IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Forgive papa

Gilang looked at his mother Pilu. Sinta who usually looks attractive even though at her age is not young anymore, Sinta who is always authoritative now looks apprehensive. His eyes looked empty, his hair was a mess, Sinta also muttered to herself, like having her own world. Gilang just stared at Sinta from behind the glass of her mother's room. Yes today Sinta has been moved to a mental hospital, there is Septian and nadine who accompany him at this time.

Nadine approached Gilang, she gently rubbed Gilang's arm.

"Its okay.. Aunty's gonna be fine here." she said slowly. Gilang looks to nod without taking his eyes off Sinta.

After from Gilang and Septian hospitals to the office. From now on Gilang should become a stronger person. His parents are dying, he doesn't want to be broken either. Nadine has returned to her boutique.

After arriving at the office and entering his room, Septian gave some maps to Gilang.

"What is this?.."

"That's some pending employment contract, they haven't cancelled or resumed, they're still waiting for you." replied Septian.

"Cancel all my contract.."

"What?.."

Gilang stood walking closer to his office window "I can't be a model anymore, from now on I'll be working behind the scenes. If they want to be transferred to our artist in this management, a lot right? It's up to them to choose who.."

"Lang, you're an icon in this management, how can you not want to face the camera again.."

"That's my decision.."

"Is it because of Kimy? The cooperation contract that used you two has been canceled.."

"I said cancel all my contracts." Gilang's orders were undeniable.

Septian only gulped roughly at his best friend's decision. After that he left Gilang's room.

After the departure of Septian, Gilang was seen massaging his temple. Kimy is one of the reasons why he no longer wants to face the camera. There are too many memories he has spent with his girlfriend. They often get a contract advertising together, Kimy who always accompany her shooting when her schedule is empty or vice versa. The spoiled Kimy, the grumpy kimy, the jealous Kimy, he couldn't lose his mind about the girl.

There was another factor that made him stop. Namely family problems, family problems are too complicated whereas he is an artist whose life is always in the spotlight. He did not want the disgrace of his family to reach the ears of outsiders let alone the media.

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At night at Tristan's house, Kimy was already in his luxurious room first. The girl stared at the whole room, not expecting to return to that place again.

Chequelek

Tristan came in with a tray of food. Kimy who saw it just threw away a lazy face. After putting the tray on the dining table, Tristan approached Kimy pushing the wheelchair towards the dining table.

Tristan pulls the chair, gets closer to Kimy. After sitting down, the man grabbed a bowl of chicken porridge "Open your mouth.."

Kimy threw a face ignoring the man's words.

"Well if you don't want to eat, I'll bribe you my way.." Tristan put the spoonful of porridge in his mouth, and his face drew closer to Kimy. Sensing Tristan's breath increasingly sweeping his face gave Kimy goosebumps, he quickly grabbed the spoon in Tristan's hand, took a spoonful of porridge and stuffed it into his mouth quickly.

Tristan smiled with satisfaction, Tristan just silently watched Kimy eat his porridge. He continued to watch the girl, not feeling that the porridge had already gone into kimy's stomach.

After she finished eating, Tristan was seen sweeping Kimy's lips with her thumb slowly. Clean Kimy's lips gently. The sudden touch made Kimy petrified.

"Sorry.."

The apology came out of the crazy man's mouth. Sounds soft, but Kimy just smiled cynically as if he was immune to the man's sweet attitude.

Kimy's eyes widened as Tristan's lips kissed her briefly. Moreover, the man did not immediately distance his face after kissing her, looking at her deeply, their eyes met. I don't know what Kimy felt at the time. Her heart was too sick considering the man's vile treatment of her.

"Speak, I want to hear your voice." he said quietly still with a face so close.

Kimy doesn't know what to say, he's confused himself. The girl just shook her head slowly.

"Do you hate me?.."

That kind of question, obviously Kimy hates him, he almost died because of his actions and his future son. Given that Kimy's heart feels tight.

"Let's talk." he urged.

"Laura's Acceptance?.." Kimy is not the origin of asking, actually the question has been in his heart since he realized. Did Laura also receive the same punishment as her, was the woman alright. Kimy feels guilty for Laura.

Tristan smiled and moved away a bit of his body "You don't need to know where*****it's located. He won't be able to get near you anymore.."

"Isn't she your lover?." asked Kimy.

"He's just my bed warmer, nothing more." replied the man casually. Kimy looked at Tristan annoyed.

Tristan laughed a little "Are you jealous?.."

Kimy laughed cynically, he could not believe what he heard. After he had experienced so many things, after he almost died, it was possible that the crazy man said like he had no sin so.

"I'm going to sleep.." Kimy shifted his eyes.

"okay.. We're going to sleep now.."

"We.." replied Kimy astonished.

"Yes us, I'll accompany you.."

Kimy glared sharply "i don't want to, I want to sleep alone.."

Tristan stood up and he quickly lifted Kimy's body from his wheelchair, resting the girl's body quietly on the bed.

Kimy just resigned to what the man did, free even if he revolted. In addition to his body that was still sick, he was also lazy to waste energy.

Tristan covers Kimy's body and she lays down next to the girl. Tristan tilted her body to face Kimy. Clenched Kimy's waist to get closer to her.

Kimy who got the sweet treatment just gulped slowly. He no longer wants to be eaten by the sweet attitude of the psychopathic man, he better close his eyes.

Thirty minutes passed, a silent atmosphere felt in the room. Kimy's been lacking with his eyes closed. While Tristan, the man was still awake. She stared fixedly at Kimy's face with a difficult look. Not sure what he thought, let alone the room lights on, Tristan will not be able to sleep with a bright atmosphere like that, in contrast to Kimy he prefers to light the lights while sleeping. Tristan closed her body again, drew her face to the girl's ears, sniffed Kimy's neck and kissed her briefly "Good night.." Tristan lowered his face closer to Kimy's stomach, looked at that belly, stroked her gently, as if to talk to her.

"I'm sorry, my dear, stupid papa doesn't know your presence. Papa will make you happy, papa promised.." whispered slowly next to Kimy's flat stomach.

After that Tristan hugged Kimy's body, closing her eyes. A few moments later a soft snore came out of his mouth indicating that the man was hard to sleep.

Kimy opened his eyes, tears dripping down his cheeks slowly. The girl had not slept and she heard everything Tristan said. I don't know what Kimy feels, he still doesn't believe the man anymore. All of these events made her sick, traumatized her. He was afraid to believe again in that heartless madman.

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