
Heksa chose to pocket his phone into a jacket pocket. Now he just has to wait. He will come in when he is tired. But imagining himself sleeping next to Fajri just can not afford. He did not want to show that he was fighting in front of his friends.
So maybe, he'll wait for sunrise here and rest after breakfast. Maybe ten minutes of closing your eyes is a good time for later. He doesn't care about the wedding. What Heksa cares about right now is justifying his relationship and Hala who has been broken.
Heksa was not wanting to do anything other than talk to Hala.he was leaning against the guardrail. Heap himself entirely on the iron threaded pole of a beautiful living plant in flowering. There are several decorative lights on the right and left and chairs and tables are topped with a luxurious design.
His eyes drifted into space. There the stars sit beautifully together with the perfect round full moon. He had forgotten how long he had not enjoyed this kind of time with nature. It felt different and there was a longing far from the bottom of his heart asking him to take some time to rest and reunite with nature.
Heksa was not aware of how long he had been daydreaming there but, when there was the sound of footsteps entering his sense of hearing, the agile Hexa reflex brought his body to instantly turn around. There, in pink pajamas patterned by the familiar black pussy cat that is often used by women when they sleep together in their comfortable rooms, she said, Hala appeared with an expression that Hexa could not read properly.
Hexa, with her bright smile was watching Hala properly. How much he missed the woman who was now standing far in front of him. The eyes were still trained in other areas than himself, but Hexa was not concerned about it all. It felt like he had not been on Hala's side like this.
Oh, is that woman's hair cut shorter than before? It is seen from how the clap he made looks lower and many children's hair sticking out from various sides. It was rather adorable in Hexa's sparkling eyes.
”Hala, you finally came also” His voice is colored. Hexa could not define how she felt so happy.
”What do you want to talkin, Hexa? Don't you want to see me, huh?” Hala's voice was small, sounding very uncertain.
”What do you talk about? Since when, I don't want to see you? You are not on my side for a moment I already feel the search, you know. Don't joke, deh, La” Hexa exclaimed cheerfully. His footsteps brought himself closer to Hala.
Hala looks jerky. His eyes now turned to look at Hexa in disbelief. His stature seemed to be made smaller as it tried to save himself in a defensive position. Heksa felt somewhat sliced by the reaction, but he did not care and he had to make their chatter today could make Hala return to his side again.
”Lo yesterday told me to make a long way from you because you are disgusted with me, right, Sa? I'm just as disgusted with how I feel about you. What else are you doing now, Hexa? I've stayed away like you asked. Why do you want me here to talk to you again?”
Hala's eyes were firm. There was a lot of pain there when Hexa held it. It was, Hexa jerked. The pain everywhere made him cramped. Heksa recalled how he was on that day. So angry when Hala said her romantic feelings to him.
But what can he do? When Hala's loss had such a huge impact on her life, what could she do? Heksa will not let Hala go again from his life. This is enough that he feels the hell of life. He wants her back to him. He wanted Hala to be by his side again at all costs.
”What do you say, La? I didn't talk to you. At that time I was just an emotion for a moment. I apologize for yelling at you and hurting you at that time. Now, I'm sane again, La. I know I made the same mistake.. I swear, yes, Hala. My life is broken as long as you are not on my side anymore. I'm confused, La”
He poured everything out. Makes the girl know how she feels. If he could beg, he would do it to get Hala back to him. Whatever he's gonna do to get Hala back.
”Hexa, do not gini. Don't tell me you miss me again. You're so mean, Hexa. You know not if you like this, I'm getting sick” Hala's voice vibrates. The woman tried not to show her feelings for Hexa.
Heksa always knew that Hala, far from how he looked on the outside. The woman was indeed a cheerful figure and troublemaker among her friends. Too strong to run through a storm alone. But Hala is the same as most girls. Hala it's crybaby. He would easily cry for something that did not need to be weeded. Usually, when she cries, she fabricates so that it doesn't look like she's crying over her life.
When Hala was crying, it must have been the reason she was watching a sad documentary, sad film or drama, or just watch videos of people in distress or even by watching videos of abandoned cats with a life of struggle. It was the camouflage that the woman used to use. Heal it outside the head.
”Hala, you don't cry.” His voice was small, trying to calm down.
”Gue is not crying! Don't change the subject! Oath of Hexa, you make me stressed if you gini to me”
“Lo also makes me stressed if you go away from me, do not want to deket me again but you still care about me, Hala. You still want to take care of my life even though you try to make it away from me”
“Ngak. I don't care anymore about lo” Hala throwing away face. He walked away from Hexa, taking steps and places with a distance that could not be reached by the length of the hand of Hexa himself so that Hexa would not be able to do anything to him suddenly.
”Lo can't lie, me, La. Lo ‘kan, who was in my suit for his wedding Lisa? With that, you have proven to me that in fact you still care for me, Hala. I know lo”
”If you know me why you still hurt me, Hexa? I think you know why I think I went to Elo. Don't try to make your image look sicker than I” Hala exclaimed. The woman spilled her emotions out of how red her face looked. His eyes are puffy. There were tears that he quickly wiped away as long as Hexa did not see.
”Hala, I'm really sick” He sighed. Slowly speaking so that Hala would not flee from him. His steps were steady and firm where he stood. Now Hala was near the fence post and Heksa was standing in the middle of his only exit.
”My life is really ruined, La. I really don't know the direction after you're no longer on my side. Lo know? I slept in my own room again. Dark, La. I know I don't like it dark.
I want us to kayak again. You turned me around, huh, La? Lo go home. Please, go home with me, yes?” He's asking. Hexa no matter what she did was beg the wavering woman.
”Heks.. swear.. Why are you evil with me, Sa? I told you I like it the same. If I love you the same and my feelings never change in the slightest to elo. But you rejected me, Sa. You said you were disappointed with my feelings.
With your rude rejection it has made me realize myself to do awayin lo, Sa. I can't move on if you know. And now you're saying your life is ruined because of me and asking me to come home with you again? How do you think I am, Sa? You don't find yourself at my feet?”
Hala's voice raspy. The scream that only came out with a small octave was adorned with a hiccup that made the heart of Hexa pinch. She could not see Hala crying so fast in front of her without the frills that she was watching or seeing something sad. Now, the look on Hala's crying face was real in both of her eyeballs.
The little heart of Hexa. He did not want to see Hala cry. He should have been by Hala's side to calm the woman down. To whisper funny comforting words so that her women do not cry anymore. It was as if his heart was also in pain to see how Hala's reaction was raw and open.
”Lo nasty, Hexa. I never thought you would be like this but you hurt me, Sa. I know I was wrong to like you. It is the same with excessive. But this can't be controlled, Sa. Cannot. I love you and lo with his leisure ask me to be on your side again after you reject me with cruel. Where do you feel, Hexa” again. Hala's whimper made something stir in her heart. He hated how the situation was going at the moment.
But one thing is for sure, he can't reciprocate Hala's romantic feelings for her.
That was what he was avoiding right now. And until forever. He just can't do it.
”Hala.”
Heksa moved to hold the woman's hands. Jemari Hala is cold. There was a strong trembling from his sobs and also his emotions. Hexa bit her lower lip. He hated how this conversation went. But he's desperate. Very desperate to bring Hala back to his side again.
“Gue misses us, Hala. I miss the old us. Keep together. Chat together, play together until ngasuh Pipang together. I miss the one that was always there for me. I miss your cooking, I miss your advice to me. I miss you who can take care of me when I'm at my lowest point. I miss everything about elo, Hala.”
”Lo know? I was confused when you weren't home that night. I was confused when the children said you have made the same commitment Bang Sinar. I'm confused you didn't come home after that day, La. I realize I'm angry with you, but you can't stay I gini aja, dong, La. You must know that your existence makes me survive until now. I live for you, Hala. I live because you are always on my side”
Heksa tried again. His hand turned to rub the hair strands from the watery eyes of Hala. Heksa knew that Hala was now looking at him in disbelief. He knew that she would be angry with him. But Hexa could not let go of Hala. His fingers he brought to tightly grip the woman's wrist.
”Lo selfish, Hexa. Lo jerk! You think of me, don't you, anyway? What's in your brain is just a lo doang. You really need me to make a living because what? Because I'm the one who ngasuh lo like a baby boy needs to be cuddled? I'm not a babysitter, lo, asshole!”
”katain me as much as you want, Hala. As long as you can return to me, I do not problem”
”Lo is not the Hexa I know. Release me!”
Heksa panicked when Hala tried to stay away. The woman was struggling, trying to escape her clutches.
”Hala-,”
”Diem, lo! Release me!”
”Then let's date!”
Hexa panting. He knows he's screaming right now. He knew behind him there were several rooms filled by his friends. Now he doesn't care. As long as Hala would return to him, that was what he would focus on. He can't lose this.
”...What?”
Hala's voice was small, trembling. The eyes that were harboring many things were now only filled with pain and tears staring at him with half a void and disbelief. Hexa feels nauseous. He actually had no intention of saying that. But if dating Hala is what the woman wants, then Hexa will give it up.
”Let's date with me, Hala” Heksa repeats. This time it was clearer that the woman could know what her intentions were. The smile he gave to calm Hala who was silent in her position, still in disbelief.
”If that's what makes you go back to my side, I'll know what your heart wants. I can pretend to be in love with you. I can pretend that we are in a relationship. I can pretend you didn't disappear from me again. Whatever I do, so I don't lose you again. Now, let's go out. I can be a good girlfriend to you, Hala. I promise”
Hexa continued. This time he was sure that Hala would agree to it. Hala loves him, right? So when people love something, surely they will accept whatever the person wants?
Hexa will grant anything to Hala.
But what Hexa did not realize was, how Hala ended up with a speed that was not able to be predicted by her, taking off the strong grip of Hexa and slapping her with anger emanating from those two round eyes.
”Backing”
The whisperings of Hala became something that broke the heart of Hexah. The man did not care about how his cheeks felt so sore and thumping from the encounter of the palm with that hard force. All he cared about was how Hala was trying to leave from his side.
So frantically, he felt to reach Hala's hand, holding her back from staying there with him.
”Hala-,”
”Lo no longer sane, Hexa. I don't want to see you and your rotten heart. Now, release me or I will not hesitate to mukulin lo”
Hid. Hit him with such a sick expression? Hexa doesn't care. He will continue to keep Hala by his side.
”Detach- hmph!”
Hexa, with no thought in length, pulled Hala with her remaining strength to connect their lips.
Isn't this what couples need? A ci*uman to tie up their relationship?
Heksa did not care how Hala revolted in his grip. What he cares about now among their ci*umans is, that Hala will never go away from him again. Hala was here, returning to him as he was. Hexa promised that she did what she was supposed to do.
But what he can't predict is how Lisa's sharp voice destroys everything.
”Dog! What are you both doing asshole?!!”
Hala pushed him strongly due to her body's panic reflex. Hala's horror face was what Heksa had first seen before she properly faced Lisa and the fury radiated overwhelmingly in that powerful gaze.
”Lo two, Dog!! Goddamn it, I didn't know I was a traitor!! Damnit!”
Again, Lisa's anger peaked. Heksa's ears register Hala's panicked voice that tries to calm Lisa down and explain the true events.
Hexa, who was already eaten by the darkness of her ego that appeared after her tank of patience was destroyed, did not care. All he cared about now was how he grasped Hala's hand in an iron grip.
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