Falling Into Your Trap
Brother and Sister; A Thick Blood Relationship

“Gue does not want to marry, sis. I do not want to marry if it is not my choice.. I still want to be free.”

Sometime after Lisa quenches herself to hit her brother with a fist to ease the destruction of her broken heart and mind, she finds herself in the arms of the older sister. They are now in a relaxing room that they usually use to watch movies or just play games. Lisa also remembers that this is the same room where she and her friends had a small party a while ago.

It was amazing to see the current situation. Cold from the air conditioner which is usually very soothing to the skin and pet it until comfortable just cradling, now it becomes cold that pierces his skin like he is scraping a bloody wound to attack his broken heart.

Lisa's gaze was blank, she even saw black from how the room was only aided from the lighting of the small table lamp that became Lisa's favorite. Not wanting the light from the bright lights of the room to expose her fragile self, or even not wanting her beautiful starry lights to mock her miserable ruin. Lisa actually just wants to be alone, but it feels like, with her brother embracing her in such a way, Lisa knows that she needs a lot of support.

“Gue can't believe Papa could've confessed this to me, sister. I've never even thought Papa or Mama would call the freedom they love to me in such a wicked way like gini.” His voice was soft, engulfed in almost the darkness of the room and the low temperature.

“Papa even to ngancem I make take me home to Japan and menggurung me in the main house if I am still stubborn to refuse this marriage. I do not want, Sis. My heart aches” He sobs, again drowns his head in the chest of Sinar.

“Gue is also young Sis. I have only twenty-three years. I am not ready for a young wedding. I feel like I'm still a kid too. There is so much I can do in my life. Marriage is still scary for me, brother. I haven't even been the best person for myself..how can Papa and Mama make me marry like gini?”.

Again and again, Lisa throws up many excuses where she can defend herself from being forced into marriage in such a way. That was what he could think of for now. Although his head was constantly calling out for bad people who were none other than Noren who was the key to where all this could happen, she still imposes another coherent reason to give validation to why she deserves to be kicked out of this stupid marriage.

“Gue sure Papa and Mama have been brainwashed like Sister Noren. A bad guy like him can certainly do a lot of things for his greed. Brother Noren is a madman, brother. He's a bad monster! He has been bad to me!”

Lisa voiced out in pain from the sidelines of the big voice she called out. His voice bounced back in the cold room. Lisa could feel the older sister's embrace getting tighter around her body. Not to mention, the gentle hand rub on his head nearly stopped for a split second before re-smoking the surface of his hair with the affection that dripped from the action.

“Lo also participated in this, Brother. Your brain has also been washed the same Kak Noren until you willing lo lo lo is snatched away his freedom with a stupid forced marriage!” Lisa feels her emotions are peaking again, recalling at that time how Noren was first introduced to her.

“Why, anyway, you could be on Kak Noren's side rather than your own adek lo, brother? Why can you believe that others can take care of me while I myself feel threatened by his presence and his foolish coercions?” Lisa closed her eyes tightly, wiping away the tearful twists that were still dripping out and unstoppable.

“And why can you be like a Noren guy, anyway? See what's going on now? Papa Mama took me, my freedom was taken away and I was forced to marry the same person I did not love? Not the person I really choose to be someone I want to finish my time until I die.”

“Try to position yourself so I am, Brother! Try to be forced to marry someone else and not the same person you love? Try to imagine you were forced to marry someone else and not Hala? If I want, you love to die with my best friend, right? Try to position yourself as me, brother! You have to know how broken I am now.”

“Wedding is not a game for me.” Lisa took a breath. The brother's body was tense in his skin. In fact, the soothing swipe on his head stopped the blink of an eye. The beam stopped breathing for a moment, being careful as he finally exhaled the breath he was holding.

“Gue wants me to marry someone I meet, who loves me and I love him. I want one day to marry the same person who can be home for me to come home, make me lean if I am sad again, if I am sick again. I want my wedding once in a lifetime, brother.” Lisa blabbed again. He will not let Sinar decide everything he wants to get out.

“Gue has never even fallen in love, sister. I've never thought about how it feels to love someone so much that I don't want to lose him in the context of romance, sister. If suddenly I was forced to kayak like this on the grounds that Kak Noren fell in love with me, the cave so afraid of love itself, sis.”

“Instead of love, Brother Noren can I say obsessed with me” Lisa sighed, her head was dizzy with many things and her jaw was already sore because she could not stop talking.

“And I also do not understand what makes him obsessed with me?”

Lisa felt that someone was hitting her hard. He even got up straight and turned to look at the Big Brother with both eyes that were round as if a realization had directly hit him at the speed of light.

“True.” He whispered, reassuring himself again. “What makes him want me to be his wife? He also said he loved me, but after I remembered, we also never met at all. Oath, Brother. I know that your best friend only when you bring it home and recognize it to me.”

Lisa took a breath. He only remembered now how it all felt so absurd. Actually, what does Noren want from him? Lisa was just an ordinary twenty-three-year-old woman. He is not one of the successors of his family's company and he doesn't want that either. He's just a regular company employee who runs life on his own whim. It's not great, it's not really effective. But he was very happy to live his life.

Also, if you look at her looks and stature as well - Lisa is a category of mediocre women. She believes herself to be beautiful, but there are more people and women out there who are prettier than she is. Lisa also believes she is not very flashy as a woman. In his office alone, he could categorize some people who were very and much prettier than him. Miss Jelita, for example.

“Kak.. lo must know, right?”

Now, he focused his gaze on the Light that was still leaning on the shoulder of the sofa. Asking answers to the many questions he asked the brother who started all this from the beginning. Light must take responsibility for whatever he has started and the man will not be able to escape like a coward.

Lisa saw the Light sighing heavily and deeply. There were many things that the man considered to reveal. But there Lisa, sitting up straight and not moving to ask for the real answer from the first bad guy who ruined her life. Her brother whom she loved to death who was also one of her beautiful free life-destroying pawns.

“What should I answer from all your questions to me, deck? I don't even know most of your questions that I can answer” Sinar snorted, this time more resigned and lost than before.

“Lo knows everything, brother! You brought Brother Noren into my life, you were the first to say that the ugly monster was my future husband and you also know that everything about this marriage was never a joke from the beginning. You also know why Noren can be as good as me and lastly, you also understand why Mama and Papa insist on me making this crazy wedding!”

Lisa screaming. He knew himself at least better to calm down and not explode. She was too rude with her brother who was even there to calm her down. But stupid with everything, he just wanted an answer to his current curiosity. He needed a way out so he could think clearly and sanely.

“Gue doesn't lie when I say I don't know the answer to half of your questions, deck. But I can answer anything I know. although a little and do not muasin lo, but I promise I never lie to you about this thing” Sinar voiced calmly, but I promise you, but there is certainty in his neutral voice.

“Gue is also fed up with everything, dek.” She added, this time shifting her body to sit comfortably on the sofa and let the cold wind pierce her skin as the warmth from the sister shifted a considerable distance beside her.

“Gue knows I'm wrong. I didn't think it would be this complicated and even make you sick to some extent, the deck. But I swear, I never agreed to a forced marriage like this. Look you sick I'm sick too, deck. I swear to you.”

Lisa noticed Sinar who was looking at her with sad eyes. He's not pretending right now. Lisa strengthened herself. He assured that Sinar would not lie and fabricate about all these problems. So, Lisa kept quiet to listen better.

“Lo know? I still fight with Noren until now” Her voice was cold, piercing as if Lisa had felt the disappointment of the Big Brother from how she let go of a new honesty.

Lisa surprised. He didn't even know that Sinar had a fight with Noren. As she recalled, they were still fine even though there was one time where Lisa saw the indifferent Rays with Noren's presence. Or maybe, Lisa just didn't really observe the surroundings? But, with how well Noren talks about the Big Brother at every opportunity, the man makes it seem as if they are still very good friends.

Ah, true.

‘Befit Brother Sinar did not come when I made an event with children.’ Lisa's memory whispered to him. And realization hit him like a car crash.

Lisa nodded at the light. True, he remembered at that time when Sinar said he would stay and take over the company in this city and even settle down with him. Lisa at that time, was very happy with the presence of the Brother who was present in her life.

“Gue knows how he can fall in love with you actually. But, I can't say this to you because I'm afraid that coming out of my mouth will be much different from what's in Noren's perspective. You have to ask this to Noren himself. I'm sorry.I'm afraid that I'll ruin this again and even make new problems”

Lisa wants to protest, but Sinar silences her by recounting all the facts she knows and she has to share them with Lisa.

“Intinya, at that time he came to me and said that he loved me equally. Sama. He asked me for permission to do your deketin after he succeeded in taking over his father's job here. I was hesitant at first because Noren is not the type to be subtle to someone else's decetin. Moreover, make a decoction of the person he likes. It's not that I know who he likes or the obvious difference about how he deletin people who make him fall in love…

But from how he settled with others, the way he ran his business.. Noren is arguably one of the entrepreneurs who is a bit short-sighted and a bit crazy to get a business deal. This is my perspective on how he will deketin lo, deck. I know how crazy he was when he tried to make your heart pull to fall into dia”

Lisa listens to the utterance of the Light with long-goals. Trying to understand the explanation of the Brother. While the light in his place is playing his long fingers and sweating even though the current room temperature is very low.

“But I didn't know he would be this close about lo, Lis. I swear to God I told him he can't be sick. I told him that you have the right to make your own decisions. I've even reminded Noren many times about these things to him. But in fact, I don't know anymore can get to gini, deck. In fact, Noren dared to ask permission from Papa and Mama behind me.”.

“why don't you try to make-,”

“Gue has tried to make Noren aware of this. I told you that he did not maksa lo. Noren has to get a decision from you and not from himself. But, he's one step ahead of me, Dek. He had succeeded in convincing Mama with Papa that you should marry him. If you should be hers. I still can't squirm her face properly. I want to hit Noren really big, but I don't have the ability to admit it”

The light breathed out violently. His head this time he rested on the back of the sofa. Looking up, his eyes closed like he was thinking about a lot of things he wanted to convey to Lisa who was still petrified.

“Gue has no more power to fight Papa with Mama.. because..” There is a strange moan that the Light of the voice, sounds very frustrating. “Because I also have an agreement with Papa and Mama. about my life.”.

Lisa gnashing. Still don't understand what his sister is telling him.

“You really don't have to know about this. In fact, you don't need to know about stupid deals in this family, but I. I also want to be selfish in my life.”

“What do you mean, Brother?” This time, Lisa's curiosity has arrived in the crown. He needs to know everything. He must know whatever happens in the family that Lisa knows that Cakrawijaya is a warm family and loves each other.

However, Sinar only smiled weakly and shook his head.

“It's not about me. This does not need to be your problem. What I want to say here is the point, maybe because my selfishness is Papa and Mama even happy with the people who want to ask you. Especially that Noren. The son of a great entrepreneur and also one of the successors of a company with a strong foundation. Noren is really what our parents can crave, tau”

“Kak. Don't-don't you too.. lo forced-,”.

“Gue” Sinar stops Lisa from talking further. The man firmly stated his words which he had not finished yet.

“Gue was initially also pleased with the presence of Noren who showed his love so much to lo, deck. I am happy and confident, believe my best friend who will treat you properly. But unfortunately, my trust was let down as great as this. I don't even feel like I have a face to be in front of you again”

“Makanya.” The light stared at Lisa with an extremely guilty salty feeling. “Means I couldn't stand on your side earlier. I swore I was trying to make our parents. I'm trying to make love more time for you and Noren to get where you feel. But I actually failed.”

“Gue is sorry, Lisa. Lo's sister is really suck.”.

Lisa's tears are still up again. Feelings vibrate. He had no idea where he stood or what he would do in the future with this information. Maybe he's still angry with his brother. But, hearing how Sinar tried to stand up for his sister's freedom behind Lisa herself made Lisa melt.

He did not understand about how this harmonious family had turned out to be so broken inside. He could not even trust his parents anymore with this state of affairs. But for her Brother, there may be a wall of hatred that collapses with all the honesty and compassion that her Brother has always given her in such a big way.

Lisa didn't expect anything bad in her life. But here he is. Between the darkness and the light of the world he never even thought of in the steps he took in his life.

Presumably terrible. But he knew that he had his brother here who would support him and would be a shield for him. Despite the crummy and unsteady and unstable that would collapse as quickly as the angina hit, Lisa was grateful she knew someone was standing by her side and not only herself was standing through this storm all.

“Kakak.” Lisa hugged her sister again. This time it was tighter.

Maybe she won't come out of this forced marriage. It was his problems that gave him a headache. But somehow, his feelings were more relieved at this moment. Probably because of the confession of his brother. Maybe because his brother was talking about what he didn't know. Although not all questions are answered and there is no solution to this problem - the storm of emotions overflowed into thin air that this time felt did not strike it strongly anymore.

“Gue has told you that you are my only sister who I care about the most. Lo is my precious sister, Lisa. I'm willing to do anything to make you happy.” The light returned to Lisa. Patting his sister's back gently and soothingly.

“Although I lost here and became one of the causes of your pain. I'm going to do some extra time for your wedding, deck. That's all I can do for you. The rest, whether you are starting to fall in love with Noren, or you managed to stand alone in front of our parents.. I can't promise anything other than trying to back out lo” wedding

Lisa took a breath. She wasn't sure some of her brother's statements would be able to do perfectly. Hearing Noren about to give up on her was comforting. But he's not sure about that either.

About his parents…

Maybe Lisa can think about it later. With the promise of business that Sinar threw at him. Lisa is convinced she will be able to rid herself of this stupid marriage she did not want.

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