
He should have been at home to rest after refreshing himself. Eliminate saturated and tired after working with a warm bath with fragrant aromatherapy bathbomb favorite while enjoying life while stretching the muscles and joints tired sound like the sound of heaven that invites in the attraction of maghnet in the form of comfort cradle.
Presumably, Sinar regretted not listening to Wildan's invitation a while ago, there was not even a passing of ten minutes the older man invited him to go home and rest. But he who is stubborn is so eager to stay to ease the dizziness that it takes over little by little his almost unhelpful sanity. But in fact, staying a little longer in the discussion which is also the scourge of a heavy heart is the wrong path he chose. Similarly, if he knew that his mother was going to call, he wouldn't be in his office room with an interior that he'd already memorized out of his head from how much time he spent there.
Staring with Wildan who was worried about the reaction he gave the Mama in a shocked intonation that did not believe, Sinar gave Wildan a signal that after the phone call was over, they could go home soon. He had to finish the completely uncomfortable conversation in his ear and disturb his feelings so that he just wanted to immediately calm down the item for a moment.
He needed to digest slowly in order not to do such a reckless stupid thing. Like following Noren and doing a fistfight for not talking about things that of course concern his family and even his favorite sister in terms that cannot be said to be a small problem.
Massaging his temple and falling back on his great swivel chair, Noren closed his eyes tightly while neutralizing the pace of his breathing passages. Calm down to hear Mama's speech better and with a cooler head.
“Ma, Mama will seriously come here tomorrow?” Sinar asked carefully, waiting for the answer to be given by the woman who was at the end of the connection.
“Yes Yes, Dear. Mama is with Papa again get ready. I want to meet Lisa. How long, yeah, don't go back there and look at Lisa. Mama will miss the same daughter Mama the only”
Ah, the tone of sincere affection dripping from the hum of her beautiful voice made her a little jealous. The pain of the hope of getting the least attention that is always on the younger brother must be held raw because it is not the right time to feel the heartbreak and emotions of injustice that always he swallowed a bitter pill at every step of his life.
Sinar always understands that the affection given by their parents is always different portions than what should be. Sinar, as a first boy is a figure who must be strong to bear the burden and responsibilities of the family so that his upbringing is harder than he expected. The demands of hope that Papa and his mother built on him were so high that the affection he deserved was simply the various kinds of education crammed into him and the life path that had been set directly by the two people olden. In fact, to ask for a warm hug without frills that he had tried so hard in this learning and that, too, was difficult for him to accept.
Putting aside her life's problems in the fear of giving affection, she was honest that relief washed over her like a waterfall flushing without an intermediary when she knew that her little sister was loved in such a way. Though some time there is another row about business matters and Sinar must step in to still give his sister freedom of choice - life, Mama and Papa quickly give up on forcing Lisa to take a leadership seat and the company is again and again of course, a pile of hopes and demands doubled on her shoulders.
Let-be, thought. He was drowning with the same problem. Adding one more burden would not be a thing that too surprised him and drunk. She can handle everything even though her Mama and Papa sometimes underestimate her due to her Eval's failure at the core company in Japan back then when she was still two levels above the position as a business start-up where she certainly was just still overwhelmed. That mistake will always be debated and leveraged if he does things that trigger the same or even different mistakes altogether.
But it turns out he was wrong about this. Freeing his sister in choosing the path of life that Nalisa wants is one of the freedom of paid affection that turns out his parents have decided since far away. Sinar is also not so sure, but the biggest possibility is still there considering how Papa and Mama are handling the Noren case at this point. If only Noren did not enter and first asked his sister in a bond of feeling that was expressed without shame and real firmness highlighted in both eyes that splashed fire, he said, maybe his parents have other plans related to the same thing about his sister's wedding road.
After all, if not, how could they agree on the matter of marriage as easily as Nalisa without a mandatory figure in the important discussion in it?
Ah, in the consciousness that just hit, Sinar also recalled how he tried to be in a match with some women who selected the Mama without her ever knowing. The trap of having dinner with this woman and that is one thing Sinar has just understood that he is being trapped in a business matchmaking bond. And about how Mama always asked immediately two boys from him as a prospective successor to their company branch.
The light felt like it wanted to hit his head on his desk right now.
“Ma, why not tell Sinar that there will be another meeting about the discussion of his marriage Lisa?” Sinar tried to calm down from his inner turmoil a moment ago.
“Lho? Mama think you agree first? because Noren who suddenly asked for more discussion with his family. You're, right, close to Noren and you know. Why ask Mama? Mama should have asked you why not come again for a discussion with Noren. Mama thought you went to sininya”
Indeed, the only person who should be able to finish the current Rays is a Noren. He did not discuss this at all to her and took his own steps. Is correct. Noren is a crafty person and Sinar did not expect that his best friend would take such a desperate step this soon. Is this what her sister wanted? Does Noren purposely ask to meet again to reveal that Lisa has already agreed to marriage and falls in love with Noren after everything his best friend did for Lisa?
The light is not sure. Because the little sister hasn't told him at all and last she knew that Lisa thought of Noren as her friend when she invited Noren to play a game a few days ago.
Has it really changed that fast? Or is this really just the cunning wits of Giovano's man?
If so, his best friend is a big fucker.
“Ngak, Mom. Noren had not told me that there would be a discussion of two more families” he replied with his lips closed. Whisperings of annoyance try to be quiet in such a way.
“Aduh, maybe Nak Noren is so excited that he forgot to make you” The woman giggled as if she was telling him something funny. “Soal yesterday came Nak Noren sumringah really, you know, Sinar. Nak Noren says he's ready for the wedding to be held as soon as possible. Nak Noren even asked for the middle of next month to be immediately on his show title, you”
Again, his mother laughed with great joy. Rays to the point of not knowing what to say because he felt so eager to smash Noren's face right now. So, all he could do now was take out his little notebook and scrape the papers one by one with as much power as he could unleash.
“And Mama agrees with that? Mama asked Noren about Lisa's decision how?” he stormed the question again, trying to urge his mother to answer.
“Well, Nak Noren has nothing to say specifically, anyway. But still. If Nak Noren has told you about a wedding that will be held quickly, it means Lisa must have agreed, right?”
The beam could almost feel itself smashing all over the face onto the wooden table violently. Wildan was on the sofa in a considerable distance, staring at him with a very clear concerned look.
“Mama should have asked Lisa. Mama's son is Lisa, who will marry Lisa, not Mama or not just Noren. Anyway, inget not the initial agreement how? Lisa should love and love Noren too, right? Mama said to see Noren trying to get Lisa's heart to agree, right? but what now? How is the story different?”
The light did not care what he spewed out through words in many questions. Her mother was not in a sane mind and a good mind at all. This must be because the woman is very happy with the union of two companies in the same family bond in the near future if this marriage is successful.
“But Nak Noren has tried to” reply Mama with a voice that is very sure.
“Mama know where it comes from?” almost frustrated, Sinar held the screeches in question. “People have not talked much with Lisa, have not seen their good development how. Mama also moved Sinar here in addition to the reason for keeping Lisa, Sinar dipake to see the development of Noren's relationship with Lisa, right, Ma? Why didn't Mama ask Sinar aja who knew better than just speech?”
“You're the one who even nagged, anyway?”
The light fell silent when the mother began to show the intonation of the tone she did not like. There was a growl from the phone at the end of there and Sinar was sure he had nudged the mother's ego.
“You are jealous, yes, same sister you want to marry first than you? Jealous because you'll be stepped in with Lisa? If so, then you are just the first marriage who is your boyfriend or your chosen woman who until now you do not know anything at all. Marriage first and love mommy two grandchildren. If you can, Mama will not be so quick to give blessing for Nak Noren's marriage with Lisa. You want? Can?”
“Ma.”
If Sinar could shout, he would do so right now. His dizzy head was increasingly made to throb with the scorn of the mother who rained it like acid rain. Gnawing at his already squeezed heart so tightly. But of course he cannot linger in a phase that he is often able to handle well and at the moment he must be able to handle it quickly and minimize any damage that will befall him itself. For now, he would prioritize his sister's matters first.
“Can't, right? yaudah if that's how your sister married first.This, you know, already someone is sleeping. Are there people ready to be born, why should they be rejected? You know Noren too. He's also your best friend. You should have believed more, dong was with him. Why even you who mama mama sebelinya?”
Precisely it. Since he knew Noren and knew the man better, he knew that something was wrong. Noren had done something that Sinar did not like and Sinar could feel it all the way to his rushing blood stream.
“Just Mama and Papa want to go there. Want to meet your daughter miss and want to discuss the marriage of Mama's only daughter”
“Don't come here first” Sinar quickly asks, he has to take care of some things first, deal with Noren and talk seriously with his sister first. Her parents didn't have to come at a time like this because it would be worse if they were to interfere in a matter that Lisa had absolutely no idea was happening.
“Just Mama and Papa don't come here just yet. Sinar begu”
“Why, anyway, why not get it?”
“Pokoya don't, yes, Ma. Later if I think Mama and Papa can come here, I will be notified. I promise”
Sinar wanted to give up and surrender with everything, but the desire to fuss with Noren was still blindly within him. Awareness of his position as an older brother suddenly appeared far to the surface so that he was very worried and wanted to go home soon to see the current condition of his younger brother.
Sinar knows he brought Noren to Lisa for the first time. He knows that he was involved in the initial discussion about Noren's feelings and the desire to immediately question Lisa as soon as possible. But at that time, Sinar agrees because Noren does not force his will alone and promises that he will prove his love can melt and make Lisa agree and willing with full awareness to marry Noren.
Sinar has also promised Lisa that he is free to let his sister decide if she would like to go back to Noren with a decent feeling or decide to quit. He just held on to it from the start. And right now, Noren is destroying any kind of belief he's built about his sister in her best friend.
“Ma-,”
“Udah, yes, Mama hang up”
The buzzing sound of the call sign had ended deafening the ears. This time, the man did not hold back from slamming his face into his desk. But of course, no matter how long Wildan had been nearby, the man's hand held the impact of his face and his desk took place. The light whined as his face fully sunk into Wildan's semi-rough skin.
“Dark habits” Wildan commented. Wildan's other free hand lay down to pat Ray's back to give him strength. The light was silent for a moment, holding back so that his raging emotions subsided slowly inside there. “If you've done us go straight home, deck. rest only, do not think of anything that was”
Of course Wildan understands what's going on. He was there when Sinar was transferred to Indonesia, when Sinar and Noren were arguing about this and that marriage, Wildan was there when Sinar nagged and involuntarily spewed out some important facts when a younger man asked him out for drinks. So, there was no secret of Cakrawijaya that he did not know. But will not interfere about things that are not the realm, of course.
“You go straight back now. I want to get out of here quickly. My stress if another second is still in this room”
That was the verdict of Sinar as he slowly lifted his body and walked leaving Wildan behind in a hasty motion. Wildan followed from behind.
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Sinar chose to sit on the sofa and lay down there without cleaning himself first. He already lacked much energy from what he spent in emotions he could not break and separate from the tangles of intricate threads that hurt the eyes of perfectionists. Closing his eyes, he attempted to control himself within the space of his head. No matter if she smells bad or her socks go up on the couch. He just needs calm for now.
“Lho, have you gone home, Brother?”
His sister's voice surprised him a little. A light peeked out from behind the arm he threw over his eyes to see the well-groomed sister in clothes that looked like she was about to go for a walk. Curious, he answered Lisa's question with another question.
“Where are you going, deck?”
“You play, go! Look at me already beautiful gini”
Lisa turns her body so that Sinar sees that she is dressing up for the show to go play. Chuckling with the energy created from the younger brother, a complicated thread began to pull out tidying itself.
“Iya,deh, beautiful. Adek I am the most top” he teases a little, likes with a shy reaction that is covered with arrogance other confidence from the sister. “But where are you going to play at this hour? Same who?”
“Dih whereas usually also nanyain I want to go where” Nalisa sneered. He rushed to the kitchen to pull one of his full cream vanilla milk that Sinar knew lived half and stored in the refrigerator neatly.
“But because you asked, I will be happy to answer” His voice is a bit slurred when he speaks while picking up straws. “Gue to play with Alpino!” one cry of happiness appeared and her sister seemed to be very flowery. The pleasure radiated and Sinar could only shake his head at how carefree the younger sister was as she leaped about in energy like a happy rabbit.
“Oh, aren't you alive anymore?”
“Ngak marahan! I'm all right, Kok!” Refuse quickly. His sharp gaze returned to intimidate Sinar. However, when she wanted to nag even more, the sound of the motor horn echoed and Lisa's phone rang the sign of an incoming message. The face of the sumringah is back in control.
“Fajri has arrived! I'm going first, yeah, brother! if you want to eat in the kitchen. I'm the same Hala was cooking with”
There was laughter and blinking of eyes. If only Sinar was in good shape, he would be blushing and getting excited right now.
“Loh? Fajri's pick-up? Said he wanted to play Al?” curiosity takes it better than remaining focus.
“Al is still at work, so pick up Fajri. Yes, brother, pity Fajri waiting in front of”
Lisa packed herself up quickly. On the sidelines of the cloudy Ray's mind, she stops Lisa with a question that even she has unconsciously raised.
“Dek. lo same Noren how?”
Eyebrows raised, a question mark offered Lisa to him.
“Lo's relationship? The same feeling as Noren? Everyone.. how?”
It was silent for quite a while before his sister waved casually in front of the face. The look on his face looked like a playful aggravation before the slumber and strange laughter he let out with no real awkwardness. The effect was obvious, Lisa meant it for her next answer.
“Good. I'm the same Sister Noren as what I said before”
Lisa put on the helmet quickly, choosing to be self-efficient.
“****Temen***** and nothing more.no more than that”
The thumbs up he gave to Sinar before the wave became the end of the conversation.
“Gue same Kak Noren purely just temen doang. So don't be weird anymore. Yes, yes, I want to go, Bye Brother! Don't forget to shower! Lo stink!”
Lisa's giggling was what she heard before the sound of the motor drowned her. There was some time the buzzing sound of the motor was still heard before it slowly disappeared. The light closed both of his eyes with his arms again.
That means his guess is true, though,
Noren and his cunning with a determination as hard as steel. The light must speak to the man immediately. With words and perhaps even, a more useful fist.
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...TITLE: JUNIOR CEO AND BODYGUARD MAY...
The first meeting, he was reproached but the second meeting. Maysaroh Safir, the son of a traveling greengrocer. Accidentally, his father's wagon nudges the luxury car of a young CEO. When he met again for the second time with the young man, he saved his life. The young man then searched and made him a bodyguard. Adventure also began until without realizing it grew flowers - flowers of love between them.