IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
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"Tell Tristan the truth, I know everything. You hate mami for that.."

Tristan did not budge, he just stared at Kimy nanar. The man grabbed Kimy's hand, squeezing the woman's fingers. "I'm sorry.." Answer slowly.

Kimy's tears are flowing again, that's enough. That answer has answered all of his questions over the years. The two are silent to each other. "I can't marry you.." Kimy pulls her hand, she turns away but Tristan hugs Kimy's body from behind.

"No, don't do that. I'll die without you. It's over, baby, I'm sorry.."

"You can't forgive the people who made your mother kill herself and because of those eyes.." Kimy choked, his voice gone replaced by the sound of crying. "How can I marry the man who killed my mama and aunty." Kimy slowly let go of Tristan's hand which hugged her waist. Kimy walked away, he looked at Tristan, the man looked fragile and resigned. As with Kimy, he also looks fragile.

"You don't love me?.."

Kimy did not answer, he continued to cry. His heart was so wounded, that for the second time he would lose the person he loved.

Tristan walked over and hugged Kimy tightly "I love you, I'll do anything. Ii'm sorry. We're gonna get married, baby.."

Kimy shook his head in the arms of Tristan. She loves the man too, but the man has already killed her mom and her tant, she will live with the guilt of a lifetime. Tristan cupped Kimy's face, looking at the two beautiful eyeballs "Trust me.." Tristan kissed Kimy's lips gently. Kimy did not refuse, but he also did not retaliate. The kiss turned hot when Kimy opened his lips. Tristan pressed his tongue into Kimy's mouth. Little by little Kimy returns Tristan's hot kiss. Kimy's tears came out again on the sidelines of the activity. He wanted to refuse, but his heart could not resist. He also wanted the man.

Tristan continued to herd Kimy onto the bed, laying the woman down slowly. Tristan did so carefully. Kimy is still in the traumas treatment period. He can't do as he wills. Kimy resigned, he closed his eyes enjoying every touch that Tristan gave. "I love you baby, don't ever leave me or you'll see me die.." Tristan said on his fondness.

Kimy opened her eyes that were already soaked by tears. The two paused for a moment and looked at each other intensely "Say you love me." ordered Tristan.

"I love you." replied Kimy. Hearing that andrenaline Tristan was encouraged to fondle kimy. Tristan kissed kimy again. This time it was no longer soft. Both equally vent their desires by overflowing. I don't know this time Tristan doesn't think about Kimy's trauma anymore. And so did Kimy, he so enjoyed the struggle that the bad memories no longer appeared in his brain.

Tristan blinked a few times. The sun was looking at him behind the window. The man smiled slightly in light of his hot activities with Kimy last night. After a long time he was finally able to have the woman completely again, without coercion and on the basis of love. I don't know how many times they repeated the activity until almost morning. Tristan still remembered how many times the two of them said the word love to each other. Her heart was currently very happy and flowery. The man looked to the side but there was no Kimy there. She turned to the bathroom, maybe the woman was there cleaning herself, her inner being.

Tristan slightly moved from her sleep, now leaning in bed while opening her phone. He glanced at the clock on his phone and it was not morning anymore, but noon at 13:00. There were so many calls from Dony that he didn't answer. The man must have been looking for him, his inner being. Tristan ignores him, he wants to forget about his momentary work and spend time with his girlfriend. He went out of bed intending to follow Kimy to the bathroom with his innocent body.

"Darling.." called her by opening the bathroom but couldn't find Kimy there. Where she thinks.

Tristan came back, he was walking around picking up a messy shirt on the floor, wearing the shabby shirt and the boxer next to him. He spread his eyes throughout the room. There was no sign of Kimy. Where he is, it's not usually when he wakes up Kimy isn't there beside him.

Tristan grabbed her pants and put them on quickly. He wants to see his girl. Is he under, his Inner. Tristan walked quickly intending to get out of the room, but the movement of his hand stopped at the door handle. He looked to the side, at a table beside the door. There was a paper in the triangle fold. Tristan frowned, feeling bad. The man quickly grabbed the paper and opened it.

Dear Tristan's..

I'm sorry I didn't wake you. I see you're exhausted. There's something I want to tell you. Thank you for the love you gave me. I don't doubt it at all. I trust you. Our acquaintances begin with mistakes and end up loving each other. I don't regret loving and choosing you because it's my destiny.

Not everything we want can be done. I love you, I want to be with you, but my little heart says no. Maybe at this moment my heart can't accept what's happened with my mom and aunty. I feel guilty and disobedient if I ignore this little heart of mine.

I'm sorry Tristan..

Maybe I'm too cowardly to accept those mistakes. Trust me, your life would be better off without me. If you love me, let me set my own heart. Don't lookfor me. Let destiny guide us.

Tristani..

I believe you won't hurt papi. He's all I have right now. Take care papi, I don't want papi to know what's going on. He admires you so much, I don't want to hurt him. He will understand by himself. No need to explain anything to him.

Tristani,

Take care of yourself, be a good man as you promise. May happiness always be by your side.

Sweet greeting.

Kimey.

"Ooh shiit..." Tristan squeezed the paper. In a hurry he took his cell phone, contacted Dony of course. He walked quickly while waiting for a call to be answered by Dony. From the stairs he saw the woman cleaning the kitchen, Tristan walked over to the old woman.

"Where's Kimy?.."

Bi asih slightly jolted "Master, I don't know where the lady went but this morning ma'am lexa picked her up.."

"Damn.." Tristan left the pity who was surprised to hear the man's curse.

"Hallo.. You're where? Track Kimy and lexa's whereabouts. Find out at the airport, station, terminal or anywhere. Check all the cctv's in every corner of this town." Tristan orders Dony behind the phone. While he went with his car somewhere, leaving the luxurious house.

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It's been a few days since Kimy's departure, but there's no trace of where the woman is. Tristan was already like a madman looking for the whereabouts of that woman.

While Daniel was calmer than Tristan, because before leaving Kimy had called him. Kimy said he wanted to calm down and forbade looking for her. Daniel who really believes in Kimy is so calm to face the departure of Kimy for the last time. But he was a little sorry to see Tristan who was so frustrated. Even the appearance of the man was no longer indifferent. Tristan never came to the office again. All the Dony office dealings. The man only occasionally came that he drank in his room without working a bit.

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