IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Depends on me

Kimy receives a tray containing food from bi Ana and puts it on Gilang's lap.

Today Kimy did not go to the office because he could not leave the man.

"I can be alone" said Gilang took a plate containing rice and side dishes.

Kimy let the man take the plate he had in his hand. He looked at the man while standing against his chest.

"Why don't you ever eat at home?"

Gilang stopped his movement. He looked up at his wife's sour face. But no one knows, deep down in his heart Gilang is happy because Kimy still cares for him.

"You know where it came from?" Ask Gilang by entering Spoon eating her feathers.

"You told my aunt to prepare food for me, but you never ate at home. From tomorrow on, don't take care of my food, take care of yourself"

Gilang stopped his meal and looked at his angry-looking wife.

"Don't fuck around, you don't pity the baby" said Gilang with a gentle look.

"I'll eat my food if you eat too"

"Okey.. Then from tomorrow we eat together at the dinner table, how?" tawar Gilang smiled triumphantly.

Kimy snorted in annoyance, it was possible that the man would bargain at this moment.

"Why do you get so many nosebleeds, you never have a nosebleed before" asked Kimy while sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I'm tired, don't worry"

Kimy did not answer, he just looked at the man who was busy with his meal.

"Langs.."

"Hmmm.."

"Thanks.."

Gilang looked at Kimy who was also looking at him with a faint look.

"For??"

Kimy threw his breath rough, he lowered his head. Kimy was ashamed of that man. Kimy who once claimed to love her very much, now even pregnant with a child from another man. And Could-be Gilang still want to marry her, even care for such small things such as food that Kimy eat every day.

"For everyone, thank you. I can't repay your kindness" Kimy said hoarsely as if holding back his cries.

"Hey.." Gilang put away the tray that was on his lap. He moved his body closer to Kimy.

"Kim.. What are you talking about? I wasn't expecting anything in return"

"Lang A-I don't deserve to be treated like this. I was wrong with you, I betrayed you. I left you-" Kimy stammering while crying and looking down.

"Hey.. Hey.." Gilang shifted forward again his body until now Kimy was very close to him. He could smell Kimy's long hair.

Grep

Gilang hugged his wife from the side. Kimy's body was still shaking in Gilang's arms.

"You should never feel indebted or guilty to me.. You know that's not what I expected. Seeing you laugh so happily has made me happy. Ingets.. I don't want you to feel indebted"

Kimy was crying hearing the man's words. Then presumptuously Gilang suddenly kissed the head of Kimy long, very long. Making Kimy a little surprised, but did not know why he even wrapped his hands around Gilang's waist. Kimy knows this is wrong, Gilang will definitely misunderstand this attitude of his. But how else, Kimy just wanted to thank the man, maybe he will try to be a good wife. For example, eat together with Gilang and prepare the man's food every day.

**

Tears kept dripping on that pretty face. How many tissues has the woman used to wipe her snot and tears at this time. Those dirty wipes were messy around the woman.

He looked again at the small object that showed a red two line there.

"I have to" he said slowly with tears continuing to come out of his eyes.

"I couldn't possibly tell dony-" Nadine continued to rub rough her face, nose and eyes with the remnants of the Tissue present.

"I have to do something, I have to find a doctor to abort this. I couldn't have let him be born without a father" he said, looking at his cell phone. He pressed his cell phone to find someone's number.

**

" So why are you calling me this late, aren't you telling me to come tonight" asked Lexa when she had entered Kimy's room.

The woman circulated a glance at every corner of the large room that was "Beautiful Its.. This is your room, Gilang who sighed?" He asked, then he sat on the sofa in the corner of the room.

"Hmm." replied Kimy.

"Aren't you in Kim's office?"

"No longer feeling well" Kimy sat down next to Lexa.

"Wow.. I think I missed the train. Has there been any progress on your relationship?"

"Don't ngaco"

"What's wrong, you husband and wife. Look. He gave you a mansion. Less what?" Lexa asked with both shoulders shrugged, asking Kimy.

"Don't talk about this"

Lexa shook her shoulders indifferently.

"Where's Doctor Mella?" Ask Kimy then.

"Later he followed, you think it is easy to adjust the practice schedule. You called me anyway"

Kimy scratched his nape that was not itchy because of the lexa scolding.

"What are you doing now, brother?"

"Continue saying, Where is Kim, he's not feeling well? Long time no talk to him, I miss the same chat. Last time I saw when you were married was not as quick to reprimand greeting"

"He's in his room?"

Lexa glared while upholding her body.

"What the.. YOU GUYS AREN'T ROOMY?" scream lexa.

Kimy silenced the brazen lexa's big mouth screaming hysterically.

"Mm-Le-pas" Kimy pulls his lazy hand at the woman.

"*****.. Your crazy son Kim. Yes, you are.."

"Take me-"

"Yes you.. There's no way Gilang yeng wants a separate room, right?"

Kimy silently heard the rambling of the lexa because in fact he was the one who wanted it.

"I swear you're in love with her again and you're crying and not wanting to stay"

Kimy glared at the words of the lexa, he threw his former assistant with a pillow in his lap.

Tok

"Kimy you're inside? I entered ya.." Gilang's voice rang out behind the door.

Cclek

Not yet Kimy answered that the door was already open, Gilang's handsome face poking out behind the door.

"Lexa.." Sapa Gilang who saw the woman sitting on the sofa with his wife.

"Oh hey Lang." lexa stood up and Gilang went into the room. The two hugged each other briefly, like two familiar people who had not met for a long time. In fact, they used to be that familiar. Lexa admitted that Gilang was a pleasant person, although often he was in the man's care because Kimy was caught lying and lexa helped cover it up.

"Hm.. You don't change, the handsome and-" lexa paused his words and approached Gilang's ear "Hot.." whispered lexa, which Kimy could still hear.

"Basic crazy" Kimy said slowly but the two people heard him and they laughed softly.

"You're better?" Tanya Kimy researched Gilang's body. The man looked fresh, like he had taken a shower. Gilang only wears white T-shirts and long jeans.

"Hallo. I'm fine with just soy sauce, so don't overdo it Kim"

"Ck.." decak Kimy lazy while throwing away face.

"Where's the doctor, he said he'd like a check-up?"

"Still otw" lexa replied as she sat her body on the sofa.

"Why not go to the hospital, there is more complete equipment, right?"

"I'm up to the boss" lexa glanced at Kimy who ignored Gilang's chat.

"Sir, under there is a doctor Mella said" suddenly bi Ana's voice interrupted. Kimy's room is still open, so bi Ana just makes a sound without knocking first.

"Directly take a ride aja bi" exclaimed Gilang in angguki by bi Ana.

After a while, Mella's doctor examined Kimy's womb and the doctor said the baby was healthy. His heart rate is normal. But indeed the doctor could not do the USG because it did not bring the device. Doctor Mella only prescribes drugs and vitamins.

"So it's about 10 weeks old Kim" said doctor Mella while putting her device back in her tote bag.

"Yes doc.."

"If there are no complaints, just eat anything, there is no abstinence so that the baby is healthy" continued the doctor again.

"Aren't you craving Kim?" Lexa interrupted.

"There is no tuh"

While Gilang was still sitting quietly on the sofa. He did not get close to Kimy when the doctor examined him, fearing that Kimy was upset by his stomach. Though in the past, the entire curves of Kimy Gilang's body have been memorized. After that, Mella's doctor paid in between by lexa in the future.

Gilang moved from his seat to approach Kimy when the woman straightened her body intending to get out of bed.

"Where is Kim going to sleep" said Gilang while sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I'm not sick Lang" Kimy still woke up, he was sitting with his feet hanging to the floor, beside Gilang.

"Teacher.."

"Hm.."

Gilang took one of Kimy's hands, put it on his thigh and clasped it. Having his hands taken, Kimy turned to the man.

"If you want something to say to me"

"Hmm?.." Kimy asked still cengo with Gilang's words.

"If you crave something-"

"No, I don't want to" Kimy shook his head.

"I'm your husband, I take full responsibility for you. The child you bear is also my son. So don't ever bother me.. Hang on to me Kimy-"

As before

I would love Gilang to continue like that, but alas, he only said in his heart. Gilang pingin Kimy always depends on him like he used to. Ask her something like before. But can it?

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