IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
I'm coming

At 05:00 am, Daniel, Kimy, Sarah, Teddy, Sinta and Dony flew to Italy to find out the truth. After 17 hours they were in the air finally the group arrived in Italy. It was dark, they went straight to the hotel close to the scene for a break.

"I don't want to go to hotel Pi, I want to go straight to the location" Kimy asked Daniel.

"Darling it's hard night, it's dark. Tomorrow morning we're there Kimy. Please understand, look everyone seems tired. Not necessarily there are still teams looking for this hour. Believe in papi nak" after a while Daniel persuaded Kimy finally the woman according, they headed to the hotel that had been booked via online before.

"I'm coming, baby, I'm picking you up" Kimy said softly behind the luxury hotel's glass window. Her tears continued to drip out unstoppably. He looked down, saw the vehicle passing in front of the hotel, slowly his hand stroked his stomach "You will be a father, I'm sorry I haven't had time to tell you this most beautiful gift Tristan" he cried more sobbing.

Chequelek

Sarah went into Kimy's room, she just let out a heavy sigh seeing her daughter standing up while hearing her sobs "Honey, you have to rest" Sarah persuaded by stroking Kimy's arms from behind, but Kimy did not heed the existence of his mother. "Pity your baby Kimy, he's stressed if you cry. Don't be selfish son" Kimy turned to Sarah.

"Tristan doesn't know I'm pregnant yet, she should know. He can't just leave. He should know that he's gonna be a father"

"Ssttt, you know baby, you understand" Sarah glanced at the door of the room afraid someone heard her son's words "Kimy, listen to my mother." Kimy looked at Sarah's serious-looking eyes "Don't let anyone know you're pregnant" Kimy's tears flowed more and more hearing Sarah's words "We'll think of a way to keep outsiders from knowing. Yeah?"

"What do you mean, however people will know that I'm pregnant. My stomach will grow"

"Mommy knows son, we'll think of a way after all this has passed. We focus first on the search for Tristan. Before all is clear, don't tell anyone including your papi"

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"Why, why can't papi know?"

"Later Kimy, my mom will tell you. But not now. Trust me, it's for your own good, son" Kiny nodded in confidence at the woman.

The next day they went directly to the scene at the auxiliary Indonesian embassy in the country. They boarded a ship that had been provided to the middle of the Mediterranean sea. The gentle breeze made Kimy's long hair slightly cover his face. "Let's not come in here" Daniel draped his suit over Kimy's body. "It's cold dear" Kimy did not reply, he was still at home standing on the edge of the ship looking at the high sea while imagining how Tristan could survive on the high seas and cold like that.

"I'm sorry to arrive soon, it's the SAR team ship ahead" said someone who surprised Kimy and Daniel.

"Thank you" Daniel replied as he nodded at one of the ship's abks. Daniel looked at Kimy with a nod, giving his daughter confidence and encouragement.

Their group has arrived at TKP. Some people welcomed their arrival "Welcome" said a man, maybe Team Leader or who knows.

"How has there been any progress?" Ask Teddy to the guy.

"Sorry sir there has been no significant development in this quest. I don't think there were any survivors, considering the plane exploded in mid-air. Look at the rubble is still there" everyone shut their mouths to hear the man's words, Kimy squeezed Daniel's clothes firmly at the man's words.

"What's been looking for on the coast, maybe there's a wave" asked Daniel.

"It and the result is nil. All the items have been recovered by the police. You can see him at the police station" Daniel nodded and held his daughter again.

"Please calm down, we're going to the police station after this"

Kimy is still looking into the free sea, the wreckage of the plane is still visible on the surface of the sea. Her tears shed again "I know you live somewhere, my little heart tells me you're not dead Tristan. Not that I'm saying without my permission you can't die." shouted Kimy while looking at the rubble.

"It's all a pi lie. Tristan is not dead yet." shouted Kimy making everyone there seem concerned.

Dony seems to tighten his jaw "Tristan, it can't be that easy as you die, you have to live bastard. I'll beat you up if I find you" he said slowly. There were fucking tears in the corner of that guy's eye.

**

"What happened, you got drunk in broad daylight like this?" Tian asked who that day came to Gilang's place.

"Be quiet, get out of here. I'm not arguing" Gilang replied as he sipped his drink.

"I'm concerned" tian sat in front of Gilang "Even if your relationship is not good, he is still your brother. Your father must be very sad"

"Why bajing*n seems so easy to die, I can't believe this. I wanted to beat him up for making Kimy sad again"

"You sad?" Tanya tian ambiguous. Gilang stared at tian sharply "Sory, I don't know if you feel lost"

"I was just thinking about Kimy and papa, they must be very sad right now. I can't see Kimy crying" Gilang replied, continuing to drink.

"It's destiny lang, maybe Kimy's destiny is not with Tristan. Maybe God is still giving you two a chance to be together. Just think about the positives"

"I don't think there, Kimy loves him. Everything is no longer the same" replied Gilang then left his assistant. Glad to close the door of his room, he immediately slammed his body on the bed and looked at the ceiling of the room "Is there a second chance?" Gilang smiled wryly, there was a hint of dew in the corner of his eyes, remembering the smile of the woman he still loved so much.

**

"These are items we found on site" said a police officer handing over a plastic clip containing several wallets and several mobile phones. And what makes Kimy's knees feel limp is a blue dongker suit between them. Kimy knew the suit, the suit his girlfriend always wears when hugging him, the suit he wears when he's cold.

"No, Tristan" Kimy covered both his mouths with tears. Daniel's hand swiftly hugged the fragile body of his daughter. "Fire cannot be pi" Kimy shrieked in Daniel's arms. Everyone was very sad, especially when the police took things out of the plastic bag, there was a wallet, Tristan's cell phone and Mario made Kimy even more hysterical. And there are a few more items that are believed to belong to the flight attendant and the pilot of the plane. Daniel held Kimy, his beloved daughter, unconscious when police said no one had survived the flight.

The group returns to the hotel without Dony. Dony still wants to ask the police. "Help me sir, is there a possibility that passengers dove in before the plane exploded?" Ask Dony carefully to the cop.

"We are still investigating, sir, the black box of the plane has not been found. Even if passengers dove in before the plane explodes it is likely to survive 99% of the master" he replied again.

"But there's still 1% hope, right?" Tanya Dony assured the police.

"Hopefully sir"

"Sir, please do your best. Do the search as much as possible, I will bear all the costs. Here's my phone number, please let me know if there's even the slightest news" Dony handed the police a business card.

"Okay sir, I will do as ordered" the policeman replied. Dony nodded in understanding, there was a glimmer of hope even if it was only 1%. He stands with one certainty, will find wherever Tristan is alive or dead.

"I'll find you bajinga*n, it's not that easy you die to twat*t" he said slowly, then left the place.