IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
EXPIRE

Flashback 5 years ago

“Suster I do not want to be operated on, tell doctor Bambang to meet me with the person who donated the heart, if not cancel the operation” Gilang said to the nurse in the operating room.

“But said the father's family doctor has agreed and has also signed pak”

“I don't care, this is my body they don't deserve my body. I will sue this hospital if you keep doing operation”

Sreeeeekkk

Suddenly the curtain that had been a crossbreed and the next bed was open, with Gilang and the nurse turned simultaneously. Like a dream, Gilang saw Tristan lying on the bed. Gilang did not believe it was Tristan, he rubbed his eyes a few times, he thought it was hallucination only because of the drug given by the nurse in the infusion.

“Tristan?”

He rubbed his eyes again.

“What I dream” Gilang saw the nurse standing next to him and came back to see Tristan who was also lying down and looking at him.

“Suster, what I dream. Dia—“

Gilang intends to rise from his sleep “Shut up in your place Gilang”

Tristan's heavy voice made Gilang's intention to stop, Gilang was really cengo and obedient.

“Adik, how are you?” The apathy smile that Tristan often did made Gilang realize that this was not a dream.

“Tris—Tristan” Gilang stutters and doesn't know what to say.

“I will donate my heart to you adik” said Tristan.

As soon as Gilang immediately sat down, he intended to pull out the infusion hose in his hands.

“Stay in your place and stay there, or I get out of this room and make my beautiful fiance out there faint when I see me” Tristan chuckles at his own words.

Gilang also stopped pulling out the hose infusion, he irritated and confirmed his sitting position facing Tristan who was also trying to sit, tristan's hand was also put on the same infusion as Gilang and on the man's side was Laura who helped Tristan to sit down.

“That woman, she is alive” muttered Gilang which of course was heard by Tristan and Laura.

“Suster leave us for a moment, make sure to see Bambang doctor the operation goes on schedule” Tristan told the nurse.

“ Good pak” replied the nurse then left the room.

“You're alive?” Ask Gilang with a astonished face.

Tristan nodded “As you can see”

“Bags why don't you meet Kimy. He almost went crazy because of your departure”

Tristan chuckles “Aren't you happy, with me not coming back, you guys finally married”

“Heh” Gilang throw away face “That's what you think?”

“Now just tell me what you want, why did you donate your heart to me?” Ask again.

“I'm the only one who can, you forgot we're as blood”

“What do you want? You want Kimy back to you?”

Tristan chuckles again “If I want, I just meet him, why bother donor liver”

Gilang was silent, right what Tristan said, if the man wanted why he did not meet Kimy and said that he was still alive, isn't it hard to get Kimy back to her.

“You are right” replied Gilang in low voice.

“Then what do you want?”

“Nothing, I just want you to keep looking after Kimy and also Jeff my son well”

Gilang was surprised, it turns out that Tristan knew that Jeff was his son.

“You know Jeff—“

“Yes I know he's my flesh and blood” Tristan replied in a low voice.

“Bajingan” umpat Cross.

Tristan is still chuckling.

Chequelek

The door opened and doctor Bambang appeared in the doorway. Doctor Bambang was also a little surprised to see the siblings meeting.

“Wah, congratulations Mr. Gilang finally met with Mr. Tristan”

“Ck, why do doctors care about all that. I would not accept a donor from him” said Gilang made Tristan again chuckle.

“Sorry Mr. Gilang, this is a family matter for both of you. I have no right to meddle” replied the doctor as he approached the two.

“What's ready for operation?”

“Not”

Talk Gilang and Tristan at the same time.

“My doctor does not want surgery?”

“Why Mr Gilang? you know how your condition. Miss Kimy is pregnant”

Deg

Tristan was a little surprised to hear the words of doctor Bambang.

“So Kimy is pregnant and you intend to leave her?” Tristan asked again with a slightly raised voice.

“I'll still go. Operation can not help much” replied Gilang sounding sad.

“Pak Gilang we still have to try, you can not give up”

“How long Doc, if I do that operation how long can I last?”

The doctor did not answer.

“If you can't answer, I won't do that” operation

“Minimum a year and at most five years pak” replied doctor bambang later.

Missed a moment of silence.

“Is she your wife?” Tanya Gilang looked at Laura with her bulging belly.

“Not your business!” Reply Tristan.

Laura nodded confirming Tristan's remark, if it wasn't Gilang's business.

“I want to be in operation with one condition” said Gilang sounding loud.

Instantly everyone was silent, waiting for Gilang's next speech.

“I will receive a donor from him as long as after I leave, you have to marry Kimy”

Tristan, Laura and Doctor Bambang were of course surprised to hear the terms of Gilang.

“You crazy? I didn't even intend to see her again” Tristan denied, but Laura remained silent.

“Why, is it because the woman is pregnant with your child?”

Tristan and Laura did not answer, they looked at each other.

“Yes I don't want surgery, I'd rather die peacefully than accept the heart of a loser like you”

“Tristan will marry Kimy but on one condition!” Laura said with a slightly trembling voice.

Present-day

“Honey already crying, you forgot this our first night hm” Tristan stroked Kimy's back who is currently crying while on his stomach.

“You think after reading the letter from Gilang I can still mood malem first”

“Sial, the boy deliberately gave you a gift to make your mood destroyed when our first mallem” Tristan slammed his body to be stretched next to Kimy.

“You're evil sih” Kimy turned around and hit Tristan's chest.

“Aww dear, you will know this sick” Tristan holds his chest while grimacing in pain.

“Hah sorry sorry yank” Kimy stroking her husband's chest then he leaned on that chest.

Jeduk

“You pounding yank?” kimy asked, closing her eyes at the heartbeat of her husband.

“hm I pound every time I get close to you” Tristan replied while closing his eyes anyway.

“I still can't believe that you're here” Kimy said as he hugged Tristan's stomach tightly.

“I can't believe that Kimy is now my wife” Tristan broke Kimy's embrace, he looked down to just look at his wife's face.

“I love you Kimy, thank you for giving me such a wonderful life. I thought, I died on the spot, but God still gives me a chance to be with you baby” Tristan kissed Kimy's forehead slowly.

Kimy turned a blind eye to feel how sincere her husband was and of course her own love was so great for Tristan.

“I love you too Tristan, my husband” reply softly.

Tristan's kiss turned to Kimy's right and left cheeks, then Kimy's eyes were closed, then down again on the lips that always make Tristan opium.

Both of them are equally immersed in the waves of deep longing, even as if all that is not enough to express, until the morning they release each other's longing.

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