IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Bitter memories 1

It's so much fun, thanks.." Tristan said sincerely, as he finished his meal and drank orange juice, then wiped his mouth with a tissue.

"You're a warm and happy family, honestly this makes me so jealous of you.." Tristan said with words that condition for meaning.

Dony was stunned to look at his boss, upon hearing Tristan say that. Because Tristan is a very closed person, it is not easy to provoke him to talk about family problems.

"What about your family?.." Siska passed the sacred question in Tristan's life. Siska stared fixedly at Tristan with shady and soft eyes, those shady eyes did not escape Tristan's sight. It warms Tristan's soul.

Upon hearing that, Robert, Ronald and Dony looked at Siska in surprise. They throw confused views at each other.

"Sorry boss it's night, shouldn't we go back.." Dony took a stand, because his boss felt cornered.

"I don't have a family.." Tristan replied casually, ignoring Dony's talk.

"Eekhmmm, Mom why hasn't Thomas returned yet?.." Ronald tries to divert his momy, soon understood by Tristan, but ignored by Siska.

Tristan smiled meaningfully.

"Seeing you reminds me of someone.." Tristan hangs up he said, Siska still staring fixedly at Tristan. Siska began to realize that the man she was looking at right now had a hidden wound, her eyes telling her that Tristan was so lonely, Siska felt a trench in her heart.

"Ekhmm, Auntie is sure you'll find your happiness son.." Tristan stared fixedly at Siska's eyes, looking again those eyes reminded him of a woman he loved so much.

Tristan stared fixedly at the middle-aged woman's eyes. Yes, obviously he missed the figure of the woman he called his mother. If only his mother still existed, it would be the same age as Siska.

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Flashback 19 years ago

The magnificent house like a palace suddenly changed. Unlike usual, when usually the family members get together to enjoy dinner warmly. Not that night, because that night, the house was so gripping.

" Praaang's...Loth..." There was the sound of things falling and breaking. Gucci at the price of tens of millions was destroyed scattered in the living room.

A 10-year-old boy came to his mother crying.

"Mama... Mama's okay..." Ask the boy, the boy was so scared. All his life that time he saw so much blood on the floor.

"Den Dafa come with aunt..." A servant seemed to forcefully pull the little boy.

But the boy rebelled, he did not want to leave his dying mother at that time.

A male voice with a commanding tone came.

"Call the ambulance, take the woman to the hospital, I don't want her to die in this house."

"How about den Daffa sir?.."

" Just leave him, lock him in the room. I have to make sure he's my real son or not.."

The man walked out of the house and called someone.

"It's done, baby, the woman's gonna be out of this house soon.." Daffa said he heard the man's voice calling someone he didn't know who.

"Sstttttt!!"

"Den Daffa, come on in and shut the door. Later papa den Daffa knows that Aden eavesdropped..." He whispered to the old woman.

" Wait on, Daffa wants to hear who you're talking to?...

Bi Inah shook her head and immediately closed the door of the room.

Bi Inah was so moved to see Daffa that it was so sad. Bi Inah who took care of Daffa from the baby, bathed, carried. Obviously Bi Inah has its own bond with his employer's son.

" Sabaar ya den, there's still an aunt who will take care of Aden..." Tears of Inah running down her cheeks.

Bi Inah remembered how kind she was, Rahma, Daffa's mother to all the inhabitants of the house, no matter if they were just a maid.

Rahma was often treated unfairly by her husband. As the wife of a famous businessman Rahma's appearance tends to be modest, she does not like to spend money with her husband.

It is precisely the man who according to Inah does not deserve to be called a good husband. The man often returned home staggering drunk. Often indistinct anger at Rahma who is a patient and obedient wife.

He also caught the man calling a woman in the back garden. Even Inah often heard strange sighs while they were on the phone.

Obviously Inah knows, because her boss called her cheating, she doesn't know where. Wherever and whenever, when Rahma is not by her side, the man always video calls with other women.

Not only did Inah know, but it was already an open secret inside the house. But no one dared to complain to Rahma. They were afraid of hurting Rahma's good heart.

It has been a week since the incident occurred, Rahma lost her 8-month-old fetus. Her heart was so sickly, getting such treatment from her husband, the person she loved so much.

He has lost the fruit of love to both. After Rahma was transferred to the inpatient room, only bi Inah secretly met Rahma at the hospital during the day. Bi inah painstakingly feeds Rahma, but it does not last long because Rahma forbids bi Inah to come.

Three weeks in the hospital, Rahma was feeling better. In his heart was determined to go home soon, to meet Daffa his beloved son whom he had longed for so much.

She also wants to solve her problems with her beloved husband. Rahma rushed out of the hospital and ordered a taxi online from her mobile phone.

The online taxi entered Rahma's mansion, she got off without knocking on the door directly looking for her only son.

"Bag.." Rahma screamed to find the bitter reality in front of her, so suddenly the two people who were in a drunken romance were shocked. Her husband, who was proud all this time, Rahma cried to accept this fact.

Her husband and the woman were still standing stiffly finding Rahma appearing all of a sudden.

" What is this mas? so because of this, you could've hurt me yesterday.." Rahma shook her husband's body for an explanation.

With a single move from her husband's hand, Rahma was mired on the floor.

"Don't you touch me with your dirty hands.." Answer the man.

"What do you mean, Mom? Who is this woman?.." Rahma pointed towards the woman who stood haughty.

"You don't need to know who she is, you should know yourself, you're the lowly woman I picked up from the garbage can, how dare you cheat on me.

"I told you, I've never cheated on anyone.." Rahma explained with tears.

"Including with Tony, your best friend?.." Asked the man with sharp eyes.

"I've been expecting it, all this time I've let you guys close because I trust you, but look at you even pregnant with her child.."

"But!!!.." Rahma stood up to her husband, she pulled the collar of the man's shirt and pulled him strong.

Rahma could not stand this humiliation anymore, it felt like she wanted to tear the two people in front of her.

" WOW, PLAAAAKKK..!!!"

The man slapped Rahma's face back and forth, her monk slumped to the floor, not her body in pain, but her heart and soul now shattered into pieces.

It is enough, it is finished in the spirit of Rahma.

Listen to me, the man said loudly "From this moment on, I'm currently divorcing you, I'm three of you.." Rahma was shocked to hear it.

"You won't get anything from me, get out of here empty-handed.."

Instantly a state of silence, only the actor who laughed was satisfied to see the suffering of Rahma.

"Why?.." Rahma asked helplessly.

There was no answer, Rahma tried to stand walking towards her son's room, Rahma was already not concerned anymore with all that, she just wanted to see Daffa her dear son.

"Don't bring Daffa.." Said the man. The instant Rahma stopped her steps, she was scared, she was confused. Rahma could accept that she was kicked out without a penny, but she could not leave without her inner daffa.

"He's my son, I'll raise him to be a great man.." Said the man weak.

"Who said he was your son?.." Said Rahma loudly. Suddenly a crazy idea from Rahma's brain so that she is not separated from her child.

The man rounded his eyes wide, hearing Rahma's words.

"What do you mean?.." Ask a sharp question to Rahma.

Rahma turned her back to look at the man who had just divorced her.

"You believe that the foetus I bear the son of another, how can you believe that Daffa is your son.."

Highlight the man's eyes glared sharply, he walked quickly towards Rahma and pulled the woman's hair towards the exit of her house.

"Mas, sick.." Shouted Rahma.

Daffa, who had witnessed all his parents' infighting, appeared from behind the door of his room.

"Yamaa.." Daffa ran to embrace Rahma's waist while crying.

"Baguus, bitch and bastard.." You two get out of this house, the man grabs Rahma's hair strong and drags the daffa's arm out of the house.

Rahma and Daffa were thrown outside the fence of the mansion, they both hugged tightly while crying.

After a while they hugged, Rahma was about to leave. But suddenly the woman, the actor called out to her.

"Hey, wait.. I have something for you.." The woman gives Rahma a brown envelope.

Rahma just silently received the envelope, she didn't care what it was. He just wanted to leave the house with his son.

"You can't throw it away, you'll regret throwing it away.." The woman said, as she walked into the house again.

Rahma crouched down looking into the plain eyes of Daffa, and instead, she stared in the shade of Rahma's eyes. Eyes so soft, eyes so full of tears, that's what Daffa saw at the time. The warm shady gaze of a woman who, until recently, had never forgotten Daffa.

Flash back Off

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