IT'S NOT MY FAULT TO LOVE YOU
Are you happy

That afternoon Kimy and lexa were in a coffee shop in a mall in Surabaya. I don't know how long they have been sitting there. Not long after Kimy's phone rang. Unknown number, who. Inner Kimy.

"Callo.."

"Kimy, how are you?.."

"Good.. Who this?.."

"You forgot about me. I'm Ronald." replied the man behind the phone coldly.

"Ronald's? Brother Ronald.." Kimy's eyes widened after noticing who contacted his cousin's sister.

"Yes baby, where are you?.."

"Yes god.. Is this really Ronald? I'm the same lexa. Brother I've heard from papi, has aunty not been found?.."

"Not Kim, that's exactly what I called you.."

"What's really going on? What can I help you with.."

"I heard you were engaged to Tristan?.." Ronald asked flatly.

"Yes, as you've heard.."

"Heh." Ronald laughed behind the phone "I can't believe you're getting married to that bastard. You know who he is, right?.."

"Didn't you know better, he's your best friend, right?." replied Kimy.

Ronald did not answer, they both kept quiet for a while "Kimy, you want to help me?.."

"Of course, what can I do?.."

"I hope you can keep this a secret. You know that Tristan was in New York the week before you were engaged?.."

Kimy was a little surprised, but he did not answer Ronald's question, his mind began to wander.

"Kim, I've been investigating momy's disappearance. But it's possible Tristan's men came home before momy went missing. Tristan's men's car was seen on a cctv close to home. I still can't be sure, for that I need your help.." Kimy did not answer anything, he looked shocked by the news. His mind wandered thinking that was likely to happen. Yep.. He thinks Tristan is taking revenge because his aunt received the donor's eye.

"Teacher.."

"Kimy, you still hear me?.."

"Ah.. Yes, my brother I hear you. Then what should I do?.."

"I just want you to find out, was it true she went kenew york back then. If so, why didn't he call me. And why his men visited my house before Momy's disappearance.."

"I'll find out brother.."

"Thank you baby.."

"sama-sama, I'm glad to be able to help you brother. I've considered aunty like my own mother.."

"I knew. I hung up the phone. Delete my number after this. I'll call you later." After saying that, it sounds like Ronald hung up his phone.

Flasback off

After lingering in the bathroom Kimy came out, he looked around and there was no Tristan there. He immediately put his body on the bed. After a while, he finally fell asleep.

Thirty minutes later Tristan went into the room, and he saw that Kimy had fallen asleep. The man approached standing beside Kimy, looking at the face of the girl who was sleeping soundly.

How should I behave to you Kimy? I don't want to hurt you anymore, but why do you keep acting this way. What this feels like is being ignored. Nothing can make you doubt and stay away from me. I'll make sure whoever it is I'll make them regret it for the rest of their lives.

After that tristan entered the wardrope room, he took off his suit. And he came out of the room wearing only long pants with bare chest. The man climbed into the bed, pulled Kimy's sleeping body, kissed her forehead and clutched her tightly. Somehow Tristan was afraid that Kimy would leave him. Whatever happens he will not let go of his woman, even if he has to die he will never be willing. This time, he felt his life had a purpose. He has a home to go home to meet his lover, if his heart was filled with vengeance before, not this time. Even he was now able to little by little forget those grudges.

**

That afternoon, Gilang inexplicably turned his car in a cafe on the side of the road. He did not expect his intention to buy his favorite iced coffee instead made him meet the woman he missed so much. Yep.. That afternoon Gilang met with Kimy and lexa at the cafe. Kimy who was very surprised by the arrival of Gilang felt awkward. Lexa finally had a lot of conversations with her ex-boyfriend.

"I went to the toilet first." lexa stood up leaving the two lovebirds who were now sitting opposite it. Lexa accidentally leaves them, giving each other a chance to talk. They look very awkward. Even Kimy nervously just played his hand while looking in all directions, as long as he did not see Gilang's face.

Gilang who had noticed the woman who looked nervous in front of him was feeling very anxious, never had she seen Kimy behave like that to him.

"How are you?.." Ask suddenly.

"Hem.." Kimy was a little surprised.

"I? I'm fine.." The answer.

He nodded, "You're happy?.."

Kimy looked at Gilang, a difficult look. He didn't answer. He looked at the man with a glare.

"You don't answer, don't make me think you're unhappy.."

"Of course, soon you'll be my sister-in-law. Heh.. It's funny this life. Suddenly I have a sister and my lover will be my sister's wife.." Said Gilang bitter.

"When did you know?.."

"What's that?.."

"If he's your brother?.."

"Long time.."

"old? Did you come home from abroad you know?.."

"I forgot when. But as I recall when you ran away with her and I found out who she was, that's when I seemed to know.."

"I didn't run away with him when you knew?.."

"Oh yeah, then what. You went and lived with him at that time. If not run off what is his name? You didn't even call me at all.."

"I don't want to talk about it." Kimy replied briefly.

"I guess you're gonna explain that now, even though it's too late, at least I didn't die wondering why my boyfriend suddenly disappeared and showed up with another guy.."

"Am I not running away with him?.."

"So my thoughts have been right all along?.."

"What thoughts?.." Kimy asked questioningly.

"I was thinking that if he kidnapped you because you were my lover, he wanted revenge with my family who abandoned him.."

Deg

You're right Gilang.

"Then now do you still think like that?.."

"Maybe.."

"Maybe??.." Ask kimy back.

"Yes.. If it turns out to be true and you're forced to get engaged to her, I won't stay put.."

"You mean?.."

"Haha.. You still ask me I mean. Of course I'll take you again. I'll make sure she can't find you anymore because I'm gonna take you far away.."

Kimy looked cengo hearing a resounding answer. He's speechless. He would do that if he knew everything.

"Aren't you afraid of him?.." Ask Kimy.

"Fearful? Why should I be afraid. In this world the thing I'm most afraid of is when you leave me Kimy.." Glazed look into Kimy's eyes. Both of them looked at each other washed away by the memories of both of them.

Dddrr... Drrtt...

Suddenly Kimy's phone shook, he cut off his sight of Gilang. He sees his cell phone and it turns out Tristan is calling him.

Before raising his phone Kimy glanced at Gilang who still saw him sharp.

"Callo.."

"Where are you, baby?.."

"I'm being cafeed with lexa's sister. What's up?.."

"You're just the two of you?.."

"Yes.."

"Alright, I just want to know you're okay. I'll hang up. Prepare yourself, we'll eat out tonight.." Tristan then hung up his phone.

After that kimy looked again at the cross that was still staring at him that was "You happy?.." Gilang asked again, but Kimy was unable to answer, he only gulped his saliva roughly.

"Say you're happy? I won't bother you anymore.."

I don't know why Kimy can't just say I'm happy.

"Because if you just say once, I want to get away from her. There won't be a chance she'll see you again Kimy. Promise me, when you're sure of your heart, your feelings. Come to me and tell me, I'll take you far away.."

Kimy was unable to answer. He was silent, his heart hesitating. Two sides of his heart spoke as if to confirm the words of the man before him, but on the other hand he was afraid, afraid that Tristan would destroy him again.

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