IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Seeing without touching

Gilang stood on the balcony of his apartment, he looked up at the sky filled with stars. His father is currently still in a coma in the hospital while the doctor, this afternoon gave him a warning that the behavior of his mother Sinta is increasingly becoming. Sinta can attack anyone who comes close, even

the sisters are afraid to be close. Sinta's only path must indeed be referred to a mental hospital. So tight chest Gilang, felt a problem that persisted.

Drrtt...

Gilang grabbed the phone that was in his pants pocket. Septian's name was on his phone screen.

"Hmmm.." The answer. The man then turned around, walking towards the door of his apartment. He opened the door, and Septian was standing there.

"What are you doing I've been pulling the bell." Septian attacked immediately when he saw Gilang. Septian is seen keeping his phone again in his pants pocket.

Gilang did not reply, the man chose to leave Septian who was still standing in the doorway. Gilang was seen sitting on the sofa leaning against his body.

"How's aunt?.."

Gilang breathed his coarse breath "Mama tomorrow will be referred to a mental hospital.." Answer weakly.

Septian's gaze was so pity to see the fate of his best friend and boss's family. A wealthy family that looks perfect but has so much trouble in it.

"Everything's gonna be okay, Lang, trust me. Auntie's gonna be safer there. About that guy named Tristan.."

Gilang saw Septian for a moment when his assistant mentioned Tristan's name. He realizes that Septian has yet to find out if Tristan is Teddy's other son.

"He was seen several times in the hospital where your father was treated, I suspect he had malicious intentions" he said.

He just kept silent hearing it. It's good that the more he meets papa, he'll heal quickly.

Gilang does not know the fact that Tristan went to the hospital not to see his father but to see Kimy who was treated at the hospital.

At the hospital Kimy was still silent, Tristan who was beside him was increasingly furious with the behavior of the girl. How not, Tristan tries to invite her to talk but Kimy continues to ignore her. When the man bribed her, Kimy would not open his mouth at all. Kimy forgot who Tristan is. The man was not a gentle man who would pamper her when she was sick. Or he'll keep being nice, just so he'll talk to her.

Kimy forgot that Tristan is a crazy man with no heart. Tristan gripped Kimy's mouth roughly "Open your mouth, or I'll bribe you my way.." he snapped incontrovertibly.

Kimy's body trembled violently, he wanted to run, he was afraid that the crazy man would hurt him again. Slowly the tears rolled down her cheeks.

Tristan raised Kimy's face to look at her. But Kimy chose to close his eyes, he did not want to see the crazy man. The taste that once existed, the comfort that kimy felt even if only for a moment it seemed to disappear like in the swallow of the earth. Tristan destroyed everything. Was he wrong all this time? He thought Tristan was sometimes being gentle because he cared about her. But it's been proven that Tristan has no heart, that crazy man will forever be like that. In his heart there was only hatred and revenge, and Kimy had already resigned to what was happening with him. Even he hoped that yesterday's event was the end of everything. He has no future, what to expect from his life. His lover is brilliant, no. Kimy had already made the decision that he would give up on Gilang his beloved man. It was not that he was no longer in love, but that he realized that he was too dirty for Gilang. Kimy feels inappropriate for any man at this time.

Brakkk

"Tristana.."

"Boss.."

The simultaneous sounds of Mario and Dony make Tristan release his hand on Kimy.

Tristan walked away from Kimy and sat his body on the sofa in the room.

"Tristan, are you crazy. He's not healed yet, you want to hurt him again?.." Mario said he could not believe what Tristan was doing.

Kimy was seen withstanding the cries, the sound of his sobbing was stifled. Dony approached Kimy, he looked at the girl with pity.

"But he's not healed yet." replied Dony while looking towards Tristan.

"She's already aware that's the most important thing, then it can be treated at home.." Dony just snorted annoyedly at Tristan's words.

I'm going back to that hell again.God just take my life now, I don't want to be taken there again.

**

The next day Kimy is in a wheelchair pushed by Mario, Tristan walks beside him, while Dony is seen walking in the back talking to a doctor. A black luxury car was parked in the hospital yard. After Kimy was carried and sat in the back seat, Tristan walked around his car and sat next to the girl. While Mario is already sitting behind the wheel, they are still waiting for Dony who has not come.

There was no sound in the car, until a Sports car stopped right in front of the luxury car they were riding in.

Kimy who had just stared blankly ahead felt his view was blocked by the Sport car. The girl frowned, as if she knew the car. A handsome man with black eyes came out of the Sport car.

Deg

Crossbreed

Kimy stared at the man's strapping back, Gilang wearing a white poll* shirt and black jeans. Although the man did not take off his glasses, Kimy memorized the body shape Gilang his lover.

His heart was pounding, after a few months he was finally able to see the man again. His gaze was like locked on the figure, let alone Gilang seen leaning his body on the door of his car while talking to his cellphone.

Brakes

Dony got into the car, making Tristan's vision that had been focused on his phone turn to look forward.

"Come.." Dony ordered Mario. Mario who realized that the man in front was Gilang just remained motionless.

That contact makes Dony and Tristan follow the direction of Mario's view.

Dony was stunned in his place to see the cross, he looked back, looking at Tristan. The two men simultaneously turned to look at Kimy who was still frozen staring at Gilang.

Looking at Kimy who was sculpting made Tristan's jaw harden. He did not want to see Kimy look at Gilang with a look he never got from the girl.

Kimy's two hands clutching the clothes he was wearing. If he could, he would very much like to run to Gilang. Hugging her tightly like they used to do. Gilang who loves her, Gilang who is super possessive of her, Gilang who spoils her. Is that guy still the same? Kimy's tears slowly rolled down her cheeks. He wanted to scream, his chest was so sore, so tight he could see his loved ones but could not touch them.

Septian came to Gilang there, they chatted for a while and they walked in. As Gilang and Septian walked in, the two men stopped because someone called out to him. Nadine, the girl came at an inopportune time. Kimy could see Nadine Gilang's interactions were very familiar. Kimy knows that they are familiar but if there is Kimy, Gilang never dared to get close even to talk as necessary.

Kimy rubbed his cheeks slowly, he could no longer see the cross with other girls because basically Kimy himself was also a jealous girl just like Gilang.

"Please walk." he said slowly. It was the first word he said after he came to his senses from his pain.

Mario looked at Tristan from the rearview mirror, seeing Tristan nod his head. Mario started running the car. Kimy turned his head as the car started to run, once again he wanted to see the man. Tears were flowing more and more on her cheeks.

Tristan, who knows what he's feeling right now. Seeing Kimy crying over another man, his heart was hurt.

You still love him?

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