the person he was heading to, blinked. Turn around to look around to find Hala. A look of confusion appeared, he blinked when he caught Jelita right in front of him. Meanwhile, the bewildered cosplayer chooses to let the two men talk.
“Jelita, Hala where, huh? How come it's not here?” He asked slowly. Clearly unconscious.
“From yesterday it didn't exist, Mas. Even when we stop by the booth Haikyuu Hala is not the same we again”
As it sobered up, the blood of Sinar instantly froze.
“Hala... Not with us?” Beam ensures. When she saw Jelita nod. His mind was suddenly confused.
“****, how come there is no? He didn't miss behind, did he?!”
Panic rays. She realized that she could not raise her voice to Jelita. But what power, he felt very stupid because he had not realized that Hala was not with them. Even Sinar forgot about what the last time he and Hala talked about. The light cursed itself inside. Trying to control herself as Jelita grabs the woman's phone slowly from Sinar's hand. Perhaps fearing that it would shatter in such a powerful grasp.
The shoulder of the tense ray. Jelita understood not to make things worse even though she herself tried to ignore the broken hope in just a split second.
“Serius Hala has not been with us time in Haikyuu? Not that it's a bit long huh until we get to the booth JJK?”
Jelita nodded slowly. Be a little careful with this light.
“Dog! How could I not be aware?!” He cursed. This time it began to move to raise its head to search among the crowd of visitors present. Cosplayers who are aware of what is wrong, choose to say goodbye to Jelita with a whisper that tries to understand. Jelita nodded politely and apologized.
“Bego really, lo, Sinar! If Hala is missing and why-why, you will not I apologize. Goddamnit!” Cussing, the light could not stop to panic. He started to get more than nervous. “Tolol really lo! I may not realize that Hala is not there beside me. It's so stupid to Sinar”
Jelita who was a bit careful, tried to calm down.
Aware of what ugliness he was about to cause, Sinar let out a deep sigh of rage. He pulled himself. Laughing a slight smile that trembled at Jelita.
“Sorry, yes, Jelita” again, there is another gust of fury that he gave. It's kind of frustrating actually. “This is not such a simple matter. I know he's big and can take care of himself. But I can't stop beating myself up if there's anything about him. It's not that I don't believe in Hala. Anyway, he started with me, went with me. And that means he's responsible I”.
“This is a really big race. I can't help but panic if he's not around at all beside me. Oh God, it could be crazy if I keep quiet like gini”
“Mas, relax first. I'm sure there will be no problems, Kok” Jelita try again. This time, be careful. “Try on the phone first, Mas” The proposal later. The light cursed again suddenly at itself. Panicking, he did not even think clearly.
Grabbing his phone, the man immediately pressed on Hala degnan's contact quickly. I hope the woman will lift. Sinar swore, if Hala was hurt or anything happened to the woman, she would not forgive herself.
Tell him he's overreacting right now. But, what is to blame about that when his feelings are taking over his body and head at the moment?
“Ngak raised.”
It was a feeling where Sinar felt like hitting himself. He was speechless, recalling how he could have forgotten that woman just like that. And when he regained consciousness, Sinar could not stop licking himself so badly. Right, he had been ignoring Hala ever since Jelita came in and made her forget everything.
“Tolol really, swear, Sinar”
“Mas.” Jelita ventured to touch Sinar's arm. The man flinched. Offering a small smile a slight sign of calmness, the woman continued. “Don't worry first. Just try Mas Sinar phone Lisa, ask if Hala is coming with them. Yes, we didn't realize that we were split up. Mas Sinar is calm, yes?”
As it awakens, Sinar nods. Replacing the contact he called out, he gave Jelita a smile of gratitude. The one who received it only nodded with clear understanding.
Pulling Jelita suddenly on the woman's wrist, Sinar put his phone in the ear with a feeling of slight relief because Lisa lifted. He brought Jelita to move following him. Step rather frantic, hasty with the effort to get away from the many visitors.
“Dek, where are you?” ask without talking.
“Loh Brother? it's me again in the west. Again nemenin Kak Noren pay merch Anya the same Yor that I have a crush” his voice sounds carefree. Sinar was at least happy that his sister was okay.
“OK, I'm there, yes. Tell Noren to stay there. Don't go anywhere” That's not a request, but an order he insists on.
“Okee. We are not going anywhere, kak. continue this why Brother really panic? What's up?” Actually Sinar was a bit amazed how Lisa could read his condition. But then again, he was sure that he was clearly not doing well.
“Same thing you don't, deck?” His breathing was stifled, Sinar hoped that Lisa would give him the answers he needed.
“Loh? I guess Hala ngikut lo same Miss Jelita.”
Okay. As Sinar decided, he would circle around this big fucking building and split the sea of humans that were here only to find Hala's whereabouts. Wherever the woman is, Sinar will find her as soon as possible.
“Kak? Same thing, right?”
“Iya same I”
She knew Jelita was looking at her with an unusual gaze when she said that to Lisa. Sinar could no longer think that he was a little disrespectful to Jelita for pulling the woman to follow him, but he could not be more patient and wasted a lot of time.
“But it was back to the toilet. I was told to go to your place with Jelita. I'll be there soon. At the SpyXFamily booth, right, deck?” The light hurriedly asked. Scribble it, demand.
“Lahh, why was Hala left behind, sister? lo, yes, really!” Lisa grumbled in her ear. Sinar tried not to shout his panic at his sister. He is not rational at the moment.
“This would like to nganter Jelita to get together lo same Noren. I'll pick up Hala again. Anyway, I just stopped again until. Wait, ya”
It was her hand on the sister in the last call. When he saw the booth in question and looked for the whereabouts of his sister and Noren who were currently talking as if Lisa was telling Noren that they were here, He turned to Jelita and stopped the woman in her place. Sighing in trying to calm down, Sinar grabbed both of Jelita's shoulders and patted her with a gentle, guilt-ridden gesture.
“Sorry, yes, you have to see me like a gini. And sorry is also the cause of panic for you. I don't mean anything. We'll talk again after I meet Hala, huh? Again I'm sorry if I make you uncomfortable”
Sinar sincere, frank. The man tugged at Jelita's arm which he had clutched before. Seeing the red streak there, Sinar rubbed the part slowly. However, Jelita's reaction was still neutral. I hope he doesn't really hurt that woman.
“And this, I'm sorry for this. When I'm done, I will be the one who will be doing it. Again, sorry”
Jelita nodded. He can't even speak.
“Go first to Lisa, huh? I want to immediately unplug Hala. Please give me a good reason for my brother. Don't let him panic too like I” Sinar pleaded. His eyes shone with firmness and hope. Jelita even felt that she was being brought into the conversation of the drama that was too excessive.
The woman's head shouted rationally, that Hala was an adult who could come and go at any time. After all, the woman must be enjoying herself. Jelita has this feeling, where Hala deliberately to give time between Sinar and himself. It's possible, the woman knew that Jelita had a taste for Sinar, right?
“Quiet aja, Mas. Safe, really. Yaudah, go find Hala. Mas Sinar is also careful, huh?”
Light nodded. pat Jelita's arm to make sure that the woman would be fine, she chose to leave immediately. It might be that Hala was in place before they were in the first booth, or it might have been in the toilet. For now, Sinar will try to scramble through the contents of the building to find the woman.
His rational brain understood that he did not need to go crazy like this. But so many arousing feelings that could not be controlled and in the lock on one side of his heart made Sinar give up in an anxious panic.
There could have been a bad guy who scared the hell out of him.
There could have been a bad boy bothering his Hala.
It could be that Hala got lost in the clumps of the human sea, it could have been that Hala was injured at one point.
And it could be that the woman alone in the corner of the room feels that she is not so important and indeed deserves to be left behind.
Mind Wild light for a while. He turned almost half the building to search. Trying to call back Hala's phone to get word. However he returned to the missed ring, leaving a hole in his stomach.
It was a quest that frustrated him when he was in the end-, the,
Hala was found, squatting in one of the booths selling character cake bento in the booth that read Toradora with her radiant face.
The light could not be more relieved than that.
“Hala!”
“Loh? Brother Sinar?”
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Note:
Chapter tomorrow is still about the relationship of Hala and Sinar, ya😊