IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Gonna marry you

"Kimy"

Gilang saw Kimy sitting on the bed, bent his legs and buried his two faces there.

Slowly Kimy looked up to see who was coming. Both of his eyes were locked looking at the man who was currently standing in the doorway. Miss a man who is no less handsome than her future husband. Her ex-boyfriend is in front of her now.

"Disappear"

"Can I come in?" Ask Gilang while smiling. A smile that Kimy hadn't seen in a long time. Kimy nodded, confirming his sitting position which currently hangs his feet under the bed.

Gilang walked over to Kimy, standing not far from Kimy sitting down. Staring at the face of the woman he missed so much, while Kimy was still staring confused at the sudden arrival of the man.

"Are you all right?" Gilang asked, the man looked a little at the contents of Kimy's room. The pain in the heart again appeared when seeing the real photo of Tristan plastered there.

"You're here-"

"Mama called telling me to come" Gilang saw Kimy who still looked confused "They're all downstairs" Gilang continued. Kimy just nodded in understanding.

"Are you all right?"

Kimy nodded in response to Gilang's question. But Gilang's view is disturbed on Kimy's hand wrapped in bandages. "What's your hand?" Gilang approaches Kimy and takes Kimy's hand for her to see.

"Langs.." Kimy pulled his hand, he felt Gilang was too presumptuous to do that considering this their first interaction after such a long time.

"Sorry.." Gilang said he found his hand empty.

Kimy stood walking and now he was sitting on the sofa that was in his room, letting Gilang stand there. Kimy was still very awkward to be close to the man.

"Mami said you agreed" Gilang said to the point making Kimy close his eyes for a moment. Kimy clearly knew what the man meant.

"Sorry Lang, they shouldn't have involved you-"

"If not me then who, do not ever think will marry another man" interrupted Gilang with a little high tone.

Kimy was a little surprised by Gilang's words. Never marry another man. He means how, was not previously Kimy was going to marry Tristan. Kimy looked at Gilang with a questioning look and it seemed that Gilang was aware of that.

"I mean, don't involve other men in this matter" Gilang said in a misbehavior.

"Lang, I've hurt you a lot. I can't get too involved in this. I'm not bus--"

"He's my brother, I'm his family. I'll be in charge"

"I'm pregnant Lang.." Kimy said while crying.

"I Know.."

"I'm not the Kimy I used to be, I'm different"

"I know.." Answer again.

"I don't love you anymore" Gilang looked up to hear him, his lips numb, unable to answer the words. Honestly his heart ached, very sick it turned out when he heard directly from the lips of the woman who greatly affected his life.

"Do you want to marry a woman who doesn't love you" Kimy said. Both views are locked. Glazed look into Kimy's bead eyes. It's true, from the way Kimy looked at him Gilang already knew the taste was different. A look full of love and adoration that once was gone. Gilang just nodded.

"I want to." said mantab.

Hearing that made Kimy sad and cry. I want to see when he'll hurt her again and again. The only innocent person there was Gilang. But he was the one who received the most impact. He suffered so much. Did Kimy still have that guy's memeperalat again.

"No problem, I will still marry you Kimy" Gilang replied as if challenging Kimy's remarks.

Kimy smiled wryly hearing her "I can't believe this" Kimy threw out his rude breath "Why the hell are you Lang. Your future is long. You can marry a beautiful virgin. Out there, many people admire you" Kimy said excitedly.

"You think I still intend to marry another woman after all that's happened" Gilang replied staring straight at Kimy's bead, quickly disconnecting Kimy's eye contact. She was afraid, Kimy was afraid of the man in front of her. However, Gilang, the man he had loved so much. A man who can break his heart first. Kimy was really scared, his mouth might be able to resist but what if the passage of time his heart could not reject the man anymore. No, Kimy doesn't want that. Kimy wants Tristan, Kimy just wants the man back for him. Until whenever he'll wait for Tristan back.

"All right, we're getting married but on condition-" Kimy hung up on her words. Basic, Kimy knows very well that when iki himself is too selfish, he should be aware of someone who wants to marry him in his current condition, even asking for conditions. But for Kimy it is necessary to fortify his heart.

"I don't want any physical contact and we shouldn't fall in love with each other. We're defending ourselves"

"Well.." Gilang laughed lightly at Kimy's words "You said we're forbidden to fall in love?" Kimy nodded a few times.

Gilang walked up to Kimy and sat down in front of the woman. Obviously Kimy was very shocked and uncomfortable with Gilang's attitude "Finger I forgot about you, because until now you are still here" Gilang pointed at his heart. Some time the view of the two locked up until Kimy who decided to move from his place. "I promise I won't do it without your permission" Gilang continued, then he stood up to look at Kimy's back.

**

In the course of the day, Dony actually did an emergency meeting. He announced that Kimy would replace Tristan for all important activities related to the company and all those related to Tristan, at the meeting he also announced that the wedding will still be done with the groom's successor Gilang, the biological sister of another mother from Tristan. The news was very quick to blow to the print and electronic media, making Kimy into months of netijen, many who sneered because of Kimy's decision to stay married while he was still grieving. Especially married to Gilang, his former lover.

"Tante please explain to me" cried Nadine.

"You have no manners" Sinta stood up from her seat, drawing closer to the body of the beautiful girl in front of her. "You broke into my house without excuse-"

"I Don't care" replied Nadine with a tone of pressing her words. "Explain to me that all the news outside is Tan's hoax"

Sinta walked away from the nadine, smiling with satisfaction "Unfortunately no, the news is true" she replied, then sat back down.

"Aunty, aunty did not forget the promise of aunty. I've done all aunty's will, not the end I expected. Aunt knows, right?"

"Nadine baby, calm down a little. Forgive aunt because it seems like the storyline is a little turn a little dear"

"Tante couldn't do this-" Nadine rubbed her rough face "I've done it all aunty"

"Not in vain, dear, the man. Dony seems to be really in love with you"

"Aante!!!!" shouting Nadine. Nadine thought a little, she seemed to realize something "What aunt did this? Auntie planned the accident?" Nadine asked with a guessing face.

Sinta stood up again, walking over to Nadine who was still standing in her place "Don't be noisy little rats, don't waste your energy and time here. Because I won't change anything. Go"

Nadine narrowed her eyes "Because of the will, because Tristan's treasure is all for kimy. So, my aunt changed the plan. Aye right?" Sinta smiled at Nadine's words.

"Go, you're just wasting your time here" Sinta said.

"No. I'll tell Teddy that aunt planned this. I'll tell Gilang and Kimy."

" Go ahead, you think they believe you. Remember Nadine, you've been a threat to Gilang and Kimy. Even if you open it all up now, they'll just think you're a piece of shit intent on ruining their wedding plans. Remember, Kimy still considers you his enemy "Sinta smiled triumphantly.

Nadine clenched her two strong tanks hearing Sinta's words.

" Aunty will regret" Nadine then left the place with anger. He came out slamming the main door of Sinta's house.

The white civic sports car was going very fast. Nadine stomped full of gas on the car, her current mind was completely muddled. He did not expect Sinta's sweet promise all this time was just a joke. There was a lot Nadine sacrificed. He had to pretend to make peace with Kimy, he was also willing to be Dony's girlfriend who was not in love at all, had to pretend sweet in front of Gilang as if he did not love the man anymore.

"Damn it, shit, shit" he said, lashing out at his car's driver. Nadine pulled over her car in a deserted place to manage her current emotions.

"You'll regret Sinta, just look. You've been messing with me. Until I die, I won't let Gilang marry Kimy. Damn*n stupid Tristan, you're really dead. You've ruined everything Tristan"