Falling Into Your Trap
Confession of Rays

Relieved is what washes her whole self away when she finds the woman she was looking for like a lunatic with one phone in the ear in a call that keeps ringing unhinged. His misty head was now as in the flush of a pail of shock sunlight, removing the gray weight from his surroundings. His feet stepped wide, half-running to instantly pull the woman in and make sure that he was okay and nothing less.

A curious face in observation, whistled with the slight worry left behind when he finished and was convinced that his woman was fine. Nothing wrong at all. His heart muttered in many words that chimed in one and the other to make itself feel so hard to get the word out.

Light, suddenly feeling upset. He wanted to scold Hala for making her very anxious. Untold and selfless, the woman had something on her face a sign that she did not understand a single thing and was completely unaware of how scared the Light was about her existence.

Taking a deep breath with a slumped shoulder from the tension, Sinar managed to sort out the word for him to convey first. Now, Hala is in his grasp so that he can come back to earth again, hoping that this does not happen again one day in the future. To be honest, Sinar was terrified when he did not find Hala when she was the one responsible for the woman from the beginning of their show.

“Lo where are you, anyway, La? Why are you suddenly gone? You know what, I am looking for you? Could it be, if you want to go it's saying goodbye first? I don't know where I'm going to panic half dead!”

Oops, apparently he's not grounded at all. His mind was not yet fully rational and the fog of anxiety was still looking for shale points of upset and angry emotions to reach. The two hands gripping the side of Hala's arm trembled in emotional custody which was still able to be shackled to a large extent.

Rays could see how Hala was grimacing due to his grip. He wanted to loosen his grip on Hala, but he could not yet do so. Let it be, he wanted to ease his emotions first. Sinar has to make sure that Hala understands where his mistakes are now that makes him almost crazy.

Let's say he's overreacting. The light is just scared. Surprisingly, that feeling was too strong to shake him.

“Aduh, Brother, calm down first. Why come here even angry me, anyway? one-to-one, Kak” Hala grumbled. The light felt a pinch that shocked him. Gone from the thought box anything that made him just want to throw anger at Hala for being not so wary of his heart about the woman. The current light felt really fooled.

Is Hala really trying to ignore and stall all the important questions?

At this moment, his hand he pulled hurriedly to place it back on his face. Closing off the whole mimic emotion and not thinking to calm himself from the frustration of yelling, he turned around. His fingers turned ruffled his hair furiously before he placed it on his waist with a heavy long sigh that even made several pairs of eyes go by stealing eyes with curiosity to him.

A flash of negative words stopped by the head of the Light, but he chose to close his eyes and regained his composure. The most important thing right now is, Hala is here. In front of his eyes, next to him, standing with nothing less than the woman's brain and mind who desperately wants the Light to squeeze with super hand power so that the woman is able to think better than to respond with another grunt without an answer from the important questions he needed.

Turning around, he put a serious face on Hala.

“Ionatta Allysum Andromeda Hala's.. You really tell me what it is, huh?” The light almost snapped out of resentment, but he held back with the thought he still held perfectly that he did not want to drop Hala in the presence of a stranger. He still appreciates his women.

“Lo understand, anyway, if you've lost and make me panic? No news? Can't be contacted? Please, don't make me crazy, La. Could it be, if you want to go alone first with me? As a matter of courtesy because from the beginning you were with me and you were my responsibility”

Sinar wanted to submerge his head into the cold water when he saw that Hala had plenty of time to study the bursts of words he had uttered before in the end, the woman came to her senses by applying a guilty expression. Actually, Sinar does not want Hala to feel that way, but sometimes, even though Hala has become a figure that makes Sinar want to depend on him, there are some things where the woman has her own selfishness.

Including things about whatever happened today. If only Hala had known what Sinar felt just a moment ago, Hala would not have been able to act so confused like this. Certainly, Hala's current selfish side had taken the best out of his mind.

“Sorry, Kak”

That's a sincere apology. The woman began to understand where her position is now and Sinar's feelings become better at this time. Although the fear still has not completely faded.

“Sorry, Brother. I didn't think that way. I didn't know that my brother would be this sweet. I mean, I think because the building is not so big and even if I don't see you guys, I can go back to the parking lot to wait for you guys. I don't think that lo will nyari me until I get angry like this. I realize I'm wrong now. Sorry, yes, Brother..”

Although Sinar did not have the heart to make Hala apologize like this, he could not lie to himself that he again felt bad because of the woman's confession.

The rays? Won't panic like a madman because Hala is missing from his side? Won't panic just because the building isn't even as big as his company? Oh, Hala must have underestimated her feelings. The light slammed backwards. He must remain calm and not follow his own bad feelings or his relationship with Hala will deteriorate because Sinar is convinced, he will only end up blaming himself later.

“Sorry, Brother. I was just thinking that-,”

“Udah. Apologize save it first. Are you finished shopping or not? We chat in other quieter places and certainly not in a room as crowded as gini” Sinar held back, bluffing his teeth inside gritted lips, he continued. “....ya?”

Still, the plea at the end. He did not want to sound too pushy even though he knew that this was coercion. The light just wanted to make himself and his feelings calm. Just once and in this situation only. For the rest, he doesn't want to do this anymore. Hoping that he would never force the woman to his ego.

This time only. He roared in his heart. Hala must be warned.

“Gue was again wanted bento cake that Uchiha Family picture. But the word that sells has run out in their fans wholesale. I am looking for another. And plan to take this one home.”

Rays could see that Hala explained carefully. Pointing to one female anime character that she doesn't remember what it is. Heart light cracked. He was spilling so much emotion on Hala that the woman became wary of him.

“Judah. If you already know which one, directly ordered, yes, now?” tone softened. Light tried to give her the best smile she could show. “That's your stuff let me hold it. Take care of your cake now, La. Still, anything else to buy before we chat outside?”

“You want to buy pancakes for us to eat together later, same pudding. can?”

“Iya, can. After all, I never forbid you to choose anything you like and you want. Not right I”

Haven't.

Little hearts of light whispered, thrashing inside the weakened cell.

Later, soon, hopefully.

Hope the one that does not fade is a Pandora's box that is locked tightly. Being held tight that an opportunity will come into being is a beautiful reality.

“Gue's coming inside, huh? Nemenin lo choose his snacks” of course that's the question.

“Iya, Brother. come”

At the very least, Hala had her usual beautiful smile when she responded so well and her hands were open. The light once again, unaware of how the red color of his anger was descending was approaching a blazing blue line.

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There is no place where no one sets foot around. Sure oes. They even circled around many visitors to just find a suitable place for the chat that should and is ensured to keep going. At least a tenacious ray about it.

All the places have been attended by many humans. Of course, these are festivals and events that are made into one. No wonder that some people will leave an empty place without occupants. Almost gave up on just taking Hala away from this place, maybe going home to his apartment or just finding an empty space suitable for talking, maybe, The beam pulls Hala to climb towards the rooftop that opens in one of the stairs that Sinar accidentally found.

So, here they are. Located on the second floor of an open space that is even just a small plot of place to put the stored items of personal building equipment. The wind hit their faces consciously, making the claustrophobic from the jostling and being around the crowd disappear greeted with pure fresh air outside. Although it looks a bit dirty and dusty, Sinar does not care, the most important thing is the space to talk and some places for them to sit and rest their legs.

Closing his eyes and trying not to lean against the dusty wall, Sinar took some time later than he had imagined that he would return to hurling emotions at Hala. Contrary to that, Sinar was already firmly convinced that his rational mind had returned completely. Although there was a small piece that might be lost because he shamelessly grabbed Hala's fingers for her to hold tightly. But of course, he would not raise a protest for a piece of lost sanity.

The Ear of Sinar moved as Hala muttered a little. The man was convinced that Hala was the first to open his voice and continue the delayed conversation.

“Kak Sinar. once again, I'm sorry”

Get to the point, without further ado. And again, sorry came out, but this time the earnestness was obtained from how his voice sounded in the light of the Rays.

“Gue now understand why I have to apologize, brother. The first one is because I didn't go tell you first or even to Lisa. Second because I could not be contacted. I didn't realize my HP was silent mode. Maybe it was because I again focus on buying merch accidentally depressed when you want to enter HP into tas”

Sinar nodded, satisfied with how Hala spoke his thoughts and the guilt he was currently well aware of.

“Keep, I also apologize for making you panic and panic me. I realized I was lost because I didn't go here alone. Even from the beginning, I was the one being invited. I shouldn't be arbitrary. Sorry, yes, Kak” he said again in recognition.

“Good if you understand, La. I was shocked when I realized that it was not the same for me. Don't gini anymore, huh? I don't care if you go alone or wherever you want to be with yourself. I don't have a problem. But this, you were with me at the beginning. Manalagi here rame. Although the place is small, still, I am worried because I should take care of you. If so, I must feel guilty. Want to say what I will to Mama and Papa lo if, amit-amit, something happens equally under my responsibility?”

Honestly, it was a little he could name. Actually, her panic was all about the safety of her own heart. More than that, Sinar is only afraid if something happens to someone who becomes his home and he will lose that house even when he is supposed to take good care of it. Sinar just wants Hala to be okay and safe with him.

“Kak, don't do that. I'm sober. Sorry, ya”

One squeeze in his hand could be felt. Sinar can be sure, that he is familiar with this warmth and he is sure he will be very willing to hold it until the end of the day.

“Yes, I'm sorryin. But, there was no other time” firmly with one look directly into his female round eyes where he immediately got a reply one nod like an unspoken agreement.

A stifled breath, giving a moment's pause from the conversation. The light looked up to stare at the clean clouds in the afternoon sky ahead of a clear afternoon. With the hum of a stream of cleaners and air conditioners inside the building and gusts of wind from between the ventilation gaps of the enclosed storage room, the Rays felt relieved for a moment. Being able to make all his worries fall for the real part.

The back stood firm, the beam twisted its body to stare at Hala who had just thrown the word like she was giving a self-defense. A ray raised both of his eyebrows in a gesture of asking.

“Actually, I saw you very happy to talk to Miss Jelita, Kak”

That one throw made the light flabbergasted.

What the fuck, that?

“Gue happy?” he's parroting. Yes, he will not deny that he was lost in his excitement for a moment and managed to ignore Hala just like that. Not realizing that she prefers to talk to Jelita until she forgets her house for a moment.

Hala gave a smile, nodded surely.

“Lo very happy, loh. I was doused with gasoline again. Fire burning!! I see that, so happy, brother! I was happy to see you were so happy and relaxed to talk and show your feelings without closing any of your previous unrest. In fact, when we play at the festival aja lo kayak there are still many odd stones”

One hand patted their hands, the smile of the sumringah Hala displayed lightly. The light felt thrown.

“Makanya, I decided to make you talk a lot with Miss. Jelita's. I don't want to interrupt your conversation anymore, Brother. I don't want to disturb your happiness, tau”

“Hala.”

Hala chuckles funny. Out of nowhere it seemed like he was feeling very anxious in the conversation. Inversely with before.

“Not a problem, tau, Sister. I also go with the fun. And more importantly, this is the goal, Kan?”

Rays grazing. What else is Hala trying to tell him?

“What?”

“Double date, Kak” He whines, puts one finger between them with a face look turned serious. “Double dating. So, Lisa's the same as Brother Noren. And of course, Lo same Miss. Jelita's. Double date!”

The light can't stand it anymore. What the fuck is that bullshit Hala just said right in front of her face?

“Hala, lo bego or are you pretending to bego, I ask?”

Sinar knew that he could feel Hala's shock from how the woman had jumped just from her beavering speech.

“Gue asked once again. This you really think no, the hell when you say it to me?”

Angry light. He's really mad.

No. gabe. He was more tired, disappointed. He doesn't know where to put it. Everything feels so messy.

“Kak-,”

“Gue doesn't understand your thoughts right now. But I hope you really do not know and are stupid because you are not aware of this. But honestly, you are outrageous if you say this Double date event for me and others where obviously you are the first one on my side and invited directly with Noren for this”

Frustrated, the light spewed out everything. He can't take it anymore.

Pulling away from Hala, he stood up. In fact, when he had himself, he did not know what to react to. Hala who was still sitting with a strange mess that Sinar could not read, stood up from her place. His face looked worried. The light wants to laugh at itself.

“Lo should understand, Hala. This show is for me. Not another random person who just came into my life. Make the same light Hala. Make us both”

His eyes were straight on the woman. He was sick when he saw Hala feeling guilty. Sinar did not want this, but exhaustion really took the best of him.

“Hala, I do not understand why until now, until this moment you also do not realize how I feel to you. I don't know how ignorant you are or how denial you are about how I feel to you. Supposedly, with everything I've done, you realize that I have the same feeling you, Hala”

There was a subtle jolt Hala gave as she revealed everything. The round eyes of the woman stared at him in many words that could not be conveyed. Frustrating light. He had been panicking about losing, and now? He felt sick and tired because Hala just kept not being able to see how much love Sinar had for the woman.

Tired light. He just wants to drop everything. Whatever the consequences, he just wants Hala to be aware and see how hard Sinar struggles to show his love for her. He doesn't want to be a coward anymore. He's tired already.

“Even if you can say, everyone knows that I love you, Hala. More than my best friend. I love you the same. All this time, my home. Lo the only person who succeeds is in my heart in the highest placement”

Sinar tried to grab Hala's fingers. The woman looked unfocused, but her eyes showed a lot of unspokenness there in addition to the shock that took over all of the words that lay on her tongue.

“Gue do not know what makes you not aware of my feelings that I have clearly shown to you. But for sure, I don't want to be quiet anymore because you've been outrageous. It's all I love, Hala. Not anyone else. My love is the same. Why can't you just look at me a little bit? Please, Hala. Don't worry about me.”

Rays could see how the woman threw away her face so as not to face directly at the Rays. Nevertheless, their fingers were still clinging. Sinar has a lot of hope and he confronts that, something he wants is the answer.

But instead of the positives he was looking forward to, accompanied by a guilty look on his face and teary eyes drew his gaze in one sure pain thrown at him. Sinar was certain, he would be left in a huge hole of his first heartbreak.

“Kak.. Sorry. sorry I”

His voice vibrates. The light felt incapable.

“Hala.”

“I'm sorry, Brother. I can't. I don't know.. there are. there are people who. i..”.

One smile Rays.

Ah, not her life, not her love story.

“Who?”

That was the wrong question he asked. The light should not ask anymore. He even knew who it was from the beginning.

“Heks”

His voice was trembling in a sense of guilt that he shouldn't have.

“Gue likes the same Hexa, Kak Sinar.. I'm sorry.”

The light had just healed in his emotional turmoil a few days ago and was strengthened by his house in the form of a female figure in front of him. Then, if a broken heart swallows it again in an endless madness, who can afford to heal it when his home is the main culprit of his pain?

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Note:

Chapter tomorrow has entered the story of our main characters Nalisa and Noren😊