IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Om handsome

After 5 years passed what exactly Tristan had passed without Kimy. Did Tristan still forget his memories? why Tristan did not return to Indonesia when he recovered from his illness.

Who misses Tristan? 😁

🌺🌺

Tristan gently pulled the hand of Laura, the woman who had accompanied him for the past five years. The woman took a step back to align her body beside Tristan. Tristan still has not taken off her hand, she pulls Laura and now the woman is seen staring at Tristan's face.

Laura looked down and then she sat down in front of the man. "Sorry Lau, please don't be angry anymore. Pity your fetus" said Tristan softly.

"I hate you" said Laura Ketus.

Tristan smiled amusedly at Laura's behavior, which he found funny.

"I'm leaving in two days. Do you want to come or stay here?"

"Certainly come along, you bastard. You want to leave me?"

"You remember my grandmother's pesen the last time before she died? He doesn't want you to leave me alone"

Tristan nodded "I know"

Laura was silent, the woman was still angry and did not accept the decision that Tristan took.

"Lau" call Tristan.

Laura looked at him, but the woman still quietly did not answer.

"Calm down everything's gonna be okay"

"How can I calm down, if you'll-"

"I've been waiting for five years" Tristan interrupted Laura's remark.

Laura took a slow breath "I know, I'd rather you live with her than you should do that Tristan. You fool!!" swear Laura with Rough.

"With my circumstances like this?" tristan replied with a small smile.

"Why really? You're still the perfect Tristan in any way you are. I'm sure he can accept you. You love each other" the two fell silent and looked at each other.

"Where is Tristan who is always arrogant and confident. Even when I first met you, remember? you're just a busker at a red light. When your friends sing out loud. You just stand behind them. Your cold gaze was full of arrogance, even though you had nothing at the time" saying that, Laura was trying to hide her sadness.

Tristan looked at Laura, her mind started to wander far back. That's right what the woman said. But at the moment the conditions are different.

"Now different Lau, I don't even deserve to be close to him" he said sounding sad.

One of his hands pressed something on the right side of his body. And the thing Tristan was sitting on moved out of that place.

Laura saw Tristan's body disappear behind the door "I mispronounced. Stupid Laura, you should be able to put the brakes on your mouth. You know Tristan is in a state of crisis of confidence" said the woman cursed herself.

**

Tristan opened the door of his room, the wheelchair he was sitting in slowly walking towards the balcony. Tristan's right hand grabbed the door handle and opened it. You can see the city of Barcelona from there. For the past four years, Tristan has lived in Barcelona with Laura.

The wheelchair stopped at the balcony. Tristan tightened his jaw. I don't know how many hundred times the man had always been there when his feelings were as they are today. Tristan still loves Kimy very much, but in reality, she doesn't dare to face her fiance. Tell Tristan the jerk who's hiding out when Kimy is on the brink of collapse because of his thirst. But Tristan was too afraid to confront Kimy. Tristan was devastated when doctors said he suffered permanent paralysis as the tissues of both his legs crumbled when the accident occurred. Perhaps Tristan is less grateful that God gave her a second life, but more than that, the sense of insecure dominates. Tristan who was born with above average physical perfection was unable to accept reality, let alone his fiancee who was a kimy, Tristan will be sicker when he sees Kimy in one eye because he has a companion who is paralyzed like him.

"I'm sorry, baby" Tristan said slowly, not even himself.

**

"Tristan!!" Kimy shouted in his sleep, immediately Gilang woke up and saw Kimy's body was drenched in cold sweat.

"Honey" Gilang woke Kimy gently.

"Dear you had a nightmare?" Gilang sees Kimy open his eyes, but his wife's view of him looks different.

"Deliver" call Kimy slowly.

"Yes" Gilang looked at Kimy with a questionable look.

"You're having nightmares?"

Kimy did not answer, the woman just kept silent while looking into the eyes of her husband who was indeed good amazing. There was no way Kimy would tell Gilang what he had just dreamed of.

"You haven't slept?" Kimy would rather ask Gilang.

"Today"

"Why don't you tell me?"

Crossbrow inlaid "About what?"

"That donor, Dony told me"

"Si*l si Dony" replied Gilang. The man now straightened his body, he was now sitting leaning on the head of the bed.

Kimy came up, and she sat down to face her husband. "You don't intend to refuse again, do you, Lang?" Ask Kimy to the point.

"Kim-"

"You didn't forget I was pregnant, did you?" Ask Kimy in a slightly higher tone.

Glad to see Kimy's face in frustration, Gilang knew his wife's face was holding back anger.

"Kim me-"

"Don't let my second son lose his father" Kimy said in a sharp tone and immediately left Gilang.

Gilang froze at the instant of hearing Kimy's words just now. It was nothing, Gilang knew Kimy would behave like that when he always refused to accept donors. But what makes Gilang shocked is the words of Kimy who did not want his son both to lose the figure of the father again. Not knowing why, Kimy's words made his heart uncomfortable.

**

A week passed, Kimy picked Jeff up at his riding lessons. Actually, Kimy did not usually pick up his son, because Jeff was not that close to Kimy. Jeff is closer to Gilang and Dony. Kimy's busy life makes him have to give up his time with Jeff.

Kimy sees Jeff riding alone. The beautiful woman's smile was glaring at her son so dazzling on horseback.

"Look at your son, why he looks so much like you" he said, unconsciously speaking. Kimy suddenly breathed. It had been five years, but his chest still felt claustrophobic considering all his memories with Tristan that had passed just like that. Without a message, Tristan selflessly disappeared from his life. Heavy, Kimy felt until now he was still shocked to remember all his memories with Tristan. But life does not have to go on. While there is Gilang who always supports him sincerely, who is not weak. But still in his little heart, the space for Tristan can not be replaced by anyone.

Kimy was crouching ready to welcome the embrace of his beloved son. Jeff hugged Kimy tightly. Although the two are not very close, Kimy knows Jeff loves him very much. Both have a strong bond between the child and the mother as in general.

"Momy here?" Of course Jeff asked like that, what makes a kimy super busy coming to his horse tutoring place.

Kimy nodded "Why can momy not come?"ask her with a full face.

"Momy's busy, Daddy where's mom?" Ask Jeff while looking for Gilang.

"Daddy can't come baby" Kimy replied gently.

"Uncle Dony?" Ask Jeff again.

"He couldn't come either. Is coming momy not enough for you, baby, Hmm?"

Jeff looks grunting.

"Why?" Ask Kimy.

"If Mom cama, Jeff can't play in the cana" Jeff pointed to his shooting practice which is located not far from the horse.

Kimy was a little surprised, to be honest Kimy did not know that Jeff also practiced shooting. It could be a child as small as Jeff trained to shoot by Gilang and Dony. What his son wanted to make. Do they want to make Jeff Tristan second, he thought.

Kimy breathed his regret.

"Since when did Jeff train there?" Ask Kimy full of questions.

"For a long time, Jeff even Cudah could shoot the bulung that was on the tree" he replied innocently while pointing at a bird on a tree not far from where he stood.

Kimy again threw out his bad breath.

"Darling, who asked you to learn to shoot, daddy or uncle Dony?"

Jeff shook his head "No, Jeff vinegar see uncle Dony shoot and Daddy ngizinin Jeff make belajal mom"

"But Jeff was a kid"

"Indeed, even though Jeff was little proof Jeff Cudah can shoot mom"

Kimy sighed, he was sure there would be no end to arguing with Jeff. Although his son was a child, Jeff always had the answer to what he said.

Kimy noticed Jeff's adorable face, he examined his son's face. And her smile was implied when Tristan's face was there. For some reason, since dreaming about Tristan a week ago, made him miss his figure even more.

"Jeff want to come with Momy?"

"Where?"

"To the beach"

"No, Jeff wants to be here"

"I don't want to, momy wants to take Jeff to a beautiful place"

"But Jeff wants to meet Jeff Mom, Jeff won't"

"the meeting will still be tomorrow" Kimy said trying to persuade Jeff.

Jeff shook his head.

Kimy snorted annoyedly. After all, who was the friend of Jeff who made his son refuse his invitation.

"Who the hell friend Jeff, is as important as that until Jeff refused the invitation momy, mom sad to know" Kimy pretended sad.

"Om handsome" Jeff replied spontaneously.

"Omm?"

Jeff nodded again.

"Jeff om-om's victory?"

"Yes mom, Cudah mom cepetan. Jeff belom aplecai training section"

Kimy thought for a moment, since when did Jeff have an om-om friend. Kimy and everyone close to him always monitor the relationship of his son, considering anyone can be his enemy.

"Jeff's known you for a long time?" Ask Kimy full of questions.

"Belom, balu ceminggu know om handsome"

"Where do you know him?"

"In this mom"

"Om handsome equestrian practice too?"

Jeff shook his head "Om handsome celita, duyu om hobby belkuda, he is very good. But if it's an accident, it's no longer bica belkuda"

"So you stopped riding?" Ask Kimy again.

Jeff nodded.

"Can momy be acquainted with om handsome?"

"Noooo...."

"Why?" Ask Kimy wonder.

"Later daddy even cama Jeff. Daddy vinegar cembulu if mom deket-deket oleang handsome"

Kimy threw his breath away, maybe a kid as small as Jeff thought so.

"So momy can't meet the handsome?"

Jeff shook his head again.

Seriate..