Falling Into Your Trap
Confrontation; The Result of a 1/2 Mutual Reaction
”Sa, you have finished cleaning bugs in level 27 system for games that want to launch the results of our meet yesterday, not yet? I need to, uh, make a report to Mr. Adnan”
“Udah. I sent you an email with the blueprints. Ntar lo can Cobain deh already smooth what not yet level. If there is an error love to me again let me directly work”
”Oke, man. Thanks. Uh, if the upgrade yesterday was done too, Sa?”
”Udah safe. Directly in the same grasp Ko Feng as well. If there is anything directly to him. Anything else I need to deal with today?”
”If the new character design Si Taka for Hero Combat 2 game already spun?”
”New half, anyway. Most plus finishing the same nge-smooth animation. Ntar can enter the beta game first to be a trial before finishing the release. It's for three more months, right, yeah?”
”Anjir, really good lo all you work that fast. Great spirit chasing his cartap, Sa. Proud is the same. Already, ah. I'm going to Adnan's room first. Don't forget your rest, Sa. I'm like the undead know no, lo”
”Yoy. Fug. Safe”
Hexa let out a sharp breath. Her tense shoulders hurt as she moved. However, he had to continue working on his unfinished work. He has to re-polish the character, improve the system skills and whatever he can do will spend his time there. Hexa can't rest for a moment. He has to move and keep on doing activities. If he stops, he'll be ruined.
Hexa did it once. He stopped doing anything, stopped keeping himself busy and tried to neutralize his feelings as well as follow the whim of his tired body screams. But the result he got from it was a silent cry in the dark middle of the night with a cold and uncomfortable mattress.
The hex is broken. He has to keep working or else the Hexa will collapse like a crashed puzzle piece. She did not want to cry from feeling empty, as the void by her side made her very uncomfortable. That sense kept shadowing Hexa like darkness wanted to swallow her whole. After Hala had left, Heksa was no longer the same.
Unlike the bugs he always worked on and solved on his games and work, he could not solve anything wrong in his life. If he slept for a while, there were a lot of explosions inside his head and he would start thinking things out. If Hexa tried to close her eyes, many silhouettes made her heart feel squeezed with the clutches of a stone.
Hexa cannot rest. He could not allow himself to think of the many things that ultimately made his head ache and his heart roar with a desire and longing. Everything he has tried to live like ordinary days where he can live it casually. But unfortunately, after the one person who was always by his side disappeared - he couldn't function properly anymore.
Hexa was very frustrated. When he closed his eyes, the shadow of Hala controlled his mind. When she tried to rest, she ended up staring at the dark wall of her cold room with tears dripping involuntarily on her face. Hexa hates it all. Hate how she can't live properly after Hala isn't on her side anymore.
So, rather than choosing to wallow, Heksa made himself productive. Heksa pursues a wide variety of projects that have long been stuck in his PC. Even recently the man has been trying to make a beta mini game themed black cat exploration looking for his home. Where he pretended it was not Hala's cat, Pipang, whom He also longed to play with the furry creature. Heksa also denied that he had determined the ending by showing the house of the cat shaped like the house of Hala and with a pair of humans whose characters are similar to him and the woman.
Heksa denied that he missed Hala very much. But in fact he misses the woman so much that it hurts so much in his chest. Heksa did not expect that the loss of the person he already considered the home where he came home made him this destructive.
Indeed, Hexa could see Hala when they gathered at the new year's event at Nalisa's house. Heksa could see how Hala's moist and uninspired face was usually on the side of Sinar who was now guarding her because they had a commitment to each other. Heksa did not dispute that, even if to be honest, he would not assume that the relationship existed between Sinar and Hala.
How could she assume they had a relationship despite their commitment after Hala said she loved him? Hexa will not be able to feel what is between Hala and Rays is true. He was still in doubt as to how Hala would still not go home and allow this already dying Hexa to just rest in his arms for a while.
Heksa never got this far from Hala. Heksa never lost the warmth of Hala even if it was only a day. Hala will always be there by his side. Always know what she needs and always take care of her like she is important to the woman. Now, when he could only see Hala from a distance and not even as often as usual, Hexa was broken. Hexa could not repair herself as if half her life had been taken away from her.
Now Hala never came home. Never once asked about her condition and avoided her blatantly, Hexa felt that there was an emotion welling up in her stomach. Hexa didn't know what it was but she hated it.
He hated how his life was going. Heksa hated how the presence of Hala was what he now desperately needed. Hexa hated her life which she never imagined would exist at the farthest falling point like this.
Heksa hated how his brain would twist the strange questions about the woman. Is Hala eating well? Sleep well? Where does he live at the moment? How was his day at work? Is she okay? Did Hala miss him like he felt right now?
A bunch. Many questions floated on his head where he brushed him off by returning to work and focusing on the game he was playing at times he was exhausted and his rebelling body gave him a signal to rest.
So, instead of him thinking about those stupid things, now all he thinks about is working, working, and working. He would rest when his body was already at the last level unable to hold it anymore.
Like a game that does not reach the end of the goal; game over.
His phone rang, leaving Hexa shocked and almost unsteady. The man could not even believe that he had been daydreaming ever since Robi left and asked him nothing more. Rubbing his eyes that almost squint due to the radiation of the PC monitor that refracts his eyes constantly, Hexa chose to lift his phone.
Caller Id displays the Alpino name there. Hexa already knows where this conversation goes.
”Halo, Al. How?” His voice was hoarse, calling his best friend on the other end who seemed to be done with his work.
”Lo are ready for five days tomorrow, no, Sa? Don't forget to finish your work here bring your stuff. Bang Noren's employee will pick up at 7. You can, right?”
Alpino sounds are relaxing. There's background noise that seems to indicate that he hasn't reached Alpino's place at all. It feels like the noise in warmindo Ko Akoh.
”Udah. Safe, Al. Before 7 am I am at your place. This wants to finish the work of dikit doang. Aman” Hexa replied without lies. He only had to finish off a bit of his black cat game at level three before closing down today and returning home to his cold, dark home.
”Udah, aja later, Sa. This is if we are late original bad, deh. Mending lo go home now keep cleaning up. You already got his leave, right?”
Hexa let out a small breath. It is true that he is doing now is his personal game and the whole work of the office he has done almost everything. His leave had also been taken care of by Noren, so, he really shouldn't be late for today.
”Iya, huh. I'm ready to go home first. At least half an hour and a half 7 I have been at your house, Al” he replied as he began to clean up.
”OK. I'm the same Fajri wait you at my house, yeah. Bye”
And that way the call is cut off. Heksa pocketed his cell phone. His hands began to move to clear the scattered coffee cans. After a few minutes he cleaned and packed the goods, Hexa pampit went home to the children of the makeshift office and began to advance his motorbike to the crowd of traffic accompanied by the usual orange sun afternoon.
Long she looked at the grounds of Hala's house and fought with her mind to enter or not because she had access to only set foot in the woman's empty house, he was again surprised by the presence of a new person who patted him on the shoulder suddenly. Fortunately, his legs are strong to hold the sides of his motorbike that has not been standard.
”Eh, Miss Dian? What's up, Mom?” still panting in shock, he greeted the middle-aged woman who was their good neighbor who had a sweet smile in front of him.
”Sorry yes mom make a surprise Nak Hexa. But there was a seat from Nak Hala. He said to ask for help with Nak Heksa if Nak Heksa comes home. You want to use today, yes?” Ms. Dian kindly gave her a set of formal attire that Hexa realized was the outfit she would wear to attend Noren and Nalisa's wedding this week.
As Heksa knows, the clothes he wore when attending an important office event two months ago and he never wears them again to this day. The clothes were neatly stored in the corner of Hala's closet which was indeed stored by the woman well. Heksa himself was not even aware that he had not put clothes for the wedding in his small suitcase.
”Oh. Thank you very much, yes, ma'am. Sorry for the trouble. Hala was here, huh bu?” although this is a shameful question because the answer is definitely plastered clearly and clearly there, Hexa still wants to be sure.
Making sure that Hala finally set foot in his house again. That Hala's coming home. Despite not meeting her, Hala kept thinking about her and preparing for anything she had forgotten and needed. Hala was still watching him, Hala was still worried about him.
The heart of the Hexa is not beating. There was a pain that made her claustrophobic yet there was a happy hum with the fact that there was still herself in Hala's mind. The mixed taste makes Hexa feel like spewing coffee liquid that fills her stomach since this morning.
”lho, yes, anyway. Nak Hala came here to bring this for Nak Heksa. Where do you get this from?” Bu Dian laughed crisply while giving out clothes belonging to Hexa.
”Thank you very much, yes bu” With a smile that suddenly pulled the corner of her lips, Hexa took her clothes carefully.
”Iya equally, Son Hexa. But I saw Nak Hala come with the same guy, you know. I think I've seen that guy, but not often. If you may know, that's his new girlfriend Nak Hala, huh?”
Just now there was a fine twinkle in his heart, it was already destroyed again by the words of his neighbor. For some reason, Hexa was fed up with the picture. He was not wanting to hear anything about Sinar and Hala. His heart clenched again. It felt like her Hala was being taken for granted by someone else. Although his sane mind said that this was not a problem, but his claustrophobic chest did not want to hear anything else related to this.
Hexa felt so fed up all of a sudden.
Fed up when all he thought about was that woman from the start. Fed up when everything around him reminds him of the void without the woman by his side. Fed up because she was taken away by others so easily. Sick of everything that included Hala made Hexa weak in the knee.
That feeling of disgust now swirled in his chest and he just wanted to shout at anyone. Heksa could no longer bear this anything that made him fall into a spiral of confusion and burning emotions.
Hala is his and he will take her back. Heksa will make sure Hala will be in his hands again. Whatever happens.
”Ndon't know, ma'am. But thank you, yes Hexa entered first want to be ready to leave. Ms. Dian is in good health, ya” That was the last thing she told her neighbor before she entered her house with a thousand steps.
Heksa doesn't want to lose Hala anymore.
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There were many times when Hexa tried to approach Hala just to talk to her. However, the first three days felt like hell where the Light would always be next to the woman. Rays were always everywhere and around Hala, making Hexa even more irritated. He just wanted to talk to the woman, why does it feel so hard?
Hala really clung to her show to avoid Hexa wherever she was. By acting like they had no problem with each other in front of their friends but there was a very visible distance between them.
Heksa tried to refrain from pulling Hala to get the woman away from the crowd and just talk to her. For God's sake, Hexa just wanted to make a conversation with that woman. Why does it feel so hard?
In the past, they were not far away and foreign like this. They will talk at every opportunity and they will be entertained by each of their strange chatter. Hexa misses that. Hell, he misses Hala so much to an unnatural extent.
But Hexa did not give up for this time. When he saw his formal suit hanging neatly in the hotel closet, Heksa recalled that Hala still had the same concern for him. Heksa will not remain silent and let Hala stay away. He'll talk to the girl. She swore.
But Heksa admitted that he was desperate for all his experiments. Every time he asked Hala to talk to him for a moment, she just gave him a slug and a wry smile that was directed at him. That pissed off Hexa. He hated this kind of situation.
At the end of a day like this, all Hexa thought about was sending a message to the woman. It was almost midnight so for Hexa this was the last experiment of the day. If his message today is only considered a past wind by the woman, Hexa will try again tomorrow. He would do so until Hala would meet and talk to him.
Me:
Hala, you really don't want to talk to me anymore, huh? I swear, la, I miss you so much. We'll talk to you for a second, will we, huh? I'm waiting on the balcony hallway room M/N 7th floor. I will wait until you come.
So, please, come and talk to me, huh?
Sent, 23.18
Read, 00.02
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