Falling Into Your Trap
Noren Plan; Crystal Ball And Decision
It was the longest night Noren had ever had in his life. As long as he breathes and does what he has outlined in his destiny, his night is never as slow. Like counting seconds in a clock, when he saw a line on a wall clock some time ago that he could not remember, it was almost motionless at all.
He could not count how long he had been in his dark room. Sitting leaning against the dashboard of his bed, his eyes were still constantly staring at one straight line in an empty glance. His half-drenched clothes were still attached to his body, along with the socks he had let go up on his cold bed. Not affected by the discomfort in the moisture in his body, the pain of the heart is more freezing to his physical feelings.
He knew that he had arrived inside his empty apartment when the clockwork pointed at half-hour one night. He recalled that he drove Lisa back to the woman's house in a taxi that fortunately could still be booked at midnight because the bus was running out for that time. They return home safely, Noren delivering Lisa no less than one. On the way, Noren is just trying his best not to get out of control when Lisa doesn't feel any pain Noren feels. The woman was still acting like before with a cheerful smile and some long stories that she was tireless about.
Noren recalls Lisa trying to get him to talk in a silly play and he is forced to laugh in a strange joke that pinches Noren's heart. They also exchanged snacks from their game with only Nalisa who looked very happy.
Noren is numb, not to love Lisa and not about her feelings. But he was numb to be patient in such great things. He could not stay silent about his feelings, about how he struggled so that the woman he loved could see himself fully as a worthy person. About how the seriousness of the heart and the feelings that go and he put so clearly on Lisa only broken with a light decision that did not bother to be rethought.
Obviously, Lisa was so dismissive about how much she loved him.
And obviously, Lisa underestimated how stubborn she was about pursuing what she wanted. Lisa did not consider the extent to which Noren was prepared to act for such an important matter.
Perhaps in his life, Noren could not choose what he should do. Everything was laid out when he was born into the Giovano family. The provisions of life he lived were not entirely in Noren's dream. His father is what draws the line from the life he lives now. In fact, even Noren can not dream.
However, he had many dreams and life force when Nalisa came into his life. When he understands whatever feelings he is feeling, the youngest Cakrawijaya is what keeps him breathing and trying to let go of everything he is trying to hope for in life. Noren is up and excited about living his life line because of his love for Lisa.
Noren remembers when he asked his Papa not to interfere in his romantic relationship. He knows, born as the son of a businessman, he is expected to be reunited with the children of other businessmen who are worthy and suitable to be able to develop both companies. Noren understands that one day his father will match him to his co-worker's daughter or whatever. So, she took a step earlier to exclude him in a stupid silly matchmaking event.
His father, of course, did not like the decision he made, because as a businessman (again) a company that has been built since zero to experience insane growth until its name is known to the world is what must be maintained and not to collapse at the worst times. An arranged marriage was required, but when Noren said that he would propose to Nalisa from the Cakrawijaya family, his father took it off and supported her with his full support in a wide snort of pride.
It was just a coincidence that the person he loved was the son of one of the promising businessmen as well. Ignoring that fact, Noren did not care about things besides how he felt. After all, he did not marry to unite the two companies. It was about his heart and the woman of his choice. It was the only life he needed and as air to be able to continue breathing in all the crazy burdens of the jerk life he was living.
His feelings are what he holds and he believes in his growth process. Although far away and never met other than when he saw the woman in the small field of artificial dandelion flowers, his heart still pounded for the woman whenever he remembered her look and voice, and the beautiful smile that was always on his head. She always asks Sinar to tell her about the little sister, and thanks Sinar for always telling her anything about Lisa without her having to try too much.
Noren has reached this point. He has done more to get his Papa to trust him to take over the company in Indonesia than in the European part where he knows it is more promising for his career. But Noren has had enough of the distance that stretches far between him and his love. He just wants to live a decent life in a happy euphoria and to hell with the career he's been running for almost spending his youth. Ah youth, he didn't even get the decent out of it all.
Noren has moved very far, he is even willing to take an approach that makes him patient so as not to surprise Lisa too much with the emotions he wants to throw and scopes just for a Lisa. Noren is fed up enough with the things he cares about to attract Lisa in his charms. Efforts to make Lisa love her and accept her marriage proposal in order for their bond to strengthen in the beautiful household promise she dreams of, are currently shaken by the rejection the woman throws at her.
Is it true that the move he started was wrong from the start?
Is it her fault when she just wants to bind the woman in a pure love relationship? Was it too fast and sudden?
Noren thinks it's not at all. The man had even become entangled in and tightly bound in the long-standing love that had always existed only for Lisa. He was patient and kept patient, harboring and never letting go in one and the other. He kept it carefully so that others would not be too overwhelmed with his feelings.
If Lisa feels that she stepped on the wrong foot, or if Lisa says that her feelings are wrong and out of bounds, until Lisa belittles what she feels for that woman,
Isn't that one of the most evil things in the world?
“Evitable, yes.”
Noren grinning. His body moved after a long time of no movement. His gaze wandered only from one straight line staring at the darkly obstructed wall clock of the room as he did not turn on the light switch at all. Not so necessary when his head is raging like a storm that fights with the storm.
The only illumination was a dim box that highlighted a cheap doll from a claw machine that Lisa had won for her. A fox doll located in the middle of another important part in her special beautiful collection.
The doll was lying like a king in charge. Moving from his position, he walked in slow, limped yet steady steps as he pressed the switch to finally light up the entire darkened room.
It shimmered in a dazzling white eye for a moment before scattering into a warm all around. Noren couldn't take his eyes off when he stopped right in front of all the collections he had. The whole thing reminded him of one and not another, a person he loved so much and had a special place in his heart.
Crystal Ball with various kinds of majestic dandelion shapes inside.
It was a special collection that he ordered directly from world-renowned craftsmen. Some were skestas he made and designed himself. Noren muttered with a sly low mutter, satisfied in the light touch he had put on some of his precious Crystal balls.
Located to the right of the glass box that holds the fox doll that is the number one valuable item of its many valuable collections, it was one of the new Crystal balls he ordered to Mr. Herrmington about two months ago when he ordered a glass case for a fox doll from Lisa.
In it are engraved miniature doll claw machines and a woman who is focusing on her game, there was one small figure of an enthusiastic looking man sitting next to him holding a lot of scattered dandelion seeds instead of chocolates and candies as he should have. If the Crystal ball was in a shake, then there was a Crystal snowflake that would scatter like fairy dust.
On the right side is his favorite collection of the others. It was a crystal ball with the figure of a teenage girl standing on a patch of dandelion fields. His hands were raised in front of his chest, grasping a mature dandelion that was ready to be pierced. The teenager's stature was exactly like 17-year-old Lisa in his memory. With blue tutu skirt and white cardigan. A piercing hat replaced with a red ribbed round hat is what complements the figure.
Noren lifted the Crystal ball. Shake it gently. Her breath was blowing warmly when she saw a beauty that was almost the same as what was embedded in the core of her brain that day. More than beautiful fairy dust, it was a gust of hope from the seed of dandelion that flew as if like a cotton grain with beautiful flickers that were like stars and hope that surrounded the figure, he said, unite with the first soft snow stub in winter.
“Lo rejects me with that roof after what I do to make ngedapetin and mengeleuhin lo heart, instead of it can be said to be a crime, yes?” his voice echoed in the dark of the silent night. Ah, even this time is not at all nightly. It was too early to call it.
“Very bad, yes, lo, Nalisa Moon Cakrawijaya.”
He muttered again as he rubbed the smooth side of the well-kept Crystal ball surface.
“But that way you can make me stop to have you completely? You only have me, Lisa. I will not stay silent and release you so aja”
Hissing, his head bowed like it had no energy, he turned. His lips were still forming a wide grin while his eyes were tightly closed.
“Ah, what, here? Though I have promised Sinar that I will not use the way so far. But you made me take a crazy decision as the last way to bind you completely.”
“Where, here? If I admit this, don't blame me, huh, Lisa?”
Again there was a giggle as he shook his head, amused himself with the contents of his own head.
“Fuck with friends. Don't say stupid things that don't make sense so dong, dear” clucked, Noren moved back. Raising both of his hands to stretch his muscles, he felt very satisfied. A strange cheerful chant was formed from the vocal cords she had cast through her lips.
“Gue will give you one chance, Lisa. But, if I just keep quiet until one chance that I love to you ends up in vain again, I think I've been patient enough for that, deh”
His step he stopped in front of the glass full body cabinet that he deliberately had to make it easier to dress, he was silent for a moment. The sneaky smile was still clearly drawn on his face. Peeling off his damp clothes, he muttered in a light tone as his eyes followed his movements smoothly.
“Then from that, I have something else that I must do rather than have to be patient with the same end again. Well, if what you say about stubborn lo it is true in a situation like gini”
Satisfied by tracing the curves of his body that he was proud of, he immediately picked up a more comfortable change of clothes. Running by simply using ********** in his own room is a common thing he does. It was his personal space and he was free to do anything.
Satisfied with what he was wearing at the time, Noren immediately grabbed his phone. Hitting a familiar number and being a frequent call into his personal phone, he threw himself with a small throw on his soft bed. His arms became a temporary pillow replacement for the head. His eyes sparkled with a tickle that he could not bear. Noren has always loved where to end up in things like this.
Its alright. Lisa woke up the monster inside of her. Lisa's already awakened her sneaky side and Lisa's the one responsible for it.
Nalisa must know, that there is nothing that Noren cannot handle, even about the things about the feeling itself. The man would absolutely not back down and give up.
There's a thousand ways he'll do it.
Including in this.
Ring disconnected when the grill is lifted. Noren didn't see the time when he called, but he was happy when the person on the other end raised the call no more than a fifth long ring.
“Pa, can you have a meeting with the Cakrawijaya family? Just Mr. and Mrs. Cakrawijaya alone, nothing else. Even Sinar”
Without further ado, he immediately railed.
“Yes. Noren is ready. If Papa and Mami are also ready, anytime this week Noren accepts the meeting. There's something Noren should talk about at marriage”
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