Falling Into Your Trap
Secret Mission And Alpino Concerns
If you can be honest, Alpino is not a person who can easily feel calm in many conditions that require him to panic. Alpino is also not a person who is able to control himself sanely thinking in any problem that involves a lot of emotions.
Actually a lot of things are driving him crazy these days. There are many burdens that he has to carry in his life. Undeniably, his coping mechanism always made him look like there was no big storm ravaging him inside.
Most people always see it as too relaxing in many ways. His friends always knew that he could trouble quietly and slowly and with broad-mindedness. But what they don't know is, that Alpino could be destroyed as well. He was as scared as those who had a lot of trouble pouncing on.
At his conclusion, Alpino wanted to say that he was also fighting.
Is correct. Alpino, since Noren appeared in his life and Nalisa is one of the important things that contributed to make his world run. Making his life full of the word give up on the one thing he always couldn't accomplish at any cost. On the one painful thing that even himself could not move in a struggle.
Indeed, Alpino is grateful that in addition to the things that hit him in matters of the heart, he has a very decent life. Harmonious complete family, comfortable working environment with highly supportive co-workers, his little friends who he had considered a whole family and also the building he had just bought to be his future business place that had no problems at all.
All this time his life felt perfect.
But still, perfect does not exist in the dictionary of every living and breathing being. There was always a small, fragile dot that could destroy the foundation of perfection itself.
In terms of Alpino's life now is, heart.
Noren's arrival in his life was what made him cringe, making her unable to do anything but allow herself to see how her love will slowly belong to someone else for life and Alpino can't be bothered despite his heart wailing to ask her to choose him.
Alpino is devastated when he learns that Nalisa is not his in the world he lives in now. The man was equally disorganized when he required himself to take Nalisa with others, building their small household where Alpino hoped that he was in Noren's shoes to take the position.
Unfortunately, he promised. However she wants Nalisa for herself, to make her happy until Nalisa does not know what grief is - she will plainly declare that she is helpless.
It hurt when he saw how Nalisa had become thinner than usual, that puffed up and adorable face had now been reduced in size to a little thin and the obvious eye bags seemed to hurt her deeply in her view.
Alpino also feels broken when he sees the twinkle of happiness more and more dim days in the swallow darkness and the emotions of destruction of women who reject the presence of Noren and his own marriage. Nalisa even fell ill and helpless after a big fight with Noren about this marriage.
Now, Alpino can only try to calm her heart and say that sincerity is the better thing she does in hopes that one day, Nalisa will be happy for her small household. Perhaps later in life, as people often say, love comes through habituation. Alpino should only pray for the happiness of his beloved friend.
Is correct. Currently he must support Nalisa as a good friend who is always by his side no matter what the circumstances of the woman. Alpino swore that he would bury anyone's body if Nalisa told him to do such a heinous thing.
But after holding back her feelings and trying sincerely that is very painful to go through, Nalisa comes to him in a fight against her family and her future husband. The woman came to him with a bunch of her plans that stole her breath and made her worry instead of playing.
In addition to remaining a man who does not dare to do anything, Alpino can only accept and again will conspire with Nalisa for a plot involving life in it. And what else does this cowardly clown do besides trying to look okay and still be a silly clown so that his woman doesn't worry for him?
Where in reality Alpino wants to oppose hard because he is scared.
What if he lost Nalisa right then and there?
Alpino can accept despite having to be broken to see his love with others, but he will not be able to lose Nalisa and can not see the smile of the woman again. He would not be able to lose all of Nalisa in his life. Even just imagine it, Alpino can not.
And now, what should he do?
Alpino felt like he wanted to scream as loud as he wanted.
Alpino wants to ban this idea. He could not persistently endure to support the woman. This is bad, he needs someone else to conspire with him. The one who would desperately reject this crazy idea like himself was Hala.
But Hala is currently..
How could things get more complicated and winding?
”Lisa? It must be because of me, huh?”
Sitting upright in place, Alpino frowned as Jihan let out a soft voice. At first the woman also showed the same expression as him. Surprised is one thing for sure when Lisa tells her idea to the other kids in a strange, circle-shaped negotiation on a small bed in the middle of a cold room.
”What, Ji? No, kok. It's my own idea. You have to support me, huh? I really believe it, same lo!”
Alpino's heart felt squeezed firmly when he heard Nalisa's weirdness. How could the woman possibly laugh lightly like that in this dangerous discussion?
”But if you don't talk to me you won't think of this, Lis! I don't want to, yes, why-why. This bluff is such a danger, Lis! Please, I don't want to lose lo!”
Alpino quietly cheered Jihan on her head. Hoping that Jihan will try to change Lisa's thinking.
”Yes, don't do anything! That's why I call you here to let my show run smoothly! I prepared everything thoroughly. So, this is me sharing to you all so that the plan works. Please, please help me this time. I don't know what else to do. This is the only thing I can do to save my future
Nalisa whines, Alpino wants to deny whatever Lisa says, but her lips can't even move a word. Alias, Alpino is weak in the knee and will do whatever Nalisa asks. As crazy as that. As it is today because Nalisa's request for him is an absolute order.
Look, Lisa. How Alpino fell awake for him.
”Crazy, lo, Lis. It's not as easy as you plan. Although you are sure though, we do not know the disaster can come at any time, right? The risk is high, Lisa. Mending you thinkin again really-bener”
Alpino wanted to thank Fajri for voicing what he couldn't voice before. It seemed, although without Hala who would resist loudly no matter what happened now, he was too low-minded towards his other companions.
Alpino promises that he will apologize immediately to Jihan and Fajri. Supposedly, Alpino could entrust them to reject this crazy plan as well as it seemed.
”Gue know disaster will come at any time. But this is the last way I can get out of my mental and physical prison. You want to see me suffer with that ugly psycho monster? You want it to end when I kill myself-,”
”Nalisa” unknowingly, his voice was already out of his mind. His voice was tight, not wanting to imagine those bad things. ”Shhh. Okay well? Don't talk weird, huh?” there was an index finger on her lips and the thin smile that Alpino gave the woman.
To be honest, she also wanted to calm herself down rather than listen to her continuation. Nalisa seemed to be able to compromise with him at the moment, so Alpino felt at least relieved.
”People” Lisa continues. ”Gue need your help on this. I love my life with you guys. Please me. How else do I have to ask for your help? Do I need to prostrate now in front of you guys?” again, this time more seriously.
”Lisa. We all worry so much that we forbid you to do this strange thing. Understand, huh? There must be a way to solve this problem, okay?”
Alpino tried to hold back his feelings. Her hand was now raised first to gently rub Lisa's head, hoping for her feelings to be channeled.
”Iya, Lisa. I don't want to risk much because you know where we are, right? There is a lot to do, be prepared and be sure to do all this. Lisa, don't you love life?”
”Who does not love life, Ji. I am at the end of the horn. I swear, I'm really frustrated about what else. I'm stess at the last level. I could be depressed until my marriage happens. I don't want to. I don't want to end up with that crazy Noren. Please congratulate me, Ji”
Lisa begged again. Alpino felt his chest tightening.
”Jihan, I trust you because you can definitely know which is safe in your hands and which one is not. I know your accuracy level is high and you know the success rate to what extent. I'm sure because I believe that I can do this. There is no doubt at all in me to do everything that I have arranged as neat as possible like the one I love to you guys now”
”Fajri, I'm sure more than anything you know how it feels to end up the same something you don't like. I also believe in you because you always care about the people you care about. I'm one of your friends and I'm sure you also care about my safety. You're smart, too, Jri. You can definitely make all this work. I strongly believe in the ability of Lo”
Nalisa, with a burning fire in her eyes spoke without any hesitation at all. It was as if the woman was convinced that what she was holding at the moment had almost 99% success. Alpino. She knew that herself, falling in love with the woman because the woman's courage overcame anything around her.
”Al. I won't say much the same. I know you're scared and worried as I” Alpino almost chokes the air when Lisa turns to him in one firm glare as if tearing him into small pieces.
“But I am sure you will always believe in me and will always be by my side. That's all that matters to me to make sure you're all going to walk my idea and agree to help me at this time”
Then, his gaze focused on the book that was now in the middle of the circle of position of the four of them.
”Now, help me make this happen. We have a little time from now on. Like, it's enough to prepare this all”
Now, that's the final decision. Alpino felt himself swallowing something wrong and bitter.
”Nalisa.” Jihan's gaze on her sparkles. There is sadness there but Alpino believes she reads Jihan carefully because she also falls for the constancy Lisa gave them all.
”If this is what you want and believe. I promise I will help you as much as I can. No, I will help you until the whole plan is a big success”
There was a smile given by Jihan as a form of confidence in Nalisa where the Woman replied with a wide grin and a tight handshake that would not be released in a short time.
“Wow, wow.. bentar first” Fajri looks rough sigh. There was an expression that still disagreed in his vow. He must have thought of a lot of things just like Alpino. However, Alpino waited even though his heart was racing and there was the same hope that Fajri also refused.
”A hundred percent sure.”
”Without any doubt at all?”
”Solid 100. Without hesitation”
”What if there is a fatal error?”
Alpino's heart is beating. It felt that the support of his life had sagged from his position and fallen deep into the acid of his stomach.
”Gue will be at risk. Whatever it is”
Nalisa's Resilient answer without pause makes Alpino frustrating. He wants to get out of this discussion as soon as possible. Bitter mouth. He wanted to smoke so he wouldn't go crazy at one point where this conversation might not end at all.
”Serious?”
”Come, Jri. I want to ask you what else Anjir. Long time ago what I chewed. I'm a thousand percent, seriously.”
There was a long breath from Fajri.
”OK. I help”
Alpino felt his life drift from his body. It seems like everything will go either way or won't. Like it or not.
”Yeah! I know I can trust everything the same! My best friend is the best!”
Nalisa jumped from her seat. The light of his happiness came back from his eyes. A distinctive wide smile emerged again from his expression. Alpino doesn't know if he's relieved by how Natisa's real happiness comes up again or if he feels her fear spread so unfriendly.
”Gue sure your plan will work, Lisa! I will do my best!” Jihan cried out, hugging the woman very tightly. ”Gue seneng lo this back again!” he continued in cheers.
”Iya dong, definitely. The plan will work! I'm sure I'm dead because you'll be my protective wings! Hehe”
”OK. So I've laid out the plan. Well, make Jihan, I ask you to take care of that part-,”
”Bent in. We lack people, right? Same thing Hex-”
”Diam”
Alpino bites her lips as Lisa's voice returns in a tight fury. Fajri, who knew nothing, was confused by the reaction he had.
”Do not discuss anything about those traitors kayaking them.” The tone is still the same, gripping.
”Traitor?”
Alpino pats Fajri on the back. Gesture the man to just shut up and let this pass. While Lisa is still focused on the book and her plan, Alpino opens her lips to form a series of words to drive away the confusion Fajri and Jihan who looks like a fool right now knows nothing.
However, the two of them seemed to understand not to ask any further. Alpino is grateful when Jihan starts asking her tasks in Nalisa's crazy idea.
”Oh, if that's what I have! How much, anyway, to be safe? Later I ask my Master for coordination as soon as” Jihan open voice. Sounds a bit more excited than before.
“Set what my task is? Don't bother me, ya” Fajri chimed. Nalisa laughed cheerfully as she hit Fajri with her overjoyed strength.
For now, Alpino doesn't know what he should do and how he feels. It all feels mixed. His head and heart both wanted to explode.
..........
Three hours passed just to design Nalisa's crazy idea. Now, the woman had already fallen asleep with the relief and pleasure that radiated from her tired face. Alpino got up to fix Nalisa's sleeping position. Slowly enveloped the woman properly. Inwardly hoping that Lisa could sleep more soundly than before.
Fajri and Jihan were still in the room. Waiting for Alpino to make a sound. Or rather wait for the right time to bombard him with many questions that must be lodged in their heads.
Alpino nodded. As if knowing what he meant, Jihan and Fajri walked towards the door of the room. Alpino in the back is following them.
Closing the door slowly, she leaned against the door leaf, preparing for whatever the two people who looked not too satisfied with her own reaction would talk about.
”Lo sure?” Fajri interrupted quickly. As if I don't want to waste any more time.
”Lo know I can't say no to nolongin, Lisa, Jri. You must understand my position, right?” He replied tiredly. Alpino doesn't know what else to say.
”But from your account already stated that you are scared to death, Al. Are you ready for these consequences?” Fajri's question was pierced again. Alpino felt fatigue afflicting him twice as much because of this.
”To be honest I wasn't ready. But what can I do again? You see how happy Lisa was when this crazy idea was explained? If he believes one hundred percent, what I can do is become a hundred percent supporter as well. I also have to be sure without hesitation to do this so that everything runs smoothly, Jri”
Alpino tau Fajri looks unhappy. Jihan next to him couldn't even throw anything. Maybe because the woman was too surprised by the previous discussion or it could be because the burden of trust from Lisa is so great for her that she can not even afford to ask anything more. Or maybe just a factor of fatigue and drowsiness, considering this is almost three in the morning.
Alpino may be too parno. It must have been because he thought too much about things that he should not have thought about.
”Gue feels again about a crime, Al. Anjir”
”Criminal indeed, kayak”
”Ngaco, lo” Fajri suddenly interrupts. Alpino just confirmed what he said before.
”Yah. How about it again. Anyway I hope the best hopefully everything goes smoothly and there is no risk at all on Day H. I ask for help with you guys, yes. Pleases. Anyway this should be smooth. I'll blame myself if something goes wrong later”
His smile was weakly forced. Alpino doesn't know anymore. In fact, he was fed up with his own helplessness. He hit his head against the wall hard. But even to exert his strength alone he was already unable to anymore.
”Do not do that, Al. I'm the same Jihan also promised to help Lisa as much as we can. Don't load it all on your shoulders. You are also an ordinary man. Now all Lisa needs is our faith and our efforts to help her get out of this. You are not alone. We're here for Lisa's happiness too, okay?”
Alpino squeaked, the corners of his lips drawn to form a small smile.
”Itya. I always remember that I have you guys who are always there”
”Anjir, lo's expression and lo's words are ludicrous like peso pes”
”Sialang. I just praised you from my deepest heart??”
Alpino laughs. Eventually he was able to let go without any fret as Fajri's fist lodged in his shoulder. It hurt, but this is what he needed. A blow that brings him back into reality. Which brings him back to earth again, out of his confused mind.
”Diem. Now tell us what happened to Hala Heksa? Why did Lisa hate them so much?”
Uh. Alpino shouldn't have been so grateful that Fajri took him out of his messy headroom. Fajri's question is the one he's actually trying to ignore because he also doesn't really understand what's really going on.
But Lisa says that Hala betrayed her. Also, betraying Sinar.
This is definitely not a joke.
Rubbing his tired eyes, Alpino explained to them what he had gotten from Lisa earlier. In both of his eyeballs, Alpino could see the same shock he gave Nalisa when he first heard that as well.
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