IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU

IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
I'm sorry


Gilang's hand lifted slowly, he wanted to touch the girl. But he hesitated, was it true that this girl in front of him still belonged to him. Slowly Kimy's tears moistened his smooth cheeks. With hesitation Gilang rubbed Kimy's smooth cheeks. Kimy lowered his gaze, he did not know how to behave. Is this guy still his? They can still miss each other.


Gilang cupped Kimy's face with both hands. Bring the girl's face to look at her. Glazed closer to his face, both of their foreheads clinging to each other. Kimy closed his eyes, feeling the breath of the lover he longed for.


"You're okay, hmm?." whispered. Kimy did not answer, he was too busy to feel his heart beating so fast.


Lord I love this man, I can't really afford to lose him.


Kimy's tears kept dripping without being able to be weathered again.


"Don't cry.." whispered again.


Kimy shook his head slowly, he didn't actually want to cry like this either. But her tears really can't be contained.


Gilang slowly peeked at Kimy's soft forehead. Degs.. Kimy's blood flow stopped. The strange murmur on his chest was so obvious. She should how? Kimy pushed Gilang's chest slowly, he was aware of his current position. He will soon be married. Gilang who realized it also took off his kiss and slightly retreated to give distance.


"Sorry.." The man said a little disappointed.


Sorry, why should she apologize, Kimy is her lover, that girl is hers. Why should he apologize for a kiss on the forehead. Inner Gilang began to fight.


"Kimy, look at me.."


Little by little Kimy raised his face, looking closely at the man he loved. Those eyes, that nose, that face, that look, Kimy misses everything.


Glazed looking into Kimy's bead eyes, he wanted to judge what this girl in front of him still loved him, wanted him. No one knows Kimy better than himself, the man has already memorized how the nature of his girl is outside and inside.


For a long time they looked at each other. Until the eyes of Gilang sparkled happy.


You are still mine, baby.


Gilang no longer cares about everything, which he knows the girl still loves him. There's nothing more important than that. He'll do everything. With one move, Gilang's lips had already scooped up Kimy's beautiful lips. He missed those beautiful lips. Very gently he tasted it, playing that lip up below. Kimy who got a surprise attack was surprised, but finally he closed his eyes enjoying every kiss that Gilang gave. Say it's wrong, but fate is playing tricks on them. What's wrong with them loving each other.


Gilang slowly walked slowly, leading Kimy to walk backwards without letting go of his kiss. The position of Kimy who was still in the doorway of the room made it easier for them to sink behind the door. Now they are in the room. Lexa was not in her apartment. Shortly after he punched Gilang earlier, the woman continued out of the apartment. He didn't want to bother the two lovebirds.


Kimy felt his body being cornered between the wall and and Gilang's strapping body. The man goes deeper and deeper into kissing kimy until the girl is completely out of breath. As he regained consciousness, Kimy opened his eyes and pushed Gilang's body.


"Langs.. Take-off.." Kimy said with a breath of breath.


"I miss yank." replied Gilang with a voice of his people resisting desire without letting go of his kiss.


"Lang, I beg you to let go.."


"Say!!!.." cried Kimy.


Hearing her girl scream makes the cross take off her link. Gilang stared intensely at Kimy's face.


"Why?.." Ask the girl.


Kimy rubbed his face, he walked away from the man's body.


"We shouldn't have met Lang, I should have thought that we would end up like iki.." Kimy was frustrated. He shouldn't have agreed to this lexa's ridiculous plan. He should have avoided meeting that man. They love each other, and they may control themselves. Kimy really feels so stupid.


"Teacher.." Crossed over, the man sat down in front of Kimy. Look into the eyes of the girl who closed her eyes.


"This is wrong, this is going to be a problem." Kimy replied as he opened his eyes.


"You're afraid of him?.."


"Langs.."


"I understand.." He said weakly as he stood in front of Kimy. "I'm glad you're back, Kim, you must be so happy.." Gilang tried to divert the conversation. She said with a smile, of course the smile she forced was such that Kimy was comfortable with her.


Kimy's heart ached when she called him kim. Kimy knew when the man called her that, which meant she was very angry. I always call him yank, baby, my dear if you're not angry.


"Lang, I'm getting married." said Kimy to the paint. Kimy accidentally tells the man that Gilang doesn't have much hope for him.


"God.." Smiling without meaning.


"I'm sorry.."


"So you came to me to say this?.." Tanya Gilang seriously.


"I.I.." Kimy vibrates.


"I don't know to go on.." Said Gilang weakly. Gilang knew that Kimy did it because he had to. He still saw such great love in his girl's eyes. He doesn't want to put any more burden on Kimy. Gilang is determined to take Kimy again from Tristan. Any way.


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"Say you're home?.." Lexa asked as soon as she walked into her apartment. The woman didn't expect Gilang to leave so soon. They usually spend until tomorrow. Lexa left those two lovebirds. But when he was busy hanging out with his friends again, Gilang contacted him and said that he came home and Kimy was alone in the apartment. Lexa immediately ran back to her apartment.


"I told him to go home?.."


"Why, have you told me everything?." asked lexa enthusiastically. Kimy just shook his head.


"I told you I wanted to marry you, brother?.."


"Whattt, you crazy Kim.." cried lexa. Kimy did not answer, the girl was like a stupid girl.


"He should know brother. Tristan is her brother." replied Kimy weakly.


"Damn it, they are brethren but why is it like heaven and earth. But Kim.. I don't want you to marry that bad guy." - protest lexa. "Then what did Gilang say, was he angry?.." Kimy nodded again.


"Don't get angry, which is weird. It's not that he's possessive of you. You used to be monitored everywhere you went, now you want to marry someone else why he is not angry.." lexa felt that Gilang was very strange.


"I don't know brother." replied Kimy weak with eyes because of the former tears. Kimy hugged lexa tightly while crying.


"Calm down.. We'll find a way out.." lexa tried to calm Kimy down.


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