Falling Into Your Trap
A Place of Escape; A Candidate Home Where the Heart is Directed. Part 2

Ray did not know how long he had been unconscious. He could not count the darkness he felt in the cradle of tranquility he had been unaware that he needed it most. Maybe two or three hours, maybe more. He only came to his senses when voices from outside pulled him from the crib he did not want to leave. However, when he wanted to re-constitute himself in a dreamless sleep that was very soothing as well as opium, he heard the heavy whispers of other people's voices and his pillow that was twitching with uneasiness, try not to make too many moves that are most likely done so that he is not disturbed in the beauty of his beautiful hibernation.

The light is aware that he is still asleep with his head placed in the same place as before, not moved or moved. Hala's lap was still as soft and comfortable as the one she felt first. The weight of the fur blanket that was on his body, pulled up to the top of his elbow he could vaguely feel.

But again, he can't. Because the heavy voice of others seemed to make Hala more agitated. Still closing his eyes and pulling his hand in a firmer crease under the quilt, he realized that something was stuck in his chest and snored comfortably undisturbed by movement, Light can record everything even though his eyes are still stuck so perfectly. His senses rose higher when his vision was closed, guess after guess struck his head with an answer that was almost one hundred percent correct.

The dense black-haired cat with the white patches that Hala belonged to must have been a burden that was on his chest. The voice that continuously asked about something that was not so capable of registering was still in the sleepiness foam, very much he could confirm who it was.

Sinar waited for a while, letting Hala speak in the whispers of aggression he uttered to Hexa. One person was definitely in Hala's private house from how often Sinar heard and even saw the figure of the man around. He was even the one who put jealousy number one when he saw Hexa waiting inside Hala's house as they did a night walk together which Sinar very much liked to call a date.

It took some time that felt like forever when his consciousness was full and he understood that Hala was telling Hexa to go home soon, a moving hand gesture, and that Hala was telling him to go home, perhaps expelling the man's presence where Sinar just wanted to grin triumph-, he could feel it despite being so subtle in movement. He could list the strange questions Heksa had about how Hala could be at home with Sinar on his lap and the fact that the man was frantically looking around for Hala's presence at his workplace for an invitation home together.

There was a rumble that was not particularly liked by the light. It sucks when he realizes that someone else is too clingy with his house. However, who was he to carry the anger of jealousy where he had been burdened with so many problems that came to attack him in such a way? Jealousy is another option. After all, Hala was nearby and chose her by how the fact was stated when Hexa chose to comply with Hala's request for the man to return to his own home.

Sinar's ears moved as he heard the heavy and deep sighs of Hala, as if she was relieved of whatever was bothering her. A moment passed, he could feel the movement of Hala's hand rubbing her forehead for a while before turning around to stroke the ball of fur curled up in Sinar's chest. It was like a weight being lifted by more as Hala moved the sleeping cat to the other side. The light involuntarily relieved with a steady breath.

“That came, Hexa, yes?”

Actually, Sinar did not want to say that when he first opened his lips to speak. It came with a wrong voice, but he could not pull a word anymore as he felt the tensed body of Hala and the shocked face as Sinar peeked over from behind his slowly opened eyes.

“Gosh, I'm shocked” the woman covered her chest with her elbows held up high. Be careful not to hit the face of Sinar in accident. “Kak Sinar if you wake up do not suddenly so, dong. Give me a little cue, why, anyway? fortunately you did not immediately I fell down, Kak” Hala nagged, but it came out with a grunt from the lips that advanced in a funny cone.

All the restlessness of the Rays vanished instantly. He smiled as he lifted his body in a sitting position. His head was still a bit dizzy but he felt fresher than anything. Realizing something, he looked down. The two buttons on the top are removed and the tie is loosened. Hala must have done it to make Sinar sleep more soundly even though it is still wrapped in a white shirt and pants material that is not too comfortable. A roar of affection appeared and Sinar felt too full.

In front of him, Hala looked at him worriedly.

“Still sick, Brother, his head?” the worried tone dripped like honey from the woman's voice. The light shakes lightly before being surprised by the white water that has been fed to him. The ray did not know where it came from and from when, but he received it without much complaint.

“If it still hurts mending you rest again. Bentar..” the hum of Hala's voice sounded like a cradle in his ear. The light gasped as the woman's palm was already on her forehead to check her body temperature. Heart Rays were crazed, he felt extremely overwhelmed. “Good, it's not too hot anymore. Sorry, yes, brother, I'm not compressing. You see, I can't make you wake up if I ready to compress it. Fear of his head getting dizzy”

“No need, dek. it's more than enough” Sinar interrupts quickly. He could not listen to much more attention from Hala because he had just woken up. She was not prepared for the affection that inflated like a balloon inside her chest. It is too beautiful to cover up all the restlessness that was present in previous times.

Sinar chose to hand the glass to Hala before he took another impulsive action to pull the woman in his arms. Hala must have been too tired of him. The man was aware that he might be more intrusive and complicating the woman now that he was back able to think clearly and coherently.

“Where are your feet? No pegel, I pinjem as a pillow?”

Rays noticed. He knew he was a heavy burden. The woman also must have gone through the same anxiety to stay in position and not move to keep the Light safe. His hands stretched out to gently rub Hala's kneecap. A little guilt from most of the pleasure and haru that tucked in here and there.

“Ngak, kok, Kak. just calm down, it's usual”

Hala gave her a funny whimper as the woman gently brushed her hand away. He patted his thighs cheerfully to show the truth of his words. The light knows what ordinary means. Ugly in feeling, he chose to ignore. Because he knew, he wasn't that special for now for Hala. But at least, he was happy to have earned that bit of luxury.

“Thankful, deh, if so” Helaan breath and smile he gave. His hand scratched his head, scrambling the mess of his hair. Hala chuckled small. “Sorry if I trouble you, lo, Deck. Thanks for giving me peace. I'm somewhat relieved now it feels” murmured sincerely. His eyes glared at Hala with great affection. Hope the woman realizes how important and valuable she is to a ray of.

“Gue was horrified, kak” Helaan heard a breath before Hala stood up to stretch her body. His shirt was slightly raised as he pulled both hands high in the air and Sinar pulled himself to look in the other direction.

“But you owe a lot of explanation to me” he said quickly in the threat of one blinking firm eyes. “Lo inget, no, have you said something ugly before you went to bed? I want to demand clarity from the stupid things you told me”

Riveted light. He leaned his body against the shoulder of the sofa as the corners of his lips lifted in a thin smile. Of course, Hala would scold him like that.

“Gue want you to pull all your sayings about you being the one who fails. Very nice mouth you say so, Kak” women that make an unpleasant face. The frown of his forehead deepened and Sinar had a strong desire to remove it from Hala's face with a gentle sweep of his fingers.

“But, well, I hope you really want to tell me about it. If for example you are not comfortable for the story, I can wait”

The light was struck by the rapid speech uttered by Hala. He sometimes forgets how Hala who threatened and urged him to tell this story still appreciates his decision in spilling his personal anxiety. He appreciates boundaries and he sounds very sincere to calm whatever the current Rays are going through. The deepest part that most people have is hard to say but it only takes others to be around for them to think better and breathe with a regular roar of beats.

“But of course I do not accept lo ngatain yourself kayak so” he continued when the woman pulled a quilt of fur that Sinar dropped and folded it with painstaking hands. “Just as comfortable as you are, Brother. I will wait to talk about your situation today. Why really make me panic like a dazed person. Until I skipped work and lied to my boss, and even lied to Lisa” Decakannya in the form of facts and Sinar felt a little guilty about it.

“Just like you have to be responsible!’ Quickly word. “But later after you clean up and we have dinner together. You sit here for a while, I'm ready for warm water with the clothes on. I have a Hexa shirt in the next room that you can wear. Hexa mostly likes oversize clothes because if you make relaxed”

The light held the complaint that he so desperately wanted to make. But, like the fool he was, out of all the many he could say, the question that had no important weight he uttered aloud.

“Dining with Heksa?”

Not weighty for others, but this is crucial for him.

“Ngak. Heksa I have asked to eat out because he also has an event with his office. Tuh child if I do not ask to nimbrung group office outdoor event where want, surely” Sinar saw Hala chuckle funny, I don't imagine what. “So, thank you for being here with me, Kak. Barin he is occasionally active in the work group to quickly rise from internship to permanent employee. Let me build a connection also the Hexa”

“Ah, so, yes.” Right, Hala is a very considerate person. Heksa is very lucky to be taken care of 24/7 by this future life candidate.

“Iya, Brother. Yaudah, you wait here, yeah. The warm water I prepared first” he said quickly when he put a blanket on another part of the sofa.

“Oh yes, Hala” Sinar called, preventing the woman from immediately disappearing from the room.

“After meal..want to exit?” his voice was calm, yet hopeful.”I promise you the same story, lo, La”

For questions and requests for time for the woman, Sinar was relieved and satisfied when Hala nodded with a thumbs-up of approval.

“Whatever makes you comfortable, Brother, I'm okay aja”

It was what Hala was calling for along with her who disappeared in the event of preparing bath water for Sinar.

Of course he didn't want to cry. But who was he to foresee the future some time later?

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In accordance with what Sinar pinta on Hala, after cleaning himself, wearing suitable Hexa clothes on his body, eating delicious dishes made by Hala again afterwards in a little warm joking kitchen table dining room, and the, in the end, Sinar and Hala were already in a bowling center area.

First, Sinar is still the same as before where he has no purpose even though he is the one who invites. The man had already searched his head for a spot and even conducted an internet survey, but was completely unhappy with the idea of being outdoors due to the cold temperatures where it rained around the time they had dinner. It was not dense, but its haw delivered Rays in the memory of the changing seasons of how the wind blew. He also dislikes some places that do not fit in with his comfort. After all, they will tell a lot of important things and Sinar is unlikely to say his baldness in a place that makes him nauseous.

But all his fret disappeared as he recalled Wildan's words about how the man was stress relief. He also remembered the man's invitation while they were being preoccupied in a job that made the inner pressure roar. Be with a little memory of the place, he managed to bring Hala to a room that he took specifically for himself and Hala enjoyed the various features that have been provided there.

For an initial pleasure, Hala was busy with her activities of choosing bowling balls.

“This one.” Rays were startled when Hala painstakingly pulled out a single green-colored ball. “Gue likes green. It's a color of luck! Try, deh, Kak. must be strike” directly he said with enthusiasm when he gave a wide grin at the flabbergasted, somewhat overwhelmed Rays. The man smiled fondly before nodding.

The beam approached the bowling track that he had set before and positioned himself with the best gesture possible. He focused on the far point of view at the far end, his hand stroking the slippery surface of the ball before throwing it in a professional smooth motion. His eyes looked over, hoping that it was able to knock down the pin. But baby, it just shifted and through the gutter on the right. The light felt foolish in shock. Usually, he is better at the game.

Turning around, Sinar tried to win the disappointed expression from Hala, but all he could get was the booming laughter of the woman who was now holding her stomach as if she had just spewed out her laughing box that was tickled by thousands of feathers.

“I think I always fail at anything.” Sighing, he re-imagined the things that made him nauseous. “Sorry, yes, Hala. i-,”.

“Diem, kak” refuted the woman when she was standing next to Sinar with another green ball. This time it was brighter. “Try again. Sis was not blessed with green fairies. Nih, maybe her green fairy has now blessed sister”

The ray blinked in the random statement that Hala described. The woman still laughed with a funny giggle when handing the ball. Both of his eyebrows raised to force Sinar to take. With a cute slit and lips that are interested in an amused grin, Sinar decides to take it and try again.

This time Hala did not leave his side. The woman is still in the same position within a safe distance so as not to interfere with the movement of the rays. The sound of spirit and the cry of confidence from Hala made the Rays shoot out. The man laughed before returning to throw the ball in the hope that it would hit a point and knock down all the pins. His heart was pounding, yet he unintentionally shouted out in excitement as the ball smashed everything in one full roll.

“Tuh, right! good luck! Lo great, Brother! some more! Again!”

Hala jumped up with spirit. Sinar did not know how his confidence this time soared so much that he did not realize he had taken the ball and threw it with various styles, again and again. Shouts of victory here and there, defeat and resentment followed behind before the high volume shouts managed to score happiness in the satisfaction of the night. At some point, Sinar did not know that he began to speak in the manner that Hala listened to so patiently.

“Gue tired of my life. I think I have no choice at all. I have to do this and it is as directed. I was never taught to choose what I wanted. I have to choose what is good for the company and make both my parents”

“Sometimes if my choice is wrong, I always get a penalty. I've always been told about my ineptness in many ways that others find easy. Sometimes, I get excessive demands and I can not complain and back away from many things that have been charged to me. Hope that they love so much that I am overwhelmed and sometimes confused my will is actually what”

“On the one hand I like because I do not need to choose the future. I know what to do, I know where to go. But, baby, there is nothing I really enjoy. My life feels like I'm being overwhelmed by other people. I feel like a living doll made with tali”

“Gue has no one, not even temen. That's why when I have one that feels bitter about living like me, I tie him in my life as the only best friend I have. The sincere, which is where I can give excess trust to him”

“Gue always ngelakuin the best so that he does not mengeselan equally me. Let him not understand how lonely he is without people who understand the situation I am experiencing. I always try my best to understand him and always be there for him. I don't understand, of the many things I try to do, why does everything always end in failure?”

“Not only failed for friends, I also failed as a brother in a sibling relationship. I hate feeling weak like this. I hate it when I can't protect my brother. I hate it when I make the wrong decision. I have thought many times what I do is the best for me. Make Lisa... but why is everything I believe now even a boomerang that undermines all my beliefs? I'm scared, La.”

“Through my smudges, the mistakes I made, my doubts about what I should choose. I feel like I failed. failed about life.”.

“Hala, if I don't believe in myself, you can't trust me even if only one percent?”

“Please..tell me that everything will be fine. Please..love me trust even though only zero comma percent.”

Light did not know what happened when he could not continue his words. But all she could feel was Hala's close embrace when she was forced to bend down and warmed up in a gentle embrace like a shield from the evil of the outside world. Like a blanket that wraps it from hell called life.

Just that one move, Rays spewed out everything that had only been able to be contained within the bars of his heart.

She's not crying. No-no, still not.

The night was longer than he expected.

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