IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Fear of death

"Congratulations" one word said from Dony's mouth. The cold man got out of his chair and walked over to Kimy.

"Congratulations on your pregnancy Kim"

Kimy glared, a little surprised that he had not told the man about his pregnancy. Why would he know. Her thought.

Dony chuckles at Kimy's reaction.

"Say call me back" he said.

Kimy moved up and hugged the man "Thank you" she said slowly.

Dony stroked the back wrapped in a heart-red blazer that "Gilang must be happy" said Dony slowly.

Kimy nodded still in the man's arms.

"Have you heard from the doctor?" Tanya Dony let go of Kimy's embrace.

"What news?"

"I heard that someone would donate heart to Gilang"

Kimy glared, he was surprised and looked happy.

"Seriously" asked Kimy excitedly.

Dony nodded.

"Who?"

"Where do I know" said Dony walking away and sitting back in his place.

Kimy looks lethargic, for the umpteenth time Gilang did not tell about the liver donor. There have been several times who tried to donate hearts, but Gilang like closing his eyes.

And chemo too. Glad I don't want to do that at all. The reason is because he does not want his hair bald and his body thin. During this time Gilang only consume drugs from doctors only.

"Why?" Tanya Dony noticed Kimy's gloomy face change.

"Wouldn't she accept another donor" replied Kimy, who appeared resigned.

"Don't be afraid, let me talk to him later"

**

To the next day, Eve ran over to Jeff who was currently with Gilang and septian in the backyard. As always, Jeff loves spending time with them. If usually children the age of Jeff are fond of playing, Jeff is different. He prefers to join his daddy nimbrung who is discussing work.

Not just a crush, Jeff even chimed in on the talk of the two adults. If Jeff doesn't understand, don't hesitate for the boy to ask Gilang.

"Deff" cried Eve running towards Jeff.

Jeff turned to the origin of the voice, followed by Gilang and Septian who also saw the arrival of Eve and her papa behind the little girl.

"Epe" muttered Jeff still in his place.

"Jeff that's your kegebetan coming" led Septian in reply grinned by Jeff.

After arriving in front of Jeff, Eve looks bored and Jeff looks ordinary to see the arrival of the little girl.

"Jeff it's Eve come why just shut up" said Gilang by nudging Jeff's arm.

"Epe"

"Hmm what, cebental. Atu breath first def, Atu tapek" Eve's remark made everyone there giggle amused except the puffed up boy, Jeff. Jeff looks really upset.

"Why dep?" Eve asked after calming her breath.

"Who tuka guest tekali lali-lali sepelti earlier. Atu not Epe vinegar, where will the guest fall?" Jeff said.

Everyone there was bearded to hear the boy's chatter. So Eve's story is again in the omelin sam in Jeff.

"Eve, you and Jeff play first yes, papa wants to talk to Gilang" said Dony while pulling a chair in front of Gilang and sitting there.

Eve nodded, and the two boys ran into the house.

"What's wrong?" Ask Dony.

"Have you decided?" Ask Dony to the point.

Gilang frowned "What?"

"About the donor?" dony replied while leaning his body on the chair waiting for Gilang's reply.

"Do you know my decision?" reply Gilang casually.

Gilang. Septian shook his head in wonder at Gilang's behavior, whether the man intended to kill himself slowly.

"Kimy knows" cried Dony.

Gilang glared at her "Know where?"

"From me" Dony replied casually.

"****, why did you tell me?" Gilang looked at Dony sharply, but Dony did care. He was not afraid of Gilang.

"Kimy is pregnant, do you want to die quickly" said Dony with a flat face.

"Gdff.." Septian chuckled at Dony's words.

"Thus, you don't want to see your baby born, raise her and age with Kimy?" Septian word chimed.

Actually, if you remember that Gilang's chest feels tight. They did not know that Gilang every night was always afraid of his own death.

"Think again, don't be rash. Soon Jeff will have a younger brother, do you not want to live any longer with them" said Dony really with a face without expression and his words were quite disturbing Gilang's mind at this time.

"I'll see a doctor if you really change your mind" Dony continued.

Gilang took a rough breath, then he turned his head up.

"Will it work? I'm afraid that if I fail, I'm not ready to lose it all" he said, looking at the sky that happened to be a very bright afternoon.

"Didn't the doctor say 70% success rate" Septian reminded.

"Si*lan, the remaining 30% is also a number that is not small" said Gilang with a sharp Septian stare.

Septian chuckled "I don't think you're afraid of dying Lang"

"Br*ngs*K" said Gilang sounds loud.

**

The young pregnant woman looked pale and limp. This whole day I don't know how many times he's been removing the contents in his stomach. The woman had just come out of the bathroom, she walked slowly by holding onto her stomach.

"You still nauseous?" Asked a man who had been waiting for him near the bed. The man sat there looking at the woman's movements.

"Hem" replied the woman.

"I'll take you to the doctor"

The woman shook her head "No need, she said this is natural for a young pregnant person"

The man chuckled "But I can't bear to see you that way. What am I supposed to do?"

"Be quiet, Tristan, you're so chatty. I'm getting sick of your nagging" said the woman, sitting herself on the edge of the bed.

Tristan smiled slantingly, Couldn't be when his body was that weak, the woman still fought him.

Tristan approached the woman, sitting right in front of her "Tell me what? You don't want anything like a pregnant person in general?"

"Ck, no!" answer the woman with a sniff.

"I guess the boy will look a lot like me" Tristan said.

"You want to know why?"tristan continued, but the woman was silent and did not answer.

"That's because as long as you're pregnant, you look like you hate me. You keep swearing at me rudely"

"Whatever!!" replied the woman while standing away from Tristan.

"You still angry?" Tristan asked looking at the back of the woman who was now standing on the window deck.

The woman did not answer, she was silent while having her chest closed looking out. Tears trickled down his cheek, but he was soon wiped off, before his tracks were spotted by Tristan the madman.

"Laura.."

"Laura, are you still mad at me?" Ask Tristan again.

Seriate...

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