IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Suicide

"What are you doing?" Ask Sarah. Sarah looks daydreaming alone in a coffee shop in the hotel where they stay.

"Thinking about your daughter's fate?" he asked once more while pulling a chair in front of sarah and sitting on it.

Sarah didn't answer, she just pinched the base of her nose. Her life has been complicated lately.

"We need the boy's appreciation, his work is quick as well, given who his opponent is this time"

"Shut up!" Sarah glanced right and left afraid that anyone would hear their conversation. "It was an accident, I'm sure he wasn't. He's not gonna do this." Sarah said while pressing down on every word.

"Ha ha ha. I think you know him better than I do. This time he did it stupidly, he did it. We know that, don't deny this reality"

"You're not me, I don't know anything. Ever since I found out about Kimy, I've given up on this stupid plan. So don't you hook me" sissed sarah right in front of her best friend's face.

"OK fine" Sinta smiled cunningly "But everything has happened, Kimy is pregnant, remember that"

"Be quiet Sinta, I will finish you off if others know about this matter" hardik sarah. Sarah stood up to leave the place.

"I have an idea, which I'm sure you'll agree to" Sinta smiled cunningly at Sarah's sculpting, the woman did not leave her place. "It will benefit all of us Sarah, trust me"

"I will no longer believe in your silly ideas" Sarah left Sinta alone. Sinta was still smiling cunningly at her place "Heh, you will soon return to me sarah, only I can save your daughter's honor"

After two days in Italy the group returned to Indonesia with all the sorrow and disappointment they felt. Kimy was more silent and daydreaming after the incident he fainted at the police station. Their arrival was greeted enthusiastically by reporters at the airport. Finally, the crowd stood in front of the reporters and expressed their deep sorrow at the accident that killed Tristan and Mario.

"Thank you to the reporters and everyone who has prayed for my son Tristan. We are here, me and my family, and Daniel's family my candidate has confirmed to the CTKP, and my son Tristan and his best friend Mario, are on that plane. In addition to my son and Mario, there were two flight attendants, a pilot and a pilot cop who were on the plane" Teddy said in his wheelchair.

"Sir, did you make sure that all the victims were not safe?" Ask a reporter loudly.

"I only ask prayer to all of you" Teddy answered by wiping his glasses that were dewy by tears. Sinta stroked her husband's shoulder to make it quieter.

"Then the marriage of less than three days will be annulled sir?" Ask other journalists not less loudly.

Kimy just looked down at the reporter's question. His body was held tightly by Daniel at this moment.

"Regarding that later I will convey" interrupted Dony.

"I think it's enough, thank you" Daniel continued. The group began to walk away from the place assisted by several bodyguards that had been prepared by Dony before. Dony is in full control of Tristan.

"Kimy, kimy donk comment a little" shouted some reporters, but ignored by kimy. Daniel still hugged his daughter's waist while continuing to walk in the waiting car.

**

The death of Tristan and Mario has graced the glass and electronic screen. Kimy and Tristan's wedding is a hot topic at the moment.

While Kimy since his return still confined himself in the room, more silent and daydreaming. In less than two days the marriage should have been done. Kimy fingered the engagement ring in the sweet "Two days, why do you break your promise Tristan" tears fell again on the cheek of the beautiful woman "I'm pregnant Tristan. There's your son in my stomach, why, why, why! " he said while pressing his words so as not to be heard out of the room. Kimy turned to the nightstand and walked up to him, the woman was like an undead now. There was no smile or ray of life in his eyes, he opened the nightstand and took out a razor blade from there "Don't I say nothing can separate us, not even death" he said softly by staring at the razor.

Slowly the blood flowed around his veins, the pain and pain the woman felt. "We'll meet again after this" Kimy continued to talk to himself as if there was Tristan in front of him. "I don't want to live alone Tristan"

Chequelek

"Yes god Kimy" cried lexa seeing blood running down Kimy's wrist. Lexa ran up to the woman and grabbed the razor still in Kimy's hands.

"Don't be crazy you hah" cried lexa throwing the razor.

"Give me back, give me back!" yelled Kimy hysterically.

"You want to die huh, you crazy kim, you crazyaa!! Remember you're pregnant again, you're gonna kill your stupid baby"

"I don't care, I want to die brother. Why would I live alone without Tristan. I don't need this baby, I don't need it" cried Kimy, both of whom clashed. Lexa tries to get to Kimy but is pushed over by the woman.

"Mami Kimy doesn't want to live anymore, just Kimy followed Tristan miiii" shouted Kimy while crying hysterically, Kimy dropped his body on the floor and sat there.

"Dear God, don't do it Kimy for God's sake" Sarah sat down in front of her daughter crying. Lexa immediately ran out of the room to call the doctor.

"Kimy's been destroyed, Tristan left me. What am I supposed to do, what am I supposed to do? I don't want to live anymore" Kimy continued to cry and rummaged to die. Sarah hugged her daughter. They both cried at once "If you die, you will kill your mommy, papi and your son. Hold on at least to the kid. That's Tristan's son, his flesh and blood. The only lasting memory you have of your dear Tristan" Sarah's words stopped Kimy's crying. Eternal memories, the only lasting memories of Tristan. Those words repeatedly appeared in Kimy's brain. Sarah distanced her body, cupping Kimy's cheeks.

"Listen, you have to give birth to that child no matter what. If you want her to be born, you have to live, you have to be healthy hm" Kimy still looked at Sarah digesting every word she heard from the woman in front of her.

"But there is no Tristan mi" Kimy said slowly.

"No problem. We're gonna raise that innocent kid. We are with you dear" persuaded sarah to reassure her daughter. Afterwards Kimy wept hugging Sarah again, nodding a few times in the arms of "Yes, I'll raise her mi"

After a while Kimy was already asleep due to the influence of drugs given by doctors (a friend of lexa who used to come to handle Kimy's pregnancy).

**

Sarah drove her car at full speed. Seeing her daughter so frustrated that she wanted to kill herself made her guts bigger to find a way out of this problem. This time it was Sinta's house. Yesterday the woman offered a solution that she said was impossible to resist, making her intention to meet the crazy woman even more passionate.

"Love there?" ask her to the point on one of the maids who opened the door. The woman immediately charged in without permission.

"Hay, you came sooner than I expected" Sinta said walking towards her living room.

Sarah walked closer to Sinta, she stood right in front of Sinta, looking intently at the mad woman "Tell me what solution you offered me yesterday" she said softly but with every word.

Sinta smiled and then walked away from sarah, the woman chose to sit on the sofa and crossed her hands in front of her chest while looking at sarah lightly "Silence sarah, relax. Sit down, you want some tea?" tease Sinta, for Christ's sake Sarah felt like she wanted to kick Sinta's annoying face.

"I don't have time to mess with Sinta. Quickly say. Kimy's life was lost"

"Himwa Kimy?"

"Kimy almost killed himself shit*n. Say it!!" gertak.

Sinta was a little surprised to hear it, then he walked up to his best friend again. "We marry Kimy and Gilang" he said right in Sarah's ear.

Jeduarr!!!

Sarah glared at him, she looked at Sinta with a murderous look. Sinta remains a demon who will not change. How could he think up to that. Sarah's not a crazy woman. He wouldn't be selfish doing all that. Sarah loved her daughter.

"That's the only way out" he said, then moved away from Sarah and sat down again in her place. Sarah was still in her place, she was at a loss for words hearing the crazy love speech.

"What are you afraid of Sarah?" Ask Sinta again when Sarah doesn't answer. "The boy needs a father. Missed the only right guy"

"What heh heh, exactly what. You deliberately took a chance in this matter" cried sarah.

"What chance I got. Think realistic Sarah. Gilang is the younger brother of Tristan, Tristan's only family. What tried wrong, nothing. The public will not ask much if Gilang replaces Tristan under bail"

"Huh, I don't believe this. You're a sneaky lunatic. You think kimy would agree. Daniel will accept this and your husband---"

"That's exactly what it is your job to convince them all. I'm just helping this far"

"I will not involve Gilang in this matter" replied Sarah weakly.

"Yes up to you. It's just that I want to congratulate you. Soon your family will be the months of the Indonesian people. A Kimy who is adored by millions of young people, pregnant out of wedlock and even cooler, who impregnates is dead. Who wants to marry Kimy. So old virgin donk. Amit-amit" said Sinta with her disgusted face. Sarah tightened her jaw to hear Sinta's taunts, and she immediately came out of the house before her emotions overflowed.

"Two days, think about it" cried Sinta but ignored sarah.

Sinta smiled triumphantly. Until now nothing could block his net. Soon everything will be over, it's over. He's winner. His inner.