Falling Into Your Trap
Brother and Sister; Brother Quarrel

After coming out of the restaurant with a not so good situation, Sinar could not find Lisa at all. The man was a bit confused how his sister could disappear so quickly when his father told him to chase after the younger brother not until five minutes ago. Wailing like a suspicious person, Sinar decided to go down and ask the staff on duty. Someone must have seen where her sister went.

So, Sinar decided to go down the elevator. A lot of things swirled in his head. To be honest he knew that he was wrong from the first time agreeing to betroth Noren to his only puppet sister and his favorite of course. However, he did not necessarily do that without a decision that fit his view at that time.

Noren was completely harmless when he asked for permission and blessing to him and his family back then. Promising that she will not force her feelings on Lisa and saying that she will approach her sister and make the woman fall in love with her naturally. But what about the reality that's happening now? Even his feud with Noren was not over at all.

“Excuse me, did you happen to see my sister who came with me some time ago? Reservation room on behalf of Cakrawijaya and my sister wearing semi-short dress light blue.”.

Regardless of how his head had a thousand random thoughts that were crisscrossed, his nerves turned out to be still useful for him to reflexively ask about his sister to one of the servants who passed in front of him after the elevator door opened suddenly without really realizing it.

The waiter looked a little confused for a moment before being rescued by one of the waiters who drove Sinar and Lisa into the dining room last night.

“Sorry, Mr. Cakrawijaya. Miss Cakrawijaya was out of the restaurant. If you're looking for her, Miss ran to the right of the main door” The waiter bowed politely and Sinar immediately thanked the waiter.

“Thank you very much. Ah, this. Tips for you. Again, thank you”

Sinar quickly took out three fifty thousand dollars to the maid before rushing out of the restaurant and towards the main door. He should find his sister immediately. Scared Lisa went far and nowhere.

The light was a bit overcast when he was already at the main door. Turning to the right according to the instruction, he was greeted by a large number of pedestrians passing by. Riled, Sinar twisted his already noisy brain to find out where his sister would be in a vulnerable curfew like this time.

“Lisa lo where, anyway? Don't go all the way lo, deck!” the man groaned, shuffling his neat hair. He was stressed out because of his own mistakes. Sinar was silent because he felt guilty and of course because he lost the voice of many people in the room.

If only he had been by his sister's side and sided with her..

“Argh! Rays why lo bego so much, anyway?! What can you do right in life, huh? shit!!”

Let people see it strangely. He didn't even care about how others looked at him. He's been making a lot of messy stuff since the beginning. So, what else is expected of his destructive and obnoxious image? Even to maintain the happiness of his only sister, he could not and even messed it up.

“Lisa, where are you, anyway, deck? Don't make me worry..” his voice is hoarse. His heart could not stop beating because it was too anxious. With trembling hands, Sinar immediately grabbed his phone to call his sister. Hope Lisa raises her call immediately.

The two, three and four calls that Sinar had tried to get news from his sister were not sweet at all. The man breathed a sigh of anger. His head is full. One thing he now thought of was looking for his sister in a place where he could be. Now, he needs his car. So, Sinar with lunglai chose to go to the parking lot.

He had just handed tips to Parking Valet when the caller id Huston was on the screen of the phone he had placed in his car holder. Sighing, Sinar was sure his father must have been questioning where his sister went and whether he was with Lisa at this time which basically, seeing the silhouette of his sister's figure alone he did not.

With a heavy heart, Sinar shifted the caller id to receive the call of the Father. Driving slowly, he was afraid that if he was too drunk and unfocused, danger would come after him and the innocent people around him. He should be calm enough for now.

“Ya, Pa?” The light tries to be careful. It is true that his father who was violent when angry would be even more terrible and hurt his heart even further.

“Where are you now?” His father's voice sounded very heavy and firm. The light shuddered for a moment.

“New to take car out of resto, Pa. Sorry, I haven't seen Lisa.” Biting his lips, Sinar continued faster. “But I promise I'll meet Lisa soon. He won't go jau-.”

“Just go to Orchid Stop II near the intersection of the big road. Papa called your sister earlier and told her to wait there”

The words of the cut light did not necessarily make him calm. Although she was somewhat relieved by the existence of her sister, she knew how her forcing father was able to make the stubborn Lisa to stop and stay in place.

“Good, Pa. I'm there now to get Lisa right now. Give me ten minutes to bring Lisa back to the restaurant again, yes, Pa” Back to driving with certainty because she already has a definite purpose, Sinar had many scenarios in his head to persuade his sister as well as calm the woman down.

“No need to come back here again. Everything is also finished. Take your sister home. It's late and make sure you take care of your sister properly”

“Good, Pa..”

Instead of wanting to prolong the problem, Sinar chose to just agree with his father's wishes. He had just wanted to disconnect the call and calm himself from the tension that still controlled his body, his father had already made his voice with the final decision. Sinar knew that he could not go anywhere anymore and had to voluntarily watch his sister hurt in the woman's own home.

“Sinar, listen to Papa. From now on until the wedding is over, you should take care of your sister at her house. Your job takes you home and Papa told Wildan to take care of everything in the office No going to work alone, no leaving your own sister. Lisa must be guarded and Papa does not want any more bad news about your sister that”

The resolute voice was cut off for a while before the resolute voice with a toned tone again decided his voiced wish.

“Don't let our surname be ugly in front of colleagues. Don't let your sister embarrass our family. Remember that, Sinar”

His family may be out for now. Sinar did not even know when his family could become so venomous like this. What did Noren really do to his parents?

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“Lisa won't, Pa! Why, anyway, Papa and Mama are now like gini? Papa knows for himself that Lisa never wanted to be forced into this style! Don't tell Lisa to do things she never wanted, Pa!”

“Lisa you can hear Papa, can't you? So far Papa always love the best you, do not argue Papa now. Don't you love Papa? Like you if you're shy Papa like that in front of people? Yes?”

“Papa who doesn't love me! Papa wants to sell me to someone else! Papa who wants to abuse Papa's son! Papa, this is coercion, Pa! Lisa has her own life!”

“It has been twenty-three years you dear Papa, Papa grew up right, Papa educated you well. This is now what you're replying to Papa? If your father does not love you, since childhood Papa has told others to take care of you. Or if necessary, there will be no name Cakrawijaya in you until now, Lisa”

“...Pa? Papa why..? Why Papa so gini same Lisa... what's wrong Lisa as Papa actually until Papa took Lisa's freedom? Papa's.. Lisa loves Papa, but please don't be the same Lisa, Pa..”

“Papa love you, Lisa. Because dear Papa, Papa wants the best for Papa's only daughter. Papa will not let you go to the wrong person. Noren's a good boy. He can take care of you, Lisa. Papa doesn't sell you, but Papa wants you to be in good hands. Came on papa, Okay?”

“But I can't, Pa! Brother Noren is not a good person. Lisa is not getting married. Don't take Lisa's freedom. Please Pa.. Lisa don't want”

“You can't think good anymore. Papa Sama never sued you who did not, right? We have always loved you and always tried our best for you. You want what and do what Papa always frees. You don't think so far what we've done for you, Lisa?”

“Pa. but Lisa doesn't want to marry someone Lisa doesn't love, Pa. Please.”

“That's enough. Papa doesn't want to hear rejection. Now you stay there, don't go anywhere. Sinar will pick you up in a moment. If you leave or do not come home tonight, Papa will not hesitate to take you to Japan and Papa brackets you in the main house until your wedding day. Listen Papa?!”

“Papa.”

Lisa doesn't know when she stops crying and only a heart-wrenching hiccup remains. He wanted nothing more than to lie alone in his dark room. The woman was upset and could not believe what was going on in her life.

It is true that his family has always supported him. Always be nice to her and let Lisa choose her life. But he had absolutely no idea that freedom was paid. That what he got when he was a child to a teenager has a terrible limit.

Marriage is a scary thing for him. He never even felt the true love. Only admiration for some people in every journey of his life. Never really thought that she would meet a marriage this fast with a madman that she could not see at all as a potential spouse of her life.

Marriage is sacred. Living life and Lisa did not want her dream marriage destroyed until like this. He wanted to meet the prince of his white horse, he said, feeling the heart pounding from falling in love and marrying someone she wants until her mind tells her that that person is who she wants to be in her life until she dies.

His father's word on the phone a while ago was a terrible lightning strike in his life. His father, whom he had always been proud of and loved, could have pressured him in such a way as to threaten him to such an extent.

Lisa felt nauseous, wanting to take out everything that was inside her stomach yet it was just empty water. Nothing could come out of her lips because everything was on her chest. He hates this. He hated how his life was turned upside down in such a way.

Noren terrible. The monster is terrible. He is a destructive storm and also a monster that tore through almost the entirety of Lisa's living light.

Lisa doesn't understand why. If Noren really loved her, why did she have to be so selfish to get herself? Right, Noren has been trying in such a way to get his heart. Noren has done a lot to make Lisa fall for him.

Lisa always believed in love. He was very sure the feeling was so beautiful and so thoughtful. He wanted that. Want to feel loved and loved with the right person. A person suitable for himself.

However, if it was like this, the essence of love would make Lisa throw all her beautiful thoughts into the gutter. Lisa was afraid she would be afraid of the paraphrases of love itself and Noren was the one who made her like this.

“Dek... want to cement Brother down, right? We'll talk there to make it better. How?”

Lisa's head was raised hearing her sister's voice from behind the closed door. The room was so quiet that even the whisper of the elder brother could be heard very loudly in his ears, behind the turmoil of his heart and mind, as well as the bloody contents of his heart.

“Gue know you want to be alone again. But I can't just let you be alone right now. Especially when Papa talked to me. I tau.. Papa must have made you shaken ‘kan, dek?”

Lisa whimpering. Recollecting again her conversation with her Papa a few hours ago before she finally locked herself in a hideous, cold dark room that pierced the skin. When Sinar finally picked her up and drove her home to a house she could not feel at all comfortable with anymore. Everything seems to torture him.

“Dek, come on.. let's go down, huh? I have made your favorite warm milk. I also already ready raindrop mocha. I still remember loh if it's comfort food lo if again sad...”.

Her brother sounded very sad just like her, but not too broken like him. Suddenly, Lisa was angry. He was angry with his brother. His emotions were overflowing as if if he did not take them out, he would explode like a volcano.

“Gue hate you, Brother! I hate it, lo! Don't pay attention to me! This is all wrong! You are also responsible for my destruction! I hate you brother. I hate!”

He exploded. Throwing his pillow at the door hard. His eyes were still blurred due to the flood of tears.

For a moment the voice of the elder brother was not heard at all. Lisa was convinced that her sister was aware that the man was also involved with all this destruction. After all, the one who introduced Noren first was the older brother. Noren is also a person who has the status of a friend to the rays. The two of them must be conspiring to destroy him.

Clearly, with that thought, Lisa shouted again. He hates everything. He hates this madness.

He doesn't want to get married!

“Dek..” The voice of the Light trembled as the man bravely called him back.

“Lo destroyed me, Brother! You should be on my side. But why.. why don't you do the thing you should do. why do you also fall on me Kak.lo know that my view on marriage.. if I had my own choice. That's the end of my life, Brother.” Lisa hiccups. His voice is a little slurred.

“lo know how I think about love.. about marriage.why you also become a bad person in my life, sister.why.”.

He knew his mind was very irrational now. But that's what he can think. Mostly because of heartache that can not be channeled properly. The concoction he thought was true was what he revealed in the end.

“Sorry. Sorry I, deck. I know it was my fault.” Sound Raspy light. It was like refraining from destroying himself. Lisa doesn't care. Her brother should know where she stands now.

“Because of that, I'm here to admit to all my mistakes. I'd like to apologize to you properly, deck. Please me. I am tired of feeling guilty. As if, with you shaking from my side, you can know how much I wish I could be a shield for lo deck. I love you so much. Never once crossed my life for nyakinin or ngehancurin adek myself”

Lisa covered her ears. He did not want the sorrowful voice of the Big Brother to crush him to release a fiery fury. Someone must feel his anger. If he couldn't go berserk in front of his parents or Noren himself, there was at least one person he could vent. Light was also guilty, so Lisa wouldn't feel bad about this when she was conscious.

“Go, sis. I don't want to hear anything from you! Just go! Just like any other!”

“Dek.. please. you can temper me as you like. Hit me, beat me. It's up to you to do me. But please you out, huh, deck? We'll have a chat together. I can let you calm down. Come on, out, yeah, unfortunately brother?”

The light exclaimed with broken words at the end of the Tongue. Lisa sat helplessly. He knows he's being too dramatic right now. But what was the force when he felt everything crumbling under his feet. Her beautiful life suddenly turned into hell.

Marriage is not terrible, they say.

Your life will be fine if you get married, they say.

Getting married is okay. Love comes by itself, they say.

Fuck those!

People can only talk. They can only make it up. Everyone does not have the same story. For Lisa, marriage is what she dreams of. The bright light of his life in spending old age with the right and loving person. Not by so-called restraint and coercion on the basis of love and obsession of the other party who is very selfish.

“Dek... out, yes? C'mon? It is not good if you are alone there continue. I am afraid you are sick.”.

The light is still trying. This time Lisa heard a cautious knock on her door. Closing his eyes tightly, his head felt so heavy. The choice was only two, confine himself and crumble in the darkness of his own room or come out to beat up his brother and get all his emotions out until his feelings were relieved and still shattered afterwards.

“Lisa.”

The light almost gave up on persuading him. Lisa was silent, staring at her bedroom door in the dark with one straight look.

“Nalisa.”

That's one more sound. Lisa was silent. For a while, the light made no more effort. But Lisa knew her sister was still at her doorstep. Lean with his back on the door leaf.

Lisa had no idea what she was doing when she unsteadily finally walked towards the door. Slowly in a straight line. His eyes that were used to the dark after a while finally met with a beam of light as he opened the door leaf. The light almost fell, but swiftly the brother held his body on top of his two sturdy legs.

“Dek..” there is an interested smile on the face of a tangled Ray.

“...makasih.”

Bugh!

“Gue is still angry with lo!”

One punch he gave to the shoulder of the Light. The man complained, but was satisfied when he just smiled and pulled Lisa in one tight hug.

“Hit me as much as lo, deck. I deserve to get a lo” punch

Lisa did not know why, but when her sister held her in such a manner with the affection and guilt she could feel just from the rough movements and exhales, she cried again. This time it was firmer as she hugged her brother tightly.

Lisa knew she wouldn't die when she was forcibly married. She knew the sun would not rise from the west when she eventually married Noren. Lisa also knows that the solar system will not crash into each other when Noren makes her a wife.

But Lisa also knew that her smile would never be the same again and that she would never see the world the same way again. Although the sun was shining and the morning was greeting, the darkness would overwhelm Lisa like mocking her to death.

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...Brother and Sister; Brother Quarrel...

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