IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
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Ronald

The word kept ringing in Kimy's ear. It did not cross Kimy's mind that his cousin's brother did it. Even Kimy was still thinking positively, the accident was indeed pure accident no human intervention.

Why brother, why?

Kimy said nothing, his brain stopped to think. He continued to wipe away the tears that had fallen without excuse.

Kimy immediately got off the car that drove him to his parents' mansion.

"Non Kimy" said bi Asih seeing the arrival of his nona.

"Where's mom bi?" Kimy asked in hasty steps looking around looking for Sarah's figure.

"The lady's behind the non"

Without answering Kimy immediately stepped foot to where Sarah was.

"Honey.. You didn't come here to call my mom" Sarah said after her son stood in front of her.

"Kimy-" Sarah examines the face of her son who turns out to look as if he were typical of people crying.

"Why you?" Sarah stood near Kimy, she touched Kimy's cheek with affection.

Kimy quietly did not answer and that only added to the concerns of a Sarah.

"Said to hurt you?" Ask Sarah again.

"Mommy knows all this, right?" Ask Kimy.

Sarah, who was still confused by her daughter's intentions, just kept waiting for Kimy to continue speaking.

"Mommy knew Ronald and Sinta's mama were planning the accident"

Sarah immediately turned her body a step back. He was very surprised by the question. Where did Kimy know?

Sarah's face looked extremely shocked and Kimy realized that.

"From my reaction, it was clear that my mother knew" said Kimy again with his disappointed face, his tears could not stand anymore. As for Sarah, she looks confused as to what to answer.

"Why mi? Why does mommy have to be with me. I'm pregnant with Tristan mi's son, why would you separate this child from her father"

"Kimy. It's not so son, mami's not involved. Mommy doesn't know anything" Sarah denied.

Sarah tries to calm her daughter by grabbing Kimy's body but Kimy slaps Sarah's hand violently.

"I'm not a mommy, I hate my mom" Kimy said softly but like a knife that pierced Sarah's heart.

"Dear, forgive mom. Mami really does not know anything Kimy" Sarah also joined in tears at the hatred of her daughter.

"Then what do you know, hm.. Tell me the truth, mi? Why are you all so brave"

Kimy cried until his body felt weak, his legs shook as if not strong support so heavy the problem he faced. Kimy's body was limp, he rested on the floor while squeezing his chest. Be ill.. It hurts so bad, the family that should take care but it is they who take away all their happiness.

"Darling.." Sarah was standing in front of Kimy. He was eager to hug his daughter but there was no courage in her. He just cried after seeing the word Kimy said to him.

"Mami know what Tristan has been through all this time? She lost her mother from childhood, she had to fight alone. He tried to close his eyes to your past crimes. Butwhy.. Why are you still so vile to her. Don't you have a conscience? "

Sarah cried even more when she heard the words Kimy said.

"Do I have to tell you what you did to Tristan's mom?"

Sarah nodded quickly. He doesn't want Kimy to know what he's done in the past. He didn't want Kimy and Daniel to hate him.

"Mami stole her mother Tristan's matta" Kimy said in a statement.

Duars

As if in a lightning strike, finally the word was spoken from the lips of his own daughter. Sarah cries and tries to grab Kimy's body, but Kimy refuses.

"Don't touch me, I'm sick of it. I hate my hypocritical mother" Kimy moved, and she stood and stared intently at Sarah. His eyes filled with hatred for the woman. Sarah's heart is broken, it's better that she dies first, than that she comes back but it has to be.

"Not me, you should have said that to Tristan's mother. And also Tristan. But what.. Mami killed him" he shouted.

"Mommy didn't kill her, son, she didn't take part in the plan"

"But mom knows, right?"

Sarah did not answer, but tears were getting out was already the answer to kimy.

Kimy smiled disappointed to see that, then his tears came out again.

"I thought you all changed. If I knew this, I wouldn't have banned Tristan from taking his revenge on you"

Kimy cried again, iki times he was very sorry and felt sinful to his lover who had left. Tristan loved her so much, for her sake, Tristan forgot the hatred that had been embedded in her heart. But what do these people pay.

"Ronald and Sinta are planning not mami. My mom doesn't know anything. After you know you are pregnant, you no longer want to follow their plan" Sinta said in tears, she hoped that with this explanation Kimy would not be angry with her anymore.

"Well.." Kimy laughed, disappointed and surprised to be one at Sarah's confession. Now that he knew, no one was really sincere with him. All phony.. Slowly his feet took a step back, tears still reminiscing in his eyes. This time he did not want to lose again, he did not want to be silent anymore. Everything has to be done, they all have to accept the consequences. Kimy's hands clenched firmly, he turned and walked away leaving Sarah still roaring in tears in her place while continuing to call her name.

**

Elsewhere, Gilang was still stuck in his place. He just came out of a doctor's office. Because the pain in his stomach never subsided, he decided to go to the hospital first before picking up Kimy.

Stage four liver cancer.

Gilang still did not believe what the doctor said earlier. How could he have had the disease, was it not just exhaustion. Several times he breathed his breath rough.

Gilang was still sitting in front of the doctor's room. He doesn't know how to. Should he be sad?

Excessive alcohol consumption or hereditary factors.

The doctor said it was the cause of the disease he was experiencing at this time. Gilang only realized, during his separation with Kimy, he had a lot of vertical alcoholic drinks. Even every day. There are no days without getting drunk.

Gilang rubbed his face rough. He did not care about s*alan's disease that gnawed at his body. Most importantly, he can be with Kimy and get closer to his wife.

When he remembered Kimy, he remembered he would pick up Kimy after this. With his breath Gilang squeezed the brown envelope containing the results of the doctor's examination and he put the envelope into the Trash barrel that was next to the chair he was sitting in.

**

Kimy is currently in the ancol tourist area. He chose the place to see the sea. His favorite place and also the place where he said Tristan had gone from this world. He only believes that the sea he is looking at today will be connected in the sea, the sea that makes the body of his lover cold at that time.

Tears continued to flood Kimy's cheeks at this moment. His sight could not blink for a second. He stared at the open sea, as if there was a figure of Tristan who also looked at him.

"I'm not strong dear" said Kimy softly by closing his eyes. Along with that, her tears also increasingly flooded her face.

His heart was so claustrophobic, he didn't know what to do. People who are considered family and can be trusted turned out to lie to him.

"I have to how Tristan, can I catch up with you" he said again with an open eye.

"It's not fair that you left me alone, you should have taken me to your place. I couldn't do it anymore" he said in a voice that shook as it mixed with tears.

Kimy closed his eyes again, he was silent for a moment, as if remembering the memories with his lover first.

Only death separates us

No. gabe. I don't want to be apart even if one of us dies. If you die, I will definitely come with you.

You have to live no matter what. You will shine like the moon at night and like the sun during the day. You have to promise me, Kimy can't give up on life. There is or is no me in this world.

Kimy flinched later. He was crying loudly, his body was shaking, Kimy was pounding with tears. Those words just appeared in his memory. Tristan is here, he's still looking after her, he wants Kimy to stay happy. Kimy banging his chest, tightness, pain. It hurts more than it did before. It was as if he could no longer live this life.

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