IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Only death is separate

It may be true that love is tested when we lose someone. The person we thought was ordinary, after leaving apparently left a wound. Only regret and regret remained. Before all that Kimy felt, he ran and hugged the man he had made sure he loved with all his heart. Kimy doesn't think anything at the moment, he's afraid of losing the man. I don't know, when Tristan said he didn't want to marry a woman who didn't love him, Kimy was scared. He was afraid of losing again. Tightly his hands were coiled in Tristan's flat stomach. Tristan was just silently pecking, seeing her lover's hand wrapped around her stomach.

"How dare you leave me after everything that happened." sobbed Kimy.

Tristan's heart ached hearing the voice of her woman who was so sad in her tears. Tristan cursed himself for making his woman cry. "I love you, even after what happened I still love you Tristan. I've been trying to forget you for the past year but I can't. Being away from you only makes me tormented and now you want to leave me.."

Tristan grabbed Kimy's hand that was coiled around his stomach. It was slow, and the last hand was stacked on Kimy's hand. "Listen to me, in my life there are only two options. Live with you or die. If I am not with me, I am dead. As long as I'm alive there's no history of Tristan leaving Kimy." Tristan said calmly.

Tristan then turned around, she looked into Kimy's already wet eyes with those tears. Slowly Tristan wiped away the trail of tears with his thumb."Don't cry, I hate to see you cry. I'm sorry, baby, for doubting you.."

Kimy couldn't hold back any longer, his tears coming out again and again, he quickly hugged the man tightly. "Don't stay with me.."

"Only death separates us." replied Tristan.

"No. I don't want to be apart even if one of us dies. If you die, I will definitely come with you.." Kimy said still hugging the man and still with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Hey.." Tristan gave her body a distance that docked perfectly with Kimy's body, she cupped Kimy's cheeks with both hands, pointing Kimy's face upwards for a closer look. "You have to stay alive no matter what. You will shine like the moon at night and like the sun during the day. You have to promise me, Kimy can't give up on life. Whether or not there is me in this world.."

"What are you saying?." Kimy surprised by Tristan's words. "Tristan why are you talking like that, you promised not to leave me right?.." Tristan nodded "Then why are you talking like that.."

"I just want to make sure that you'll be okay without me in this world, baby.."

"Enough, I don't want to hear it.." Kimy intends to leave, but Tristan clings to the woman's waist.

"We can't live forever, baby. After marriage, we will have children, then grandchildren and great-grandchildren. One of us will die.."

"I know, but I don't want to imagine that happening.." Tristan stared fixedly at the woman, "Please promise me that whatever happens we can not be separated again." said Kimy, reciprocated by a nod and kisses fused by the woman. The two of them hugged each other afterwards.

**

"You know he's back?.." Nadine asked the handsome man who was focusing on his canvas. There was no answer from the man, he just kept scratching his brush on the canvas. Nadine continued to look at the handsome man who did not decrease even the level of charisma and good looks, even though he was no longer a famous actor.

"You've always ignored me, am I not your best friend anymore?.." Ask Nadine to Gilang. Gilang put down his brush, then took a washcloth to clean his hands of paint stains. Yes, since deciding to stop from the world of artistry, Gilang's life only dwells in the cafe and also his painting studio on the top floor of the building he lives in. Gilang bought 4 adjoining shophouses, remodeling them into a cafe and residence. On the first and second floors of the building was used for the cafe, while Gilang himself lived on the third floor, on the third floor there were 3 rooms. One room Gilang, painting studio and empty room used if there are friends Gilang stay overnight. On that floor Gilang has designed like a luxury apartment.

"If you're only here to discuss the matter you'd better leave." replied Gilang with a flat expression.

Nadine sighed "Until when did you hide here?.."

Gilang stared intently at Nadine "I'm not hiding. Who's looking for me can come straight here.." Rebuttals.

"Then what's this name if you don't hide. You don't even want to see your mama. Your mother's father is alone facing all this.."

"Mom is an adult who can take care of himself.."

"You'll regret not seeing him. At least say something before she gets married.."

Gilang did not reply, he preferred to walk out of the room leaving nadine alone there. He went straight into his room to the bathroom. He stood up to take a shower, then turned the shower to draw out water, the water slowly soaked his body and body.

In that shower, a shadow of Kimy appeared again in his brain. "Honey I miss, baby pick me up, baby kiss me, baby, baby, baby, baby,.."

Kimy's old spoiled voices kept spinning in his brain. The man closed his eyes in the shower. "I miss you dear." she said very softly.

**

"Why, hm?.." Tristan could still answer at such a time.

"We are not Men.. Married.." Kimy replied with a gasp.

"Then?.."Tristan asked more casually than Kimy.

"I'm afraid of getting pregnant dear." replied Kimy with open and closed eyes enjoying their activities.

"That's better baby." tristan answered by continuing to pump Kimy.

"Darling, I'm not strong anymore.."

"Prepare baby, we're together.."

And as soon as Kimy's body stiffened as did Tristan, both of them equally expressed their love at that time. Tristan continues to fill Kimy's body, again and again with nothing left. The man hoped that his seed would be planted in the belly of the woman he loved again.

The couple is now rolling in thick blankets. It is believed that the two are wearing nothing at the moment. Witnessed by the moon, stars and the waves of the beach that night. The glass doors they left open. Of course, the sea breeze made the two feel cold so they could not let go of each other. Kimy leaned back and hugged the chest of her lover's field. He played a little with the fine fur on the man's chest. Tristan occasionally catches Kimy's hand and kisses him. "You hungry?.." Tristan asked so consciously that they were skipping dinner because they were too busy alone from afternoon until 22:30 pm when the man glanced at the clock.

"No." replied Kimy instead closing his eyes and hugging him.

"You haven't eaten, you may not be hungry" Tristan said.

"Shut up, I'm going to sleep.."

Dddrrrrttt

Tristan's phone vibrated next to him. The man grabbed her with his left hand while the other hand still hugged her waist. Seen Dony called him "Say.." replied Tristan.

"Don't do anything, wait for me to come.." He answered again and hung up the phone.

Kimy opened his eyes and looked up at the man "Who?.."

"Dony, honey you're fine I live alone here. I have some business to finish.." Tristan tried to get up, so did Kimy he sat down with a blanket to cover his chest.

"Nights like this?.." Kimy asked while looking at the wall clock.

"Yes.." Tristan had risen, the man shamelessly moved from his seat in plain condition taking his clothes scattered on the floor. Kimy gawked at such a beautiful sight before his eyes without blinking. When he realized Kimy immediately shook his ship so as not to think of anything. While Tristan still with his cute pants and shirt just like that.

"I'm coming with you.." Kimy said quickly.

"No Kimy, this is no joke." prevent Tristan who immediately stopped the activity of wearing his clothes. He left his shirt unkempt.

"I'm coming or you can't go." Kimy threatened. Tristan was just desperate for her woman's request. He believes it will be a problem if Kimy really comes along.

Tristan was driving a sports car splitting the city of bali that night. He drives it pretty fast. Plus the accompaniment of Kimy's nagging increasingly spur andrenaline at that time. How not, Kimy continues to grumble when he finds out that the one he will meet is Alana. Yes, indeed Tristan explained the problem before taking Kimy, rather than bloodshed there, Tristan thought.

"I can't believe you just said you couldn't live without me. But it turns out.." kimy chose not to continue his words. Tristan didn't answer anything he just listened to the woman nagging along the way.